Hey guys I know long enough once again. I am so sorry I had exams and I am done school for a little but then I have school for two more weeks since I am doing one of my grade 10 classes in the summer. So it will be hard to update but I will try my best to.

Abaddon POV.

I sprinted out of the house and into the forest. My mind was focused on finding Lat. She was my mission right now. I had opened up my feelings to her instead of blocking them out like I had been doing for a while. Now I could feel what she was feeling. She was numb all over and I had caused that. Once I was mid way into the forest I could smell her. "Lat!" I called. I opened my senses and made them clear and then I knew right were she was. I followed the path that she had taken.

Latisha POV.

I didn't know how far I had actually crawled by now but I was guessing that I should be back to where I had started soon. I moved slowly in a straight line. I stopped because my leg had gotten caught onto something. I felt around my leg and my hand dipped into something that felt wet and sticky. I brought my hand up to my nose and smelt the aroma of blood. "Shit." I swore to myself. How the hell did I end up bleeding.

"Lat!" I heard Abaddon's voice call my name. My heart did a back flip in my chest and started to beat faster at the sound of his voice.

"Abaddon.!" I called back. I felt a little relieved that he had found me.

"Stay where you are I'm coming." He said. I sat up and waited for him to find me. I could feel him getting closer to me because my heart was flying all over the place. I heard his footsteps and I knew they were close because my sense were only as good as a humans so if he was far away I would not be able to hear them like I could. "How the hell did you get yourself into so much shit like this?" Abaddon asked me. I knew that he was standing over even though I was rendered blind which meant he was still in so much pain and hadn't forgiven me yet.

"I didn't do it by myself." I said tilting my head up. I rubbed at my leg where I had felt the blood before.

"Your bleeding." Abaddon said. His tone of voice had completely changed. He was now sweet and caring instead of mad and filled with hate.

"I'm fine." I said wincing at the pain.

"Your lying to me." He said trying to move my hand.

"I always lie to you so please do not act like you don't know that." I said. My voice was so cold. I brushed away his hand.

"I do know that." He took a deep breath. "Please let me help you." His voice had pain and sadness in it.

"I don't need you help Abaddon."

"If you don't need my help Lat then please do us both a favor and stop calling for me when your hurt or when ever something doesn't go your way." He yelled at me. I slowly felt all of my senses return to me. I was now looking at him and I could see his rage and sadness it looked like it matched my own perfectly. "Just leave me alone Lat. I would be so much better off if you had never showed up, or decided to join you father or just been born." His eyes opened wide at what he had just said. I closed my eyes and squeezed them shut trying to hold back tears. "I didn't mean that. I'm sorry I was just mad." He babbled.

"No you know what Abaddon. I don't want your sorry." I got to my feet. "I mean isn't that the reason I left you because your just one big sorry." I said. My voice was so cold. By this point I stopped caring about his feelings all together. "Abaddon how does it feel?" I asked.

"How does what feel?"

"Being a sorry ass excuse for a vampire and loosing your soul mate. I mean I never even loved you this whole time. I just needed a re-bound until I got over Brad but now since he's back I don't need you at all." I smiled. He turned away from me. "What? Can't take it when its turned on you?" I asked laughing.

"I can take it but I don't know if you can." He turned and yelled at me.

"I can take whatever you can give."

"Okay." He stepped so close to me that he was in my bubble. "Wanna know something little girl. I NEVER not once had feelings towards you." He was backing me up against a tree. "I only acted like I loved you. It what Lucifer wanted and far be it of me not give the man what he wanted." I was now against the tree and Abaddon had his hands spread so I was standing between them. "Don't go on thinking your top shit Lat because I never loved you and your not even worth a little bit of my time anymore. So lets just remember I am only here because of Az." He said and backed away from me.

"I won't forget. Don't ever talk to me again Abaddon." I said. And moved in the right direction this time. "Your right you know." I turned back around to face him. "I wish that I was never born either because then I would have never thought that you really did love me because even after I said what I said to you I knew that it was all a lie because I really do love you but silly me. Fooled by you once again right?" I asked not even giving him time to answer. "Well I am glad that I know how you truly feel about me and that it wasn't before I said something else I might regret saying. Like I love you or I miss you or I dream about you every night because I need you so fucking much that I cry when I know that Brad is 100 percent asleep." I felt water roll down my face so I quickly whipped it away. "Or that I have cried myself to sleep knowing that one day I could wake up and you could be dead or that I could have been the one to kill you. I could have said that I worry 24/7 about you and sometimes its so bad that I want to die because I think that you'd be better off in a world that I didn't exist in. Thank fucking God I didn't say any of those things. Thank fucking God I didn't tell you how you really make me feel because now all I feel for you is pity. Pity and hate and a whole whack of things that are bad." I turned and began walking again.

"Lat." Abaddon called after me. I could hear his footsteps behind me so I started to run. "Lat!" He called. I kept running. I could almost see the exit of the forest. As soon as I reached the clearing I saw Brad standing there with his arms open and waiting for me. I ran right into him and he wrapped his arms around me. I turned to look behind me and Abaddon just walked out of the forest. He was staring at Brad and I. I buried my head into Brad's chest and let out a soft sob.

"Its okay." Brad said. His voice was starting to sooth me. He could always make my pain numb and that's part of the reason I love him. He was like my morphine making everything numb. "Your okay." he picked me up and carried me bridal style into the house.

"Lat!" I heard Azrael's voice. "Whats wrong?" She asked Brad like I wasn't even there.

"I don't know." I felt Brad turn his gaze to the door that had just closed. I looked up and Abaddon had just walked in. he looked very calm and smug. Oh how badly I wanted to rip him to shreds.

"Put me down." I said to Brad. He did as I said. I looked at all the people I called my family. I gave them each an impish smile before I turned to the stairs and ran up them. I walked into my room and locked the door behind me. I just wanted to be alone. I didn't want Brad here to numb me and make everything okay, I didn't want Az to tell me that her brother didn't mean what he had said, I didn't want anyone to make up excuses for Abaddon and I didn't want anyone trying to make me feel better because no matter how hard they tried or how big I smiled I would never get over this. Never. I would always be sad and mad and filled with so much hate and resent. The fact was I would NEVER be the same from this moment on.

Brad POV.

"Lat!" I yelled but she had slammed her door and I knew she was going to lock it. I looked at Abaddon and he met my my gaze. "What did you say to her?" I asked. My voice was lethal and so powerful that it didn't sound like my own.

"Nothing."

"Liar." I said and walked toward him. My body was so hot with fury. "I am only going to ask you one more time. What did you say to her?"

"The truth." He said simply.

"Oh yeah and what truth is that?"

"The truth that doesn't matter. The truth is now that I said whatever the hell I said you can go and talk to her. She's waiting for you to calm her down make her happy and feel loved. So whatever the hell I said you better be happy about it because now she's all yours. No part of her loves me anymore so be happy Brad. You got what you wanted. You got your Lat back. Your bitch your girl. So smile." He said. He looked at me with such hate that I had to smile because he was right Lat was mine again and I could see it.

"Thanks for everything Abaddon." I said and ran up the stairs. I knocked on the door to her bedroom.

"Go away." She said. Her voice was muffled by snot.

"Its just me. Come on Lat let me in." I said softly. The door creaked open and I walked in. I toke her into a tight embrace and whispered reassuring words to her.

Ariel POV.

Abaddon left the kitchen when we all saw her let Brad into her room. I followed him because I knew that if my best friend was hurting this much how bad it must be for him. He was sitting in the den. I grabbed the seat across from him. "Hey." I said softly.

"Wanna yell at me to?" He asked me.

"No I wanted to see if your okay."

"Well I'm not so you can go now."

"Don't yell at me." I said calmly.

"I'm sorry. Its just been a really crappy day." I nodded because clearly I could see that.

"Tell me what you said to make her snap." I said. He looked up at me and his eyes looked like they wanted to shed so many tears. It was so sad and heartbreaking.

"I told her I wished that she had never been born and that I never loved her. But she just made me so damn mad and I know I shouldn't have said that. Ariel the look in her eyes broke my heart. It was so sad. But she covered it up with anger and hate and why can't things just be perfect." He said. He was blaming himself so much right now. I didn't know what to do so I just moved to sit beside him. I rubbed soothing circles on his back trying to calm him down but I could tell that he was to upset so I let him sit there talking to himself in his mind and hoped that he would be okay. I mean after all this time I spent with him I loved him like he was family so of course I wanted him to be okay.

Latisha POV.

"Brad?" I asked quietly.

"Yeah."

"Will you do me a favor?" I asked him.

"Anything."

"Will you take my virginity." I asked. I felt a little bit embarrassed but I didn't care. I wanted to do anything and everything in my power to get back at Abaddon. I didn't care if that meant giving my virginity to Brad or letting him drink my blood as long as it meant that it would hurt Abaddon.

"What?" Brad was shocked so I leaned up onto my tippie toes and kissed him.

"Take me." I said softly and then kissed him again.

Hope you liked it.

I kinda cried writing the forest scene because that is just so damn sad.

Do you think Brad will take her V card? Will Abaddon ever bring himself to love Lat and will she ever forgive him?

WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT

did any of you check the little sneak peek part of the website with the clues and quotes that are in this book? If yes do you think you know what some of them are?

Love always

Lat.!

PS if I get 10 reviews I will update two chapters