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Chapter 35
"Of all pains, the greatest pain, Is to love, and to love in vain."
When you love, you sacrifice and when you sacrifice you suffer .sebastian sighed as he closed his book after reading those words, he always thought that human were so pathetic to let themselves be controlled by such feeling called love, he felt sorry for them because they could sacrifice their lives and whole beings for their loved ones "how ironic…hehe" whispered sebastian to himself. he kept mocking them until he became like them and not just that but much worse, a creature with no soul, found his soul into another human, a human he can't act selfish to, a human he can't just kidnap and isolate from the world, a human that awaken his black heart then smashed into hundreds of pieces and yet it kept beating for her and only her.
Katalyna finished her shower and wore her clothes then sat in front of her mirror drying her hair with her towel, she looked at the mirror and her eyes suddenly shot with pain and tears started streaming down her cheeks. She remembered when Sebastian used to dry her hair with his hands, how used to tease her and make her giggle. Since that last encounter between them katalyna ordered him not to come into her room or even serve her a glass of water. It was not only anger but fear, katalyna feared him, and she could never forget what she heard from him about eating the souls to survive. She decided to go back to the old katalyna she was once and decided to give Christopher a chance. if she was going to have a life with someone it should be a human just like her , someone that will really love her and protect her , not a creature that eat her father's soul in return . She took off the necklace he gave her and throw it in the trash basket next to her chair.
Christopher was waiting by his car for katalyna, he called her earlier and told her he will drop her to college, he knew how sad she was but the reason remained unknown to him. Katalyna always thought carefully before speaking with him and he hated that, he wanted her to be open to him as he feels towards her. Christopher smiled when katalyna came out wearing dark blue skinny jeans with a white cotton t-shirt and a violet scarf around her neck , she smiled lightly at him and got into the car as he drove to the college.
Sebastian opened katalyna's room and went in closing the door behind him quietly. He went to her bed and sat on it trying to catch any of her scent. Sebastian's crimson eyes shot with pain when he remembered how she said she hated him. The handsome butler sighed deeply, his eyes caught a shiny thing in the trash, and he got up and went towards it and grabbed that shiny thing. Sebastian's eyes widened when he saw the necklace he bought katalyna "do you hate me that much…?" whispered Sebastian his chest is tightening in pain as he grabbed the necklace tightening his fist on it.
Katalyna finished her college and went to have lunch with Christopher. As for Christopher he was happy because katalyna is spending time with him but sad because he can clearly see sadness in her eyes but she keeps hiding it beneath her beautiful smile that keeps melting him. katalyna looked at Christopher and noticed his stares "is something wrong with my face?" she asked putting her small hand on her face, Christopher smiled and took her small hand in his and kissed her fingers "you will drive insane "he replied back, katalyna smiled but inside tears were falling "funny, I haven't done anything your highness" she said taking her hand back. Christopher kneeled in front of her and put both of his hands on her cheeks cupping it " I envy that man who stole what I'm seeking " he whispered , katalyna's eyes widened and looked away " Chris….you and I are practical people , we won't let ourselves get carried away by such trivial things " katalyna said her eyes showing her real emotions .
Christopher rested his forehead on hers and parted his lips " whatever he has done to make you say such words ….I could never do …under any circumstances …you are the missing piece in my life katalyna…him….he is not worthy of your heart….because if he was …he would have never broke it…." Christopher whispered. Katalyna's eyes automatically streamed down tears as Christopher words sank down her system. It was true if Sebastian truly loved her he would have told her the truth the moment he showed up and tried his sneaky ways into her heart, the heart that she closed and never opened for anyone until he came and broke it.
Christopher parked the car in front of katalyna's house as they both got out, katalyna bade him goodbye and went towards the house but Christopher grabbed her arms and took her between his arms and hugged tightly feeling the beats of her heart "you're my life now….you have me….and I shall cherish your heart if you chose to grant it to me "whispered Christopher softly in katalyna's ears. The young blonde's eyes softened and hugged him back. When they both parted, the young handsome man leaned close and kissed her lips a very soft kiss as he whispered goodnight to her.
Katalyna entered her room and put down her things, a second after she heard her door being closed. She turned around to be only welcomed by a pair of crimson eyes she could never forget "what are you doing here? I ordered you to stay away from this room, get out now" katalyna ordered coldly the butler whose eyes seemed to be glowing "I tried not to be selfish….I wanted to make you happy….maybe I can't explain it….because I can't have the emotions a human can have ….but I felt it…how….I don't know and I don't want to….all I care about that…it led me to you…..that's why ….you hating me ..Is unbearable…..katalyna….do you hate me?" asked Sebastian his eyes staring into katalyna's blue eyes. Katalyna's blue eyes trickled with tears and spoke ….her answer just stopped the demonic butler's heart and pulled a certain trigger in him that he tried so hard to stop…..