Cartman's P.O.V

Me and kyle Were back in the lunch room.
Kyle starred at me with with his gruding eyes.
"Sometime's I wounder what I see in you cartman,
Sometimes I wounder what I see in you Cartman,
Sometimes I, See in you Cartman, Cartman.. Cartman.."
Then I flew out of the lunchroom, everything is turning back
"Noo!" I scream as I'm falling away from the table
But i keep flying higher and higher till I drop to the hard floor
with Blackness all around me I looked around me and saw nothing
but darkness, then a Ball of light shown ahead of me.
I followed the light and Saw Kyle and Stan in the light,
Kyle's holding his hand and kissing Stan
"I love you stan" Kyle whispers to him
"I love you too kyle"
Kyle turns to me "I'll never love you Cartman!" He laughs at me
"Yeah!" Stan turned to me and started pointing and laughing with him
as I laid on the cold ground of sheer darkness.
They were laughing and pointing at me.
"I never saw anything in you Cartman, Never saw anything in you cartman,
In you Cartman.."

"AHHHHH!" I felt myself being thrown somewhere I look around, Im breathing hard.
I keep looking, where am I? where the fuck am I?!
I keep looking around, Then I realized I was in my room.. sitting in my bed.
Fucking dream.
I frowned at myself and toke a deep breath.
Christ.
I angerly get out of bed and walk downstairs into the kitchen.
Maybe eating somthing will calm my fucking nerves down.
I looked in the fridge and grabed a coke,
"Poopsikins? Is that you?" I hear my mom upstairs
I roll my eyes. I cant believe that bitch still calls that.
"Yeah mom" I yell annoied.
"Alright. what are you doing?"
Ugh! enough with her fucking questions!
"Nothing!" I scream back.

I flip open the Can and sit on the couch turning on the Tv.
Sucky chanel, Click
That sucks too
Fuck! are there any good chanels on this god damn tv?!
I switch it to a terrance and phillop episode,
I used to be obbsessed with this show when I was younger.
"Hey terrance I believe I have to fart" Pilliop said from the tv.
"Oh really? well let me have a look" Terrance Put his face next to his ass,
And he farted. "AHAHAHAHAHA!" they laughed.
I groaned. WHat did I like so much about this stupid show anyway?
I started thinking about that stupid dream. I got angry just thinking about it.
Stupid stan.
Stupid FUCKING stan.
I want to fucking kill him!
Hes always in the way of everything!
He was always Kyle's best friend, they've always been together,
Then Kyle comes out he's gay, like me.
Great right, but no fucking Stan loser Marsh has to WALCE on in and Take him away
From me again! I felt somthing wet in my hand, I looked up and noticed just now that I was
squeezing My can. It dumped all over the fucking place.
"Ugh." I put it down.
I want to rip his fucking balls off.
I hate him so much.
I clench my teeth thinking about him.
Him and his stupid coat and his stupid blue hate with that stupid fucking puff ball.
I want him to die!

I felt so much anger I was tightening my fists, clutching them so hard they were shakeing.
How could Kyle like that goody two shoes?!
I am so much better then he is!
hes never going to break up with that fucking loser!
But Stan had to be a baby and go complaning about how bad his
life is, Bo ho.
people die, Your not the only one you fucking prick.
Well, Stan is not going to get away with THIS too.
I wont let him.
I March off the couch, get a notebook and pen and write on it,

Kyle is cheating on you
-unknown

and Rip the page out and go out the door.
Huffing my way to that assholes house.
If kyles not going to tell him,
I will.

Stan's been acting kind of weird today,
He keeps glancing around.. and whenever I try to talk
to him, I dont think he's listening.. It looks like he's thinking really hard about something.
I let it slide though.
It's probably something about his Grandma.

"hey Kenny" I smile as me and Stan walk bu him in the hallway
Kenny smiles "Merph" (Hi) and keeps walking.
I think kenny let go of the whole me comming over to his house and yelling
at him.
When Kenny started walking away, Stan looked behind him, watching him walk
around the corner.
"You and Kenny hang out lately?" He asked me.
"Uh, Not really. Why?"
"Just woundering" He said.

That's an odd question
What is he thinking about?

"Hey assholes" Cartman walked up to us.
"Hey" I smiled trying to act normal.
As if nothing happened last night.
"So um Hey Kahl, I was thinkin you could come over after school for..something"
Cartman looks at Stan.
Why the fuck would he ask me like that?!
WHy is he looking at stan like that?!
"Uh, No I cant sorry Cartman."
Cartman's still looking at stan.
Stan looks somewhat.. angry.
What's going on here?
"I CANT! WHY?"
I ask him loudly to interupt whatever was going around I dont know about.

Cartman looks at me "Oh, Ok cool." He said, then gives Stan one last look.
And walks away.

What the hell was that all about?
fuck.. Stan doesnt know.. does he?
I frown at Stan
"What the fuck was that all about?"
Stan crosses his arms and glares at me.
"I'm going to find out." He sneers.

FUCK! He knows! He has too!
CHRIST! My heart was thumping out of my chest
I try to keep the shocked look off my face I was so dspreate
to make. "Uh, what aere you taking about?" I ask
Stan pauses.
"Kyle.." he begins.
Then stops.
His face dropped the look, "If theres something you want to talk to me about
I want you to say it right now" He demanded

My chest was going to explode.. I'm pretty sure I'm shakeing.
"I honstly have no Idea what your talking about" I frown.
Stan's angered look fazzed away.
"Ok." He said quietly and we started walking to our next class.

Stan knows somthing, I thought fearfully.

I rushed to the lunch room.
I never run to Lunch but I wanted to get there before Stan did.
I hurried, dropped my books, picked them back up and kept running.
One thing I knew, Cartman was always one of the first one's to lunch.
I kept running, Slammed the books on our table, Kenny was sitting there
with his paper bag lunch looking confussed as I ran to the lunch line.
I ran there, and started searching for Cartman.
I have to find him. I have too!
I circulate around the lines and I dont see Him, I search up and down, Then
he finnaly caught my eye.
He had already gotten his trey and has grabbing Pizza.
I hurried up behind him
"Cartman" I say behind him.
He jumped alittle at the sound of my voice,
Then turned around, still grabbing food.
"Yeah?"
I frown "Did you say something to Stan?"
I swear I saw a smirk accross his face but I didnt get a good look.
"No."
"Then why are you guys acting all weird around eachother?!"
Cartman picked up his tray and entered his code at the end of the line and started walking
towards the table. "I dont know, You ask him jew."
I stopped walking.
Maybe he really didnt know why.
But I'm getting a gut feeling he does, And usualy that gut feeling is right.

Stan's POV

"- - and I dont know what else to do." I explained pacing around
My therapist's office.
Mrs. Galligan Started writting something down in small pad of paper,
"I mean, and on top of all that, I think my boyfriend's cheating on me."
"Oh really?" Mrs. Galligan takes off her glasses
"And why do you think that stanly?"
"I dont know.. I keep getting these feelings.
Like, I keep seeing red spots on his neck that I'm pretty sure might
be hickeys, but he keeps telling me their neck massagers, then.."
"Stanly Have a seat" Mrs. Galligan advised me.
I slowly walk to the seat accross from her.
She sighed. "Neck massagers?"
"yeah."
Mrs. Galligan closed her eyes,
"Stanly, I hate to tell you this,
But neck massagers cannot give you red marks."

I felt a lump in my throat.
"But what if It presses too hard."
"Even if it presses too hard you cant get a perminent mark on the area."
I looked down and started to tears feel comming in.
I knew it..
I couldnt force the tears in,
"But.. but he wouldnt do that to me!
He.. He couldnt have!"
Mrs. Galligan gives me a sad smile, "Well maybe its something else." She comforts
I look down and wipe my tears "No, Its not."

Could this really be true?
Would he really do this to me?!

"Stanly.. tell me how your feeling right now."
ugh. "I'm feeling fucking upset what does it look like?!"
I blurt out.
I realized what I just said, and sat back. "I'm sorry" I say looking down again.
"Stan Its Ok.. You can talk about it" She tells me.
I sniffle.
"I found boxers in his room.. he doesnt wear boxers"
I Choke on my words and let out a wimper and put my head in my hands
"Oh my god" I mumble, chokeing on the gasps in my thoat from tears.
Mrs. Galligan touches my arm.
"Dont forget the possibility, maybe this is a misunderstanding."
Damn therapists. Always looking on the bright side.
Cant she see there is no fucking good side to this?!

I wiped more tears of my face and toke deep breaths.
"I found a note on my door this morning." I tell her.
"It said, Your boyfriend is cheating on you."
"Did they leave a name?"

Is she really that stupid?
"No."

I starred at the ground.. just the thought of someone kissing kyle..
someone else holding kyle.. UGHH
I start to cry again.
Damn it I'm so fucking emotinal! how couldnt I have seen this before!
I cry into my hands.
Mrs. Galligan got up from her seat and hugged me.
At first I felt weird, Acting like she knows me and all that,
But then at that moment, I really did need a hug.

How could kyle fucking do this to me?

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