Chapter 36: Only the Good Die Young

Kakuzu narrowed his eyes and fixed them intently on Hidan. Now he had a new goal, instead of trying his hardest to get Hidan to leave, he needed him to stay. It wasn't a difficult task, all Kakuzu had to do was use his master conniving skills. He was a business man after all.

He lowered himself to look into Hidan's face seductively. Hidan blushed, but didn't look away. In his head he told himself it was just because he hadn't seen Kakuzu in a while. Kakuzu smirked and stood up, pulling Hidan by his jumpsuit with him. He then quickly turned and sat Hidan down in his chair. After thinking about it for a moment he picked Hidan up and tossed him casually onto a tabletop.

"Hey-!" Hidan exclaimed before Kakuzu caught him in a heart wrenching kiss.

Surprisingly, it seemed to have more effect on Kakuzu than Hidan. Yes, it did take Hidan's breath away. He grabbed the back of Kakuzu's jumpsuit and pulled him closer. He gasped into the kiss with excitement and surprise. He felt a jolt in his soul at being reunited with his soul-mate. But Kakuzu on the other hand, felt his entire body relax. Nothing seemed to matter when his tongue slid in place between Hidan's soft lips.

The second he pulled away though, he tensed again and a frown placed itself on his face. Hidan's eyes were glazed over in a sort of content, dreamy way that made Kakuzu even more sure of the fact that he needed to keep that look away from anyone else. Hidan's heart would belong to him and only him.

He pressed one hand firmly on Hidan's pounding chest.

Ba-bum, ba-bum, ba-bum, ba-bum, ba-bum! Hidan's heart was beating unbelievably fast, like bullets. Every little thump was like an electric shock that flowed into Kakuzu through his fingers and sent irresistible impulses to his brain. He pressed his hand down onto the pale, flat chest harder, Hidan gasped a little, the touch was suddenly not as loving as he had thought.

Kakuzu kept Hidan silent with his eyes while he reached over to the small table and picked up the scalpel inconspicuously. Kakuzu was now pressing so hard on Hidan's chest that the Jashinist began panting with his mouth open while struggling to sit up. This just made Kakuzu press down harder.

Hidan saw a flash of silver then he choked.

"K-Kakuzu, what the f-fuck are you doing you- you insane-!"

"Shut up, Hidan." Kakuzu whispered as he drew a line on Hidan's chest in an 'X' shape directly over his heart with his fingers.

When he placed the scalpel over the area of skin he planned to cut he heard Hidan breathe out faintly,

"Just tell me why!"

Kakuzu paused, glancing into Hidan's eyes, eyes that glowed of confusion and raw curiosity. He slowly replied,

"It's simple. I'm afraid of living without you. I need you to belong to me for eternity, and the only way I can do that is to take your heart and keep it with me forever, that way there is no chance of it ever deserting me. I'm going to cut your heart out and kill you..."

He didn't even noticed Hidan's widening eyes as he furrowed his brow in concentration.

Kill? He thought, I'm going to... kill... Hidan...? Yes, he assured himself, to get his heart I have to kill him. Dead... never going to see him again... Gone... Killed.... He struggled for a moment or two then finally his hand trembled and he dropped the scalpel, backing away from Hidan as he did so. He held his head in his hands and said gruffly,

"Leave! Hidan you've got to get out of here."

Hidan did nothing of the sort. He lifted himself off of the table and stood staring at Kakuzu seeming to be in deep thought. After a minute he muttered with a very bewildered expression on his face,

"You... want my heart? That is what this entire fucking episode is about?! My fucking Jashin damn heart?! Are you fucking stupid? You moron, idiot, asshole, douche-bag, retard! You really think you need MY heart! MINE?! You are so stupid! I can't believe you!"

Kakuzu didn't look up, but listened to Hidan's words in awe. Hidan's breathing grew heavier as he ranting continued,

"You locked yourself in this shitty room for months, doing all kinds of gay-ass tests on yourself, not even bothering to tell me what the hell you were doing! Not even caring what the fuck happened to your daughter! All this ridiculous fucking shit for no good reason except you wanted my heart?"

Kakuzu's breathing grew steadier and he had strength enough to try and mutter,

"Hidan, you don't get-"

"Shut! Up!" Hidan screamed, his voice cracking under his intense rage, "You're the one who doesn't fucking get it, dick! Shut the hell up and let me explain it to you clearly so you can get it through that thick-ass skull of yours! You can't take my fucking hear because..."

He took a deep breath so that when he opened his mouth again he could scream without restraint,

"You already have it! Dumbass!"

Kakuzu felt every single one of his hearts stop in that second. He looked at Hidan and it seemed as if some heavenly light was shining down onto him, despite him wearing such an angry expression. Kakuzu could not do anything, he couldn't move, and he couldn't speak. He just stood there, shocked, wondering how he had not thought of it before. Now that he heard the words come out of Hidan's loud mouth it all seemed so clear, it was wonderful.

Hidan became impatient as Kakuzu continued to ignore him. He felt frustrated that his honest answer was not enough. He thought of one last desperate attempt as the scalpel still gleamed on the floor.

He lunged for it, backing up against the wall and holding it dramatically to his chest. His breathing was heavy as angry tears began to leak out of his eyes and he said,

"I guess that isn't enough for someone like you! FINE! Have my heart if it's so important to you, you dick! Take it! If you aren't there, there isn't any point in me having a heart anyways! You already have the real thing, but if you need to see to believe then here-!"

Kakuzu grabbed Hidan's hand and forcibly removed the instrument, tossing it straight across the room and out of sight. He then held Hidan's hand tight in his own as the weaker struggled to break away from him. He laughed.

"Stop it, Hidan. I get it now, I get it. I already have your heart, just like you have mine. All of mine."

Hidan pounded on Kakuzu's chest weakly.

"You're an asshole! You left me for all this time. You're a dick. You're a douche-bag, lowlife, scum, fucking loser! Why do I love you anyway dammit?! I don't even get it."

Being the wonderful seme that he is, Kakuzu found a quick and easy resolution to all of Hidan's griefs.

One small kiss, chin lifted lightly so lips touch in a soft embrace. A comfortable warmth spread through Hidan and he melted as Kakuzu pulled a hand through his soft, frazzled hair. Hidan slowly lifted his arms to rest on Kakuzu's shoulders as he pulled him closer and deepened the kiss. Kakuzu responded by forcing his tongue inside and just as slowly sliding his hands to rest possessively on Hidan's hips. They felt right there, like he should always have his hand somewhere on Hidan, and they felt especially good on his firm, thin waist. Soon he was pushing Hidan against the wall and using his hands to unzip the jumpsuit, letting it fall off like an extra, unneeded layer of skin. Hidan moaned into his mouth as Kakuzu felt a bulge grow in his lovers groin.

They both knew that eventually they must break their kiss, but in all the world neither could think of one think they wanted to do less. They got air when they broke apart for tiny milliseconds to nibble each other's lips or switch sides of the kiss. Finally they found themselves on the floor.

Kakuzu broke the kiss, just so he could place his mouth along Hidan's neck, moving down and down towards his rigid nipples. Hidan's voice cracked so much it sounded to Kakuzu like he had just gotten a cold. Even so, Hidan couldn't help but yell from the ways Kakuzu was touching him, licking him, and holding him.

"Put it in!" Hidan croaked through teary eyes as he held fast to Kakuzu's arms. Kakuzu just nodded, wanting the same thing as Hidan.

He reached his fingers around to begin preparing Hidan but Hidan shuffled away from the digits and towards Kakuzu's cock, shaking his head in annoyance.

"We haven't done it in a while, if I don't prepare you it'll-"

Hidan just shook his head harder, using what should have been the last of his legible voice to whisper into Kakuzu's ear,

"I fucked myself, thinking about you... every night."

Kakuzu froze. He pulled Hidan's hips towards him as he nibbled on his earlobe and replied,

"If you don't quit stopping my heart, one of these days you're going to kill me..."

Hidan just smiled as Kakuzu half picked him up and lowered him onto his thick manhood. Hidan moaned in appreciation as he was filled. He wrapped his arms around Kakuzu's back and held tight onto him. Kakuzu did the same, encompassing Hidan in warmth and frightening strength. Kakuzu waited a few seconds, then he thrust once.

"No!" Hidan yelled faintly. Kakuzu instantly stopped as Hidan pulled himself even closer to his lover's body. "Don't move... for a while. I don't want it to end fast..."

Kakuzu obeyed, he knew how Hidan felt. They were making up for lost time. He didn't move, and buried his face in Hidan's neck and shoulder, placing gentle, non-sexual kisses along the smooth skin. Each kiss was like an apology, causing Hidan to relax even more, and grow even more forgiving towards Kakuzu. They stayed there, Kakuzu inside of Hidan, for a while, simply being with each other. There was not a lot of pressure. They both wanted it badly, but they felt as if they didn't really need it, until Hidan finally squeezed his arms a bit and clenched his muscles.

Kakuzu hissed, adding one tiny thrust to jolt Hidan into fierce lust. Still, they took it slow. Kakuzu fondled Hidan's member as he pumped his own in and out in rhythmic motions. He found Hidan's prostate after a while, and Hidan arched his back silently, fingers digging into Kakuzu's skin.

Kakuzu went as deep as he could, slowly, relishing every second he could feel Hidan's being so clearly. He had never had sex like this before. It barely seemed like sex, it was like a magic spell, sent over them, turning them into some past form of themselves, as if they knew each other in another life, as if they were destined, as if nothing could change or harm that destiny.

As much as Hidan loved being toyed with, and fucked roughly, this was different. This was special and he wanted to savor it. Every thing was out on the table. They were in love, beyond the point of comprehension. As Kakuzu repeatedly sent him into heaven he knew that this was not the kind of sex where they would go ten rounds after this first one. This was the kind of sex that was single and perfect and amazing in every way. He let himself feel everything as if it were the last thing he would ever feel, and when he finally felt he was about to come, it really seemed that way.

As Kakuzu filled him and he spilled his seed over both of their chests, he didn't care that Kakuzu was holding him so tightly he was almost suffocating him, because he knew he was probably doing the same. It added to the feelings and the pleasures.

As soon as he was done, he collapsed forward, instead of back, so he could rest leaning onto Kakuzu for support, still holding him as tightly as his tired muscles would let him. Kakuzu didn't pull out for some time, but when he did, Hidan was long asleep. He gently leaned down and paced one small kiss on Hidan's - no, his - heart. because it was his. It would always be his. He knew that now.

WELL! HEEHEE! Finally got this done. Damn, this is the first lemon i've done in a long time. How was it, I haven't lost my touch, right? XD

KeikoPanda102!