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Last chapter
"Now, I have another announcement so please shut it." Max says and they fall somewhat quiet again.
"As you know we are going to need a new dauntless leader now. I have someone picked out but that's not it. I am retiring and need someone to take my place as well. Four, Six please come up here." Max says and we both jump on stage not even hesitating a second.
"So I thought who better than our own two dauntless prodigy's? Four will take my place and Six will take Eric's. They will both continue to train the transfers each year because they are so damn good at it. Who agrees to our new leaders?" Max yells the last part.
Everyone erupts into cheering and whooping, feet stomping and fist pumping. It feels like the first day again.
A chant starts of, "Ten, ten, ten!" Our ship name me and Tris both smile and jump into the crowd me being careful with my shoulder as we flow from hand to hand.( Body surfing) We get off at the other end and kiss, hard. Everyone cheers some more, the two dead men forgotten.
Peter's POV (A/N:Just to change things up a bit and plus I don't think I have mentioned him yet)
I watch as Tris and Four kiss when they are let done and anger boils inside me. I know I didn't express it very well during initiation but I have a major crush on Tris.
I can't believe that Four guy just stool my chance and everyone else's chance at being with her, especially me though. The only problem is, is that they are engaged.
I have to think of a way to get them to break up before the wedding, or maybe not be able to get married.
I saw Tris fuck up that one guy who had hit on her repeatedly during this years initiation. I think Four beat the shit out of him twice. I also know that Tris fucked up a girl who attempted to rape four. Plus now this, they are going to be nearly inseparable.
I'm going to need help, the only problem is, all my help is stupid or dead now.
Maybe I could kill off Four...no Tris would just beat the living shit out of me then kick me out of dauntless. Oh shit, they are both dauntless leaders now and high ranked ones as well. I had picked being a fence guard which shocked a lot of people but honestly I was intimidated by Eric.
I can't kidnap Tris again, she will just think of me as an even more of an ass. Maybe I could apologize? It's worth a shot. I hat myself for what I did to her, I was so stupid and jealous I had to take it out. She just happened to be there and besides I was drunk.
I fall out of the celebration and head back to my apartment. Once I'm inside I lock myself in the bathroom and take out my knife. I trace the slices already in my arms bring blood. I relax as the pain numbs the rest of my life.
"You are stupid and shouldn't be here, you aren't brave enough, you are a coward, look what you did to Tris you idiot." I say to myself banging my head against the wall and creating new marks on my arms.
I come back to my senses and look at my blood covered arms. I feel a tear run down my cheek and quickly clean the blood away throwing the knife at the wall in frustration. I told myself I wasn't going to do this anymore, yet when things get ruff I go right back to doing it.
I will attempt to apologize to Tris, maybe it will work who knows. If not, I'm am going to have to figure something else out. For now I fall onto my bed tired from all of the blood loss. Then I stand realizing it is lunch time, the perfect time to get to Tris. I grab a leather jacket to cover the wounds and head out the door.
(A/n: I really hope I didn't offend anybody by writing that part because I really wasn't meaning to I promise. I wanted you to see the softer side of Peter but at the same time the idiot side you will see here soon :/ Sorry again if I offended anybody really wasn't trying to)
Tris's POV
Tobias wraps his arm around my shoulder and mine finds a place on his waist.
We are headed back to the cafeteria to get some lunch.
When we walk in everyone cheers like they did for the new initiates I laugh and smile and make Tobias sit down. I go and grab a tray placing two hamburgers and two pieces of cake on it. I walk back over to the table taking a seat next to Tobias who wraps an arm around me.
"I love you." He whispers into my ear and feeding me cake. I eat the cake and smile getting a fork full myself and moving it to his mouth.
I whisper, "I love you too." Placing the cake in his mouth. He chews and then smiles at me. I am about to take another bite when I feel a tap on my shoulder.
I turn and come to someone I didn't think I would see again... Peter.
"Umm, what do you want?" I ask coldly.
"Well, I was wondering if I could talk to you. You could bring Four if you want." Peter says his voice something I have never heard from him, almost soft.
I look at Tobias wearily and he nods. I stand and he follows taking my hand.
"Sure, but make it quick." I say as we walk outside and into the quiet hallway.
We stand in silence for a moment until I say, "Well get on with it."
"Uh, right, well I was wondering if there is any chance you could forgive me for what I did. I was drunk and stupid and jealous and I hat myself for everything I have done. I don't think I should be on this planet but I am so I want to fix at least one of my mistakes, please can we at least be on talking terms." Peter basically begs.
I sigh thinking it over in my head. I know it sounds stupid to even be considering the offer after what happened but I didn't forgive Al and now he is dead.
"Look Peter, it is great that you realize how stupid you were and how wrong what you did to me was. I can't just drop it all and instantly forgive you. It will take time, but I am willing to give you a chance." I say my Abnegation side showing.
"THAT IS ALL I FUCKING GET! LOOK AT THIS, LOOK. THIS IS BECAUSE I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE AND I GET A FUCKING MAYBE, YOU BITCH." Peter yells slinging off his jacket showing cuts on his arms that were obviously self inflicted. Then he punches me in the jaw, this is the Peter I know. Curse my abnegation side for believing in giving people second chances.
He goes for another punch but I duck down so he punches the wall hard, he lets out small shriek in pain but attempts to kick me anyway.
His foot comes toward my head while I'm still in the ducked position, I grab his foot and stand causing him to twist and fall on his face using the hand e just broke and the other one to catch himself, I hear a satisfying snap and he just lays there.
"I was going to give you a fucking chance Peter, I don't know what else you expected after what you did to me. Now there is no fucking way, stay away from me or next time it will be a lot worse." I warn before turning grabbing Tobias's hand, who is standing there staring at Peter and go to walk away.
I stop when I hear Peter mumble something.
"What?" I ask turning ever so slightly.
"I had a crush on you and still do." Peter whispers but its loud enough for us to hear. I tense and feel Tobias do the same.
"Well that's to bad, because A) it would never happen, you did to much to me B) I am engaged to Four C) My heart belongs to him and only to him. Don't come near me again." I say and turn pulling Tobias in the direction of our apartment.
Once we are in there Tobias doesn't hesitate to push me against the wall and kiss me.
Tobias picks me up as the kiss becomes hungrier and carries me to the bedroom. Finally I need air so I pull back slightly, I was expecting Tobias to start kissing my neck but he doesn't.
"Thank you." He says slightly out of breath.
"For?" I ask confused on what he means.
"Not saying you like Peter back or even remotely thinking about it. I would have understood about giving him another chance but..." He lets the end of the sentence hang in the air.
"Tobias Eaton, I love you with all my heart and no one, I repeat now one will ever change that. You took my heart, so I'm stealing your last name." I say smiling and kissing him before he can respond.
When I do pull back he whispers, "I'm glad you get to steal my last name, and you took my heart too. You hold it between your hands and hug it to your chest because it is yours and always yours. Never will you let it go. " He says, adding, "I hope." in a quieter mumble.
"I won't Tobias, I will never ever let it go, we are together forever and always." I say kissing him yet again.
"Forever," He whispers kissing behind my ear.
"And Always." I add doing the same to his causing him to shiver.
"I love you." He replies his lips never leaving the place.
"I love you too." I say my lips staying in place as well.
"I love you three." he says and I giggle, it has kinda become a game.
"I love you Four." I say smiling and kissing just below his ear and moving down his jaw to his lips, hovering my lips to were they brush but we don't kiss.
"I love you six." Tobias says pushing his lips to mine. Things accelerate and we don't leave the room for the rest of the day.
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