I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT. I do OWN My Boss, My Enemy, My Lover
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Chapter 36: The Wedding
BPOV
My whole world stopped revolving.
Was that…? Did I hear it right or was I just too sleepy? Was I already dreaming? Can this be real?
Is this real?
He loves me…
All of a sudden I felt like so happy! He loves me! Edward Cullen loves me, can you believe it?
It's all too soon, but I don't mind! My heart was racing at a rate of 200 kph. I can't believe it! I just can't find the right words, or lack thereof; I just feel like everything is all right, that nothing matters.
Just as I turned to ask him what was that he said earlier, he snored in my face.
The feeling of disappointment and hurt swelled in my as fast as how exhilarating and happy I felt just a few seconds ago.
He's asleep. How could this be?
Tears fell from my eyes, down my face. The disappointment I felt when I heard him snore loudly and his eyes closed came smashing right into my face.
I felt like he was toying with me. Why would he say that? Was that just sleep talking or not?
But… he said he loves me.
Come to think of it, do I love him, too?
I know a part of me has been pushing away thoughts about this, but with Edward's unconscious declaration, makes me feel… confused.
Don't get me wrong, though. I feel like I'm over the moon upon hearing what he just said, but he was asleep! What more should I be feeling than utter confuse and… shock?
I know it wouldn't be right if I say the L word from now on just because he did – spare the unconscious part for me. It doesn't feel right, it's like saying it out of force.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't think straight either. My thoughts were swirling around those three words that could make or break a person.
Were we moving too fast? Is he aware of his feelings or was he just sleep talking? There are a lot of things to consider about this significant incident that I can't just say it back to him; not yet.
With too much thinking and a packed day, I finally drifted to sleep.
The morning went by in such a haze that I barely ate breakfast that Edward bought. We were running pretty late and I was busy juggling my MOH with my 'Awn-tea Bella' duties; I was on the phone with the caterer while I gave Riley bath.
Edward thankfully took the responsibility of dressing him up while I took a bath. Finally, we reached the Cullen's estate and was met by Esme by the door.
"You're here! Goodie! Alice wants you up in her room as soon as you're here, Bella. It's time for your hair and makeup. While you," she said, pointing to Edward, "I want you clean-shaven! Come on now dear, let's get you some breakfast first." Esme took Riley from my arms, headed to the kitchen.
Edward and I walked hand in hand on the way to the rooms. Today had added a bit of nervousness on my side since we'd be telling Alice that we're together. I just hope it would be a good news to her, not otherwise.
"This is your stop," Edward inclined his head to the door.
"I know," I smiled weakly. Last night's 'news' came rushing in my head right now. 'Do you love me?' I wanted to ask but I willed myself to distract me from that. "So… you think Alice would be happy? I mean… she would like me as her brother's girlfriend, right?" I asked coyly.
Edward stepped closer to me, making me lean on the wall as he stood taller than me. "Don't be silly. She'll be excited, I bet. And remember, it's you and I that matters… no one else."
Our lips collided sweetly, enjoying each other's taste as it's going to a long, hectic day. My hand flew to his now rough jaw and sighed, "Wish your mother wouldn't let you shave," I said in between kisses. There's something about him looking overly gorgeous and of course, fucking hot when he doesn't shave.
It's the second time I've seen him like this and surely, I wanted to keep that look. He makes me want to bet my wits out with that devastatingly beautiful disheveled look. "You fucking turn me on with this…" I said while I caressed his face.
He chuckled then I regretted letting that thought out but realized I certainly do not when he pushed his body against mine harder on the wall.
"Mmm…" we moaned.
To be honest, I need to get laid. ASAP! I feel myself get wet so easily that foreplay isn't needed if and when the time comes. Oh please let the time come!
"When you're done with sucking each other's faces, would you kindly get your ass in the room? Mother fucker! I've been looking everywhere!" Rose ranted, making both Edward and I jump away from each other.
Behind her stood Jasper with an incomprehensible look on his face. I don't know if he wanted to laugh or vomit.
"Yeah, well…" I tried to say more but was too embarrassed to. "I'll see you later."
"Yep," Edward said while we awkwardly angled our heads in the wrong direction for a goodbye kiss. Rose sighed loudly and Jasper gave a snigger which he tried to cover with a cough. I caught Edward's face with my hands and gave him a peck.
"Hi Jasper!" I greeted, "What are you doing here? You aren't supposed to see the bride yet, I hope you weren't sneaking off," I said as I walked to the door.
"No, I wasn't! I was just… fetching Edward," he whispered to himself. It was Rosalie's turn to give a snort and he grew a bit pink and cleared his throat. "Come on, man!" Edward dragged Jasper away with no choice and we made our entrances to different rooms then.
"There are about a hundred rooms in here and you choose the hallway to lick each other's tongue?"
"Shut up, Rosie!" I said and she scowled back.
"Are you two fighting again?" Alice's voice came from a bit farther.
"No," I yelled back. "Rose cut the crap, okay? Listen, is everything ready for later?"
Rose gave a smug smile and said, "All set. I'm sure they'd be having children sooner than they'd expected."
I shook my head, grinning at her remark. "Good! Let's go get made up then."
Alice was seated on a chair, munching on some Ann Sather's Cinnamon Rolls while getting her pedicure done. Recently, I've seen her munch on those nonstop, even asking Edward one time if he could stop by the store and buy her two boxes.
Anyway, she beamed once she saw us and I went to kiss her.
"Excited?" I asked.
"Can't wait!" She squealed. "Ugh! Don't sidetrack me! Bella, Rose, this is Anton, my makeup artist and Drey, my hairstylist. Bella, I want your face done first, Drey, get on with Rose's hair. Pronto!"
Rose and I looked at each other and gave a laugh at Alice and took our seats in front of the big lighted mirrors. Once in awhile, Esme would come in and check on us. I was careful not to mess my make up too much while taking bites of my sandwich. I was really hungry by the time Drey was doing my hair.
Rose and I changed together in Alice's bath. Something in me felt like my heart was carrying a ton of weight. I felt happy for Alice, no doubt, but a bit jealous as she was taking a huge step in her life – the one I'd have the urge to take since recently.
I looked at Rose who had a sullen look on her face. "Rose, what's wrong?"
She looked up to me and smiled weakly, "Can you zip me?"
I nodded and did what I was asked. I know Rose is slightly bitchier and meaner to her brother than to anyone else, despite that, she loves him so much. I know this will be hard for her since they are really close.
I hugged Rose from the back, trying to the best friend that I can be. "Don't be sad Rose. This is a day worth celebrating for."
She sighed and I saw her dab a finger on eyes. "I know. It's just… I'm not used to seeing Jasper as a grown up. I guess I'm just going to miss him, you know? I'm just afraid that everything will change from now on. No more Christmases together…" she sniffed.
I grabbed a Kleenex box from the dresser and ushered her to have a seat on the tub. She sobbed softly behind the damped tissue while I tried to make her feel better.
"Look, things will definitely change, but you're family, and now Alice is a part of your family. Sure, there will be instances that you won't get to be with them but always remember that he loves you as his bitchy big sister and wouldn't dare to ask for a better one."
Rose laughed at my speech and thanked me for cheering her up.
"Bells, I know I may seem to be snotty towards Edward, but I can see… he's a good man; he's good for you." It shocked me to have Rose's approval on a guy I've dated and I truly appreciate this of her.
She always has something to say about the (few) previous men in my life and sure, there was a time she hated Edward, I suppose, but never did she say something good about whom I was dating.
We headed out the bath to help Alice in her gown. Esme was with her, clearly trying to stop herself from bawling. "Okay girls! Time to get the bride in her dress!"
Alice wore a tube bone-colored mermaid cut wedding gown with intricate pieces of beads and lace sewn on the waist part. She absolutely looked stunning and blooming. Esme's tears were running from her eyes and she excused herself to get changed.
"Alice… wow!" I started. She looked definitely beautiful.
"Do I look alright now?" she asked.
"You're beautiful! Don't worry, everyone's eyes will be on you," Rose reassured her. "Now, Bella and I would like to give you something."
I nodded and got up to retrieve a small envelop and a box from my tote. "These are our gifts to you and Jasper. We'd like you to have the best time of your new beginning, so here."
"Yes," Rose nodded, "and always remember that we're here for you and we're still the best of friends! Nothing will and can change that."
We were all about to cry and I just kept on taking deep breaths so I wouldn't ruin my makeup. "Here," I handed her the envelope, "We hope you enjoy our tiny present."
Alice was sniffing and her eyes was brimming with tears as she opened the envelop. Her eyes bulged out and her mouth hung open.
"J-J-Jamaica? Really?"
We nodded and to our shock, she flung her arms around us and muttered thank yous to us and how she loves our gift. Rose and I have been planning for months the best honeymoon getaway for Alice and Jasper.
"Wait, there's more! Close your eyes." I said, wiping away the tears from my eyes. I gave the box to Rose. She is the one who should be doing it considering that they are the ones who'd be sharing a new bond in awhile.
"Open now," Rose said and Alice had more tears running down. Rose gave bought her a beautiful pair of blue diamond earrings for her Something Blue.
"Rose… I-" Alice was at loss for words and she instead, hugged Rose and sobbed a little. I let the two share their moment then they pulled a part.
"I'm just going to see Jasper," Rose said and walked out of the room.
Alice and I fell silent as I helped her wipe her tears and to her chair while Anton fixed her makeup. The three words came into my mind again and I wasn't sure if I should tell someone.
Which reminds me…
"Alice… I've been meaning to tell you something-oh! My bad, I mean, we… actually. We've been meaning to tell you something but I…"
I was at lost for words and anxiety got to me again. I knew she wouldn't mind, but I was having a hard time telling her; afraid that maybe, she might feel bad like Rose did for awhile.
There was a knock on the door that made me jump and annoyed. I was about to say it to Alice then. I walked to the door and opened it only to see Edward standing sexily in his tuxedo.
My eyes raked over his body and I was sure a puddle of drool was on the floor. His hair looks as disheveled as ever that went his unshaved beard, making him look like Bradley Cooper, I say. Only a thousand times hotter.
My man is sexy.
"You look beautiful," he said, snapping me out of my sex-capade dream cloud.
"Thanks," I smiled weakly and felt my face grow hot. "It's a good thing you're here! I need your help about our little revelation."
I let him in the room, distracting myself from thinking of very dirty thoughts about him. We walked to Alice, stealing nervous glances at each other. Edward gave my hand a small squeeze before I took a seat on Alice's couch.
"Edward!" Alice beamed as his brother kissed her on the forehead. "How are you feeling?"
"A little nervous," she confessed.
"Well, there's nothing to be nervous about. Jasper couldn't wait to get out of his room," Edward chuckled.
There was a moment of silence, both Edward and I not knowing which of us should speak.
"Alice… I-we need to tell you something." Edward looked at me through the mirror and I gave him an encouraging smile.
"You see… I hope you don't mind, which you shouldn't," Edward said and I walked next to him for support. Alice quirked a brow when I stood next to her brother. This is it, I sighed. Edward put a hand on the small of my back and gave a small rub.
"Well, what I'm saying is, I'm dating Bella-I mean, Bella and I are dating."
"Finally!" Alice sighed dramatically. "What took you so long?"
Both Edward and I were in a perplexed state at that. "W-W-What do you mean? I-We- Huh?" was only the sentence I could form.
Alice then began laughing, leaving us more confused. "What's so funny?" Edward asked.
I shrugged, not knowing what to answer.
She stood up and walked closer to the mirror, touching her made-up hair. "It's about time you came out of the closet!"
Still, our perplexed looks hadn't changed at her remark. She rolled her eyes and elaborated, "You guys are the smartest yet most obtuse people I've ever met! Seriously!"
"What do you mean?" I asked.
She rolled her eyes once again as if talking to schmucks. "Everybody knows that you two are meant to be! Everyone knows you're going to end up with each other, either way. It was just a matter of time, how long it would take Edward to bust his ass and make a move."
Both of us were unmoved as Alice waited for what we had to say. Personally, I was swimming with thoughts again and I think I'm going to drown any minute now.
"I repeat, what do you mean?" Edward said.
"You see," Alice sighed walking to us, "it's very easy to tell. You can't deny the attraction you both have for one another and everyone can see how perfectly fit you are together even if you try to hide what you've got. Since the moment I've seen you two together, I know it's just there; it's given that you two are the perfect couple. Even when you kept on fighting, it's undeniable, really. And I can't believe why it took so many turns before you two saw what I was seeing and I also can't believe you guys only told me this now! I've waited too long!" she pouted.
"What do you mean now?" I asked again.
"You mean you've known?" Edward followed.
"Duh!" Alice said like we were some brainless people.
Well of course, nothing escapes Alice. I just don't understand why she pretended that she didn't know what was going on. She hid it pretty good, by the way. "Why didn't you say anything if you knew?"
Alice smiled at us, "Well, if you two wanted to tell me, you would've, right?"
I couldn't thank enough Alice for letting Edward and I come to our own terms. It's true enough that we've started really messy and we thought it was best for us to lay low. I'm thankful for everyone's understanding that we both didn't want to fuck this up. For their keeping mum made Edward and I discover amongst ourselves that what we have is irreplaceable – or at least, I hope he does, too.
"Thank you," I smiled. Edward also beamed and thanked Alice. "We appreciate your patience, dear sister. For once, you found the patience to wait."
"Whatever!" Alice swatted Edward's chest as the three of us hugged.
"Before we forget, we'd like to give you something." I said then Edward pulled a box from his coat. "Bella and I wanted both you and Jasper something…"
Alice gasped once again upon seeing the locket we bought. She grazed her fingers on it, carefully observing the antique necklace. "Thank you," she whispered.
"You're welcome," we said as she kissed and hugged us. The siblings took longer to release each other, both of them whispering about something. Personal messages, I say.
I took from my tote a small bottle of vodka and poured the content in the glass and walked over to where they were. "Okay Alice. As Esme instructed me, you are allowed one shot."
"Oh!" She said a bit shocked then smiled, "No, thank you. I don't drink."
Then I saw her hand rub her belly…
So… this is why she wasn't trashed during her bachelorette party and that's why she looks more… round, if I may.
I looked back to her face and she had more color on her cheek and a smile on her face. Edward was also looking at her confusedly.
Men.
Can't he see what I'm seeing?
The click of the door all broke us out of our stares.
"Everyone ready?" Esme came asked, walking in. I didn't bother asking Alice any further. Like her, I'd wait for her to tell me – if she or they have something to say. Eventually, she caught me staring at her with a calculating look on my face. I immediately smiled so she wouldn't notice that I formulating something in my head…
But… by the way she smiled at me, I know she knows I know.
I know, right?
Oh, what is wrong with me now?
Carlisle then came in and I realized it was time for their family to have that special moment so I went out of the room quietly and went down. I went to their lanai and sat on one of the benches.
I was thinking about what Alice said about Edward and I being unaware of certain circumstances, I suppose. Did other people really notice the chemistry we have? Sure, I was attracted to him so bad, but I didn't know people notice… or was it just Alice's great feel of the people around her?
And… Edward said 'I love you' last night.
I don't even know if he means it or if he feels that way. Could it be? He loves me? Or was it just a figment of my imagination? I don't want to get my hopes up, but I was beyond ecstatic when he said those words.
"There you are!" Edward said, relieved.
I was once again pulled out of me deep thoughts and saw him walk to me. "I've been looking for you. Why did you go?"
I gave a small shrug. "It's family time?"
Edward gave me a frown and took a seat beside me, putting an arm around my waist.
"I'm… sorry… If you felt that way…" he said.
"Don't be silly! I'm not a part of your family. I-It's already given, so no need to feel bad." I said, trying to sound convincing. Truthfully, I want to be a part of their family.
Edward took my hand as we sat in silence. None of us bothered to talk; it seems like both of us were thinking of something deeply. I wonder, what is he thinking about?
After awhile, he shifted in his seat and leaned his forearms on his knees, fondling his hair.
Several footsteps and muttered voices came bellowing to us. I assume people were getting ready to go to Galleria Marchetti which Alice rented the whole place out.
When I looked up I saw a petit woman, maybe a few inches taller than I with jet black hair and an almost fair complexion with a tall, blond-haired guy with Riley a few other people. Riley came charging towards us and I stood up to greet them properly, assuming they are Edward's relatives.
"Mummy! Mummy! It's awn-tee Bell-uh!"
"Hey, bud!" I chuckled as raised his arms, wanting to be carried. I was about to take him but Edward took him then hoisted him up in the air. "Auntie Bella can't carry you. Her pretty dress might me ruined."
"No he won't!" I scowled at Edward, "It wouldn't matter, right?" I smiled at Riley. The people he was with joined us. "Hi!" I greeted.
"Hello! You must be – "
"Carmen, let me introduce you to my girlfriend, Bella," Edward said. My heart was somersaulting nonstop. I looked at Edward whose smile was genuine and infected me, once again. Who knew being introduced as his girlfriend would be so… touching? "Bella, this is Carmen, my cousin and her husband, Alec."
I shook my thoughts away and turned to his cousins, "Hello again," I greeted, shaking their hands and kissing their cheeks.
"And these three are also my cousins… with their dates," Edward shrugged, "This is Emma, Dustin and Sophia, guys, this is my girlfriend, Bella." Edward gestured his hand.
"We've heard," Emma winked. "Nice meeting you, Bella. This is my date, Martin." The two cousins also introduced their dates and I also kissed their cheeks and shook hands. Dustin even whispered in my ear "About time he's got something going on!"
I blushed as we separated and looked away from Edward. He ruffled Dustin's hair and threatened him to spill some beans to his date.
I watched as they bantered. Dustin looked a little younger than Edward. "My siblings," Carmen said.
"Oh, the four of you?" I asked. I tried to look for something that would resemble all of them, but I'm afraid I found very little.
"Same mother, different fathers." Carmen smiled politely at me. "Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. I- W- Sorry…" I felt my face burn. I wasn't too keen on being subtle. "It's fine, Bella. Nothing to be sorry about. It's quite funny, actually."
I looked at Carmen, confused.
"Our mother was or is afraid of being widowed or shall I say, single, so she always finds a man to cling onto. We're betting on how long husband number seven will be following her around. And we've finally convinced her to draw a prenup since husband number four – Sophia's father. I'm the eldest, by the way."
Indeed, the story was quite… interesting though typical. I looked at Sophia who had the same shade of jet black hair and eye shape as Carmen's. She looks young, like high school young.
"Well, at least your mother won't run out of money?" I shrugged and Carmen laughed.
I felt like I wasn't an outcast at their company. They were all lively and welcoming that I found comfort right away. Edward held my hand making me feel extra happier.
Soon, Esme and Carlisle came down. Jasper, Rose and their parents left earlier using another exit. We were ordered to get in our cars and drive to venue before Alice came down. Esme ordered us to get to our cars before Alice gets down. I didn't know where I would be riding since I let my father borrow my car and Edward took me here. I guess I would ask Carmen for a hitch.
I waited for the siblings to get out first then turned to Edward and kissed him. "I'll see you later."
He held my hand and pulled me back, "Where are you going?"
"Out? I'm going to ask Carmen for a ride."
Edward looked… hurt or something. His brows furrowed and his jaw tensed. "Bella," he sighed, "you aren't going to ride with anyone, but me. Is that understood?"
"But… Esme said – "
"Isabella, you aren't ordered out by my mother!"
His frustration was evident so I nodded and gave him a weak smile.
EPOV
"What is that?" Bella asked in a very vague tone. Her accusatory made me drop my car keys. "What?" I asked, bewildered and looked to where she was looking at to see. "I can't see anything…"
At that, I walked and unlocked the car, but Bella didn't follow. "Baby, are you riding or walking?"
"That! What is that?" she pointed to my yellow Lamborghini Murcielago LP670-4 SV (SuperVeloce). I can't help but boast this beautiful car of mine. "This," I glided my fingers along my car's roof, "is my Lamborghini Murcielago. She's a beauty, ain't she?"
I saw her roll her eyes with a look of disapproval. "How many cars have you got?"
I took my time to answer knowing that there is an eighty percent chance that I might be scolded. "Well… a few," I shrugged. "Yeah, right! A few which I bet costs a gazillion bucks!" she muttered to herself. "We're riding in this?"
"Yeah. Is… there a problem?" I asked cautiously.
"Why can't you drive the Volvo? Or the Aston Martin?"
I looked at her quizzically. If my theory serves me right, I think she doesn't want to drag any more attention by riding in this beauty. But, what the heck. It's just a car. "Baby, just get in. Please? Let's not argue about this."
Surprisingly, Bella didn't give a fight and slid in. I can tell she was taking by the car's beauty as well. Her eyes explored everything in the car.
Before I stepped on the gas pedal, she grabbed my arm, shocking me a little. "Just – just drive slowly. Okay?"
As usual, I couldn't deny her anything so I'd even drop one of my best interests – driving fast. She did mention once we hit the road that my car indeed is great.
The whole drive, I still don't know what's going on in Bella's mind, but did she really think that Esme doesn't think of her as if she was her own?
I've heard Esme talk about her years back, how she was an amazing girl, how good she is at what she does. I know what my parents are very fond of her, that's why I don't understand why she doesn't think that way.
Since this morning, she has been quiet and always in deep thought.
I felt sad when she mentioned about the 'family time' thing. I wish she saw herself with my family and I in her future, because that's the way I see it – her, us, with Charlie, Sue and her step siblings in the picture as well.
I don't wish for her to feel that she doesn't belong in our family, when in fact, we, my family, thinks of her as one of us. I hope that day would come a little faster than it ought to be.
Bella looks more than stunning today. Although I would appreciate it if Alice found her a dress which didn't show much of her cleavage. The girls are only mine to see.
I know men stare at her and I know covetousness crosses or is even plastered on their minds, much to my distaste. Bella doesn't seem to notice how good looking she is. I don't know if it's the lack of confidence or that she's just too humble to admit it.
That's why I always make an effort to let her know how beautiful she is.
Most of the guests are already here and Alice's bridal car just parked when we got out. Bella and I waved before entering the venue and walked together to the West Courtyard where the ceremony will be held. Bella, in her unusually absorbed state was staring off…
"Edward? Wait! Where are you taking me?" Bella asked as I pulled her out of the path and into a cornered place.
"Is there something wrong? Did I do something wrong? I-You've been... You're not yourself. I don't know if you're mad at me or it's about something else…" Frustration has dawned to me once again as I watched Bella all morning until we got her too much into her thoughts. The words came out of my mouth without even thinking of what I was saying. I just wanted to know if there was something wrong.
She looked surprised at first then frowned a little. "Sorry, baby. Just… Just the nerves," she shrugged.
I eyed her, making her tell me more. She sighed in defeat. "It's nothing, really. I just… Well, I'm happy that Alice and Jasper are getting married but I am a bit… down because – " she paused, looking at the ground, " – well, because Rose and I feel like old hags."
I knew she was lying by the way she looked away from me, but I didn't press any further. She'll come to me anyway, I'll just try again later if I have to.
I nodded kissed her. Finally, that made her loosen up a bit and I got a smile from her.
"Let's go see your sister cry," she winked and took my hand but I remembered that I wanted to tell her something.
"Is there something wrong?" Bella asked cautiously as I remained unmoved. I contemplated on what to say so that I wouldn't scare her away.
"Soon…" I whispered, "I promise you baby."
Bella was obviously confused by my vagueness and probably didn't know how to respond, but she gave me one of her warmest smiles. "Whatever you say," she shrugged and pulled me to the ceremony.
I gave her a quick kiss as I was ordered by some woman to step in front of the line. I clamped Jasper's back when I saw his face paler and flushed at the same time. Weird, right?
"You okay, man?"
"Yeah! Yeah! Great!" answered Jasper in a very disturbing way. His voice rose about ten thousand octaves higher and there was a grin on his face – to be honest, he looked like he needs to do a number two with his expression. I can't really tell if he was too giddy or too anxious.
"Do you want a shot? I'm sure I can get 'round some. I think we've got about ten min – "
"No!" Jasper waved his hands, "I'm fine! Never been better!"
I mumbled an 'Okay' and shook my head at his jitteriness. Finally, the Wedding March started and I was the first one to walk down the isle.
I can see from my peripherals some women, whispering and nudging each other as I passed by. Yes, I know that my parents are genetically gifted with their beauty and fortunately, passed it on to both Alice and I. Sure, I used to – now, sometimes – use it to my advantage. Ever since I met Bella, my eyes were only set for her.
Even my ears or every part of my body, my being, is hers. She truly has captivated me in every way possible.
As Jasper stood fidgeting behind me, walking after his parents, I grew impatient, watching the entourage walk. Where's my girl?
I don't know how long I've stared at some flower but when I looked up, I saw Riley, strutting down very stiffly. I let out a chuckle as he walked hurriedly away from the flower girl who was after him. Atta boy!
Finally, the woman I've been waiting for.
Bella walked down the isle, holding a bouquet of pink, orange and yellow flowers in her hand. Our eyes met, and I couldn't phantom how much I was moved by her. Her face broke into a breathtaking smile and her eyes, bore into mine.
I know she sees through my soul as we continue our journey together. I wish I could fast forward time to when I am to marry her.
Would I feel this way when it's our turn to walk down the isle? Is this the feeling of knowing she's "The One"?
Don't be too cocky, Cullen.
She hasn't said yes.
She hasn't even said she loves you.
Yeah stupid! You haven't even said that you love her, so why would she marry you?
I felt as though bricks fell from my chest and plunged into my organs. I'm afraid that everything I feel is moving too fast for me, for us.
I'd rather keep my mouth shut until she says it. Maybe that's the best idea.
Suddenly, Jasper stepped on my foot and I almost let out a scream of curses. "Ow! Wh – "
"It's not the place to drool, son."
My head snapped to my right, turns out it was Carlisle who stepped on me. I looked at Bella who had a reproachful look but was smiling and shook her head. Then I looked around, disoriented. People were already standing and I saw the entourage facing each other on either side. And to my surprise, Alice was now hugging my parents, whispering a few things before letting go.
"Hey Al!" I beamed then I bent down and wrapped my arms around her. "You're in great hands. And if he ever messes up, you know whom to call. I love you."
Alice chuckled and pulled away, kissing my cheek. "I love you too, big brother."
I faced Jasper and squeezed his shoulder a little harder than I should've. I was impressed that he didn't even wince. "Take care of her," I said then my father gave his only daughter away.
My thoughts and gaze went back to Bella. Our eyes never left each other after that brief interruption from Carlisle. I felt so happy that we're here. Together. I feel as if nothing or no one was with us right now. It felt like it was just her and I, standing in front of one another, completely absorbed in each other.
I picture you to be the one in front of the altar, with me… Soon. I want you to know that I… love you and I feel like you're the one, no matter how crazy I sound right now.
That's what I thought to myself while looking at Bella.
When people started clapping, we were slightly pulled out of trance as the Reverend announced their marriage done. Some started to walk up and congratulate them.
My eyes, never leaving Bella, caught up with a guy who was walking toward her. I could see him take a deep breath as he walked toward her.
Thanks to my quick thinking and reflexes, I immediately rushed to Bella and seized her hand so we won't get pushed away by the people who wanted to greet the newlyweds. And of course, so the guy wouldn't catch up with my girl.
I gave her a peck on the lips, smirking to the man who was now directly on her tail. He muttered profanities under his breath, making Bella look at him.
Bella quirked a brow and shook her head. "Quick move. I'm impressed," she teased.
"You can't blame me. By the looks of men here – not just that lousy dude who obviously doesn't have the balls – I have to keep them from getting my girl," I winked. She raised her brow and rolled her eyes. "By the way he shook his head and glared at you, I assume he was about to talk to me. Only you had to walk over here in all your royal cockiness and ruin it for him."
I let out a guffaw at her comment and pulled her to my side and greeted my, now, newly wed siblings.
"Congratulations!" Bella and I said together. We took turns hugging the two. They thanked Bella and I for all the help we've done for them. After that, we stepped aside so other people could greet them as well.
When Bella and I walked down the isle, my mind couldn't help but think as if this was my own wedding. Images of us, exchanging our vows,
We saw Charlie and Sue, waiting for us as we walked down holding hands.
"Hi dad! Hi Sue!" Bella kissed and hugged them.
"Good afternoon Chief Swan, Sue," I smiled and held out my hand. Sue shook mine without any hesitation, but Charlie still seemed a little miffed about Bella and I. He eyed my hand for a few seconds and shook it with more pressure than usual.
"You look beautiful, Bella. And so do you, Edward," Sue said inclining her head to me, "you two look so good together."
I could see Bella's face redden but I was too damn proud that we're one good looking pair. "Thank you, Sue. That's really nice to hear."
Charlie half grunted, half chuckled. Bella glared at him and Sue nudged him so he'd stop choking in whatever he was trying to do (which is grunting or chuckling).
"Let's get you all in now so I could fulfill my MOH duties. I need to assist people to their seats." Bella said, taking the lead.
"MOW? What in the world is a MOW?" Charlie looked really baffled as he reluctantly followed his daughter. "It's MOH; M-O-H, MOH. It simply means Maid of Honor, you know… The assistant of the bride and everything. The one who helps her with along with the bridesmaids from the planning of the wedding down right to holding her dress while she pees on her wedding day. Stuff like that," I shrugged.
Bella and Sue started to snigger. Then I looked at Charlie and saw his face, horror-stricken and also, bemused and I think disgusted. "What?"
Charlie's eyes bore into mine, "Son, if you plan to dump my girl and break her heart by running off with a person with a dick, I'm gonna make damn sure I hunt you down and roast you alive before I rest in peace."
I didn't know whether to feel offended or not by his remark, but I stood there, staring at him in the same horror-stricken face while the girls laughed. I saw Charlie smirk then I thought of something that would be a good laugh.
I threw my imaginary long hair back and swept my imaginary bangs with my pinky and batted my lashes, "Oh Chief Swan, I hope you don't hunt a poor girl down." I said with my best impression of a woman's voice.
The girls threw their heads back in laughter and I tried to hold myself from joining them, seeing Charlie's face turn into plum.
"That! That was funny!" said Bella, as we reached the Pavilion doors. Charlie was muttering unintelligent things under his breath. "Okay, this is where I'll be for awhile. Edward, can you lead them to our table?"
"Sure. Err – am I tasked to anything?"
"None that I know of. Just keep Charlie and Sue company."
I nodded and let the older couple walk away while I kissed Bella's forehead before leading them. I was sure Charlie loathed me more by playing that joke on him. Sue and I had a nice chat. I also introduced some of my relatives to Charlie and Sue. I also went and greeted a few our fraternity brothers with my best friends, Sam and Jared with their partners. I wasn't able to chat long since I had to mind Sue and Charlie. After everyone has finally filled in their designated seats, Bella came to my side.
"Your sister knows a ton of people! This place is packed! No wonder she rented the whole place out!" she sat with a glass of champagne in hand. "Alice will be Alice," I chuckled.
After awhile, Rose and Emmett came to sit with us which alleviated Charlie's foul mood.
Everyone, I assume, is having a hard time breathing after all the food we've eaten. The buffet tables were packed and really, the food is delicious. Thanks to Alice's connections, she got Bobby Flay. It was now, time for fun, hell yeah!
Bella, Rose and I stood to give our speeches:
"I wish you both all the happiness the world can give you. We all know how tight your bond is and we all pray that it may grow stronger as the years come by with challenges. To my sister, Alice, you look wonderful today, as always. To my brother and best friend, Jasper, thank you for coming into my sister's life; she now has a permanent shopping partner. Thank you so much for that! I love you both and have a happy marriage! Cheers!"
Everyone echoed my last word and drank from their flasks. It was Bella and Rose's turn to give a speech. Rose spoke first:
"To Jasper and Alice, I love you guys, you know that… Ugh!" she groaned took deep breaths, to stop herself from crying, "I just want to say… That if you ever fuck up, don't dare get a divorce… Because if that happens, I'll personally make sure that you guys are dead meat!"
I chuckled at her speech. Many, I've seen were taking a back, clearly doesn't know her; she's one tough honey, I say. It was now Bella's turn, as usual, my eyes never left her:
"That's… That's a tough speech to follow," people chuckled, "Anyway, I just want to say that we're all happy for you – everyone says that. I think if you both stick to your vows and just keep on understanding each other, nothing could go wrong. Frankly, people are jealous – heck, I am jealous – of what you both have, so take good care of it and I assure, you have all our love. To Alice and Jasper!"
Bella raised her flask and soon after everyone has drained theirs yet again, the host announced it was time for the party.
Don't we have the same thing? I thought to myself.
I didn't have time to question her anymore as the whole entourage was beckoned into a room to change into less formal outfits. Alice prepared a new suit for me with a blue dress shirt. No ties, thank goodness.
I was outside the women's room, waiting for Bella to come out. As soon as she did I grabbed her arm and kissed her.
"Baby, you look so beautiful!"
I ravished her, taking in her scent, taste and the wonderful sensation.
"Mmm… Thank you…" she moaned and pulled my hair making my dick throb. I pushed her lightly to the wall to feel her warmth against me. The dress she wore was more enticing. A blue body fitting dress that embodied her curves and a deep neckline that showed cleavage.
How that fuck am I going to resist that?
Before I had the chance to brush my fingers on her tits, someone spoke.
"Mammy said you're only supposed to snog when there's a mistletoe or when you're on a telly. But it's not yet Christmas and I don't see any telly here."
"Riley!" Bella gasped, "What are you doing here? Where's your mom?"
Kids.
Say.
The.
Darnest.
Things.
I sighed, "Riley, you aren't supposed to roam around without an adult with you. Didn't your mom tell you that?"
"But awn-tea Ali said I could go find you." Riley just stared at us with curios, innocent eyes.
"I can't believe a kid caught us red handed," I whispered to Bella. "But we aren't doing anything… that bad," she chuckled. I rolled my eyes and sighed once again. I need to get laid! This sexual frustration is bullshit.
"Alright. Go tell her we're heading out," then Riley took off. Bella giggled and said, "That was nerve-wracking! I can't believe I froze when I heard his voice. I was more scared than having Rose catch us."
"It was horrifying, actually. Kids do say the darnest things. I mean, mistletoes? He remembers that sort of thing." I shook my head with a smile on my face. "I have a brilliant nephew!"
Bella rolled her eyes then Riley came running to us. The three of us went outside to the garden, taking in the afternoon sun. Bella and I held hands while watching Riley run around in circles, talking about anything that came into our minds. We spent quite a long time outside and decided now to go back to The Pavilion.
I picked up Riley and took Bella's hand as we walked in.
The father-daughter just finished when we got in. Both my father and sister were a bit red from crying. I saw my mother was still dabbing her hanky on her face.
"Where were you? We've been looking for you everywhere! Come on!" Rosalie pulled Bella away without notice.
"Edward?" Bella said with a confused face as she was pulled. "I'll be here…" I whispered as I walked to our table. No wonder why Rose was in a rush, it was time for the bride to throw the bouquet.
"Women," Riley muttered, rolling his eyes.
That made me throw my head back in laughter as I sat with him on my lap. I watched the women gather giddily up the platform while Bella looked not as happy as the others.
As Alice turned her back, most of unwed women positioned themselves to get a good catch. It was beyond… amusing how much they react when Alice threw the flower; it was like watching some National Geographic, actually. What amazes me more is how women would die just to get a hold of a bouquet.
No wonder why Bella wasn't so happy about it.
I wasn't really paying attention when Alice threw the bunch of flowers. Then someone yelled and people stood to take a look if there was damage enough damage done. I, however, was bothered by Bella's aghast expression. I didn't hear any crash or anything… Alice and Rose too – Rose looked more pissed, actually.
"I got it ladies! Better luck next time!"
"Fuck!" I spat.
"What your mouth!" Charlie chided but I didn't care. There's no need to find remorse upon seeing a Victoria's Secret model glide in Alice's wedding with a smug look on her face and I'm more than a hundred percent sure she's up to know good.
People started murmuring and I saw her walk to where Alice and Jasper stood to greet them. I saw Bella who was frozen in her position, her gaze fell on the model.
There was nothing I could do for we grew up together and it's only right that she be invited to my sister's wedding. My only hope is, she won't fuck this up.
One by one, the losers went back to their seat, more defeated than usual by the fact that a model caught it, I suppose. Bella walked back to our table and sat beside me.
Before I could even utter a word, she spoke: "Don't! I'm fine. Just… surprised."
I gave Bella a weak smile, took her hand and kissed it, "Don't let her get to you. Okay?" She seemed to relax and return my smile. Jasper was calling out names of single men he knew, I threw him a pleading look and thankfully, he understood.
I notice Bella heave out a breath when Jasper said that he knew no more single men.
"He's lying!" Aunt Margarette chuckled. "Where's Anthony?"
Damn it!
The whole tent heard it, I guess, as people turned their heads to where I sat. Aunt Margarette is an old cousin of my mom - Carmen's mother, whom annoys the heck out of everyone because of her tactlessness at occasions like these.
Alice tried to explain something to her, but boy was aunt Margarette persistent?
"All single boys must be there, I say! You're not getting any younger." She guffawed.
It took me all my might not to lash out on her and kick her out of their table, next to ours. I saw Bella shook her head while she clasped her hand on her forehead, muttering something like 'Why?'
"No, thank you!" I told her, giving a fake smile.
"Kill joy!" she said and the hubbub came about. "Thanks," was all I could reply without cursing her.
"Let's not let my grumpy brother kill the buzz. It's garter time!" she squealed and skipped to her seat. . I can't thank Alice enough for taking over the bemused emcee.
"Sorry about that. She really annoys everyone in the family," I shrugged. Bella removed her hand from her face and put it on my thigh, "That's why her husbands leave her, I suppose." I chuckled at her fake remorse and played with her fingers, trying to soothe her.
The garter thing was done then the emcee announced it was time for the couple's first dance. I've been waiting for the chance to ask Bella for a dance and this was something to smile for. I stood up and straightened my dress shirt.
"Miss Swan, would you like to dance with me?" I asked with my hand held out. She happily obliged. For a thought I was going to be rejected when she looked a little skeptical awhile ago. I nodded to her parents and lead her to the dance floor.
I gave her a twirl before capturing her in my arms. "I'm not very good at this," she said. "It doesn't matter. You're doing great anyway, besides, you're with a great dancer." I chuckled. At last I saw her smile genuinely. I kissed her forehead then she leaned her head on my chest.
It was one of those perfect moments, being so close like this. It was a bit overwhelming. Little by little, Bella loosened up and we easily swayed to the next song. After another song, Riley came to us and so we danced with him. It was such a new experience compared to just playing with him. He looks so cute doing dance moves that would make an adult look mental if he dared. At some point he grew tired and sauntered to his parents, leaving Bella to myself again.
I inhaled her strawberry scented shampoo as she leaned on me. I kiss the top of her head and closed my eyes.
This is great!
But when I opened my eyes, it doesn't seem all too great now.
I saw Black approach where we were. Immediately, I turned so Bella's back was on him and I could glare at him.
As usual, he wouldn't take a hint.
"I thought this was supposed to be a happy day!" I grumbled.
"What was that?"
"Nothing. Just do me a favor and don't look back," I said loud enough for Black to hear as he approached us. "What? Why?" Ever so stubborn, Bella looked at Black's direction.
"May I cut in?" Black smiled.
"No." I immediately replied.
"Edward! Yes, you may, Jacob." Bella said. I was about to argue but she laid her hands on my chest, stopping me. "Baby, it's fine. Please?"
I couldn't say anything else but carefully handed Bella's hand to Black. I didn't dare look when I walked away. I can't believe why Bella was okay to be with him now.
BPOV
Edward walked away without even a word. I watched him disappear from my sight.
"Bells?" I heard Jacob call.
I waited for any signs of him looking back, but I was kidding myself. Edward wasn't happy at all about this and I know what he did was best; it could have been worse. I didn't mean to hurt him by that, but I think it's time for Jacob and I to have a talk. Screw me for thinking about that right now.
I sighed and faced Jacob. "Behave," I said meaningfully.
"I will," he smiled and with hesitation, I put my hand in his.
He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me to his body. I made sure that we weren't too pressed up and there was ample space between us. He wasn't an amazing dancer like Edward. All we did was step slowly making small circles without much swaying. It was weird being this close to him right now. It's like he's a stranger to me.
"So…" he said, finally breaking the silence, "You're dating Cullen, huh?"
"Edward! Okay, Ed-ward!" I chided, "How many times do I have to say that?"
"Whatever," he laughed.
Typical. I rolled my eyes. "Yes, we are dating."
I knew Jacob well enough to notice that he was hurt. Then I realized, I'm done pretending. I'm done being ignorant. I'm done trying to tell myself that Jacob doesn't want me that way. In some way, I think I knew that he really does like me more than just a friend or a sister.
I looked at Jacob. He was starting straight into my eyes, looking at me pleadingly. And why is he? That, I don't even know.
It made me feel guilty, hurt and angry.
Guilty for, maybe, leading him to feel something stronger for me.
Hurt, for making him feel pain.
Angry, for all the same reasons.
"Jacob, I... Do you really… like me?" I asked. I wasn't sure what urged me, but it all suddenly came out of me.
He looked stunned but shook his head with a smile after a few seconds. "Oh Bella…" he said then he laughed.
I blushed. He doesn't like me like me that's why he's laughing! How assuming of me! "Sorry Jake. I just… never mind!" I couldn't look him in the eye and I sort of stood frozen, while dancing. Doesn't even make sense, right?
"Are you that dense or are you just ignorant?"
"What?" My head snapped to his.
He rolled his eyes and sighed. "Bella, I love you."
"What-How… Excuse me?"
I didn't hear what he said next as I swam in shock.
Jesus! Edward hasn't even said the L word, then he's the one who says it to me first? I am so confused right now. I am so astounded I don't even know how to respond.
"Bells?" Jake shook me. "I'm sorry, I need a drink." He didn't let go of me and made me face him.
"No Bella. I want you to listen. I'm going to fight. I can't take it anymore! I can't just sit around and wallow in my own misery. I can't think of the 'What-ifs' anymore, so I will fight. I will fight for the chance to be with you. I will fight Edward Cullen – no matter how, when, whatever it takes! I don't care if it takes years! I just… I just want you to know that. I'm always here; that you always have an option."
"But... I – " I almost said I love Edward, but I couldn't exactly do so. My feelings at the moment are quite foggy. I don't know if I let it grow deeper before admitting to myself that I do love him of if I should keep myself until I find out that he feels the same way.
" – Love him?" Jake snorted, "Yeah, right. You couldn't even say it out loud. Bet he hasn't even said it to you. Am I right?"
Well, that makes a bit of sense, I think. Since everything is all nice and slow with both of us avoiding – or at least, setting aside the thought on these things makes it all blurry.
But you don't want to think about that! No pressure! The right side of my brain said.
Yes, no pressure. Remind me again why I'm listening to Jacob?
"You don't have to be such a jerk about it." Jacob suddenly looked sullen and worried. "Bells, I'm sorry. For everything. But please understand where I'm coming from. It's not easy loving a dense person – probably the densest person in the world, at that."
Jake chuckled, but I didn't find the heart to join him. I am still so baffled. "I think I need to excuse myself. Thanks for stopping by anyway I'm sure Alice and Jasper appreciates it."
Jacob nodded. We looked at each other's eyes for a long moment. I didn't know what to make of it, but I just… stared at his eyes, maybe finding something there that would help me think straight, but I saw nothing.
"Oh, Bella!" Jacob called after, closing in the distance between us with a few steps. I faced him with a blank expression. "Just… think about it. Okay? Just think about your options."
I nodded absent-mindedly then he kissed me on the cheek with a different feeling now.
EPOV
"Care to dance?" Tanya grabbed my arm and pulled me to her.
"Tanya, not now." I pushed her off but she was quick enough to grab my arm and wrapped her hands around my neck.
Why does people like her and Black have to ruin this, supposedly beautiful day?
I begrudgingly put my hands on her waist and followed her lead.
"I see your girlfriend out there with Jacob. Enjoying herself, is she?"
I didn't dare look elsewhere as it would only wind me up and I might lose all my temper and take Jacob Fucking Black this instant.
I know she was pushing my buttons and I can't let her ruin things for me; part of her no good deeds, I guess. I looked at her pleadingly, "Tanya, please don't start."
She sighed and shook her head. "I don't get it."
I eyed Tanya, baffled at what she had to say. "Excuse me?"
"I don't get it. I mean, what is with her?" she asked with expectant eyes.
I looked at her with an incredulous expression. It took all my will to keep myself from laughing at her straightforwardness. "What a question, Tanya." I said, shaking my head.
"No, seriously. What is with her?" I didn't like the way the last word sounded from her. It was a little snotty, but thinking of Bella made me smile.
For a short while, I think I was in a chick flick, replaying in my head moments that I had with Bella.
"She's… my everything. She makes me happy."
She laughed and hit my arm, "Well, don't I make you happy? Is that why you replaced me with her?"
I knew at some point I'd have to set a calmer closure with Tanya. The first one blew out of proportion that I made her end up in tears. It was all so crazy then, but at least I already know why. "Tanya, I know we need to talk, but not now. Please? It's not the right place to talk about it. Give me a place and time, I'll be there. I promise."
"What am I to you? A client who needs to schedule a meeting just so we could talk about some mess you've made?" My patience wore thin at what she said. She was the one who made the mess. And I have no regrets about leaving her and the way I've done it.
If it weren't for her mistake, I wouldn't have met Bella. "Watch it Tanya! I couldn't tolerate everything about you."
She raised a brow at me then laughed and hit my chest. "Oh Cheri. One of your moody days, I guess. What does she do to you? You're like an old hag. Clearly you aren't as happy as you think you are. Shame."
Well, isn't she what we call a bitch?
"Stop it. I mean it!" I glared. "For your information, Bella is way better than you. I'm not saying this to try to make you jealous or to prove anything. Bella's the one for me, and I don't need you to talk about bull shit."
"Well in that case, I beg to disagree. We'll just have to see who wins your heart, Edward." She kissed my cheek, but before she walked away I grabbed her arm.
"Bella has won mine. There's no competition; heck you're no competition. Just drop it or you'll just suffer."
"We'll see about that." she smirked then left.
I sighed, rubbing a hand on my face. It's hard to straighten her fucking mind. She's crazy! I don't know what she wants from me. I have nothing to give her; friendship is the most I could give but nothing beyond that.
Jesus Christ.
She gives me a fucking headache.
After collecting my bearing, I looked around for Bella and saw that she was still with Black. I decided to take the time and talk to a few of my college buds.
When I saw Bella leave Jacob, I immediately excused myself and went after her.
BPOV
Did that… whole thing just happen?
I sat alone in one of the bar stools with a drink in hand.
"Ugh! What the fuck!" I spat, feeling totally confused and frustrated.
Okay Bella, think straight. Think about something else! Just calm down. Enjoy the feast. Don't let Jacob ruin it for you.
Well, I'll try! The other part of my rain countered. Honestly, this is so draining.
Then I felt someone wrap their arms behind me. "What's the matter, love?" I turned my boddy to face him, "Weddings are so stressful!" I mumbled and let myself melt in his embrace.
He chuckled and kissed my forehead. "I can think of ways to distress you..." He then began kissing from my jaw down to my shoulder. I shuddered at the last kiss and yearned for more. "But first… Dance with me!"
His cheerfulness blew me away and I forgot all about my frustrations. We danced away, enjoying every moment. The party has gone full blast and most were letting loose. I was introduced to Kim and Jared, and Sam and Emily, officially as Edward's girlfriend. Jared's really funny, that's why he and Emmett got along so well.
Then Katherine McPhee and Zachary Levi showed up to Alice's favor – her clients and friends as well.
"Hello everyone! I am Katherine McPhee and this is," she pointed to the gorgeous star of Chuck beside her. "And I am Zachary Levi. Tonight, we'll be singing something a little special for our dear friends, Alice and Jasper. We wish you both the best of marriage." He said, people clapped then.
"This song is called Terrified." Katherine said as the song started.
Edward and I began to sway to the music. Something feels different… a good different, though. I couldn't say what exactly it is, but it felt really different.
You, by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side
You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life
My heart started to beat faster and my hands felt clammier than ever.
The song had an impact. A huge impact that listening to the lyrics made me feel… It made me want to say that I love Edward.
And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back
I could be all that you need
If you let me try
You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
I pushed away from Edward's chest and my eyes met his.
Both of us looked at each other intently.
His eyes was very warm and I couldn't help but feel that he, too, realized the song meant something to me. The song practically sums up my feelings for Edward; the things I want him to know.
There was a certain connection with our gazes that is palpable and overwhelming. There was something there that both of us could definitely feel.
Have I fallen completely for him?
Is this it? Is this really love?
And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only
I only said it 'cause I mean it
I only mean 'cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you
As the chorus came up, Edward started to sing along. It made it so much easier to realize what all this felt.
It was like the world stopped and we were lost in our own world.
We were unreachable at that.
Everything felt at the right place and time.
My frustrations, wearies, and doubts were instantly gone.
You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only
I realized the we stopped dancing and was just staring deeply at each other.
Slowly, our heads drew closer to one another.
With one last look in each other's eyes, our lips met as our eyes closed, savoring the moment.
This is it.
I've fallen head over heels for Edward Cullen.
*End of chapter 36*
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