Hello to all my beautiful readers out there... Thank you so much for your comments and your support, for following this fic and for making this fic one of your favorites.

Ok, at first I wasn't sure about this chapter but then I realized it was important to go deep in the subject so that's what I did. I hope you enjoy it

Want to share this one with Breyanaxo and Lalion, thank so much for being out there. You're awesome!

Btw... Am I the only one who felt dissapointed with the show's final episode but enjoyed the idea of having "2 Spencers" haha. I loved it even with the weird accent. Anyway...

Now... I leave you a new chapter here. Enjoy

Spread the love. No Hate. No Cyberbullying. Just McHastings' love.

"…many times, the way to peace and happiness is through chaos, growth, and uncertainly" – Merideth Mehlberg

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Now that the official divorce was out, Paige had at hand one more task to complete; one that was probably the most difficult of all so far. There was still a person she needed to talk to and let her know about the big changes that were about to come. She was beyond nervous about this person's reaction but she wanted to believe that no matter how young she was, she would be able to understand the new situation. Paige was waiting eagerly for the little girl to appear, she had already talked with Carol to meet her on the park so she could pick her up there.

"Mommy P. Mommy P.!" Katy ran in her mother's direction, throwing herself into her arms as soon as she got close to her

"My beautiful, princess" Paige rise her daughter from the floor and took her into her arms, turning around to greet Carol and then returning her attention to the little girl again "How have you been?"

"Awesome! Mommy E just bought me new ballerina's shoes, yesterday" Katy told her mother

"Wow! Did you bring them with you? Can I see them?"

"Of course, mommy but I want to get home first, I want for Spencer to see them too"

"Let's go then. Spencer is not at home yet but we can make dinner while we wait for her. What do you think?"

"Good idea"

They both said good bye to Carol and got into Paige's car. While Paige was driving, Katy was telling her mother the events of the last few days at home and how excited she was to spend time with her and Spencer too. Paige was thrilled to have Katy with her but there was still an issue she wanted to find out

"And how's everything at home, princess? Is mommy E. ok?"

"I guess so… yesterday was a little weird. She stayed at home with me the whole day and she was teaching me how to draw gardens, you know… with those beautiful flowers and everything, we were using a lot of colors and we were having fun until someone nocked at the door and gave her an env… enve… I always forget that word…" Katy whined

"An envelope?" Paige smiled at her

"Yes, that thing. Mommy read some papers that were inside and her face changed, she was sad now" Katy's face changed to sadness too

"She was?"

"Yeah, she went to the studio after that, and then called Carol to take care of me and then she went out"

"Did she tell you where?" Paige asked curious

"No, but I hate to see mommy so sad. You should go and talk to her, mommy P."

"Yeah… maybe I will" Paige said, trying to make her daughter feel better because, if Melisa doesn't think it's necessary then she would try to be away from Emily as much as possible "But right now I have a surprise for you"

"Really? What is it?"

"We have a new guest in the house"

"Another cousin?" Katy asked excited

"No, baby girl… it's not another cousin but…" Paige added when she saw her little girl's face falling down "you still would be able to play with her and have fun and it's also a very important person for Spencer"

"More than us?" the little girl made a surprised face

Paige smiled "well, we'll have to ask her that later"

"So who is it mommy…? Tell me"

"It's Spencer's sister"

"Spencer has a sister? Why didn't she tell me? I thought we were best friends" Katy was disappointed

"Maybe because you never asked her princess"

"Oh, right… I should ask" Katy just shrugged

"Well, now you're going to meet her and we'll have dinner together, the four of us. Is it ok for you?"

"Yes! The more the merrier" Katy yelled excited, making Paige laugh

Once Paige parked the car in the garage, Katy ran into the house looking for Spencer's sister, disappointment spreading in her little face when she didn't find her. Paige explained to her that Melisa was at work with Spencer and as soon as they finished there they would be at home to have dinner. Katy was satisfied with the explanation and immediately went to her room to leave her things and then moved to the kitchen to help her mother with the food. An hour later, they heard a key on the door which made Katy leave everything she was working on and ran to the door's direction, when she saw Spencer crossing the door she threw herself into her arms

"Spencer!" The little girl yelled once Spencer held her in her arms, all of this under Melisa's amused look

"Oh my God, our gorgeous princess is finally at home. You have no idea how much I've missed you" Spencer hug her tightly

"Me too. I couldn't wait to come and see you" Katy was holding herself tightly from Spencer's neck

"I'm so happy to hear that. And where's mommy?"

"She's in the kitchen; she's almost done with dinner"

"That's great… well while mommy is in the kitchen I want you to meet someone" Spencer turned to her sister with Katy still on her arms "this is my sister, Melisa. Melisa this beautiful girl over here is Katy, Paige's daughter and… my best friend, right?"

"Right!"

"It's a real pleasure to finally meet you Katy, your mommy and Spencer talk a lot about you" Melisa said to Katy but Katy didn't answer, there was something she wanted to know first

"Mommy said you're very important for Spencer" She said looking at Melisa first and then direct her attention to Spencer, a little pout forming in her mouth "Is she more important than me?"

Both sisters looked at each other, a warm feeling settling in their hearts

"Of course not, sweety. You both are very important to me, just in different ways. I've shared with Melisa a lot of things since we were kids and I love her because she's always been there for me…" Spencer looked at Melisa who was looking back at her with a wild smile on her face "and now I have you, who I love very much and it's my best friend and makes me laugh and has made my life way better than it was. You're very important to me princess and no one is going to change that"

"Promise?" Katy was smiling now

"Promise" Spencer hugged her again "so, how about you give Melisa one of this great hugs too…" Spencer playfully whispered into Katy's ear "she needs it; she's been grumpy all day"

"Hey! I heard that!" Melisa protested

"See what I mean" Katy smiled at Spencer and made a little move as a sign for Spencer to put her into Melisa's arms. Once Katy was placed in Melisa's arms, she hugged her as tight as her little arms allowed her

"It's so good to meet you too Melisa. I'm sorry for being so rude"

"Not at all beautiful, I love that you're my sister's best friend. I don't blame you for taking care of her"

"Of course I do, especially since she got lost one time"

"She did?" Melisa looked at Spencer for answers but instead Spencer just threw at her sister an 'I tell you later' kind of look

"Yeah! Mommy and I were really worried. We spent the whole night waiting for her to come back. I was really scared"

"I didn't know that" Melisa said trying to look serious, she would have to ask Spencer about it but for now she was going to listen the little girl's version "Would you tell me the whole story?" Melisa moved to the couch, putting Katy softly over it and then sitting herself next to the girl

"Yes"

"Well, princess…" Spencer intervened before Katy could start "while you tell Melisa about my little adventure I'm going to the kitchen to say hello to mommy, ok?"

"Ok"

"Watch out… you have a little genius over here" Spencer said to Melisa before she finally walked into the kitchen

When she crossed the door, she took a few seconds to admire Paige who was standing in front of the sink washing some dishes. It doesn't matter how many times did she already find her girlfriend in this exact position, this was a sight she would never get tired of. Spencer walked slowly close to her girlfriend and hugged her from behind, making Paige jump a little, surprised by the sudden contact

"Hey" Spencer whispered into Paige's ear, leaving a kiss on the crook of her neck, making the other girl tremble

"Hey" Paige answered almost in sigh. She relaxed when she heard Spence's voice, immediately leaning against her girlfriend's front "I didn't hear you coming in here"

"Yeah, I'm sorry I was just… standing on the door, looking at you and asking myself 'how could I be so lucky?'" Spencer mumbled into Paige's neck, she was leaving a trail of kisses all over the place

"Mmm… that's funny" Paige was trying her best to be quiet "because I was asking myself the same thing"

Spencer smiled, still with her lips on Paige's neck. She took advantage of her position and moved her hands under Paige's shirt, moving her fingers slowly over the soft skin

"God, you have no idea how much I miss you when we're not together" now Spencer's hands were moving upwards, really close to Paige's breasts

"Babe…" Paige let out a soft moan "you know we can't"

"We can, if we're fast and quiet"

Paige let out a smile "You're everything but quiet my love and your sister left that perfectly clear for us"

"Fine… I'll behave only on one condition…" Spencer trailed off; moving her hands out of Paige's shirt but keeping her lips busy with the skin she could find "I want you, tonight. I don't care if we have to wait until everyone is asleep; I want to make love to you until we're too tired to even speak"

Although the words came out in a low voice, they were strong enough to send a jolt directly to Paige's core, making her shiver "I'm yours for whatever you want" she let out in response

"Mmm, that's what I wanted to hear" Spencer was now trying to cool herself off. Reluctantly, she moved her hands to Paige's sides, leaving a soft kiss in her cheek "I just don't know how I'm going to hold up until the night is over" Spencer whined

"Well just think that if you don't, you won't have your mind-blowing sex tonight" Paige teased at her

"If you put it that way…" Spencer smiled

"Yeah, that's what I thought…" Paige smiled too "Now, please go and get ready, dinner is almost done"

"Ok, I'll go look for the girls" Spencer said but didn't make an attempt to move her arms from Paige's waist

"Where are they, but the way?"

"Our little angel is in the living room telling Melisa about the day I disappeared" Paige finally turned around and looked at Spencer curious "I'll explain to you later" it was Spencer's answer before she leaned forward to kiss her girlfriend, satisfied when Paige gave up into the kiss.

Paige put her arms around Spencer's neck, happy that she was finally able to touch her girlfriend properly. Spencer pinned Paige against the sink, almost as trying to fuse their bodies together. They were carelessly enjoying their make out session (maybe a little too much) when they suddenly heard a loud cough coming from the door, making them pull away immediately. They already knew it was Melisa the one standing on the door but they got scared when they thought Katy was with her, when they realized the older Hastings was alone, they let out a sigh of relief

"You're like two very hormonal teenagers, you know that?" Melisa smirked at them

"God, Melisa. You scared the shit out of us" Spencer called out her sister

Melisa looked at them curious; it was the same scenario from the previous morning but for some reason they were really scared about being caught this time "Ok... something is wrong here. What is it?"

Spencer and Paige looked at each other, not knowing what to say "Nothing…" Spencer started "it's just… Katy doesn't know about… us" Spencer said carefully

"What you mean she doesn't know?" Melisa asked, surprised by the new information "you live here Spencer, you sleep with her mother, I'm sure she knows something is happening and if she doesn't then at least she suspects something"

"Actually…" Paige spoke this time "we've been really careful about that. We told her Spencer is here because she comes to visit us"

"Yeah, and every time she comes I sleep in the other room"

"You're unbelievable!" Melisa yelled

"Melisa, please!" Spencer snapped "could you keep your voice down!? Believe it or not, this has been difficult for us. It would has been easy to just ignore the entire world and show our relationship to everyone but we didn't want to hurt the people around us; especially Katy. It was hard enough for her to know that Paige was leaving her house to move out here, imagine how would have she reacted if she had found out that her mom was already seen someone else"

"I understand your point; I really do but hiding things from her…" Melisa started but Paige cut her off

"Spencer and I have been talking about telling her the truth"

"Yeah… and even when I'm scared to death, we've decided to tell her everything tonight" Spencer's voice was a little trembling. She really wanted to tell Katy about hers and Paige's relationship but she was really scared of the little girl's reaction. She has learnt to love Katy as her own daughter and just to think about Katy's rejection was making her heart sink "I just… don't want for her to hate me…" Spencer trailed off sadly

"Oh, baby…" Paige held Spencer's hand in hers and used the other one to put it in her girlfriend's cheek "I already told you; she is not going to hate you. She adores you and she will be thrill to know that we make each other happy"

"I know. I'm just… She is really important to me and what she thinks about us will change everything and… I don't want to lose any of you" Spencer looked into Paige's eyes, she relaxed a little when she saw the love in them

Without a word Paige put a strand of hair behind Spencer's ear and leaned forward to locked her lips with her girlfriend's in a soft and chaste kiss

"Ugh… you're disgustingly cute" Melisa trailed off "but I guess I would have to get use to this" she finally smiled at the couple. Even with all the teasing and the sarcasm she has been displaying, she couldn't deny she was really happy for her sister

Paige and Spencer pulled apart, smiling at each other

"Yeah, you'll definitely have to" Spencer teased her back

"So…" Melisa started, this time in a more serious tone "do you… want me to leave you two alone with Katy? I could go to a Hotel tonight"

"Actually, that won't be necessary. Our plan is to tell her after dinner so, you can have dinner with us too and then stay at your room for a while" Spencer suggested to her

"Sure, not problem" Melisa smiled at them "I'm going to keep the little sweetheart busy while you're here" she turned around and walked out of the kitchen

"Are we ready?" Paige directed her attention to Spencer again

"Yeah… yeah, I think we are" Spencer smiled

They enjoyed of a pretty chill and comfortable dinner; most of the time with Katy sharing with Melisa some stories, especially from her birthday, and information about each other, and even when Spencer was beyond nervous (she had barely touched her food), she was trying to keep herself together for Paige's and Katy's sake. When dinner was finally over, Melisa offered herself to wash the dishes and clean the kitchen; action that Paige and Spencer took as a sign to talk to the little girl.

"Can we play 'princes and princesses' now?" Katy asked, moving to the living room to look for her little backpack "I want to show Melisa my favorite doll"

"Actually princess, Spencer and I want to talk to you about something" Paige said, carefully choosing her words

"Yeah…" Spencer continued, taking a place on one of the couch; more for support than comfort "there's something very important we want to share with you"

"Is it another surprise?" the little girl was excited

"You can say that…" Spencer answered

"Ok, what is it?"

Paige sat on the same couch Spencer was sat and called Katy to sit between them

"Look, princess… this is about mommy Emily and…"

"Are you going to be together again?" Katy asked suddenly. That was definitely not the best way to start the conversation

Paige and Spencer looked at each other, the little courage Spencer collected before went away with those words. The only reason Paige had mentioned Emily was to make Katy remember about their separation and now tell her that the official divorce was out but she never expected this reaction from her daughter

"Uhm… no, no, princess… this isn't about me and mommy Emily getting back together. Why? Did you… still want for that to happen?" Paige asked softly, afraid to actually hear the answer

"I don't know" Katy shrugged

"You… don't know?" Paige asked her daughter again, not so sure what she was trying to say

"I… I didn't want to tell you this because I didn't want for you to get mad, mommy" Katy looked at the floor

"Tell me what, princess? You know you can tell me anything"

"I know, it's just… the day you leave our house, I heard you and mommy E fighting" Paige gulped not knowing what exactly Katy heard about that night

"You did?"

"Yeah. I… don't know about what but I could tell you were mad at mommy because she did something bad"

"Why do you think that?"

"Because I heard her say that she was sorry for what she did"

Paige looked intently at her daughter; her heart was full of sadness now that she realized the little girl was witness of that horrible day

"I'm really sorry that you had to hear us fighting and yelling. The last thing we want is for you to get hurt" Paige pulled her daughter until the little girl was sitting on her lap

"That's why I don't know if I want you to be together again. I mean… it'll be cool if the three of us live together but I remember how sad you were that day and I don't want you to be like that again. Since you moved out here I see you smile every day and I don't want for that to stop, you're happy and that makes me happy too. Besides, you promised nothing would change and you kept your promise so if you want to go back home do it only because that makes you happy"

Paige smiled proudly, looking at her little girl with adoration; she was impress and relief by her answer. It was difficult enough to try to explain a four year old girl how her world was about to change for good but to hear her say that she was happy with her mother's happiness; was beyond amazing. Paige was now confident enough to tell Katy about her relationship with Spencer, who but the way was froze in her spot just looking at the interaction as if it was a tennis match

"Do you really mean that?" Paige asked, still amused with her little girl

"Of course"

"Well, that's good to hear princess because I wanted to tell you the real reason why I'm so happy lately"

"mmm… is it because uncle Erick is living here now?"

"Yes… but it's something else" Paige moved her gaze to Spencer; her girlfriend's breathing was elaborated, she was pale and was holding the couch's pillow as if it was a life buoy

"mmm… are we going to the movies?"

"No, it's definitely not that. Although, maybe we could go tomorrow"

"Yey!"

"Ok… let's stop with the guessing thing" Paige looked at Spencer one last time, her heart melting when she saw her girlfriend looked like she was about to pass out. It was endearing to see how important this was for her "the real reason why I'm so happy lately is that… Spencer is living here now…" Paige trailed off, trying to see Katy's first impression

Suddenly the little girl's face lightened up "Really? Spencer is living with us now?" she looked at Spencer for the first time since they started the conversation. She was waiting eagerly for Spencer's answer but the other girl was still too afraid to say a thing

"Are you happy with the news?" Paige intervened, giving Spencer some time to calm down

"Are you kidding, this is the best day ever!" Katy smiled brightly "now she can make you company when I'm gone and she'll be here every time I come back" she moved from her mother's lap to Spencer's side "Thank you, Spence. You're a great friend, not only for me but for mommy too" Spencer looked at Paige, pleading for help

"Actually, princess… Spencer and I… uhm… Spencer and I are more than friends now"

The little girl looked at them confused "what you mean?"

"Well… things between us have changed lately, we've been going out and we realized that we like each other…"

"I know. I like Spencer too"

"Yeah but… this is a different kind of liking…" Paige was now struggling to let the words out "I like Spencer as a… couple. I mean… Spencer and I… we're dating now. She is my… girlfriend"

"Girlfriend…?" suddenly, the little girl's face changed. Just two seconds ago she was happy to know that her friend will be there with them all time and now Spencer wasn't just her friend, she was more than that for her mother. What did that mean, exactly? "As in you're going to get married some day?"

"Well…"

"But you're still married with mommy"

"I know, princess…"

"Is Spencer going to be my new mommy then?"

"I…"

"What about mommy Emily?"

And just in a matter of seconds, the situation got out of control

So... what do you think? How do you think Katy should react about Spencer and Paige's relationship? Let me know. See ya...