Dymond313: that would be an interesting one to work on.
SerenityMorrison: pretty much.
Em: pretty much, but also I did forget about the windows and the door. Oopps.
gabeliz.castillocarin: its something to consider doing.
mryann: possibly.
Guest (1): thanks.
AimlesslyGera: future ones to me are more difficult yet easy at the same time…so bizarre.
OrientalDanceGirl: will work on that next.
Silverfaerie91: sure could.
Eonprincess: glad you could get your thang on. Lol
Witchoftheforest: will work on it.
Pikachugirl1992: will see what I could do.
Scarlettwoman91: will do.
Jaslena: glad to hear it.
Nice 14 lets see what this one brings to the table. read and review please!
Future talks & the present meets the future
Drabble 36
Serenity POV
Chibi Usa had been back once more from the past. This time her time with the Dead Moon circus. I felt that even though her and Usagi were bonding she was still very disrespectful and rude. Her need to occupy Mamoru's time in the past to herself was putting a dent in their relationship. Things had already changed. I saw her memories. Things were supposed to have progressed by now. Instead Usagi was more unsure of her relationship with him thanks to his attentiveness towards their future daughter.
I knew why he was, we had had those same discussions here in the present, future however you want to put it, to. its why he and I had a once a month, no other commitments to overrule it – unless it was pending war or someone was dying – just once a month where we took a day off to have a date and spend the rest of the day fucking one another's brains out. I smirked recalling last months.
I had to sit on a bag of frozen peas for two days after that one. Well worth it though. Endymion was quite proud of himself though even he was walking funny from all the hip activity I laid on him. "Chibi Usa." I called. She was being petulant with her private tutor. The school kids were not exactly the best around her. She craved the normalcy of the past where her friends were but I knew that Usagi and Mamoru would only gain more development as a couple if she were absent, "Hai, mama?"
I nodded to the relieved tutor to go for a few moments. I gathered to take a smoke break. "SO do you plan to let this tutor stay or will we have a new one in a fortnight?" I sometimes used old language terms to ensure she was learning her history as well. "Hai, she seems nice." She responded. "Listen I came in here because I'm receiving memories from the past. From Usagi." I begin. Her eyes a little but otherwise don't give in.
"Hai?" she asks. "I know that being in the past allows you to be more free to be yourself. I applaud you for finding who you are and growing into the beautiful lady you will become." She smiles, "But your need to treat Usagi so badly when she can't say much or do anything is a deterrent. And your need to be around Mamoru is deterring them as well. I can already feel events shifting for us." I look off to the side. Memories of Usagi trying to gain enough confidence to be with Mamoru more intimately coming to play.
"Shifting?" she asked, slightly fearful. "Hai." I don't elaborate. "Darling why do you take things beyond the point of need to be?" she looks away. "Now Chibi Usa that is no way to answer your mother." I pull her chin to face me, "A princess and lady faces the people in front of her. Even if it feels difficult." Resolve in her eyes now she expresses, "Usagi – chan in the past is just, she's not you." She tries.
I shake my head, "But she is me. She becomes me." she wants to look away I know it, but she refrains from doing so. "Listen my darling daughter, I wanted you to have a normal childhood in the past, somewhere that would give you the ability to have normalcy that being in the schools in this time doesn't thanks to your status. The girls, your father and I were given that luxury." She looks away. "I know things aren't easy with the world knowing who you are, it prevents normalcy from happening."
She sniffles. "Believe me I get this." Many times she would come home with a possible new friend only for her father or me to receive dinner invites to their parent's home or for said parents to drop them off and angle for political time or gossip time with us. It really hurt Chibi Usa especially since afterwards when the business was done with the kids would abandon her as a friend. It seems her only usefulness was as a go between.
It's one of the reasons I suggested her to go back to the past. She needed that normalcy we got to have. However it seems that may not have been the right call. She's abusing the gift of time travel, "But it seems that your presence there is restraining events and disrupting the time line." I feel a wave of coolness hit me. Usagi was rejected by Mamoru intimately. I know that look. He felt she was still not ready for it. I feel Endymion react to it. Relax I'm talking with Chibi Usa now. I'll FIX THAT later. I mutter to him through our shared link.
"How so?" She asks. "What do you think will happen if the growth between Usagi and Mamoru is stunned?" she looks down, "Did you ever consider that if they become separated that your father and I won't be anything anymore." as it is I know I'll have to do some serious damage control in order to ensure Chibi Usa is still born on time. That the relationship between our past selves progresses as it needs to.
"But you guys are destined. Nothing came come between that." She replies. I sigh, "Except for one another." I decide to give her a lesson in her actions. "Come with me." she follows without hesitation as I lead her to the time corridor. Only the senshi, Endymion and I are allowed here. I banned Chibi Usa from it thanks to her time with the Black Moon family. Her childish take on things in the end should have been dealt with better.
When Chibi Usa learns not to abuse the powers around her she will be given more access. Until then… "Why are we here?" she asks. I find Pluto, "Give me one moment." I go up to Pluto as Chibi Usa stands where she is. She knows not to cross me. "MY Queen." Pluto bows. "I need your assistance." She nods, "I need for Chibi Usa to understand what could happen if Endymion and I in the past separated due to her attitude and behavior to them." She frowns but checks the flow, "I see none." I had a feeling.
"Regardless of any obstacles you and the king find a way back to one another. Even in death…" I look to her a she turns back to me. A certain sadness encompasses her face before she covers it up. "It would only be hiccup for you two." Her face is of stone. A near mask but her eyes are a tell all. Took me a while to accept it but the glances she sent my husband's way when she knew he wasn't looking told me.
She held feelings for him. More than admiration. He was blind to it but she knew that I knew. I didn't dare bring it up though. She never made a move and would never. Her position and love for me as her Queen prevented such actions from crossing her mind. It was bred into her since day one, your duty comes first. Your family second. Love and other matters third. She felt love towards my husband but would never act. He never went to her for more than trivial matters and I trusted them both.
"What do you suggest then?" she asked. My wishes were at her command for what she could do, helps to have saved the world on multiple occasions. "An illusion. One that depicts our past counter parts drifting due to said actions and attitude before separating completely. A world where she would ruin her own existence." She raises a brow, "Such an illusion would be heartbreaking to see." I nod, "I know but it must be done. She needs to learn or she will continue on and it would put a barrier between Endymion and I."
Mind you I felt uneasy about having Pluto doing it but I knew her loyalties to me were first and foremost. It's what convinced me to do it. "As you wish my Queen." She bowed. We had Chibi Usa come over. Pluto used a magnificent light show to guide Chibi Usa around and show her as I asked for. I hated to put guilt onto her from false leads but this needed to be done. If I was to send her back again she needed to let Usagi and Mamoru evolve as a couple.
Elsewise she wouldn't be born on time. The damage she had done already needed my intervention so I would be making a trip anyways. By the time the illusion was done she was in a state of near panic. "Gomen!" she cried, "IT hasn't happened yet but it can and will if you don't change. Now once I've returned from fixing up the past which isn't something to be taken lightly you'll be given a chance to prove that that…" I indicate the illusion, "Won't happen." She nodded happily, "I promise." She declares.
I smiled, "Good. Now Pluto we need to have another chat. Darling go inside and prep for dinner. I won't be long." my pink haired look a like goes back inside, "Good." I turn to Pluto, "I do however need to do some damage control." She nods, "I sensed that. Looks like Chibi Usa's birth date and year will be completely changed if your plans don't work out." she tells me, "Hai, I know. I feel the memories shifting." It was giving me a headache. "I need to go back. I can transform into my younger self and 'induce it'." I explain.
She quirked a brow, "Should I ask?" she inquires. "I'm sure you'll see it." I gloat just a bit. I see a small mirade of emotions before blush creeps up her cheeks, "Oh I see." She uses her staff to send me back in time. I send a small mental message to Endymion on what I'm doing and where I'll be. He isn't crazy about it but agrees. Once in the past I smell the difference in the air and see it around me.
I change my looks to that of my near 16 year old self. With a pair of shorts on and a tank top for the hot summer I walk to Mamoru's place in my sandals. My white purse magically there thanks to the advanced Luna pen that I have. "Strange that I'm still using this." I chuckle. Feeling my body again I feel the difference from where I was at eternally 23 to growing near 16. I suddenly remembered one of the reasons I was always so shy about being intimate with Mamoru. He'd been with girls before me.
I felt my chest had been to flat and my body to gawky. Whereas he was this Adonis. Still is but I still felt that I grew into my body. However with the knowledge I now possess the nerves are gone as is the shyness. Though I will have to put on an act for conviction purposes only. I avoid running into anyone as it would only complicate things if I'm in two places at once. When I reach Mamoru's complex I see him on his balcony out front.
He sees me and smiles but gives nothing more away. I smile in return but it's more reserved. I have a clean up to do. Going inside I get buzzed up to his place. I exit the elevator in a hurry as I can feel time shifting still more. This night needs to happen. I can tell one of my most memorable moments will follow this encounter. I smile in knowledge of it before I see him waiting for me outside his apartment door, "Usako…I thought you'd have gone home." He near asked. I remained sure in my stance.
"I did…till I forgot something…" he asked me in return, "What was that?" I smiled, "That my home isn't a place that I go to at night my home is with you." I walk up to him and touch his chest lightly. My Endymion had grown more bigger in the muscle department over the years but it was interesting to see and feel how he used to be. I lean up to give him a light kiss, "Let's go inside." I suggest. Without any warning I walk inside and hear him close the door. I slip my sandals off and walk around as if his apartment were my home to.
"Usako maybe…" I turn around, "Listen I know you feel as if I'm not ready but let me ask you something." He sighed, "Hai?" he asked. "Did you ever stop to think or ask what I wanted?" he blanched. "Nani?" he asked. "I am ready Mamo – chan. I have the need and wants of a woman. I know you don't think I do because of recent interactions with Chibi Usa but need I remind you that I am a barely 16 year old girl being asked to fill the role of a mother figure for a near 10 year old girl?" his mouth went a gap before closing it again.
"It's difficult to do such a thing when the ages aren't that far apart." I explained. "So when I want us to be together and your thinking of how I am with Chibi Usa it's not a fair thought process to be leading with." He looked shocked. I'll have to get on him later about thinking so little of my thought process. "I didn't…" but he didn't have anything. I walk up to him. Making sure the door is closed and locked I loop my arms around his neck.
"Don't worry about it. Let's just make this moment about you and me." I kissed him. It took a moment but he finally kissed me back and as if a light bulb had switched on in his head he became more aggressive with me. Back then I was shy and unsure of myself. Right now I was a confident woman. When his mouth hit my neck I place the shy factor there, "Let's move this to the bedroom." I looked to him submissively. Something that I knew riled up my husband on occasion. He followed like a puppy.
I gently began removing my tank top when he stopped me. I looked to him, "Let me." his eyes still get to me. He removed it slowly but surely. As if wanting to memorize the feel of my skin, "I love you Usako." He states in a low voice. I smile, "I love you to Mamo – chan." I pull his shirt from him when he stops me and tosses it himself. I giggle. He has me lay on the bed as he grasps at my shorts.
I unbutton them, "Are you sure Usako?" he asks. "Hai." I tell him as I unzip them. He pulls them off as I lift my hips. My pink panties remain on. He smiles, "You just love pink." I shyly smile, "Are you complaining?" he shakes his head, "Not even a little bit." He pulls the shorts off then glides his hands back up to my hips and slowly drags my panties down. "Oh kami Usako." He whispers to me.
Once those are off he unbuckles himself before dropping both his pants and boxers to the ground. I see that he's already half erect. I reach out to touch him but he stops me, "If you touch me there now I will not likely be able to keep going." I smile, "But I want to feel you Mamo – chan." I tell him. Slipping my hand form his grip I gently touch him. He gasps. His hands unconsciously direct my movements. I don't bat his hand away as I'm supposed to be new to this whole thing.
I can feel him getting close to release. I don't want that just yet. I pull my hand away. He looks scared, like he did something wrong, "I'm fine I just…I want to feel you in me." I tell him coyly with the shyness slowly disappearing. He smiles. His cock hard now and pointing at me. No other words nor direction but at me. He begins to crawl over me only to pin me down gently. "I want to taste you. Can I?" he asked. I nodded.
Going between my legs I feel his tongue do things to me that he hadn't done in a while to me in my timeline. Mostly due to the new tricks he had learned with me over the years. I felt his tongue caress my inner crevices just as my hand had caressed over his whole length, "Please!" I begged him. I can feel him grinning, "You want me in you?" he asks. I loved his dirty talk. Over the years its grown more raunchy but this is still nice. "Hai!" I tell him honestly.
He crawls over with the grace of a lion and the fierceness of a tiger. I know deep down his desire for me knows no bounds. He just has a hard time showing it. In the future he's more aware and accepting of his possessive and protective nature towards me. I know I've never muttered a word of complaint towards him. My back hits the mattress in a finalie motion. Like in the movies where the girl gets lowered before the hottest sex ever happens.
He kisses and nips at my neck before going down to do the same to my nipples. I let out mewls of pleasure assuring him in his quest of my body. He becomes more sure of himself and of my acceptance of this. As his mouth encompasses my left breast I moan out my need for him. He growls gently before positioning himself. I hear vaguely a condom ripping before I feel him driving himself deeply inside of me. It barely gave me the time to ensure that the virginity was intact for this to be legit.
I feel that pain once more as he drives himself deeply inside of me. I press him gently to assure he's okay as he continues on. Testing different motions to ensure he's bringing me nothing but pure pleasure. I would love to have made this real for Usagi now but one, I couldn't possess her, not without a precise memory of what happened in her day today to ensure the timeline wasn't altered. This would have to do.
I feel him hitting one particular part of me that has me clawing at his back for more. More confident now I can feel it, he shifts my legs higher around his hips. I grin and let more of the confidence out. I clench my muscles around his length before releasing them. He grunts his approval before not letting any air between us as he pumps himself into me like a madman, "Oh kami!" I manage to get out.
I feel his hips pounding their need of me as he loosed focus and control. Something he will soon learn he never truly has in bed with me. My hips return the force even though I wince internally at the need. My body grew in the future to crave this from him but I did revert back to a virginal near 16 year old body. It still has its weaknesses. Even still though there wouldn't be anything to give this up for.
I clutch at his shoulders as he increases the speed. My nails leave red marks on his back something I am unable to help as I always have a need to mark my man in some form or another, "Fuck! Usako!" he grunts and plunders harder and faster inside of me. My mouth is wide open as I feel him toss me head long into an orgasm. I can practically feel his smirk before my muscles place a vice like grip around him. Wiping the smile from his face he grunts and tried to hold onto his orgasm.
I clench harder and hear him say, "Oh Usako!" before his hips turn onto a near punishing rhythm. As if to say 'this is for those clenching muscles!' I feel his hips churning inside of me, twisting to try and grind himself as deeply into me as possible. His way of marking me from the inside out I knew. I accepted it and cried out loudly as he stole another orgasm from me. Only now I felt his length widen as he exploded behind the condom. The heat alone made it feel as if he scorched a hole through it.
He let out a yelp of pleasure before burying his face into my neck. His body like mine was racking with shuddering waves of ecstasy. He finally came down as I did. Feeling his acceptance of us now I used the magic I possessed to ensure he would know this was a dream and not the reality it was. I disappeared from beneath him as he looked over at me now standing at the foot of his bed, "Usako?" he was confused.
"This can only happen if you let it Mamo – chan. Even your subconscious dreams want me as I want you. Look how real they that made that feel." I said to him. "This was a dream?" he asks doubtful. "Of course. Right now I'm at home, wondering why I'm not good enough for you. I know that you know this though." I tell him. "Let yourself love her physically as she wants to be and as she does for you." His shoulders slump. "I don't deserve you – her though." I smile, "And yet we feel as if we don't deserve you though." He looked up.
"It's what your rejection does to us Mamo – chan. Make's me feel as if something is wrong with me instead of the other way around which last I checked your my one true prince. There's no wrong I can't forgive you for…although…" I tease in a serious manner, "If you ever look in another direction or act upon it the senshi will be the last thing for you to fear." He nodded. "Go to me. Please." I stated sincerely as I left out. Using the magic's I placed him back asleep so when he woke up he would be genuinely feeling as if he took a nap.
Mamoru POV
I woke up with a terrible sense of dread. I felt for a brief moment Usako's doubts and feelings about us. I shouldn't have turned her away earlier. I need to go rectify this and fast. Getting dressed I ran to the door and left out. I knew this would take bit of time to make her understand but destiny or not I couldn't loose her. I loved her more than words could ever express. I wanted her more than some stupid romance novel could read. She was mine damn it and no one but me could have her.
Author POV
Mamoru ran all the way to her home ignoring and forgetting until Usagi herself made the marks on his back of how they originally got there. By that time he chalked it up to Usagi's nails rather than a future Queen ensuring that a certain pink haired child was born on time. All he could think about that night was how his precious Usako felt in his arms as he made passionate love and hard love to her.