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Jade: I was disgusted with myself.
Jenny: Disgusted? Why did you feel disgusted with yourself Jade?
Jade: I almost did something I would never do in a million years.
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Jade followed Saul into his home, he immediately grabbed on to her kissing her roughly, Jade guilty kissed him back. Without warning Saul picked up Jade and carried her bridal style to his bedroom, he sat her on his bed as he climbed onto her kisser her roughly.
Saul: You're so damn hot.
After a make out session Jade and Saul were both naked their clothes thrown in a pile on the floor.
Saul: Like I said, this will only be a onetime thing.
Saul positioned himself on Jade, just as he was about to slide in, Jade pushed him off her.
Saul: What was that all about?
Jade: I'm not doing this. I'm leaving.
Jade quickly got off the bed putting on her clothes. She raced out Saul's room he followed behind.
Saul: You're making a big mistake.
Jade: No, I'm saving myself from making a big mistake.
Saul: You walk out that door and you can forget about me buying your script.
Jade opened Saul's door and walked out leaving it opened, he ran up to it.
Saul: I'm not kidding Jade, if you don't get back in here you can forget it.
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Jade: I felt like a prostitute Jenny.
Jade cried into the palms of her hands, Jenny hugged her.
Jenny: Well at least you didn't do it right?
Jade: I can't believe I almost had sex with that man Jenny.
Jenny: Is that the reason why you hate your life?
Jade: No. It's part of the reason. I feel so dirty.
Later that day, at Beck's apartment. Beck was sitting on the floor playing with the babies. His mother was still there insisting Beck needed her help.
Beck: Ah-choo!
The babies were all laughing at Beck's fake sneezing.
Beck: Ah-choo!
The babies all laughed in unison looking up at Beck waiting for him to continue.
Beck: Ah-choo.
The babies all laughed loudly as Trina spat up.
Beck: Uh oh. Too much excitement for you.
Beck chuckled as he grabbed a burping cloth and gently wiped Trina's mouth and clothing. The doorbell rang.
Beck: Mom! Could you get that!
Beck continued his fake sneezing, the babies all laughing at him, Jenny slowly walked over to them.
Jenny: (smiles) Hi pretty babies.
Beck looked up at Jenny and stood up embarrassed.
Beck: I was just uh, trying to keep them happy.
Jenny: It's okay Beck, no need to be embarrassed.
Beck: (chuckles) How's it going Jenny? I thought you were with Jade today.
Jenny: I was supposed to take Jade home today but the doctors figured out she's too you know, dangerous to be home alone. They're scared for her life.
Beck: (nods) I could have told them that.
Jenny: Beck, please go talk to her.
Beck: I've been trying for the past month Jenny.
Jenny: No you haven't. You really haven't Beck.
Robbie started whimpering Jenny and Beck looked down at him to see Trina holding a tight grip on his shirt.
Beck: No. No, no Trina.
Beck reached down and picked up Trina.
Jenny: She told me everything today Beck. She told me things that you don't even know.
Beck sighed as he sat on the couch holding Trina.
Jenny: Go see her Beck.
Beck: No.
Jenny: (sighs) If you don't go see her, I'll walk out of this house and never speak to you again.
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Jade was in bed watching TV picking at the tray of food the nurse brought in to her. Beck opened the door walking in, Jade turned her head looking at him.
Jade: What are you doing here?
Beck: I came to see how you're doing.
Jade: You got what you wanted, so leave. You don't need to be here.
Beck: Got what I wanted? What did I get?
Jade became angry, she threw the bowl of hot soup at Beck.
Jade: Get out!
Beck ignored the burning soup on his shirt as he sat next to Jade.
Beck: You think a little soup is going to get me to leave?
Jade: (starts crying) What do you want from me Beck? Why are you here?
Beck: I came here to see how you were doing Jade.
Jade: Why do you care?
Beck: You're the mother of my children, that's why I care.
Jade cried harder.
Jade: You always do this Beck!
Beck: Do what Jade?
Jade: Every time you get something you want, you always have to rub it in my face! Always!
Beck sat back looking down as Jade cried.
Jade: You got the babies just like how you wanted. What else do you want from me?
Beck: Jade I-
Jade: Shut up! You get everything you want. Movie roles, fame, you get this, you get that. The one thing that was truly important to me you took.
Beck: Jade, you were the one who took an overdosed.
Jade: It was the biggest mistake I've ever made.
Beck: Why'd you do it?
Jade: I thought it was an easy way out.
Beck: I don't know what convinced you to take your own life-
Jade: Put yourself in my shoes for once Beck. See everything from my point of view.
Beck: Jade, I've known you since we were fifth-teen. I know you more than anyone.
Jade: No you don't. You don't know what it is like.
Beck: What are you talking about?
Jade: You don't know what it's like to please everyone. Everyone expects so much of me.
Beck: Jade I-
Jade: How would you feel if the only way you could be successful, you had to have sex with someone with so much power?
Beck looked at Jade shocked, she ignored his stare.
Jade: How would you feel if the media was comparing your weight to your husband's costars?
As Jade was crying Beck looked down playing with his fingers not knowing what to say.
Jade: I'm sorry Beck.
Beck: (shocked) What did you just say?
Jade: I'm sorry Beck. I'm sorry for everything I put you through. I'm sorry for taking those stupid pills, I'm sorry for almost hurting our babies, I'm sorry for treating you bad. I'm so sorry Beck. I really am.
Beck: I'm sorry too Jade.
Jade looked up at Beck with teary eyes, she could see tears ready to fall from his eyes.
Beck: I'm sorry for fighting with you, putting you out of the house, and I'm sorry for ignoring your cries for help.
Beck blinked allowing his tears to fall. Jade reached out and wiped them away.
Jade: I'm sorry for leaving you for three hours.
Beck: Where did you go?
Jade: I thought I was going to handle business for my script, but the producer had other plans.
Beck stayed quiet looking at Jade.
Jade: I almost had sex with him.
Beck: You what?
Jade: He told me the only way he'd produce my script into a movie is if I slept with him.
Beck: Jade, you shouldn't have to do that to get what you want. You have too much class and talent to be on that level.
Jade: I wanted it Beck. I wanted it badly. Now, I'm not even sure if I want to continue writing.
Beck: You have to Jade, writing is your passion.
Jade: (sniffles) I guess it is huh?
Beck: Yeah. It is.
Jade: Why are you being so nice to me? Don't you hate me after everything I did?
Beck: No. I can never hate you, no matter what you do.
Jade: Even after we're divorced you won't hate me?
Beck: Never. You and me, we're a team Jade. Married or not.
Jade: We're no team.
Beck: Do you remember what you said to me when you told me you were pregnant?
Jade: (shakes her head) No, that was so long ago.
Beck: You told me, the only way you'd keep the babies is if I promised we'd to stick together through thick and thin.
Jade: We haven't been sticking together.
Beck: Yes we have. You always pushed me away but I kept coming through. Married or not we will always be a team Jade.
Jade nodded looking at Beck.
Beck: We have to do this for our babies. I will always be around in your life and nothing can ever change that.
Jade: (nods) I kinda feel better now.
Beck: I feel a lot better now too.
Jade: This whole divorce process has been stressful for me.
Beck: Me too. But now we can work together to make sure everything works out for the best.
Jade: I hope.
Jade and Beck stayed silent for a while.
Jade: Jenny told me you couldn't fit the cribs in your apartment.
Beck: Yeah, there's too many of them.
Jade: I can move out of the house and you can move back in if that helps.
Beck: I can't get out of my lease yet. The babies are just fine in my apartment though.
Jade: Oh. That's good to hear.
Jade showed a sad expression on her face.
Beck: Trina is starting to crawl.
Jade: She is?
Beck: Yeah, when I lay her on her stomach, she scoots.
Jade: You're gonna have to start baby proofing your apartment with three crawlers.
Beck: I've already put up safety gates. Cat and Andre are so curious with their new surroundings.
Jade and Beck shared a small laugh.
Jade: (sighs) I kinda wish I didn't throw my soup at you.
Beck: You hungry?
Jade: (nods) Just a little.
Beck: I'm hungry too. How about I go home to change and I'll come back with some Chinese food?
Jade: No Beck. You don't have to.
Beck: I want to.
Beck stood up walking to the door.
Beck: I won't be long.
Jade: Okay.
Jade watched as Beck walked out the room leaving her alone. She sighed.
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Thanks for reading, more to come.
Extra Character:
Jenny: Close friend of Jade and Beck.