DISCLAIMER: SM Owns it all.

I smile.

To keep from crying.

His big brown eyes.

Captivating.

He smiles back.

Looks at Bella.

Smiles.

Lays his head on my shoulder.

She stares at him.

At me.

At us.

'Momma'

'Hey baby boy'

She waves.

He giggles.

Waves back.

Everything is so simple for them.

If I stayed.

Everything would be just as simple.

For me.

But I didn't.

I zone out.

Going back to that day.

The day I left.

The second time.

'You're leaving, aren't you'

'Yes'

'You asshole. You fucking asshole'

'Bel-'

'Don't. If you walk out that door Edward, don't come back'

Holding my duffle bag in my hand.

I turn the door handle.

Open the door.

Look over my shoulder.

Bella.

My son.

Asleep in her arms.

'I won't'

One foot in front of the other.

I leave.