AN: Thank you everyone for the great reviews :) I am sorry for not updating yesterday I was really busy, my mom is sick so I have to do all the housework. But to make it up to you guys I made this chapter really long. It's the longest chapter I have written. So here you go another chapter and I hope you guys enjoy!

Disclaimers I don't own Vampire Academy or the characters, Richelle Mead does.

Chapter 34

DPOV

We have been back to court and things have been fucked up I would say. My life has turned up side down. It's been a week since we have been back. I am stuck with being trained for being a King and I have to put up with all these Royal Moroi. First the fucked up thing is that I have to put up with a pure bitch who doesn't get I am not interested in her. Tasha. I want to kill her but I can't. She is a princess and stands for Davashkov family. I have to be nice to her because Grams have requested.

Second I have been having these fucked up dreams with Lissa where both of us are in my great-grandma's house and having sex and we both want each other like we have never wanted anything. And on top Roza walks in on us but before she see us, she disappears.

I don't know but in the dream I feel like I only want Lissa, no one else. For fuck sake she is like a sister I have never and will never think about her like this. The dreams are real. I know it's somehow Lissa is doing it but she does not know how to dream walk. I have talked to her and she has said that she is having the same dreams. I don't know what is going on. I have been avoiding Roza a lot because I feel so guilty.

Both of us are having sex for real in dream, I mean it's like if I was dream walking with Rose. Lissa is also feeling guilty because in a way both of us are cheating on Christian and Roza. I don't know if the prophecy is true, because if it was true I would have cause Rose and me pain but there is no pain but again it's a dream but a fucking real dream.

I miss Roza, and the boys so much. I haven't had an alone time with them and being at court takes away being in a secret relationship and hiding your two sons, who the world does not know about. I always want to dream walk with Roza, but whenever I come home I am to tired and go to sleep before her or I came too late that she is already asleep and I don't want to interrupt her dreams.

I always put the block on the bond when I am going to sleep because I don't want her to get suck in my head. I try to go in her head but she blocks me to, I don't know why? I miss my boys so much; I haven't had a lot of time with them, it's only when they wake up at night and I help Roza to feed them and make them go to sleep.

Today is Friday, and I am fucking, happy because I get to spend time with Roza and the boys. I just want all four of us alone no one else, not even the gang. I have missed my girl so much and it's so hard to stay away from her when she is so near.

"Hey Dimitri." Tasha, fucking whore, brought me out of my thoughts of Roza and my boys, I have to control my self from killing this bitch.

"Hey Tasha." I forced a smile. I was sitting in my office, so she came and sat across from me, on the chair.

"So what are your plans for the weekend?" She asked. Why the fuck I would tell her that now.

"Nothing much just staying home with friends." I said.

"Lets go out, and have dinner." What the? What is she up to? She is asking me on a date.

"I already have plans with my friends, I can't" I said to her.

"Oh come on, its only a dinner." No, it's not.

"I am sorry Tasha but I can't, I don't have any time to give it to you and I am not interested." I hope she gets the meaning.

"Ok, well I'll see you on Monday then." Finally leaving. I hope she doesn't try something else because I would not be leaving her.

I tuned my laptop off and closed the file that was open in front of me and got up to got to home to my family. I walked out of office and Mason was waiting for me. We both talk about our day and walk home. Mason is so excited that he is becoming a father and soon going to propose to Natalie. It is so easy for them; I wish it were easy for Roza and me to.

I walk in out room all tired and see, Roza, taking a picture of me. I look up at her and see the boys are awake and playing and I smile at them. I have missed them so much. I went up and kissed her and told her how much I missed her and then I kissed the boys and went to take a shower.

I got out and saw the boys were already asleep; we put both of them in their crib and watched them for a while. I wrapped my arms around her waist and kiss her neck and tell her how much I love her. She turned around and kissed me and wrapped her legs around my waist and I put my hands on her ass to keep her there. I went to the bed and sit down and her on my lap.

We both have missed each other so much. I don't even know how we have survived. We take blood from each other and times like this I just want to make love to her. I keep telling her how much I missed her and love her. Soon all our clothes on the floor and we make love to each other after months. It felt great and I was finally home.

She asked me to dream walk with her so I dreamed walked with her and we made love to each other and I was so happy that I did not had to have sex with Lissa in the dream.

I move around the bed and there is no Roza. Where is she? I open my eyes and look around the room and see her standing at the window warped in the bed sheet, looking out the window. I am surprised the boys didn't wake up last night. I have to say they are the smartest kids ever. Of course they would be, they are Roza's and my kids.

I get up and walk to Roza, and wrap my arms around her tiny frame and kiss her on the neck. She lean her head on my chest and just stare out side. The sun was going down and the sky looked really beautiful. We just stand there for I don't know, how long but enjoy the view.

The boys soon woke up. I helped Roza to get the boys bath and then I prepared a bath for both of us and waited for Roza to come. She came in after five minutes and sat on my lap in the tub. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her on the neck. God I have missed her so much.

I am going to make up to her for the time I have missed. We stayed in the tub until the water went cold and got out and got dressed.

Both of the boys were asleep, Roza and I went to the kitchen for breakfast Eddie and Mia were already there and Eddie, looked like he rather prefers being in bed then be here. We greeted each other and Roza went to help Mia, with breakfast.

I just love, Roza, cooking. I just sat there and talked with Eddie, and looks like he hates being at court because we haven't had a minute to breath. He is jealous of the girls that they don't have to do anything and they can do whatever they want.

I would only say that Roza, Sydney and Mia are the lucky one because Natalie and Victoria are the princess and stand for there families and since Lissa is also a princess but doesn't have to stand for the family she still have to attend all the meetings and work with us.

Roza and Mia were done making breakfast and by this time rest of the gang came in and greeted us. Lissa was not happy and looked like she wanted to kill me. Come on I just gave her a peaceful night without having sex with me in the dream.

I would have to ask her what's up with her. She was giving me death glares the whole time and rarely talked to anyone. This is so weird, because she is so hyper all the time and talks about anything she can find.

All of us wanted to spend time with our girls so the whole gang left to do whatever they wanted, leaving Rose, and me alone with the boys. I am so glad because that's what I wanted, to spend time with my family.

We both went to our room and the boys were awake. They were not hungry but wanted us to pick them. Roza picked Nikolia and I picked Ivan up. It's so hard to get Ivan stop crying. I cooed at him but it doesn't help, so I started to sing for him in Russian the one my mom use to sing to me. He stopped crying but he kept whimpering.

We both played with them for a while till they went back to sleep. We place them in the crib and I went and sat on the bed and Roza came and sat on my lap. She kissed me and the kiss was sweet and soft. I asked her about when she wanted to get married and she told me that she want a fall wedding.

We agreed to get married on October 23. She wanted to get married in my great-grandma's garden, which has been passed down through generations, it was owned by my great-great-great grandma Annika Ivashkov. She was a great Moroi, but her reputation made her low in our community, she fell in love with a Moroi but he turned strigoi willingly, she got pregnant with his child.

Some says that my great-great-great grandfather who turned strigoi is still strigoi and some says that he was killed. I don't know a lot about her or him but I do know that she constructed the garden by her hands and the white house near there belongs to her.

I don't want to get married there because then it would require being in the house and that is where Lissa and I have sex in our dreams. But if Roza wants to have a wedding there, then that's where we are having.

Roza kissed me on the lips and the sweet innocent kiss turned into more of a heavy make out secession. I was so happy right now being with her after such a long time. I just can't get enough of my Roza. I was looking forward on making love to her again, but the doorbell interrupted us.

I groaned not wanting to leave but I have to see who it is at the door. Who ever it is better have something fucking important for interrupting me. I walked out and opened the door and I fucking just wanted to kill her. How dare she come here? I had a lot of her the whole week, now I am not looking forward to talk to her and on top she is wearing really short clothes, exposing her skin too much. I was about to tell her to fuck off, when my phone rang.

It was Grams calling.

"Hello " I said

"Dimitri dear, Tasha, is coming to your place, please be nice to her, for me," she said. Oh great this bitch already planned this shit out. Now I have to be nice to her.

"Ok, I would be, bye." And with that I hung up the phone.

"Hello, Dimitri." she said with a fucking big smile on her face and all I wanted to do was put her fake hair on fire.

"Hello Tasha," I had to force a smile.

"Would you not ask me to come in?" she asked.

"Oh yeah sure come in." I moved so she can come in.

"So how come you are here?" I asked her.

"Oh I saw your friends out and you were not with the so I thought I can give you some company." She said. So she just assumed I needed her company.

"That's so nice of you." I said with sarcasm dripping out. She just doesn't get it.

"So lets go out and do something fun." Oh god! Not fucking interested.

"Look Tasha, I am busy today, I all ready have plans with someone else." I said to her really polite. I was controlling my anger.

"Oh come on, I know you don't have any plans, all your friends are out." She said. Yeah but my fiancé and my sons are home and I love to spend time with them.

"Yes they are but, Rose is here and we both had plans, we were both just going out. We wanted to give some alone time to rest of our friends." I said. She laughed and it was the most fucking annoying voice I could ever hear.

"Oh Dimitri, come on I don't think she would mind, both of us hanging out she can do something else." She said. Yeah Roza would mind and would rip your head of if she finds out that you are trying to get with her man. Out of nowhere she brought her lips to mine. I was so in shocked. What the fuck? How dare she? I pushed her off of me and yelled at her,

"What the fuck Tasha?"

"Come on Dimitri I know you want me." What is she on? Doesn't she get it I am not interested. Even last year she tried to get me but she is so fake that I did not even sleep with her, just to get away from darkness.

"No I am not fucking interested in you, it would be better if you just get the fuck out her because I would not be controlling my anger." I said to her in a really high voice.

"Dimitri, don't be like this, I really love you and I know you love me to." No way in hell I love her.

"No I don't. You are a fucking slut, and don't stand my standers and if you were the last girl on earth I would rather die then be with you." I said to her she was looking in my eyes and said,

"Dimitri you want me and you would make love to me and be with me forever." She was fucking using compulsion on me. All I wanted to do was slap and beat the shit out of her but I still have manners. I held her elbow and looked her in the eyes and yelled at her,

"Don't you fucking ever use compulsion on me."

"Dimitri I know you love me, why are you denying me?"

"What the fuck don't you get? I do not love you and would never love you, I only put up with you because my grandma asked me to be nice with you. I would have fucking killed you by now because first you kissed me at the ball and you kissed me again. I am being a gentle man with you and if you stand in here for another two minutes, your corpse would going out of here." I said to her and all she does is laugh. Doesn't she know I do fulfill my promises?

"Oh really Dimitri? I don't think so. You see I know your little secret about Rose." She said and what the fuck? How does she know?

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"You know what I am talking about. I was there at the ball in that very room when your friends were talking about and when I left the room I stayed out to listen in the conversation." She said and before I could say something. She received a slap. I looked if Rose slapped her but there was no one.

She received another slap on the other cheek. She was cupping her face with her hands. From the bond I found out that Rose can go invisible and is slapping her. I tried hold in my laugh. Roza pulled her hair and she screamed in pain.

She was looking at me and was asking for help. No way in hell I am helping her. My girl is just the best. She received another slap from Rose on her face and again Tasha screamed. Roza took her hand and twisted it behind her and I heard bones cracking. Roza brook her right arm. Isn't it just great? Tasha screamed in pain. I was getting the pleasure seeing her like this but at the same time no.

Roza punched her in the stomach and she again screamed in pain. I think Roza have done enough damage and the rest I can do it. Roza stop it, it's enough. I said to her through the bond. No Dimitri it's not enough for this bitch. She replied back. No, Roza, it's enough; I am going to handle the rest. I said to her. Ok. She replied. I thought she was going to move but no she slapped her again on the face, and then slapped her again on the left side. I thought she was done, but Tasha, received a punch on her nose. Blood started to come out, Roza broke her nose also. Tasha had bad bruises on her face and tears were coming out of her eyes.

Now I am done. Roza said. I went up to Tasha who was crying and looked like in pain. I looked at her in the eyes and she asked,

"W-wh-at h-ha-p-pe-ned?" her voice broke.

"I don't know what happened, I am shocked my self to what really happened." I told her and she just looked at me. This was so good of the opportunity of doing what I want to do. I know a certain Dhampir who is madly in love with Tasha and as I think of this a smirk pull up on my face.

What a great time he just walks in, Stan Alto, my guardian, who knows about Roza and the boys. I look at him and back at Tasha. Tasha is still staring at me so I use compulsion on her.

"Tasha, you will forget about today and ever coming here. You were with Stan Alto, and you guys were going on a date and you fell from stairs." I said to her and she nods. Then I went to Stan who was looking really confused.

"Alto, you will forget whatever you saw. You were on a date with Tasha Davashkov, she fall from stairs you will bring her to the hospital and get her checked out." He nodded. Now I am still not done. I went back to Tasha and said,

"Tonight you will take Stan Alto in you room and you will both make love without any protection, and you are crazily in love with him that by next week both of you will get married." And she just nods at me.

"Alto you will go with Tasha in her room and you will make love to her the whole night, with out any protection and you will marry her next week." He also nods at me.

"Now take her to the hospital, you are off for today and tonight." I said to him and he nods. They both left and when I closed the door I heard laughing. Roza was laughing really hard. I looked at her and smiled. I went up to her and wrapped my arms around her waist and said,

"That was really mean of you."

"And what you did was not mean?" she asked. We both just looked at each other and then burst out laughing.

"Well she deserved it and Alto to is a really good guarding who deserves to be with the girl he is in love with." I said to her and again we both laughed.

"But don't you think you went to far, to not use protection and also get married by next week?" she asked.

"No, Alto deserve a wife and little Alto's running around." I said. We both laughed. We heard the boys crying from the baby monitor and both of us went to the room to check on them.

They were crying so loud. Rose picked Nikolia and let me pick Ivan. He is really hard to get under control. He just loves to make a fuss and he is only ten days old. Roza feed Nikolia and Ivan was crying more and more. He wanted his mommy. Roza laid Nikolia on the bed and I gave her Ivan so she can feed him and I picked Nikolia, and burped him.

He didn't go to sleep so I cooed to him. He smiled at me. My hair was open and I was leaning down to him and he grabbed my hair in his fist and pulled on them.

"Ouch Nikolia, stop." I said, instead of stopping he pulled more onto it and was laughing. It was hurting me because he was pulling my hair but I smiled down at him. He is just adorable. He loves pulling hair and Ivan loves his thumb.

"Oh Nikolia your just the best son ever, pull more of your fathers hair." I turned to look at Roza, which was not a good thing because Nikolia pulled more on to my hair.

"Roza a little help would ne nice." I said to her. She just shake her had saying no.

"Now you know what I feel when he pulls my hair. I put them up and you always open them." She said to me. Payback is a bitch.

"Ok I am sorry, I get it. Ouch" he pulled my hair again. I will never open Roza's hair again when she is feeding him or holding him.

"I promise I would never do that to you again." I pleaded and Nikolia pulled my hair again. Rose smirked and took Nikolia out of my hands but as soon as he went in her hands he started crying, facing me. Roza tried to stop him crying but he kept going and his face was towards me.

"I think he wants you to hold him." Roza said to me. No! "I don't think so, maybe he is hungry." I said to her and Roza, just laughed.

"Oh is the great Dimitri Ivashkov scared from his own son?" she asked me. Hell no!

"Ok wait let me tie my hair first." I said to her. And went to the dresser and got a ponytail and tied my hair. I was not going to let him pull my hair again. I took him from Roza and the minute he was in my arms his crying turned into sobs. He had tears in his eyes which I wiped the away.

I kissed him on the forehead and started talking to him and it made him laugh again. After about half hour he finally went to sleep. I laid him in the crib and saw Ivan on the bed. Roza was nowhere. I picked up Ivan and laid him next to his brother in the crib and walked out of the room to see where Roza is.

Through the bond I found out the gang was home and they were all sitting in the living room. I started to walk out but someone grabbed my arm and pulled me in the game room. It was Lissa. What the fuck?

Lissa POV

I don't know what is happening with me. Since Nikolia and Ivan have been born, I have been having weirdest dreams. The night they were born, that's when I started to get these dreams where I go to this white house and there are four kids, two boys and two girls. The girls looks like Rose and me and one of the boy looks like Dimitri.

It is so strange and then I got to a garden, which is so dead and all I want to do is look for someone name Adrik. All I want is to look for Adrik in the dream and want him to hold me and make love to me.

And since we have returned to court I started having dreams with Dimitri, in them and all we both do is have sex like we never wanted anything. I don't get it why? And on top I call him Adrik and he calls me Annika. I think he pulls me to his dreams but he would never do that. He loves Rose so much and thinks of me as his sister.

He says that I am the one pulling him because he would never do that and if he does pull me, it would only be to work on spirit and he is to busy to dream walk with Rose. He is right because I started to have those dreams in Australia and he was never in those dreams.

I feel so bad and feel like I am betraying Christian and Rose. It is like we are dream walking and it is so real. In the dream I think I would go crazy if we don't make love and he doesn't hold me in his arms. It so disgusting when I wake up because he is like a brother and then I see Christian sleeping next to me and guilt wash through me.

Both Dimitri and I don't know what to do. We have talked about it and we both like to stay away from each other because the images of our dreams pop up in our heads. I am so thankful that Dimitri can block his thoughts from Rose.

Rose really loves Dimitri and I am one of her best friends and it would really hurt her. And I really love Christian so much that I can't bear to lose him. Whenever I am with Christian I am so lost and confused.

Last night was the worse. I had to see Dimitri and Rose having sex and it was the most disturbing thing ever and on top all I wanted to do was rip Rose's head off. I was feeling so jealous that I thought of killing Rose with my own hands. When I woke up all I wanted to do was kill my self.

All the things I thought of doing to Rose last night in the dream where just pure evil. When I woke up, I looked at the man who was sleeping next to me and tears started to come out. I feel so lost, so confused, and a bitch cheating on her love ones.

"Babe what is wrong?" Christian brought me out of my thoughts; we were currently sitting in the court garden, at a bench, his head in my lap and my hands playing with his hair.

"Nothing." I said.

"You look so lost." He said and tears started to come to my eyes. I am lost, really lost. I don't even know what is happening. It's like I don't have a control on my self. Christian got up and asked,

"Lissa babe, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" He asked.

"I don't know how to tell you." I said to him and my voice broke little.

"You know you can tell me anything you want to," he said, cupping my face and more tears came to my eyes.

"I don't want to hurt you." I said to him.

"Do you want to break up with me? If you want just tell me, you don't have to put me through all this pain, I have been having for the last week." He said. What the hell?

"No, no, no, I don't want to break up with you. I love you so much." I told him and cupped his face and kissed him with everything I have and he kissed me back. We broke of and our foreheads were touching.

"I am sorry, things have been so crazy since we have been back to court. I really hate it here." I told him, it was half-truth but I know I just can't hurt him like this.

"I know babe, I hate it here to. We should all just move to Russia." He suggested and I do really want to move to Russia.

Both of us just stay in the garden all day and cuddle with each other. I know what I am going to do. I am going to have to talk to Dimitri because this has to end soon. We have to find a way to stop this. Even if it includes telling the gang what is going on because we can find a way to stop this together.

Adrian, Dimitri, Rose, and I can do some research and find out what is going on. I love Christian, so much that I can't think about losing him and I know if he found out he would be really hurt. We both walk back to the house and see everyone already here except Dimitri. Rose said that he is in there room playing with Nikolia.

I excused my self to go to talk to him. We have to talk alone. I was walking towards his room and saw him coming out. I opened the game room and as he was passing by I pulled him in the room with me. He looked at me with anger in his eyes.

"What the hell Lissa? What do you want? Isn't it enough you hunt me in dreams that you are pulling me in the room alone." He snapped. God! How does Rose put up with him?

"Look Dimitri, you know very well I am not hunting your dreams. What you are going through, I am going through with the same thing. Don't you think I would rather prefer Christian be in the dreams with me?" I ask him, really calm. He sign and says,

"Look I am sorry. It's just I feel like I am betraying Roza."

"I know what you feel, because I am going through with the same thing. I just want all this to stop." I said to him.

"And how would we do that? I don't know what is going on. I have thought about everything I can. I also gave you the charm ring and I also wore one to but it does not help. I can't think of anything. I have also used compulsion on you but it doesn't work. Nothing works." He said and pulled his hair.

"Maybe we ask Adrian to dream walk with us and stop those dreams." I suggested.

"No, we would have to tell him what is going on." He said.

"Maybe it is better to tell everyone what is going on." I said.

"No, I can not hurt Roza or Christian like this and rest of the gang would be hurt to."

"Dimitri I cannot go on like this. This has to stop. I can not stand another day seeing that we are betraying Christian and Rose."

"No- he was interrupted by the door opening reviling….

AN: So who do you think is at the door? I know I am such a evil leaving you guys like this but I already made this chapter really long and I had not time to put more into it.

I would like to thank couple of people first I would like to thank Veena for giving the idea of having Dimitri the same dreams. I like to also thank RDforever, soon2be-gyardian, lovelylaver, Estefani, kanxkawaii, talkygirl, luvizu, ImpartialMoroi, disha, crystal49s, lovedimitri and all of you who reviewed, just don't have much time put all your names here but you guys are the best . I also want to thank nadia collanan for giving idea of Tasha and Stan to be together.

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