APOV

"I'll give so privacy" the nurse said as she walked to the door.

"Thank you" I replied as she walked into the hall.

When we are alone I lie down and curl into Tyler's side. I need the contact to help convince myself that he is actually real and here.

"I love you" I whispered into his neck "I love you so much."

"I have spent so much time trying to convince myself that you were actually gone. Deep down there was always a part of me that believed you weren't. That part was right."

I look up at his face; he looks so peaceful and serene. I gently brush his hair back and kiss his check.

"Tyler we have a son" I smile as I think of our baby boy "he is amazing and I can't wait until you wake up so you can meet him."

Thinking of our son and our families I sigh and stand up.

As much as I don't want to leave this bed I know I have to because I have some phone calls to make.

Last one for tonight