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Allys Pov
God it seems like forever since i've talked-let a loan sung. It, this, the words, it seems all new, like i have to re-learn them. Is that crazy? I suppose...i am crazy. My heart still bleed's. It still cries. All night long. I just want this feeling to leave my body- my soul. No one can help me, it will take time and i may speak again, but at this moment in time? No one can save me- not even Austin.
I still feel weak, but im getting there. I pretend to smile every morning when i wake up, but everyone knows its fake. They're to close to me now. One thing im glad about, it wasn't also them who go killed. God only knows what i would do if they died as well as my family.
I haven't been to school, so Brenda (my mums sister) probably doesn't know, yet i somehow know my dad know's. I have a horrible gut feeling about my dad, like he has some revenge plan. But again, i must be crazy or delusional. Right?
I walk down stair's, the sun's already beaming brightly. Today's the day we move back into the beach house- all together. Im pretty tired, and i refuse to go back home, so ill buy some clothes and a new wardrobe later with the girl's, see if i can cheer myself up, just a little.
I go into the kitchen and go to the fridge and get out the grapes. Now, i love pickles, but i left them at the beach house, and im in Austins house, so you get the point. I then hear someone coming down the stair's.
"Hey" Cassidy says softly. I smile.
"So, today's the big day, your finally living in your dream house" She says and i smile the best i could and nod. It may have been my dream house, but it will never feel as reassuring as it would have done if my mum would have helped decorate.
"Awh, c'mon Als, let me see that bright smile of yours" She says and i look at her, just as i was about to smile to her you heard plundering feet, followed by a doorbell.
Its Austin.
"Hey Als, Cassidy what have i told you about my nickname!" Austin says protesting, urgh we're going through this processes again.
"I was cheering her up! Now, go answer your door" Cassidy says to him and he sticks his tongue out, kisses my cheek then leaves. Seconds later you hear big shouting welcomes at the door.
Austin's Pov
"Kaitlyn!" I say opening the door.
"Austin!" She says mocking my tone, hugging me.
"Its been so long, how you been?" I say and she smiles and holds up her hand.
"Better" She says and i see a wedding ring.
"No way!"
"Yes way!" She says.
"Anyway, thanks for coming, Ally really needs you, i need you" I say shyly and she smiles sadly.
"Its ok, and she will talk, maybe not to you lot, but she will, has she given any signs yet?"
"She was singing yesterday, does that count?" I say hoping and Kaitlyn looks shocked.
"Thats better than expected- she's moving quick!" She says and i laugh.
We walk through the house and i greet everyone to Kaitlyn. We took her for a tour of the house and well, she loves it. She told me about New York, her boyfriend, Mitch, and then the rest of things.
She also went on talking about the accident, to how she's like Ally. Ill explain. When i was 13, Kaitlyn was 18. Lets just say, her dad took loads of advantage of her, and it wasn't a pretty sight in the end. Her dad abused her, tortured her life, then it finally came to that moment. That gruesome moment when he- yeah.
After that, Kaitlyn never spoke, i remember she only started speaking a year and a half ago before her 21 birthday. She was traumatized, and i just hope Ally doesn't not speak this long.
Finally, the tour came to an end, and Kaitlyn had to meet Ally.
I took her to Ally's room and knocked on the door a couple times. I slowly opened it to see Ally on her bed writing in her book.
"Hey" I say and she smiled and waved her hand to same come in.
"So, my cousins coming down for a bit, you'll love her, her names Kaitlyn" I say and pull Kaitlyn in and Ally smiles and waves.
"Hey Ally, can i call you Als?" Kaitlyn says and i see Allys eyes go wide and she smiles and giggles.
"Nope, nuh-uh-ah, absolutely 100 persent No, its my nickname, Kay, mine" I protest. Kaitlyn gives ally a confused look, i wink and leave.
After that, i let Kaitlyn do her work.
Ally's Pov
Im in a room. A very dark room, how did i end up here? There's no window's, no air, no fridge, nothing. It was...empty. I start looking further, and call me crazy, but i swear there in a bright light- so i walk towards it. Everywhere seems so...quiet and yet lonely instead of peaceful.
The white light kept getting closer, and i put out a hand to reach it, then suddenly it disappears. For some reason, i scream. Im not even sure why.
Then, the scene changes, im in a house- the beach house, but i hear footstep's. I turn in the direction, and i see myself, a shadow behind me. Its like im watching myself in third person, its so weird. I look around, the place looks abandoned, like no one has lived here for year's. That when i see it- picture hanging on the staircase wall.
Its was a picture of me.
My Family.
I hear heavy breathing, i look over. I see myself gasping for dear life, and then those eyes- those demon eye's stair at me, with a devilish smirk playing upon its lips. I attempt to help myself, even with the smallest touch of a finger- but i couldn't move. I was being forced to watch my own death. And thats when it happened.
I felt it.
My eyes closed- i felt it all over again.
The pain.
The heart ache.
The non-beating heart.
"Ahhh!" I scream- but no one hear's me.
"Your turn Amber, i was supposed to kill your sister this way, but it never happened, she lived, but you'll pay for the mistakes i once made back then" A voice says and then, again, i see myself being thrown over the banister staircase, but this time i hear the thump. It made me jump.
I just watch myself die, get lost in death...but i felt it.
The pain.
It happened again- i watched continuously at myself being thrown, but the name, it wasn't Ally, it was Amber, and a sister? Yet she looked exactly like me?
I saw it- again. I felt t- again. I was gasping for air by this point, i didn't know what was happening, but i felt every damn piece of my bones breaking and being torn from my skin.
Over, and over.
Again.
It repeats.
Austins Pov
"So guys, got to know Kai-" I say but getting cut off by a scream.
A scream i know.
"Ahhhhh" It screams over and over.
"Ally.." I whisper breathlessly then run. I run up the stairs and into her room to see her breathing fastly, but shes not awake.
A nightmare, a terrible dream.
"Ally, sweety, wake up" i shake her nothing.
"Ally come on, breath, wake up!" I say a little more worried shaking her.
Its getting out of control. I shake her- hard.
"Ally! Wake up! Breath!" I say shaking her.
"Austin! Calm down!" Kaitlyn says beside me, and i stop shaking Ally.
"Ally sweet, wake up" She says and Ally's beautiful eyes show.
She whimpers and i hold her. Tight.
I never want to let her go- not until she stable.
Not until she's herself.
Basically...
Never.