Jade's p o v

Jade whoa wait what are you doing?

I thought I ..

Oh Jade sweetie no I am so sorry I didn't mean to lead you on

No what I was trying to say is that there's a support group here

Their first meeting is tonight

I couldn't help feeling humiliated and stupid why would I think she wanted to kiss me? I'm a kid she's a grown woman. Don't cry Jade don't cry your not a little kid your almost 13.

Deep breath Ali lifted my chin up and pulled me close to her I could smell her sweet cinnamon vanilla perfume.

Her breasts were very full as my head rested against them I could feel them as her chest rose with each beat.

What's the name of the group?

We just call it LGBTQ Cru

Kind of cool

Yes it is the group is open for any camper/Counselor who feels they have a need for it whatever happens in there stays in there.

Think you want to check it out?

Yea it can't hurt

Awesome were starting in like ten in my suit.

We walked down silently after I cleaned up Ali has an amazing suit which she shares with her bandmates.

We were the first ones to get there she lead me in where Rian and Liam were sitting on the couch watching TV.

When we first walked in I saw a circler living room which over looked the kitchen behind it I saw three bedrooms.

I spotted the two for the boys easily one was a complete mess boxers thrown around games and food, ew one was slightly neater but had comics on the bed and posters of heavy metal bands and video game consuls.

Plus Beacon was laying on one of the beds passed out.

The third was pink and purple and clean Rylee was on the bed on her cell as Ali and I came in ,she motioned for me to sit anywhere as she closed the door and undressed, Rylee said good-bye to who it was she was on the phone with and came over to kiss Ali.

Who wasted no time wrapping her arms around her waist laughing as they held each other kissing.

I wanted that I mean not with them..well okay hell yeah with them but I just wanted to feel loved and wanted by someone.

Ali's face lite up as Rylee nuzzled her neck pushing Ali's hair back small moans escaped her as I laid back picturing me and Cat like that.

Tears welled up there was no way she would ever feel that way towards me.

I felt weak and tired again damn chemo brush past this Jade you can do this.

Ali came up and gave Rylee a slight brush of her lips on her check and whispered something about getting inappropriate in front of me.

Rylee seemed to not want to let go but she slapped Ali's butt and went back to the bed to let Ali change.

Damn she really did have the perfect body she had to be at least a D cup no more than 103 maybe but she was toned and built she had a dancers body for sure.

Looking down at my own body I felt every bit like the little kid I am and I couldn't wait to grow into my body if only this chemo would finally work and get rid of this awful cancer.

My stomach hurt again how long had it been since I went to the bathroom? Anymore I couldn't tell after having such bad issues a few weeks ago now I was the opposite even with medication everyday nothing was helping.

It didn't help that food was the last thing I wanted to see or smell anymore.

Ready Jade?

Everyone's starting to arrive

She spritzed on some fancy fragrance which smelled amazing and lead me out she even looked hot rocking a pair of blue jeans and a vintage tee I wasn't the only one who noticed all eyes were on Ali mine Rylee their band mates and every kid here.

Welcome everyone I am so glad you are all here

As many of you know I am Aisling and I am openly gay in Hollywood

I am a huge supporter of LGBTQ youth rights I understand what it means to feel different to feel alone

Well I am here to tell you all that it's okay to be different cause difference is what makes us unique and awesome, different doesn't mean freak or bad.

I'm sure most of you know my story well at least the one Hollywood painted now let me tell you the real version.

First let' introduce the rest of the band

To my right is Liam, who's straight next to Liam is Rian who's also openly gay than we have Beacon who's straight and Rylee my beautiful awesome girlfriend who identifies as Bi-Sexual. .

Rylee stood up grabbed Ali's waist and kissed her she didn't argue but she kept it clean smiling through the kiss the way she looked at her melted me would anyone ever look at me that way?

Ali may have fought cancer but she is a goddess me I am plain ugly and sickly nobody would want to kiss this.

I felt myself sink deeper into the couch sighing as Ali started talking she seemed nervous now which was kind of different. She's an award winning performer who's accepted Grammy's Emmy's VMA's from all over the world. Yet she's more nervous talking in front of teens than industry vets and millions of people.

Simply put I knew I was a Lesbian since I was thirteen but I handled it wrong I made some mistakes and hurt people I cared about all because of fear and what other people would think. I let society put me in a corner and I gave them permission to make me feel small insignificant and wrong.

It took two years before I would finally have the courage to admit that being a lesbian wasn't a choice it's who I was born as but what I had a choice was how I handled it how I chose to deal with my life.

I could be a fox and hunt down these stereotypes and knock down these barriers or I could be the hunted and I was done being used wasted and shot down.

People don't understand how I can write such personal songs and have no fear about being judged what people don't get is that when I am on stage I am doing a job I am performing when I am doing interviews asking me personal questions it's me now not a stage presence I am being judged for how I speak how I look even how I feel, what's said in interviews lives on forever.

Rylee was the one who gave me the courage to accept the fact that we were role models to kids and we had the power to help make them feel less afraid.

It's not easy to be yourself but when you let yourself go you will find the most amazing inner peace just allowing yourself to breathe and be yourself that's the sweetest award.

Now enough about me let's introduce ourself..

Sainty why don't you go first..

Hi I am Sainty Miller I am 15 and I am gay I knew for about a year who I was but I haven't come out yet see I come from a very religious family my dad's a pastor and he believes homosexuality is an unforgivable sin.

My mom well she lets him rule so I feel if I come out than I will be disowned and it ..it's killing me I hate hiding who I am..I need help I feel so alone..

Your not alone were all here baby girl

Rylee went over and hugged her wrapping her arm around the girl who started crying I rolled my eyes slightly but her story was pretty touching.

Hi I am Tate and I am 14 I've been out since last year and I have been bullied for it ever since I even changed schools but nothings gotten better, I really want to be the next Justin B he is the sweetest.

Hi Tate thanks for sharing

Your cute honey I'm Danny we need to talk after

We all laughed as Danny stood up he was pretty short but what he lacked in height he made up for in energy.

I'm Danny Rodriquez and I am 15 I've been out and PROUD say it with me people P.R.O.U.D since I was 12 years old last year I started cross dressing and realized I have some fabulous talent and I am not afraid to showcase it and make some money honey.

People say shit to me all the time but who cares as long as I know I am amazing than FTA ya all can figure out what that means..

We laughed as more kids introduced themselves than a blond girl who could be a mini Ali stood up she was tall and lanky and beautiful.

Hello

She had a cute southern accent it wasn't real strong but it was present.

I am Taylor Gomez and I am 13 I love country music and Taylor is my hero and yes Taylor is my birth name..

She giggled she had an adorable laugh.

I guess you could say I knew I was bi sexual since I was ten but I didn't know what it meant to this past year I am slowly starting to come to terms with who I am and I am loving the girl I am becoming and I want to help others learn to love themselves and kick some butt in this video competition.

Taylor sweetie let's leave the competition outside this is strictly for helping and talking no intimidating

Sorry Miss Ali

It's not a problem sweetie

Jade why don't we hear from you

Why don't we not Ali was all I could think about but she had been pretty amazing and I didn't want to disappoint her so I took a deep breath stood up and shoved my hands in my jean pockets.

Hi I am Jade West and I will be 13 next week

Happy almost birthday Jade

I nodded looking down as I tried to keep going.

I love horror movies and musical theater I know kind of a strange combo

I am the biggest fan of the scissoring and I love to write and produce my own horror movie one day

I think I may be bi-sexual and in love with my best friend her names Cat and she's purfect,,

The door shut as I looked up to see Milan standing there my heart dropped and I felt sick and dizzy did he hear all that?

His look told me what I feared.