This is one of the scenes that was mentioned in that fake trailer. Here you go.
Chapter 33
It's Edward
BPOV
"Ok you guys ready?" I asked my guitar and bass player. They both nodded and started the intro to my new song called Ignorance.
If I'm bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if....
I was cut off by my phone ringing. I pulled it out to look. It was Alice. Usually she doesn't call me on her own. She usually stole Em's phone away from him.
"Hey Alice, I can't- " I wasn't able to finish my sentence, because her sobs rang through the phone.
"B-b-b-bella, it's Edward." she said sobs pouring through again. I walked into the next room for more privacy.
"Alice, what happened?" I asked. I am started to get freak out.
"He was in an accident. He is in extensive care right now. Dad said he should be awake by now but he's not Bella. I don't what to do. I need you here. We need you here." she begged.
"I'll be there as soon as I can." I said hanging up the phone. I raced out to the other room to collect my things.
"Whoa, where are you going?" Rex, my guitarist asked.
"I can't talk I have to go. Family emergency." he nodded letting me go.
I raced out to my car. The highway was pretty much empty, so I was able to go about 85.
I got home in about 15 minutes. I rushed inside, packed my bag quick. I didn't even look to see what I was putting in. I think I only got one shoe out of the pair. I didn't care. I had to get to Edward.
I rushed out to my car. Taylor had just pulled up and was walking up my sidewalk. I walked right past him. I could hear him jogging behind me. He grabbed my arm and spun me around.
"Bella? What's going on?" concern in his eyes.
"Edward got in a car accident. I'm on my way." I said, trying to turn around. His hand stayed glued to my arm.
"I'll come with you." he said. I shook my head.
"I need to go on my own Tay." I said the nickname I gave him.
"He is the one who hurt you Bella. He left you." he said defeated.
"You don't think I know that? I don't care. I have to go." I said. I pulled my arm out of his reach and ran to my car. I put my suitcase in the trunk. When I looked back to Taylor, he was still in the same spot as he was before.
"Listen, I know what he did. And I know it is hard for you to understand, but I need to go. Alice said he is supposed to be awake, but he isn't. For all I know right now, he could be in a freakin coma. I need to be there. So don't go telling what I can and can't do. If you really cared, then you would just give me some space to breath. I don't know when I will be back. But I know I will be. I'm sorry." I said getting into my car.
I started it and pulled out. As I raced down the street, I looked in the mirror, he was standing on the side of the road, staring at my car, driving away.
I didn't have time for drama right now.
Xxxxxx
It took me over 4 hours with my new crazy driving to get to Forks. I got a few stares from people on the road. They looked at me weird for driving fast. Forgot I wasn't in L.A. I suddenly heard sirens, I looked in my rearview mirror. My dad's cop car was driving behind me. Once he noticed me looking, he gave me a huge wave. I didn't respond.
When I pulled into the parking lot, he pulled up right behind me. I got out and walked quickly to him.
"Hey Bells, wait why are you crying? Why are you at the hospital too?" he asked looking confused. He didn't know?
"Dad, Edward was in an accident." I stated simply. A look of shock came to his eyes.
"I heard there was and accident, but I didn't know it was him. I should have know when they said silver volvo had been hit head on." What?! Head on? Alice didn't tell me that. Dad must have caught my distress. "Bella, go on in, I'll park your car." I nodded at him and raced in. The receptionist looked up at me and smiled.
"Well if it isn't my little Jelly Belly. I haven't seen you in a while. How's LA honey?" Mary had been working here since I was four. That was when most of my clumsy accidents happened.
"Good. But I am actually here to see Edward Cullen. I got a call he had been in an accident. I need to know what room he is in." I said.
"Oh yes. Poor boy, I hope he is ok. He is in room 432. Just take the elevators up to the fourth floor and take a right and then a left, then just look for the room number." I thanked her and raced to the elevators.
When I reached the right floor and area, I saw a distressed Alice pacing in the hallway. When she saw me, she came racing and pulled me into a giant bear hug.
"Oh, thank god you're here. I don't know what to do. I am just freaking out here." Really? I hadn't noticed.
"Let me in." I said.
"What?" she asked looking up.
"Let me in. I want to see him." I said, turning towards the door. Alice grabbed my arm. What was it with people and grabbing my arm? I turned back to her.
"Bella. He doesn't look like Edward. Well it is him, but you get my point. I don't know if I want you to see him." there people go with trying to make decisions for me again.
"Alice. I WANT TO SEE HIM. You can't make my decisions for me. I don't care what he looks like. I need to see him." I said, tears starting to come to my eyes.
"She's right Alice," I heard from behind me. I turned to see Carlisle standing with a sad smile on his face, " she does need to see him. It is fully her decision. But let me warn you Bella, he doesn't look the same. Be prepared." he said with a nod and walked away. I turned to the door. I felt Alice right behind me. I motioned for her to stay, she pouted but obeyed.
I opened the door, I gasped in shock. There was Edward lying there in the bed, tubes running from his arms and a breathing tube running from his nose. His face was covered in black and purple bruises. His leg was in a cast. His eyes were closed.
I walked over to him and pulled the chair close to his bed. I looked down and pulled his right hand into my mine. I started singing to him. Forever and always acoustic version by Taylor Swift. (On platinum edition of Fearless cd.)
Once upon a time,
I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened , please tell me.
Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door
And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low
You can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to
When he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
I was there when you said forever and always
Was I out of line?
Did I say something way to honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew for a minute, now I'm not so sure.
So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low
You can't feel nothin at all
And you flashback to
When he said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby
I don't think so, oh oh oh
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Please back up, oh back up.... The sobs starting coming through my pleading voice
Back up, baby back up
Cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
I was there when you said forever and always
And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low
You can't feel nothin at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always
Cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains in you rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone
I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby.
You said forever and always, yeah. I whispered the last two sentences. Silent tears took over. I got out of the chair and sat sideways on the bed. I placed my hand on his cheek. I started rubbing it softly. I got a soft sigh in return. His eyes then opened to mine.
"Bella?" his voice raspy from being asleep.
"Yeah." I said sadly. He looked at me, and then at the hand still on his cheek. I quickly removed it, missing the warmth.
"What are you doing here?" he asked.
"I'm here to see, smart one." I said, trying to lighten my voice, it didn't really work.
"Why? I thought you hated me?" he asked, still confused. It was time to tell him the truth.
"Edward, when I said I hated you, I lied. I was just so upset over what had all happened. I had just gotten heartbroken by my best friend. I said things I didn't mean. Why do you think I said your name when I won?" I asked.
"Because I thought I inspired the song." he said looking down. I put a finger under his chin making him look back at me. I shook my head.
"No, when I first met you, you told me I need to go after what I want. Edward it is because of you, that I am living out my dream." I said.
"Did you mean it?" he asked suddenly.
"Did I mean what?" I asked confused.
"Did you mean it when you said you loved me?" he asked. I nodded.
"Yeah. Where do you think most of my songs came from. I wrote You Belong With Me, when I found out Tanya was cheating on you." I said.
"Why didn't you tell me about her?" he asked.
"I wanted you to find out how she is by yourself. I told you in the beginning how she was. You were the one who promised me you wouldn't get sucked into her world. Two days later, I that skank hanging off your arm. You broke your promise, I was crushed Edward. Especially when you gave me this necklace. It was the only thing I had of you for a long time." I said holding onto the necklace, he stared at it, almost burning a hole through it.
"It was my mom's, you know." he said pointing at the necklace.
"Why did you give it to me then?" I asked him.
"My mom gave it to me when I was 10. She told me to give it to that special someone." he said.
"But why me, why not the slut." I said.
"Because, you're my girl." I said smiling his crooked smile. I missed that. (Got that line from Forest Gump)
"I missed you." he whispered. I looked up at him, smiling a wide smile.
"Ditto." I said in return. A tear falling down my cheek.
"Don't cry." he said, wiping away the tear.
"I won't just don't do that to me again." I said laughing. I punched his arm. He winced. My eyes widened at what I had just done.
"Oh my god, Edward I am so sorry!" I said. He smiled.
"You gave me a booboo." he said.
"You want me to kiss it to make it better?" I asked teasingly, he nodded quickly. I kissed the spot on hisarm.
"My cheek and forehead hurt too." he said, acting like a little kid. I kissed his cheek. I had to move the hair off of his forehead, I then kissed it too.
"These hurt too." he said pointing to his lips. My eyes widened. I suddenly got a surge of confidence. I leaned in, he closed his eyes, I closed mine also. I moved slowly, my lips were centimeters away from his.
My lips were right on top of his, I could feel his breath on my lips.
"Hey, is he.... Whoa." I jumped back, I turned around to see Alice standing the door. Damn it, I thought.
"Yeah, he's awake." I said it like nothing had just happened, though I wished it did.
"Okaaaay." she dragged it out. "I just came in here to tell you visiting hours are over. You might want to head home and get some sleep. I'll just leave you two alone to say your goodbyes." she said with an unrecognizable look in her eyes. She shut the door leaving us in silence.
"Well, I should probably go." I said standing up. He grabbed onto my arm. I looked back down to him, he had a pleading look in his eyes.
"Please stay here with me." he said softly. I thought for a moment. I leaned down, until our noses were touching.
"Where else am I gonna go?" I asked him smiling. He smiled too. He scooted over in his bed. I laid down next to him, he laid his head on my shoulder. I sighed. This is how it should have been a long time ago.
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