Chapter 36 Good and Bad Times
19th July 1965
Today we are leaving for Spain. I'm nervous about how Lily is going to be but since New York is quite warm anyway she should be okay. Lisa has seemed quite odd ever since the wedding but apart from that life is smooth-running.
22nd July 1965
"Baby pass me some sunscreen!" Johnny shouts.
I throw it at him and it squirts all over him.
Johnny runs towards me and picks me up and throws me in the pool.
I laugh and grab his ankle and pull him in the pool too.
He makes a giant splash and pulls me underwater.
He then pulls me close and kisses me.
I've had a lot of sweet moments with Johnny but this is one of the biggest.
We come up for air. I can't believe the last time I was on holiday I had just found out I was pregnant. Now I have a beautiful daughter who is almost 3 months old. She loves the water I hold her obviously and she doesn't go in any lower than her thighs but she squeals and laughs.
28th July 1965
Just got home and unpacking when Lisa comes up to me.
"Baby I need to talk to you" Lisa grabs my arms and pulls me into the bathroom.
"I'm pregnant." Lisa confesses.
"Again?!"
"Yes!"
"Congratulations!"
"I can't tell Dan though!"
"Why not?"
"He said to me 4 days ago, let's not have any kids for a while I don't know what I'd do if I did" Lisa explained.
"He'll understand you can't keep it a secret. The longer you do the more mad he'll be" I say.
"I knew you wouldn't understand" Lisa storms out.
I love Lisa but she needs to stop doing this.
2nd August 1965
Got a letter from Mum today should she even be aloud to send me mail?!
Dear Baby,
I hope you understand why I did what I done. It was for the best. One day you learn to accept that and wish I'd succeeded.
Love Mother.
"THAT EVIL COW!" I SCREAM.
"What happened?" Johnny asks trying to grab the letter.
"That bitch!" I throw the letter on the floor and grab my jacket and car keys. Then I get into the car and start the engine just as I do I see Johnny walk out the front door he sees me in the car and begins to chase it I sped off down the road though. I drove a 20 minute drive to the prison and ran in past the guards and down the corridor to her prison cell.
I grip her prison cell bars. She looks up and does a evil grin.
"You bitch" I growl.
"So you got my letter?"
"I will ruin you for what you did!"
"Can't sorry I'm behind bars for 20 years!"
"Even if I'm 39 I will get you, I will hunt you down and I will make you wish you had never been born. DON'T EVER come near me or my family again or I will do the un-imaginable."
Then a guard grabs be firmly.
"I'll need you to leave ma'am"
"See you later BABY" Mum cackles. I don't even want to call her Mum.
