The next day we were all chilling in the boys apartment. I was sharing a chair with Lauren as we munched on a bowl of loose candy. Jaime was next to us occasionally grabbing a piece. Joe and I made secret faces across the room to see if anyone noticed. So far no one didn't. We were all playing video games taking turns all around. Everyone else was drinking alcohol besides me who was having a lovely Virgin Screwdriver. And for this who don't know what is in a virgin screwdriver it's orange juice. I was just drinking orange juice. Dylan had just lost to Lauren again and she cheered. Joey stood up before he brushed his shoulders off then faced Lo in a video game smash down. Lauren won again.

"In your face suckers!" She gloated with a mouth full of candy. Then we decided to play two on two. Me and Lo against Joe and BHol. It was a hard match but us ladies stuck it out with a narrow win.

"Don't underestimate us!" I shouted as I shoved another piece of candy in my mouth very unattractively I might add.

"We may be small but we pack a mean punch...you know in a video game." Lauren added.

"And a real punch." Joe grumbled under his breath rubbing his jaw. I smirked. Then we just went back to faces at each other. I giggled after one of Joe's.

"Whatcha laughing at?" Joey asked as he grinned with his crooked jaw.

"Nothing." I lied with a smile.

"If your laughing at bruised boy's faces we've noticed." BHol said without looking up from the game. That made me laugh out loud and apparently some of the others as well. They laughed even harder when I almost fell off the chair. Why was i made such a clumsy person?

The night went along swimmingly. We finally stopped playing video games when Juila threatened to pull the plug. So instead we watched Tangled.

"Did anyone ever noticed that Joey looks a lot like Flynn Rider?" I asked aloud observing both of their faces.

Joey rolled his eyes snatching another redvine. "Only too many." He grumbled. I smiled.

"Sorry."

We then proceed to chat about who would play who if they were to do a Tangled musical. For jokes. Joey played Flynn obviously, Lauren was Repunzel, Jaime was Mother Gothel, Brian and Meredith were the king and the queen, Joe was Maximus, Rosenthal as pascal, Dylan and Jim were the twin brothers.

"What if you guys did Twilight?" I giggled. Everyone stared at me, I laugh nervously but then really thought about it.
"You know what yeah! Lemme think If Bella was Meredith, Jacob was BHol, Joe as Emmett, Joey as Jasper, Lo as Alice of course, Dylan as Carlisle, Jaime as Esme, Rosenthal as Aro and Jim can be that tall guy that stands next to him!" I felt really proud of that making it up on the spot, and managed to include everyone (besides Julia who laughed and wanted no part.)

"What about Edward?" Dylan asked "You forgot the main character."

Damn I forgot about Edward. I wracked my brain for a name.

"Tyler!" I exclaimed.

"And Rosalie?" Jaime mentioned.

"Denise." I said sassy before I crossed my arms over my chest.

"Twilight bitches." I commented. We laughed and admitted that the cast was pretty accurate.

"Well what about you?" Rosenthal asked. "Who would you play?"

I gave him a confused glance.

"Pshh. No one I can't sing." I answered honestly. "I'm a Julia."

"But Julia was in some of the shows and it's just pretend!" Meredith pointed out. I sighed and thought.

"Well then I guess I'm...uh Victoria?" I guessed.

"Yeah! You've got the red hair and everything!" Lauren pointed out. Oh yeah I did. I planned that...

Later that night I walked home alone. The others tried to persuade me with another sleepover but they most of them were pretty drunk so I just put them all to bed as best I could and left. The night air was cold and cruel. The wind blew around me and gave me a shiver up my spine. The lights of the city were bright and blinding though there weren't too many people on the road, most of them were still out. I turned the corner. I still had little ways to go. Another corner. Whenever I was alone I thought. It was actually one of my weaknesses as a kid. I over thought everything. I would get so wrapped up about one thing in my head that I couldn't listen to anything else. My brain was conspiring against me. I sighed heavily. I thought about stuff in my life that was happening, which would lead to other random topics that had nothing to do with the original. A guy leaning against the wall blows out smoke from his cigarette. I coughed loudly. He gave me a glare. Not my fault I have a heart condition bub. My dad use to freak out sometimes when I went out with friends as a teen. He would always think I hung out with people who smoked or did drugs. I laughed at the memory of me coming home sick after some friends and I hung out at a street fair. He thought it was me inhaling tons of second hand smoke when it was really just food poisoning. I ate a bad egg. I chuckle again lightly. I crossed the street. I started thinking deeper. How when I was really little I was incredibly shy. Cause I knew I wasn't like the other kids. The other kids had both parents pick them up from morning kindergarten. It was just my mom who came for me every early afternoon a little after lunch. I remember meeting my longest childhood friend over some stolen grapes. I remember coming home from my dads on the weekends and having to hide in the basement with my siblings because we knew they would scream at each other until we heard the door slam and my mom sniffling back tears. I remember when I heard him left. I woke up just in time to hear the door close behind him. I remember getting ice cream every time I scored a goal in soccer until the point where I became too good and scored every game an I was exempt from that rule. I shoke my head. I was over thinking again. I was only a few blocks from my building. Maybe I could make it without having to go back into the memories of my divorce therapist my mom got us when I was six. She thought we would talk about our dad and the therapist tried to push that too. We talked about school and projects and friends. I shook my head again. I took a deep breath. I could see the building. This was why I hated being alone for a long time. My head would kill me with my thoughts. I couldn't stop thinking. I needed to stop thinking. Great now in thinking about not thinking. I rubbed my forehead with my palm. I walked into the lobby. Thank god. I shuffle into my bedroom and fell right asleep, hardly thinking.