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Tobias POV
I lean against the counter, papers covering every square inch of it.
I watched as I was able to slowly see her face, a face I knew so well, loved so well.
It was as if every memory of her flew by in a flash, the way her lips felt against mine, the way her body fit perfectly against mine, she was mine and I was hers.
I had to tell myself it wasn't possible. Because it wasn't. I remember clutching her cold, lifeless hand, willing life to go back into her. I had built a wall up when she died. I kept everyone out to protect myself, I couldn't let it grumble at this moment. Because it was simply not possible. Even if i wanted it to badly to be.
It wasn't possible, I knew this. I spent every night for the last two months convincing myself that it couldn't happen, but why am I considering it now.
"You remind me a lot about her."
"Is that why you don't like me."
I remember her face fall when she asked me, like she was even scared to think of what I could say in response. How could I hate her when everything she does resembles Tris, even when she's trying to hate me. I see Tris trying to hate me.
Groaning I push away from the counter and wall into my room, my eyes landing on the words sprawled out against the white.
Fear God Alone
Being famous for four fears doesn't mean i'm any less fearful than the rest of the people. Sure it's just a smaller number, but it doesn't make the fear go away. I constantly live with my fear, everyday. I have come to terms with my fears, but they still linger like the scars on my back. Reminding me of what my life was like.
"Do you still come in here a lot?"
Yes I go to the training room, all the time. I stand in front of the knives like you did. I throw them, knowing where they will land. Sometimes I just sit in there and close my eyes, seeing you standing in front of me fighting for you're initiation. Fighting harder than anyone else in the room. The Stiff fought harder than anyone i've ever known.
"Why do you need to go there. You're putting yourself in danger and risking your life! And for what Tris!"
Her face opened like a book when I called her by her name. Her hurt and fear written across it, open for me to see, but then she closed it fast. She knew it was wrong to react to that name, knew she almost blew her cover.
"Four...they had stuff on her two."
They had stuff on you. That's why she came to me in the middle of the night, scared and defenseless. She needed me and I didn't see, didn't see the hurt written across her eyes. If only I had looked harder, opened my mind up for the possibility of this happening. I wished it for so long, why is it so hard to believe now that it might have happened.
Turning away from the wall I turn back to the kitchen, searching through the papers. Its still crumpled from when she handed it to me. I smooth it out, reading my name sprawled out across it.
"Why are you here four?"
"I'm still trying to figure that out myself." I whisper as I pull her lips to mine, lips that were only meant for me to kiss.
"I don't regret kissing you Kit." I say then leave, walking a few feet away before turning back to the door. Her quiet sobs loud through the door.
"You are to keep this to yourself unless it is absolutely necessary for your safety to inform others. Be safe Beatrice."
"Look Kit if you're in trouble you know you can trust me right?"
"I'll yell when i'm being held at gunpoint. Hey don't worry, I know what i'm getting myself into."
I remember watching Karman and Jace bringing her broken, bloody body back into Dauntless, feeling the wave of sorrow washing over me again. I couldn't lose her again, I had just gotten her back.
"Four, we'll be fine." She murmured stepping away from me and into the field. The fence slowly starting to close between us. "We'll make it back alive."
Watching her cross over the fence and knowing I couldn't change her mind scared me. It made me realize the dangers I was allowing her to put herself in. Knowing what happened the last time she went there, how could she even think about stepping foot into that building, but that's who I fell in love with. She puts herself behind everyone else's needs, even when she should be the top priority. I needed to be there for her, to protect her.
"Four-"
"Tobias. My names Tobias."
"Tobias." She says just as my lips touch hers.
She knew that was my name, she knew everything about me and I couldn't connect the dots until now.
"Hey are you okay? I thought you didn't like heights?"
"I'm here Tobias, Tris is here."
Beatrice Prior is alive.
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I knock on her door again, starting to get impatient. She should have opened it already. I should be looking at her small round face, hiding behind black hair.
"Tris." I murmur pounding on the door harder. I look down at the scanner attached to her door. Looking over my shoulder to make sure I'm alone, I type in her tracker number. The door beeps and unlocks. I shouldn't know her number, I should only know mine, but I had to protect her, even if I thought it was just Kit at the time. It might have just been Kit at first, but I knew there was something deeper. The pull I had towards her was the one I had with Tris, undeniable.
Entering into her apartment I notice the guns and knives that litter her coffee table.
"What were you up to." I mutter picking up a small gun and twisting it around in my hand. A map lay sprawled out under the knives, kneeling on the ground I move them away to get a clearer view. She has a circle drawn in the Abnegation sector and one in one of the old Factionless headquarters. Why would she be going all the way over there. I try to recall past conversations with her, but can't recall any. Maybe Karman and Jace are with her. They all haven't left each other's sides since they got here. I pause dropping a little onto the floor.
How does she even know them? Did she even die or was she just faking it. Was the body I held in my hands even hers? I shake my head clearing the thoughts. I can't think about all this right now. I have to find her.
Concentrating I try to recall any conversations with any of them.
"We went to Erudite to see Caleb."
"He needs us to get something from outside the city."
"This isn't a mission we share with everyone. Its classified."
Caleb. Caleb Prior. He knows.
Standing up I head for the door. If they were visiting Caleb then he knows where they are.
Heading for the stairs I take them two at a time, eager to get outside. The train is just passing by when I push the doors open. I break out in a sprint, pushing myself to reach the train before it passes and I lose it for the night. The last car passes me and I push myself, pumping my arms faster. I reach out, my hand clasping around the handle and swing myself up. I land swiftly on my feet, out of breath. I turn around when I catch sight of a darker shadow in the back of the car. I brace myself for a fight, nothing's stopping me from finding her.
"Tobias?" Jace asks stepping out of the shadows and into the moonlight. I lower my fists for a second, then remember he's known Tris has been alive for all these years and raise them back up. I notice the dark shadow under his left eye and the dried up claw marks, was he in a fight. Worry runs through me. Where is Tris then. He takes another step towards me, opening his mouth to say more when I raise my fists and punch him in the face.
He stumbles back, clearly shocked by my behavior.
"Only could come at one time huh." I mutter advancing on him. "The time she died." Confusion shows in his eyes then understanding.
"Tobias wait-" He starts to say when I throw another punch at him. He drops to the ground, missing it by an inch. I move to throw myself on him when he's back up, raising his face to mimic mine. "She wanted to tell you." I throw a punch directed at his side, but he side steps throwing me off balance. He takes this opportunity to reach for my arm and pinning it to my collarbone. I growl in pain, throwing all my strength back and we tumble to the ground. I'm on top of him in seconds, throwing punches at his face over and over again.
"We were friends." I growl. "You kept her from me." I throw a punch, landing it into his face as blood erupts from it.
"Tobias!" He tries, but gets cut off when the train slows and throws me off of him. He rolls up and pins me to the ground. "Tobias!" He shouts, throwing me back into the train car floor. "We need to find her." I stop struggling against him and he loosens his hold on me.
"What?" I ask. He sighs, letting go of my hands and pushing himself off of me. He offers me his hand which I take and he pulls me up.
"Tris is in trouble."
HE KNOWS
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