AN: Hiya guys, Oh my God thankyou so much for the brilliant reviews, I love each and every one of you truly... Right here is the next part of the story from Christian's POV :) x

C POV

The rain beats down on us while I do my best to get us off the ground with Tabi in my arms, She's a dead weight against me.

"Taylor" I call I'm desperate now, Fear grips me and it's making me useless, It's making me weak, I need to get Tabi to the hospital, I need to save her.

As I finally get to my feet I see Taylor and Flynn making their way back to the car

"JASON!" I scream as I run with Tabi in my arms, The ground is soggy and it dislogdges underneath me, I fall to my knees and Tabi hits the ground with a solid thump.

"Tabi? TABI!" Taylor screams as he and Flynn run toward me

"Taylor we need to get her to the hospital NOW!" I yell in pure fear

Taylor takes Tabi from me as Flynn helps me up, we run to the car

"Give her to me" I rush as I grab a blanket from under the seat and wrap it around Tabi, Taylor slides her on to my lap, I hold her close, I need to keep her safe, warm and alive.

Taylor gets us to the hospital in record time, I'm sure he's broken more than a dozen road laws but I don't give a fuck at the moment.

We burst through the doors and the first person I lay my eyes on is the woman who saved my life all those years ago... The angel in white, My mother.

"Mom!" I shout

As she turns her eyes go wide and she starts shouting orders, They bring out a bed and I lay Tabi down, My mother touches Tabi's hand and gasps

"Christian she's freezing, What happened?"

As we walk quickly through the hospital I recall everything I know to her, Tabi's soon taken from me and we are ushered in to the waiting room, I can't sit still, I pace uncontrollably, I run my fingers through my wet hair and wait... I am not a patient man, I hate waiting, But waiting is all I have at my disposal at the moment.

What feels like years later but is just a few hours we are all still waiting for news on Tabi, My father, Elliott and Mia have joined us, Mia called Tabi's phone she was trying to arrange something for my birthday next month and wanted Tabi's help, She wanted to know where Tabi was and why I was answering her phone so I told her that Tabi was in the hospital and she took it upon herself to invite the rest of the family for a gathering... I sound so ungrateful that my family are here supporting me and Tabi but I just don't have it in me to be grateful, I just want Tabi... She's all I want, She's all I need.

My brother comes to my side while I continue to stare out of the hospital window, The rain is still pissing it down and the dark sky matches my mood.

"You ok bro?" Elliott asks in a hushed voice

"I've been better" I shrug

"She'll be ok Christian, She's a tough one" He say's with a pat to my shoulder

"I know she is but she's so stubborn" I sigh as I drag my hands over my face, It's true Tabi is stubborn and reckless but she loves me... Holy shit! She loves me, SHE. LOVES. ME and I never got to say it back to her, I need her more than blood, Bone or muscle, She keeps me alive, She's the reason I breath, Blink, Feel...LOVE, She's my everything and she doesn't even know.

The door slowly opens and my mother walks in, She looks exhausted, Like she hasn't slept in days.

"Christian, Can I have a quiet word with you sweetheart?" She says with pain in her eyes

Everyone gets up from their seats mumbling something about being in the café and coming to find them when I'm ready, Honestly I'm not listening I'm trying to use all my focus, all my energy to keep upright... It's bad... Somethings happened...

"Taylor" I choke out

"Sir" He answers looking back from the door

"Can you stay? Please" I beg, I don't want to be on my own to hear this and Taylor is Tabi's Godfather I'm sure he wants to be here.

"Of course Sir" He says coming to sit next to me, My mother looks confused

"Taylor is Tabi's God father " I mumble as she looks at Taylor in shock

"Ok...Well" She sighs

"Mom" I whisper "What is it?"

My mother takes the seat to the left of me as Taylor sits in the right

"Tabi lost a lot of blood, She tore quite a few veins and nerves in her hand that's why she was bleeding so much, We took her to surgery and stitched her up but we won't know if she has any nerve damage until she wakes up..." My mother stops and looks towards the window, She can't maintain eye contact something else is wrong, There's something she's not telling us.

"Mom? There's more isn't there"

"Christian, Tabi has severe Hypothermia, The next 48 hours are critical... I'm sorry sweetheart, I'm so sorry" She says as tears fall down her cheeks, I stare at her in shock, Tabi... My Tabi could die in the next 48 hours, NO , NO, NO she can't I've only just got her back in my life I can't lose her.

I feel tears in my eyes as I turn to my right, Taylor my head of security, My 'best friend' as Mia would say, One of the strongest men I know is looking at me with silent tears streaming down his face.

"Is there anything we can do?" He asks as I look back to my mother

She wipes her eyes with a tissue and sighs

"All we can do at the moment is keep her warm, Hope and pray boys I'm so sorry, I have to get back il show you to her room when your ready" My mother says with a hand on my cheek and then a squeeze of Taylors shoulder and then she's gone.

"Would you like me to go tell everyone Sir?" Taylor sniffs breaking the deathly silence, I swallow hard and shake my head

"No Taylor il do it" I say wiping my eyes

"Are you sure Sir?"

"Yes I'm sure, You go sit with her, Your her family, She needs you" I get up

"Your family too Sir"

"No Taylor I'm not" I shake my head, As I grasp the door handle I hear

"Christian!"

I stop and slowly turn to see Taylor standing, glaring at me with his fists clenched

"She loves you" He says slowly

"I know, She told me before... Before..." I can't do this I have to get out of here.

I open the door but I'm pushed back up against it and spun around quickly to se a very angry Taylor in front of me.

"Tabi loves you, She told me, She always has and always will, My God daughter is lying in a hospital bed fighting for her life and you don't even want to go see her" Taylor spits

"I do want to see her, I love her!" I spit back

"Then why don't you?" He yells

"BECAUSE I'M SCARED!" I yell

"I'm scared Jason is that what you want to fucking hear? I'm so scared, So FUCKING petrified because I love her so God damn much that if I go in to that room and see her like that she might not ever open her eyes again, I'm petrified that she'll never laugh again, Smile again, Kiss me again... Or whisper that she loves me so I can say it fucking back, I've just found her again and I'm so fucking scared that she could die"

I break down in to body wrenching sobs, Taylor comes to my side on the floor crying too, We hold each other and cry for the beautiful, Amazing woman who may never light our hearts again.