I Know You're In There (Odesta Blog)

by Laurensscribbles

It is a week after Annie's games and to cope with the post traumatic stress she is going through, Beetee suggests she starts a blog. However, since she is not mentally able to blog right away, Finnick starts off the blog for her and writes daily posts about her progress as well as other things.

36. Day 36

Day 36

Today we toured Two and it went pretty normally. Except I'm um kinda drunk right now… Oops. I met up with a few mentors from Two and they like their booze. I'm actually enjoying it right now. It's not like that horrible drunk that I get when I'm in the Capitol. It's a nice buzz and I feel very happy and it's great.

So today Annie was distant today and I'm pretty sure it's because of what happened last night. I mean I guess I understand. She probably doesn't even fully understand her feelings herself if she's having any feelings towards me so she's definitely not ready to admit them; but whatever last night was, it was definitely something.

I called Beetee after the tour today and he said he was planning on calling me after the tour yesterday because he realized I probably needed someone to talk to after my big blushing moment but then he couldn't because something came up. I told him everything and he just sat there and listened over the phone until I finished. Once I finished he told me I still need to follow his advice from yesterday because I'm not completely sure where her head is at right now and anything I do could make her worse than she already is.

I know this is a boring entry but it's getting hard to type and I feel kind of sick so I'm stopping here so I can go to bed and be ready for District One tomorrow.

Finnick