Chapter 36
I do not own any of the characters besides Candy.
My due date was creeping upon us. We had pretty much gotten everything we needed. We think anyway. Hopefully anyway.
Angela thought it would be a good idea to give me a baby shower but since most of our friends are guys it pretty much turned a drunken BBQ at the house. Everyone kept giving Dally beers and shots as a congratulations on being a father. I could say by 2 hours into the party Dally was completely hammered.
He kept starring over at me saying he was sorry. But I honestly didn't care. Let the man enjoy his last drunken night before becoming a father.
"You hungry Candy" Pony Boy sat down next to me on the back steps.
"I brought you a plate"
"Yeah thanks Pony" I said taking the plate from him.
"Why aren't you out celebrating with them?" I asked
"I don't know just don't want to I guess" I said
"Anything wrong?" I asked him
"No not really" he said
"Pony!" I glared at him
"Ok do you think mom and dad would be happy you and Dally got married and having a baby?" he asked
"I am sure they would be upset at first just like you guys were but eventually gotten used to the idea" I said.
"Oh Ok" he said
"Is that what you were worried about?" I asked him
"Yeah and I know mom…she wanted us to follow our dreams" he said
"Yeah I know" I said
"Does this mean since your having a baby your not going to follow yours?" he asked me
"It just means they are put on hold I guess" I sighed
"You still want to do them right?" He asked
"Oh of course. I mean I always planned on getting married having a family but after college you know?" I said
"I think I am going to go to college when the baby is a year or so old. That way still the baby is not a newborn any more" I continued
"Do you think Dally's going to care?" he asked
"Of course not he wants me to go to college and still do every dream I set my mind to" I said
"That's good" Pony said
"Is that what you were worried about me not going thru with my dreams?" I asked him
"Yeah something like that" he looked down at his feet
"You're a good kid brother Pony you know that?" I said
"I try" he smiled looking up at me
"No you really are"
"Thanks Candy" he said hugging me
"Ahhhhh this kid needs to sit still" I grunted
"Huh?" he looked at me funny
"Feel" I said taking his hand and putting it on my stomach
"Woooah" he said
"That's crazy the baby does that all the time?" he asked
"Yeah pretty much" I said laughing
"Your going to be a good mom Candy" he said
"I hope so I know nothing about me a mom" I giggled.
"Well you picked a real winner for the dad" he pointed out to the yard where Dally was doing a keg stand.
We both just started laughing.
"Are you scared?" he asked
"Terrified" I said looking into his eyes
"It will be ok sis, I will be here for you" he said
"Thanks Pony" I smiled at him
"It means a lot"
We saw Dally start to stumble up towards us, with Tim, Soda, and Two following.
"I give him less than an hour and he's done" Pony said
"I say less than that" I said laughing
"Hey Doll, I am really sorry" Dally said to me once he got close enough to us.
"Its ok Babe" I said.
"No its not. Your not supposed to have a drunken husband at your baby shower thingy" he said slurring his words.
"No baby its really ok" I said
He just sighed as Tim gave him another beet.
"Here buddy make it count your going to be a father soon" Tim said
"Cheers to Dally for knocking up Candy" Tim yelled
As all of them chugged the beers they had.
I just sighed and rolled my eyes. What a great night this had turned out to be.
"Want to go inside?" Pony asked
"YES!" I said.
Pony and I ended up watching TV in the living room. I honestly couldn't deal with those drunken idiots anymore. I guess about half way thru the movie we were watching on TV I had fallen asleep. I woke up to the movie being over and Pony passed out on the other side of the couch. I got up to go outside because I am sure they are all still out there. I opened the back door and walked out they had built a fire and all of them were passed out around it. Except for Dally.
He was just sitting there starring into it. I walked out and up next to him.
"Dally?" I said reaching him
He just looked up at me.
"What are you doing up doll its late?" he asked
I could tell he wasn't as drunk as he was early but he was still a little tipsy.
"You want to come to bed with me babe?" I asked him
"Yeah!" he said getting up and just hugging me.
"Candy I am going to be a father soon I am going to be responsible for another human being" he said.
"Yeah we both are sweetie" I kind of laughed at him.
" I am sorry I got you pregnant" he said with these drunken eyes.
"Its ok baby I am happy about it" I said.
"Really because I am too" he said smiling at me. He was still drunk that he couldn't even talk righ.
"Lets go to bed babe" I said.
As we both walked inside. I had to pretty much guide him into the house. He was stumbling into the walls and the furniture walking into everything that was in the way heading to our room.
He hadn't been this drunk in a really long time. And I know he was going to pay for it in the morning.
I woke up to Dally throwing up in the bathroom. Lovely he is going to be sick all day. I heard the door oprn and him stumbling down the hall way into the room. Hitting the wall as he came into the walk way of the bedroom.
"You ok?" I asked him
"Why did I drink so much" he said crawling back into bed
"I don't know" I said
"Ugh" he crashed his head face down into the pillow.
"I am sorry Candy" he mumbled
"For?" I asked
"Making an ass out of my self I know I did" he said
"No not really baby just drank a lot" I said
"Yesss I know don't remind me" he said
"Next time don't let me I haven't drank that much in months" he said rolling over
"Since before dating me" I said
"Yeah I am glad too, I am never drinking like that again, it makes me into a person I never want to be" he said.
"You were actually fine last night babe" I said
"Yeah because you were there" he said.
Which Dally had a point there were several night I can remember he would stumble into our house in the middle of the night drunk. Darry would get up and calm him down because he would be yelling across the house. Darry was the only person that could calm Dally down until we started dating. Dally just up and stopped drinking heavily we made it official after the night at the lot. I remember one night in particular, it was a few months after my parents had died. No one was home but me and this is the first night that I developed my "puppy" crush on Dally. No one knew about this night except me. Dally was too drunk to even remember what happened the next day.
Flash Back
I was laying in my bed really didn't feel like doing anything. My brothers went out just to get out of the house. It was about midnight or so and no one had gotten home yet. I was dosing off until I heard something break in the kitchen. I jumped up to sneak in there to see Dally standing in the fridge with the door wide open.
"Dally is that you?" I asked
"Heyyyyyy Doll" he turned around and smiled at me
"What are you doing?" I asked
"Umm hungry" he said
"You mean you are hungry" I laughed
"Yeah that's what I said" he said.
"Ok there is food in there I am going to bed" I started to turn around
"Doll wait" he said.
"Yeah Dally"
"Sit with me" he kind of sighed
"Huh?"
"Sit at the table with me I need some company" he said
"Ok sure" I laughed
I watched him scarf down three peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.
"Did you have a bad night?" I asked him.
"I always do" he said finishing the last bite to the last sandwich
"Why?" I asked him
"Because I am a bad person" He said looking straight into my eyes
"No you are not Dally"
"Yes I am you don't know everything about me" he said
"So I still think you are a good person" I said
"Ha! What do you know" he said pushing the empty plate into the middle of the table.
"That you always come into my house and eat in the middle of the night" I said
"Funny" he said
I noticed he was starting to fall asleep at the table.
"Do you want to sleep on the couch?" I asked him
"That would be great" he said
"Come on I will help you" I said standing up
I walked him into the living room helping him take off his jacket and boots.
"Your going to make a great wife one day" he said.
"Thanks" I said rolling my eyes
" I am serious your not even my girl and you take care of me" he said
"That is because I am awesome" I laughed
"Yes you are doll" as he looked into my eyes and I looked up at him. Those bright baby blue eyes you could actually get lost in.
"Candy?"
"Yes Dally" I said
"You are beautiful you know that" he said
"Your just drunk Dally" I said smiling
"I might be but I know beauty when I see it" he said
"Well thank you" I smiled at him
I couldn't help but to fall deeper into his eyes.
The next thing I knew Dally was leaning towards me. Taking his hands up behind my ears and pulling me into him. Kissing me. He just pulled me on to him on the couch. Kissing me more and more. Running his hands up my shirt. I didn't have a bra on so that was the first thing he went for was my boobs. He guided me backwards and I was laying on the couch on my back and he was on top of me. He lifted his shirt off and leaned down and kept kissing me. He guided me up and pulled my shirt off. He slide down my boxers and panties. Before I knew I was laying there naked with Dally half naked on top of me. He pulled the blanket over him and slide his jeans and boxers down. I didn't see him naked only really saw from his waist up but I could feel that he was naked being in between me. He was running his fingers all over my face. I guess memorizing my features or something. He looked at me and kiss me again. And asked.
"Can I?" I just nodded I didn't know what he was going to do. He slide down under the blanket. I could feel his head go down in between my legs starting to kiss me all over. Feeling his tongue go up and down inside of me. He was very gentle thought. He came back up on top of me. Guiding himself in between my legs. I could feel his hard self pressed up against me. He just looked into my eyes and started kissing me again.
Until we both saw head lights come up the drive way.
"Shit" Dally said jumping up and putting his clothes back on. As I did that same. He looked over at me as I was about to head back to my room.
"Doll?"
"Yes Dally" I said
"I love you" he said with those bright blue drunken eyes.
"Love you Dally" I smiled at him.
End of Flashback.
That was technically the first night Dally told me he loved me. And first night we almost had sex. If Darry had not of pulled up who knows what would of happened. But I am really glad we didn't because the next day Dally acted like he had no clue what we did that night before and I went along with it. I never brought it up to this day. I honestly believe he didn't know or remember and I am not going to tell him. Because I know it would make him feel like shit. The first time we did it was magical and amazing and I am never going to tell him about several months before that.
"I love you Candy" Dally mumbled to me
"I love you goober" I said rubbing his back
"Do you think I am going to be a good father?" he asked
"I sure do" I smiled at me
"Thanks babe, I am still nervous as hell" he said
"You and me both" I said
"But we get to be nervous together" I said
"Yup you know the first kid gets screwed up anyway" he laughed
"Dally!" I glared at him.
"And by the time we have a 2nd or 3rd they will be perfect" he laughed
"You're an ass" I said smiling
'Yeah but your ass is better" he smiled at me
"Can I just lay here all day?" he begged
"Sure babe" I smiled and kissed him
"Thank you Doll at least until the room stops spinning" he sighed
I couldn't help but to laugh.
"You up for it again tonight" I heard Tim yell into our room.
"What?" Dally said sitting up
"Party's not over buddy we got all weekend last night was only Friday" he chuckled.
"Oh shit" Dally said
"You serious?" I asked
"Yeah Darry already gave us the go ahead and plus a little beer will help with that hangover Dally boy" he said laughing
"See you guys later" he said walking off.
"He is fucking nuts" I said
He just smiled at me and plopped him head back down on the pillow.