( still Chels POV)
these lips are so soft , make me wild.Our kiss deepens I can feel Rae's hunger rising to meet my own. It's all I can do to contain this to not just go crazy on her, but I can't I won't.
I feel her hand against my face," I love you Chels." her breath so very ragged but she manages .Through tiny 'almost' kisses' our lips brush each other never quite able to finish a kiss.
I steady myself enough to speak, "I love you" There's no words to describe this feeling ,the lightning in my veins ,holding her , her shivering body aching with mine in anticipation. Her eyes silently pleading with me now, she whispers ," Chels you're making me crazy , I don't know how... much I can take... oh ..my,"
I look at her my features softening , "Rae I just, it's "
"sshh, she leans up kissing me so sweetly," you haven't done anything wrong, it 's perfect you are, but I can barely hang on I need you , I want to feel you in... Chels please take me ." Her breath so short her heart pounding so I can feel it beating with mine through our chests pressed so tightly to one another.
I say nothing other than I love her as I press my lips back to hers , she welcomes me in such a warm inviting kiss in the love of her arms which cling to me now.
I slip my hand between our bodies , and touch her ever so lightly , but she jerks a bit I have my one arm around her in an attempt to steady her, it almost works. I push my finger inside of Rae and immediately this fire rages throughout my body into hers and back again as if this touch has completed a circuit in the most thrilling dare I say electrifying moment. She throws her head back moaning , breaking the kiss. I smile and begin kissing her neck down and across to her collarbone her one hand tangled in my hair all but pulling it, it doesn't hurt for some reason , I can only guess because every other feeling is so intense. I feel her other hand on my hip pulling me to her,during all of this my second finger has found it's way inside and crosses over the first.
It feels quite amazing to touch her, especially knowing the effect it has on her, she's even more beautiful, sexier than ever. I love the way she gets that look in her eyes, when we catch each other's gaze the passion burning with the white hot intensity of a thousand suns, and the love is equal if not greater. She clings tighter as I move around feeling all of her,the tips of my fingers exploring my love .Each brush of my finger tip sends her closer to that edge and heightens all of my senses as well making me want, need and love this woman so much more. I feel her kiss my neck,"oh Chels,"
There goes that damn lightning through my veins, my body presses tighter to her, still moving carefully and slowly, her warmth on my finger tips I bend my fingers in a "c'mere" motion then straighten them one at a time. I want to feel all of this , of her. I want her to feel everything.
I kiss her chest gingerly before taking her breast into my mouth,"oh God," she breathes louder than before. Twisitng my fingers inside I kiss her with more passion her hand has found it's way to my ass , cupping me, nails digging into my flesh pulling me, trying to get closer as her leg draws up beside me against my waist. She's squirming underneath me in an effort to get closer neither of us can get close enough to the other, My own breath is getting harder to come by and I feel and hear a moan escape my lips against her breast.
The heat rising faster, as she clings desperately to my body, I'm about to kiss just below her chest,"no," I feel a hand on my cheek moving my face up to look at her. tears not only in her eyes but a few streaming down her cheeks. My heart sinks, I move up quickly to look into her eyes as tears fall from my own,"Rae I'm "
"shh, don't stop Chels"
"but"
"I just want you up here with me, kiss me babygirl."
I kissed her tears away and move my free hand to her face, our eyes stay fixed in this stare.
Finally she breaks the gaze,kissing my lips so passionately and I feel her practically explode in my arms setting off the same response in me, we cling to one another bodies pulsing against and into each other ,amidst moans and whispers and desperate attempts at kisses.
Tears falling freely from both of us, I move slowly to the side a little taking Raven into my arms. " I love you so much my baby"
It's as though it's all either of us can do to speak but Rae manages a weak" I love you Chels." "always"
"always." I wrap my arms tightly around her trying to get my breathing together but no such luck.
We share a warm slow kiss,"Chels than," I cut her off before she can thank me, she doesn't need to it's what I wanted to do for both of us.
She lays her head against my shoulder and throws one leg over mine as she settles in her arm over my chest.
I'm home , this is more than right, more than perfect more than love. I smile running my fingers through her slightly damp hair. Just then I notice the cd player is still on and could there be a more perfect line at a more perfect time?
and when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms
you know you really love a woman.
We both giggle softly as she lifts her head to share another soft but passionate kiss.
"I love you " we say in near unison.
lyrics to Have you ever really loved a woman-Bryan Adams)
To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
and give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?
To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman
you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?
You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really,
really, really, ever loved a woman?