TRIS

I wake up feeling safer than I had really felt in a really long time. It's not that I didn't feel safe with Tobias before, it's just that this is the first time I don't feel like I have to watch my back wherever I go. We're home. We were welcomed at the gates by Evelyn, and although she and I have had our differences in the past, I think that she was being sincere about trying to make things work with me. For the sake of Tobias, and the life that we're going to have together, we have to get along. Or at least fake it. I don't want to raise our children in a world where they don't know her. Especially since they won't be able to get to know my parents, I want them to at least have a relationship with Evelyn. Marcus on the other hand, I'll probably do everything that I can to keep him away from our children. I still don't trust him, and after everything's that happened...he doesn't deserve to be trusted. I close my eyes and take a breath and wonder when I'll get used to this...waking up after a good night's sleep wrapped up in Tobias' arms. He shifts behind me and his arms draw me in against him as his lips brush against my bare shoulder.

"Mmm," he murmurs against my skin. "Morning."

I smile at the sound of his voice and I take one of his hands and press it against my lips. "Good morning to you."

"How'd you sleep?"

I turn around in his arms so that I'm facing him and my heart beats a little fast when his dark blue eyes meet mine. I don't think I'll ever get used to the way that he makes me feel. It's kind of hard to describe that kind of love, but it's there and it kind of drives me crazy every time he looks at me the way that he does. And my the smirk on his lips I'm sure that he knows exactly how he makes me feel. I lean in and kiss him softly resting my forehead against.

"The best sleep I've had in a while," I tell him. "You?"

"Same," He answers with a grin. I close my eyes against him, taking in his scent. Everything about him seems to calm me down. Well, almost everything. When he's looking at me with hungry eyes, I am definitely not calm. He has that effect on me. He kisses me again and tugs on my lower lip his arms pulling me in against him. "What do you want to do today?"

My eyes open and I look at him. I shrug at the question. "Do we have to really do anything?" I ask him teasingly. "We could just sleep all day."

He shakes his head. "You know how you get when don't do anything," he says. "You can't sleep and when you can't sleep you're going to keep me up all night."

I grin. "And what exactly do you need your beauty rest for?" I ask him. "It's not like we really have anything to do."

"We could talk about the wedding."

My heart jumps and I look down at my left hand, which is resting on his chest and smile. "We could definitely do that."

He kisses my forehead. "I thought you'd like that suggestion."

"I don't really think it's going to take a lot of planning," I tell him. "We don't really have a lot of time or money for excess."

"I don't need excess," he says. "But I do want to see you in a dress."

I laugh. I haven't worn a dress since I burned my Abnegation clothes after the Choosing Ceremony. "You've seen me in a dress," I tell him. "Right after I jumped, remember?"

"I wasn't really paying attention to what you were wearing," he says. "The color, yes. The clothes? Not so much."

"I don't even know where to find a dress."

"Maybe Shauna has something you could borrow," he says.

I nod. "I'll ask her," I tell him. "I just feel bad about wanting to do this thing for us, where we're really happy...especially after everything's that's happened. All the pain, all the loss."

"I think it will be good to do it...because of all of that," Tobias says. "Otherwise what do we have to look forward to?"

I meet his eyes and I shake my head. "You're amazing."

"Nah," He says. "I just love you."

"Close enough," I reply before kissing him again. "Do you want to go downstairs for breakfast?"

"In a minute," he says, that smirk on his lips against as he moves on the bed and pins me beneath him. I grin as I look up at him.

"You're insatiable," I say, a bit breathless.

He leans down and presses his lips against my neck, nipping at my skin and I feel like my entire body is on fire. "Is that a bad thing?"

I shake my head. "No," I answer. "It just means we might be starting our family a lot sooner."

He pulls back and his eyes search mine. "Would you be okay with that?" He asks, his voice soft.

I nod. "Are you okay with that?"

He smiles. "I want to start my life with you, Tris," he says. "I don't care when it is."

"I love you so much." I pull him down and kiss him eagerly.

He doesn't waste any time and he grabs onto me, his fingers moving down my chest to play with my sides, sending shivers through my body as he kisses me and I let out a groan, tugging on his lower lip before deepening the kiss. He growls as he moves over me and his hands moves down to push my legs apart and my heartbeat speeds up in my chest as his hands rub against my inner thighs. This is something I will also never get used to. The way that my body automatically responds to his...it's pure passion, but I love the way it feels. I sigh as he pulls his lips away from me and begins kissing down my body.

He starts at my neck, working his way down and my fingers tangle in his hair holding him against me as his lips brush against my heat. I arch into him and let out a moan as his tongue works on me.

"Oh god," I groan, my fingers tightening in his hair and he chuckles against me, sending vibrations through my body. I close my eyes, feeling the heat of his touch everywhere. His teeth tug on my clit and I cry out in pleasure as he pulled away and climbs back up me. I shake my head before looking at him. "You're such a tease."

He leans down and kisses me against before speaking. "You love it."

"I do," I answer. "I really do."

"Plus, I like to see you squirm," Tobias smirks.

I smack his arm. "Jerk."

"No I'm not," he says before kissing me again. I wrap my arms around his neck and let out a moan as he thrusts inside of me and my body reacts, moving with his in perfect time. I lift my hips to give him better access and I lose myself in him Like I do every time.