Steer Straight
Jade's p o v
"Jade we just wanted to tell you how proud we are of you My husband doesn't give many kids a break but we both see something inside of you.
Uh that must be a horror show
Trina be nice
But mom you always taught me not to lie
Trina I also taught you to be respectful
Yea well maybe you should teach that one
Hey Trina
I smiled twirling my fork of pasta as she eyed me moving away.
What demon seed?
Ever see a fork shoved through a human eyeball?
Mom!
The way the fork just squishes through the center popping the blood vessels
Oh Jade I'm eating!
I know Vega that makes it even sweeter
Jade that's what I love most about you
Mrs. Vega rubbed my back laughing as Trina shielded her eyes hiding behind Tori who squealed trying to push her sister off. They fought hitting and yelling.
The way their parents looked at them almost made me wish I had that.
I said almost.
What do you love most mom?
That she's a homicidal manic that just threatened to stab your first born eyes out?
Thanks mom I love you to!
Trina
What dad?
Stop insulting her were here to encourage Jade
Not bring her down
She''s Tori's friend
I am not!
Your Tori's sister Trina
Uh don't remind me I have to hear about little miss perfect everyday!
Well it's no picnic for me either Trina!
Ignore these two Jade
Oh I always do Mr. Vega
What my wife is trying to say is that you've been doing so well going to school
Doing homework going to meetings counseling coming home on time doing what we ask around the house.
I know it probably feels like a prison to you but were doing it to show you how dangerous
The decisions you are making can be and where it will lead you
Tori cares about you and our daughter has excellent taste and she sees something inside of you
To me that's enough of a reason to give you a chance
Thank you Mr. and Mrs. Vega for giving me a chance I never had that before.
A week later
Exhaustion laid me out right my legs hurt my back hurt my shoulders hurt somehow though I grabbed a pen and started writing.
Dear Journal.
Uh what a day I feel like a prisoner I can't do anything without being watched. I can't even wazz without someone by me at all times.
Trina is driving me crazy she sings all the time!
She can't sing! When will sum1 tell this bitch that she has no talent?
My ears are bleeding!
Tori is on me constantly chatting about how she sees something inside of me
Yea right if she saw inside of me she would be scared for life
The worst part is how Mr. Vega dragged me to some stupid program today
He called it Steer Straight I had to go on a tour with a group of teens
They called us at risk kids
Man the only thing at risk is these stupid bitches when I get free
Uh I want a drink so f...bad
I need a f...hit
They had guards in our faces yelling at us all the damn time we had to do push ups sit ups pull ups run around a room in laps for an hour.
We couldn't stop or they were on us screaming at us putting us up against the wall threating us.
Than the prisoners were on us screaming at us in our faces one woman threw me against the wall and roughly felt me up threating to make me her bitch.
I felt violated and humiliated I don't think the guards saw what happened but I wonder if they would of given a shit if they did!
I can still feel that bitches fingers inside of me I wanted to cry why did this shit always happen to me? What did I do that was so wrong I deserved to be raped and used like a sex toy for everyone's amusement?
I wanted to punch her straight in her face but she out weighed me by almost 100 lbs and she was built plus she had backup.
The whole experience was insane I hated it I know I should tell someone what happened today but who? She was deadly seriously when she was raping me she told me if I said anything I was dead she had connections outside she would be watching.
What if she's right? If I tell Mr. Vega will Tori or Trina get hurt?
I don't like them but I don't want them dead or hurt.
As if that wasn't hard enough we has to sit in a cell for hours by ourselves
It really gave me time to think about how I put myself in this place.
I was only there cause I was doing chiz that was wrong maybe I should get it together I mean I am trying.
I sure as hell wasn't trying to get locked up I mean there's no freedom they tell you when to eat when to wake sleep dress wazz what to eat.
You have to clean the most vile chiz
I never want to end up there!
The only cool part of the whole day
They took us to the morgue
I saw dead bodies
So cool
Yet it was also hard hitting there was a 16 year old laying there
She could be me
I could die if I keep up with this.
I know I need to change but..