Chapter 34
"So do you think they sorted things out last night?" Wes asked David as they sat down at the table in the lunchroom for their breakfast. David rolled his eyes Wes had been going on about Blaine and Kurt all night, don't get him wrong he was concerned too but Wes was going over board. He had managed to distract him for a little while at least.
WES AND DAVIDS ROOM LAST NIGHT
David and Wes were lying in bed, they had taken to pushing their single beds together at night so they had more room. Wes had been whinging that he kept getting kicked by David's freakishly large feet, he had bruises to show for it which he had shown David on numourous occasions. David's response had been along the lines of :
"Well you know what they say about big feet" David had said with a wiggle of his eyebrows and a big grin on his face. Wes's response to this was to deny David access to his bed at night for his smart alec comment, which resulted in David pushing his bed next to Wes's so he could still sleep next to him. Technically he was still in his own bed. Wes had crept over to Davids side during one night so they agreed to keep the new arrangement, the only draw back was that they had to push the beds back in the morning incase any teachers decided to spot check the rooms.
David was currently nibbling Wes's ear trying to distract him from his constant checking of his phone. Wes reached over to his side table and picked up his phone causing David to moan as his lips were detatched from Wes's ear. David buried his head in his pillow face down out of frustration as Wes looked at his phone again.
"They've still not texted" Wes sighed as he checked his phone. Wes looked over at David nudging him to get his attention. "Do you think they're alright? " he asked as he frowned at David. David didn't respond as he buried his face further into the pillow as he tried to hold back his moan of frustration.
"David... are you even listening to me!" Wes said more forcefully as he nudged David harder. David looked up at Wes and glared at him he'd had enough, Wes had been going on for 2 hours now about Blaine and Kurt David was concerned to but he knew that if there was a propblem Blaine would of barged into their dorm room by now.
"Hey!" Wes whinged as David grabbed the phone out of his hand turning over on to his back, he held his arm out to the side holding it out of reach of Wes. Wes reached over for the phone meaning that he had to lean over David, David really liked this position so he pulled the phone further out of Wes's reach. This caused Wes to lean further over David so his whole body was nearly on top of David, his leg falling between Davids legs his thigh rubbing against Davids hardening cock. David moaned as he felt Wes's thigh rub against him closing his eyes slightly, Wes looked down at David as he heard him moan noticing that his eyes were hooded and he was grinning up at him.
"You planned that" Wes said glaring at David who was still grinning like a cheshire cat.
"Planned what?" David asked innocently as he moved his own leg, which was between Wes's rubbing Wes's own now hardening cock with his thigh. Wes closed his eyes involuntarily and moaned as his cock hardened even more with David's movement, he both loved and hated the way David knew how to turn him on. Wes slowly opened his eyes as a plan formed in his mind, he could to get his own back on David and get his phone back. Wes pushed his thigh into Davids groin harder moving his body against Davids at the same tim, David to close his eyes and moaned loudly at the sensation as his body went slack. Wes leaned forward his breath ghosted Davids ear causing his breath to hitch as their bodies moved even closer together.
"That" Wes whispered into Davids ear, David's body melted at the sound of Wes's voice makeing the arm that held the phone fall back down onto the bed. Wes grinned as he took his chance, grabbing the phone out of Davids hand he rolled off him on to his own side. Davids eyes shot opened he turned wide eyed unbelieving that he had just been played by his boyfriend, he glared at Wes as he watched him check his phone again!.
Wes sighed as he looked at his phone Why haven't they phoned he thought to himself I hope everythings ok
Wes jumped as Davids head popped up under his arms so he was now in between them lying virtually on Wes, their lips were millimetres apart as David looked into his eyes placing his arms either side of Wes's body.
"Put.. the phone.. down" David whispered as he locked eyes with Wes his breath ghosting his lips making his breath hitch at the sensation. Wes swallowed visibly as he lay there with his phone still in hands looking up into Davids eyes, he tried to control his breathing as he felt the weight of David's body on his. David leaned in closing the distance as he placed a soft lingering kiss onto Wes's lips sliding his thigh between his legs, Wes leaned up into the kiss moaning as David ground his hips into Wes. Wes could feel David's hard cock rubbing against his hip his own cock responding as it hardened more. Wes reached his arm over to the side table placing his phone down missing the side table completely it fell to the floor, Wes couldn't of cared less at that moment as he wound his arms tighter around his boyfriends neck pulling him in closer as he deepend the kiss, grinding his own groin up into Davids.
Two can play at that game Wes thought, David moaned as he felt the friction opening his mouth slightly giving Wes the chance to slip his tongue inside the warm welcoming mouth. David immediately responded both boys fighting for dominancy as their kisses become more passionate, David was winning as he pushed his leg harder into Wes's groin.
I always win David thought as he felt Wes fell apart underneath him allowing his legs to fall open so David could slide between them. Wes lifted his hips grinding harder into David as David pushed down, both boys moaned as the tip of David s cock brushed against Wes's opening.
Fuck that's good both boys thought as David brushed his cock again over Wes's pucker hole. Wes timed it perfectly as he pushed up into David the tip of his cock entering slightly both moaning at the slight contact, each resisting the urge to push further. Wes pulled slightly away from David both boys breathing heavily as they looked into each others eyes, they knew that they couldn't go as far as they wanted without proper protection. Their eyes hooded they came to a silent understanding as Wes latched on to Davids neck sucking hard, he reached down to cup Davids arse with both his hands pulling him closer. Wes pulled on Davids arse down hard grinding their hips harder, faster as he pushed up to meet him. David moaned louder as his fingers digged into the sheets as he felt a warmth gathering at the pit of his stomach. He moved faster against Wes as Wes moved his hands up onto Davids back digging his fingers into his back as he sucked harder onto Davids neck. Both boys were so close as they ground into each other bringing each other to the brink as each thrust came harder, faster their breathing heavy as moans escaped both their mouths.
"God i really... want to fuck you" David grunted out as he pushed down harder into his boyfriends groin, he felt himself getting closer as his heart beat speeded up to meet his staggered breathing.
"Oh fuck" Wes moaned as he released himself from Davids neck as Davids words made him cum hard. Feeling his boyfriend come apart underneath him was enough to bring David to his brink, both boys coming harder than they had before. As they came down from their high both boys rolled heir hips eager to still feel each others groins as their cocks softened, their breathing changing from haggard to steady. David rolled off Wes flat out onto his back sated, he closed his eyes as he felt his heart trying to escape through his chest.
"That ...was amazing" He gasped out, he opened his eyes as he felt Wes roll into his arms his own heart beating in time with Davids.
"MMMmmm" was all Wes said as he snuggled into his boyfriends arms, David pulled him in tighter and kissed the top of Wes's head.
"I'm getting supplies tomorrow" David whispered as he heard the soft snore of his boyfriend, it wasn't long before David joined him both boys not caring that tomorrow they would probably be stuck togethe from the hardening Cum on their bodies.
David reached for his boyfriends hand gaining his attention, Wes looked up at him and smiled softly back as David lifted his hand placing a soft kiss on his knuckles. David pulled away and was just about to respond when something caught the corner of his eye, he started grinning at the sight behind Wes. Wes frowned at him in confusement then turned around, a big grin broke on his face as he saw Blaine and Kurt walking towards them their hands linked tightly together.
"I think they did ok" David whispered as he let go of Wes's hand, he took a bite of his toast and nodded with raised eyes as Blaine nodded back a broad smile on his face. Wes was grinning like a little schoolboy as he watched Blaine pull out a chair for Kurt and indicate for him to sit, Kurt looked at him and rolled his eyes but sat down anyway.
"Blaine I'm quite capable of getting my own breakfast." Kurt said looking at him with raised eyebrows.
"I know but you were up really early this morning... and I just want to spoil my boyfriend" Blaine said leaning in, David looked at Wes with raised eyebrows as he squeeled like a girl clapping his hands.
"And he thinks I'm the girl in this relationship" David said as he turned back to Kurt and Blaine, this resulted in Wes slapping Davids head (without looking... practice makes perfect) at his words. David glared at Wes as he rubbed his head then at Blaine and Kurt who both sniggered. Blaine turned his attention back to Kurt ignoring Davids death glare.
"And I know you didn't sleep well last night with all you tossing and turning" Blaine said as he leaned in and kissed Kurt softly on the lips. Kurt's face widened at Blaines words he thought he hadn't noticed, Blaine turned and walked away leaving Kurt blushing as Wes made "AAAAh" sounds. David choked on his toast as he held back a laugh at Wes's aaaahhhs and Kurts Blushing sending him into a coughing fit, Wes and Kurt turned and glared at him but couldn't hold it as he grinned through his choking at both boys.
"So i take it everything went good yesterday?" Wes asked grinning at Kurt as he stood and slapped David a little to hard on the back, causing David to spit out the toast he had in his mouth.
"Thanks ... babe" David struggled to say inbetween coughs, Wes and Kurt screwed up their faces after watching the offending piece of toast shoot across the table. Wes's face softened as he looked down at David's reddened face, he gave him a smile and kissed the top of his head. Wes frowned as he licked his lips something tasted wierd.
"God David there's Peanut spread on your head" Wes said screwing his face up as he sat back down, he reached for a napkin to wipe the offending taste off his lips he hated peanuts. David reached for Wes's hand pulling it away as Wes turned to frown at his boyfriend, David leaned in and kissed Wes's lips letting his tongue slide across them. David pulled away smiling as he noticed Wes still had his eyes closed.
"Better" David said as he let go of his boyfriends hand, Wes shook himself from his reverie blushing slightly as he looked at Kurt then back at David. Hating his boyfriend at this moment in time for making him blush.
"Yeah.. well just be more careful .. " Wes said as he placed the napkin onto his tray. "or I'll let you choke next time" Wes saidturning to face to his boyfriend. David grinned and opened his mouth in response but Wes beat him to it.
"Don't... what ever your gutter mouth was about to say " Wes said placing a finger in front of him stilling Davids words "Just don't" Wes couldn't help but laugh as he watched David pout just before he went into another coughing fit, reaching over he started rubbing his boyfriends back more gently.
Kurt smiled as he watched the two boys interaction he was so pleased for them they were perfect together, he hoped that he could become that comfortable with Blaine, could be that easy together. Kurt sighed as he thought back to earlier when he had started to panic as Blaine kissed him.
That won't be happening soon He thought to himself looking down at the table, he traced patterns along the grooves with his finger lost in his own world.
"You all right Kurt?" Wes asked concerned, both David and Wes had noticed Kurt slip away into his thoughts. "Everything is alright between you two?"
"MMM..." kurt said looking up at Wes, he had only just registered that Wes was talking to him and David was watching him both boys frowning worry evident on their faces. David reached out and touched Kurts hand, Kurt looked at him a flicker of emotion ran through his eyes before it disappeared.
"Yeah we're fine" Kurt said forcing a smile onto his face hoping that they believed him. I mean they were fine, if Kurt could get passed his panic attacks when things got intimate between them then they would be better than fine.
"Hey you trying it on with my boyfriend?" Blaine said jokingly as he sat down at the table placing a tray in front of Kurt. "Wes not man enough for you" Blaine added grinning at Wes who was still looking concerned at Kurt. Blaine frowned as he felt the atmosphere on the table he looked at Kurt who was smiling up at him, but Blaine was starting to be able to read Kurts smiles and he didn't like this one. David drew his hand back from Kurt and smiled at Blaine.
"Wes is more than man enough thankyou" David said as he turned and pecked his boyfriend on the lips.
"Better believe it" Wes said as he grinned at David, memories of last night playing in both boys minds. They both looked away at the same time as they felt their trousersntighten as their cocks responded, this was neither the time or place.. Blaine didn't seemed to register what they had said or noticed their uncomfortable looks, he was looking at Kurt who was pushing his food around is plate trying to avoid Blaines eyes. Blaine took Kurts hand in his and leant forward slightly as he tried to make eye contact with him, Kurt lifted his eyes to look into his boyfriends through his eyelashes.
"You alright babe" Blaine whispered raising his eyebrows in question as he waited for Kurt to respond, Kurt gave him a small smile and nodded but Blaine frowned he wasn't convinced.
"Really I'm fine" Kurt said trying to convince Blaine "Don't worry" Kurt placed his hand on Blaines cheek with a bit more confidence than he felt.
"Ok.. but no secrets right" Blaine said a he leant into Kurts touch, Kurt looked at Blaine he knew he had one more secret but now wasn't the time, he just wanted to enjoy the two of them for now without talking about his nightmares or Jessie. Kurt didn't say anything but leaned in and gave Blaine a lingering soft kiss, he didn't know what came over him but he just needed the contact. Blaine leaned into the kiss as both boys slid their eyes shut.
Kurt and Blaine jumped apart as they felt, more than saw, the flash of a phone going off the sound echoing in their ears. All four boys turned to where the sound had come from sighing, there stood Jeff grinning as he checked the picture on his phone..
"Thanks guys that was great..." Jeff said grinning as he looked up towards the boys satisfied with the picture"You two are so cute".
Blaine was just about to grab for Jeffs phone, Jeff quicker this time as he pulled it away, when Kurt stopped him. Blaine frowned at Kurt as he shook his head trying to indicate with his eyes that he would explain later, Kurt turned to face Jeff.
"Make sure you show us before you put it on you tube" Kurt said at a grinning bouncing Jeff " Might want a copy for ourselves" Jeff was just about to respond when someone pushed past him knocking him as they went.
"Jesus Jeff can't you leave them alone!" Neil said as he pushed passed Jeff, Jeff turned and looked at Neil's retreating back. He frowned just before he turned and ran after him, Kurt went to stand to go after them but Blaine grabbed his hand pulling him back down. Kurt turned to face him frowning at him confused by his actions.
"Let them sort it out themselves" Blaine said to Kurt, he knew that Neil had been ragging on Jeff lately and Jeff had just been taking it "We'll talk to them later... Ok"
Kurt looked at Blaine then at Wes and David who looked totally confused by what was going on, he knew Blaine was right but he was worried about Jeff. Kurt turned back to Blaine and relaxed in Blaines grip. "Ok... but I know somethings not right" Blaine nodded at Kurt and released his hand from Kurts arm.
Both boys turned and looked at Wes and David who looked back at them with questioning expressions on their faces. Blaine looked back at them as Kurt reached for his phone.
Saved by the bell Kurt thought as he took his phone out of his pocket.
Lucky bugger Blaine thought looking at Kurt as he felt Wes and Davids eyes bore into him. He was going to have to answer their questions himself now.
"Are you going to enlighten us?" David asked frowning at Blaine as he turned his head to face them. Blaine swallowed as he looked between the two boys. He didn't want to break his promise to Neil and Jeff, although technically he already had to Kurt but that didn't count because Kurt sort of already knew, But he could feel himself breaking under the intense glare of the two boys sitting opposite him.
This is so unfair! Blaine thought to himself as he felt sweat start to bead on his forehead.
"Well..." Blaine started to say before he heard Kurt squeal. David and Wes turned to face Kurt their eyebrows raised. Blaine visibly swallowed silently thanking the Gods above for Kurts interruption.
"We're meeting Mercs and Finn at Breadsticks today at 12" Kurt said excitedly grasping Blaines arm with his hand. "They said to make sure you come... no chickening out" Blaines head flew around with Kurts words, his eyes flying open as his mouth flapped open like a fish.
Is that fear in his eyes David wandered as he looked over at Blaines fish face grinning at him.
Kurt rolled his eyes at Blaines expression "Don't be a baby it won't be that bad" Kurt said as he turned away from Blaine. Blaine was still quiet as he tried to get his brain to catch up with this earth shattering news, I know a little dramatic but Blaine was bricking it!
"So what did the text actually say?" Wes asked grinning at Kurt, he knew that there would be some kind of insult to Blaine. Kurt looked at Wes then slipped his eyes at Blaine unsure whether he should read the text out loud, he decided not to.
"Nothing really just that she wants to meet and to bring Blaine" Kurt said shrugging as though it wasn't important. Blaine was still looking at Kurt making him feel uncomfortable under his gaze as he was now frowning. Even Blaine knew that wasn't the message, David looked at Kurt grinning he was loving this.
"The exact words" David said looking at Kurt grinning profusely as both he and Wes leaned in on the tables. Kurt once again slipped his eyes to his boyfriend who was just catching up on the conversation as he raised his eyebrow at him.
"Fine..." Kurt said as he reached for his phone he knew this would end badly as he opened Mercedes text, he began to read it out loud.
Hey Boo Breadsticks 12 today... Want all the juicy Gossip, including this morning =).. Finn will be there and he said to make sure Curly sue is there he wants a word... Oh and he said to tell him to not even think about hiding behind you ( even though he could hide behind 3 year old) cus his hair will give him away lol loves ~ BabyGirl
Wes and David folded in laughter as Kurt finished reading the message, Kurt glared at them then turned and smiled innocently at Blaine as he he tried to hold in his own laughter. Blaine stared at Kurt his face not revealing anything.
"Not funny" He said looking at Kurt as he watched a smile creep onto his boyfriends face.
"It is a little" Kurt said as he gave in and started laughing along with Wes and David. Blaine looked at all three of them in turn, glaring at them then he stood and stormed out the lunchroom.
"Thanks guys" Kurt said glaring at the two lads tears streaming down their faces, as he stood turning to chase after his boyfriend. David and Wes laughed louder as they watched Kurt run after Blaine, they knew they shouldn't but they couldn't help it.
OUT IN THE HALL AT THE SAME TIME
Out in the hall Jeff ran after Neil he wanted to know what his problem was, catching him up Jeff grabbed his arm forcing him to stop. Neil turned and glared at Jeff anger written over his face, Jeff was a little taken aback but it didn't deter him. He pulled Neil practically draqgging him into the auditorium, Neil allowed himself to be pulled giving little resistance. Jeff let go of Neil as they reached a safe distance from the door, he turned and looked at him frowning.
"What the hell's your problem!" Jeff all but shouted at him, Neil didn't say a word he just crossed his arms angrily across his chest. "You've been ragging on me for the past 2 days" Jeff continued pointing his finger in Neils face, Neil pulled Jeffs finger away turning his head as he huffed. Jeff placed his hands on his hips waiting for Neil to tell him what the problem was, Neil looked back at him as he tried to control his temper.
"You really don't know?" Neil asked Jeff. Jeff looked at him confused, he really didn't know.
"You haven't spoken more than 5 words to me in 5 months, yet the last 2 days you've done nothing but rag on me" Jeff said trying to control his own temper, he hated fighting with Neil. " So why don't you Enlighten me" Jeff said lifting his hands out in front of him, Neil looked at him for a moment before he spoke his voice was even but laced with emotion.
"You're a hypocrite" Neil simply said looking into Jeffs eyes, Jeff looked at him confused he had no idea what Neil was talking about.
"You go on at Kurt that he should be honest... open with the boy he loves... to fight for what he wants" Neil said his temper easing as pain replaced it, Jeff's face dropped as he realised were this was going.
5 Months earlier
"Talk to me Jeff" Neil said forcefully as he walked over to his boyfriend, he grabbed his arms forcing him to look at him. Jeff looked at Neil his face blank as he watched his boyfriends eyes fill with tears as he pulled out of his grip.
"There's nothing to talk about" Jeff said his voice void of any emotion. Neil stood there frozen to the spot, he didn't understand why he was behaving like this. Over the past few weeks Jeff had pulled away from Neil, every touch and look recieved no response from his boyfriend. Neil did the only thing he thought to do, he didn't want this but he had to know if Jeff would fight for him or let him go. He had to know how Jeff still felt about him.
"Then it's over" Neil said quietly his face folding as he tried to hold back his tears, this caught Jeffs attention he looked at Neil frowning as he tried to make sense of his words.
"What do you mean?" Jeff quietly asked not really wanting to hear the answer. Neil stepped towards Jeff taking his hand in his he looked into his eyes, Jeff couldn't hold his gaze as he let them slip to the side. Neil sighed as he watched his once loving boyfriend completely cut off from him.
"If you won't talk to me, let me in... then we're finshed" Neil stated hating himself for pushing, but he needed some sort of reassurance from the boy he loved, his heart was aching with pain. Jeff didn't respond he simply pulled his hand out of Neils and stepped back, unable to look at Neil as he watched his feet turn and walk away the sounds of Neils sobs echoed in his ears. After a moment and he knew it was safe Jeff collapsed to his knees his heart broken as he let his love walk out of his life.
"You finished with me" Jeff whispered his own voice hitched with pain as memories of that day came flooding back, pain filled his heart as he looked at his ex boyfriends face frowning with confusion.
"Cus you pushed me away" Neil said his voice breaking as he tried to control the sob he felt filling his throat, he still loved Jeff that had never changed. Jeff looked at the pain in Neils eyes He still loves me he thought as he took a tentavie step towards Neil.
"I didnt mean to" Jeff whispered as he reached out for Neils hand, Neil allowed this touch he'd missed it so much as he looked down at their now entwined fingers.
"So why... I mean you go on to Kurt about being honest with Blaine yet you can't do that with me" Neil said hurt evident in his voice as he turned his eyes to meet Jeffs, both were moist with tears from the emotion building inside of them.
"That's different" Jeff whispered looking down at the floor still unable to look at Neil.
"Why... cus you never really loved me?" Neil asked his voice rising as he watched Jeff start to close off from him again.
"What no... I'mean I did love you... I still do" Jeff said as he whipped his head up, shocked that Neil would even think that, as he whispered the last bit. Neil looked at Jeff all he wanted to do was wrap his ex in his arms, kiss away the last 5 months and go back to how they used to be. Neil reached out and cupped Jeffs face with his hand forcing him to look in his eyes.
"Then tell me... please" Neil whispered as a tear slid down Jeffs face, Neil rubbed it away with his thumb a gentle and loving touch causing Jeffs breath to hitch as he leaned into it.
God I want to so badly Jeff thought to himself as he leaned further into Neils touch, allowing himself to feel the warmth radiating from this simple gesture. But then the wall closed over him as he dipped his eyes away from Neils. Jeff felt Neil drop his hand away from his cheek missing the contact instantly, not able to look at Neil as he closed his eyes listening to his words.
"Then there's nothing left to say" Neil said his voice hitching from love, pain and disappointment. Neil turned and walked away leaving Jeff standing alone in his own pain once more.
Jeff stood for a moment before he lifted his eyes and watched the door that Neil had left through, he couldn't keep doing this wishing for something that he knew couldn't happen not now! He had to let Neil go, he couldn't drag him into all this It wouldn't be fair. Neil deserved better to be with someone who could give him all of him, in every sense of the word and Jeff wasn't sure he could do that anymore. It was fine until they had gotten a lot closer and Jeff had panicked, Jeff sighed he wasn't sure of anything anymore. Jeff turned and walked over to the piano he needed to clear his thoughts and music always helped. He could say anything through his music do anything, something he had been shown how to do by the one person that he had confided in, the one person that knew everything!
In the shadows Blaine and Kurt watched as Jeff began to walk over to the piano, Kurt had dragged Blaine into the auditorium after catching him up. Much to Blaines surprise Kurt had started to kiss him saying how sorry he was for upsetting him, he wanted to make it up to him. Just as their kisses started to become more passionate they were disturbed by raised voices, stopping they listened as they watched Jeff and Neil hidden by the shadows. They listened to Jeffs heart felt voice as it echoed through the stillness.
(Secondhand Serenade ~ Last Time)
I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget
What they really were about
And these words are bringing me so deeply insane
That I don't think I can take my way out
I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing
So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of days spent without you
And there is nothing left to prove
I'm counting all the things I could have done
To make you see
That I wanted us to be what I go to sleep and dream of
I want you to know that I'd die for you
I'd die for you
I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing
So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove
And if you are alone
Make sure you're not lonely
Cause if you are, I blame myself
For never being home
I know I'm not the only one
Who will treat you like they should
Like you deserve
I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget
So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there is nothing
Left to prove
There is nothing, there is nothing, there is nothing
Left to prove
Kurt reached for Blaines hand holding it tightly as his eyes teared up.
"We need to help them" He whispered as they both looked at Jeff as he sat at the piano silent tears falling from his eyes, Blaine squeezed Kurts hand in a silent agreement.
Not a lot of Klaine in this chapter sorry! I wanted to bring Jeff and Neil forward more in the story as they play a big part in Kurts decision about Jessie and Dave, so I needed to tell a little bit more about them. It may not make much sense yet but it's just the ground work, more is revealed as our boys go on a quest to unite our 2 new lost souls. With a bit of extra loving from ours boys along the way =0)