April 5th 2012 - 7:00 pm
Chapter 34- Who Are You Now
"Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly, And sometimes to really live, you've gotta try. We can change it all together, in the end you're gonna find, That what we felt in our hearts was real the whole time."
I had booked out a Cabin for Zak and I to stay in over his birthday, so we can have some 'alone time'. When we arrived; it was a beautiful place. The cabin wasn't as big as I hoped; but it was well big enough for the both of us. Surrounded by the forest, and a beautiful lake. A picnic table and a grill out in the back. It was beautiful; and I was very excited to be there. As we were pulling up, Zak smiled.
"I'm so happy to be here with you," He said as his fingers intertwined mine. I smiled at him, and agreed. I didn't know what was going to happen here. But I hope it was a good thing. Finally; we parked in front of the cabin. Zak turned off the car, and jogged around to the passenger side and helped me out. He shut the door, and put his arms around me and looked around, "I wouldn't mind living out here." he said, "It's peaceful. Much better than Las Vegas." I laughed at him and looked at him.
Right here, I realized how much I really missed Zak. I missed everything about him, The way he smiled at me, the way he talked, laughed, slept. Everything. I missed Zak Bagans. The man I fell in love with.
I smiled at him, and without a word, he took my hand and we walked to the cabin door and opened it. The first thing we were greeted to when we opened the door was a big wooden table with chairs and a beautiful centerpiece. The floors, walls, stairs, everything was wood. It smelled beautiful, the stairs were located right in front of the door. The big windows up and down the walls bringing in light everywhere.
"It's so pretty." I whispered to myself. I smiled as I walked through the dining room area into the kitchen, which was equally as beautiful with a big fridge, and walls lined with cupboards that were so beautiful. In the bedroom off to the side; it had a huge queen sized bed with a bunch of fluffy pillows, a fireplace in the corner. In the living room, it had two big, fluffy, red leather couches, a huge fireplace with a TV on top of the fireplace, a big bathroom off of the bedroom with a big bathtub with a sky light. The place was beautiful.
Zak appeared in the living room just then, "Its so big, and beautiful. where did you find this at?" Zak asked me walked up to me, putting his arms around me.
"My mom," I replied smiling, "She helped me." I turned around in his arms and smiled at him. Zak grinned at me.
"It's only me, you," He paused and put his hand on my tummy. "And our baby. I love you."