It had been a few hours since Aria, Hanna, and Emily had been here. I was going home, tomorrow, so I would see them then.
Toby was going to see me after he was done with work; he was helping Jason pick up the wreck after the fire still. He was getting paid a lot by Jason, so Toby may work there more often. He still didn't really trust Jason… especially since he had been a part of the A Team. But Ali forced and blackmailed Jason to be in the A Team, just the same way Toby had been.
I heard a knock on my door. Sea-blue eyes peaked through the door window.
Toby came into my room, and he had flowers. I smiled. They were tulips, roses, and orchids. Toby came over to me, and placed the flowers into an empty vase.
"You do know I'm only here for another day, right?" I laughed. Toby smiled, and kissed my forehead.
"I know, but I saw these flowers on my way here, I couldn't 'not' get them for my lady" He said, a smile in his teasing eyes. I laughed, saying,
"I'm your 'lady'?"
"As long as I live" He whispered into my ear. I kissed him, and he held my head in his hands. I pulled him closer, and kissed him harder, longer. It was almost like every time we kissed, -A never existed, like it was all gone… like I could really live in peace, in heaven, in paradise with Toby.
Toby moaned as I kissed his neck. He pulled back, and he pulled something small out of his pocket.
"I got this today" He showed me a check, from Jason, it was 5,000 dollars.
"Toby! Oh my god! How did you"-
"He heard about what happened to you… and he said this was his apology…" Toby placed the check in his pocket, and grabbed my hand.
"I want to take you somewhere tomorrow… Just the two; I mean 'three' of us" Toby looked down at my stomach and smiled.
I gave his hand a squeeze, and smiled.
"Where to?" I asked. Toby looked back to my eyes, and teased me with,
"It's a surprise"
"Grrr, Toby, I hate surprises!" I teased back. Toby kissed my hand.
"I don't think you'll hate this surprise" Toby promised.
"Okay, I trust you" I exclaimed. I let out a yawn, and closed my eyes for a second.
"Are you tired?" Toby asked, pulling back a piece of hair from my face and placing it behind my ear. His touch gave me Goosebumps.
"A little bit…" But then I yawned again. Toby laughed, and pulled a chair next to me.
"I'll let you sleep" Toby whispered.
I smiled through my closed eyes, and began to drift off with Toby's hand in mine.
I dreamt of our first time…
When Toby had met me at my house after he came back from Bucks County. This was before I had known Toby was on the A Team, so him coming back meant everything to me. I remembering opening the door to Toby's leather jacket, his long jeans, his teasing smile.
I remember talking to him in my room about what had happened when he was gone, and he talked about getting a new job in Bucks County. I remember him sitting in my red couch/chair, and I remember him talking about how much he missed me… and I remember kissing him, then I was curled up on him, gripping him to me as if he would vanish from my arms… And then I remember making love to him.
It was like nothing I had ever felt before. It was a mixture of making up the distance that had been between us, and a mixture of pure pleasure. He had been so gentle, and god, he was just perfect. Every kiss he gave to me, it was perfect. We were officially one. At that moment, we had no longer just been lovers, but now we were one. Nothing crossed my mind besides being there with Toby at the moment. I wouldn't give up any second of that time for any other time in my life. When I was with Toby… like that, or any other time… I felt whole. I felt complete.
It was the perfect dream. I remembered every detail, even to every touch we shared. I woke up startled to find Toby staring at me. Smiling.
"What, what happened?" I asked, sitting up. Toby rubbed my hand in his.
"You were saying my name… just saying my name" Toby laughed. He had a sparkle in his eye I always loved.
"And?" I asked.
"And… I'm pretty sure you had a really good dream?" He asked.
I smiled, remembering.
"Yes… it was a good dream, actually, it was an amazing dream" I answered. And with that, I kissed Toby, and I moaned when he kissed my neck, under my chin.
"I think I have a pretty good guess to what you dreamed about" Toby teased, kissing the lower area of my neck. I responded with,
"I'm pretty sure you do"
