I was now at the hospital.

However I wasn't in the room with Deidara. I had been for a few hours after he'd been admitted. He'd gotten his stomach pumped, and they'd given him drugs to put him to sleep. He looked so helpless in his little hospital gown and the IV in his arm.

And yes if you fan girls must know I did get a bit hard seeing him like that, so totally helpless.

And I did have to remind myself not to rape him.

Then his fucking parents showed up. Yes those two actually showed up, and then promptly freaked out when they'd seen me holding Deidara's hand.

So I'd gotten kicked out of my boyfriend's room and was now patiently waiting outside. Deidara's therapist looked sympathetic as she had gone in to talk with them, even tried to convince me to go home when she was heading back to rehab.

But that was my brat in there, and I wanted to be with him.

I was sitting, absolutely bored, and trying to amuse myself, when loud screams from Deidara's room made me bolt up.

The his parents walked out, first his father who didn't even glance at me, and then his mother.

Who as soon as she saw me, smacked me hard in the face. I stumbled back as she walked away, and without even thinking went into Deidara's room.

Deidara had a brave face on, but as soon as he saw me his blue eyes fought the tears.

"Danna!" and with that tried to get out of bed, only to fall flat on his face. I ran to his side and picked him up.

"Brat what are you trying to do kill yourself?" I asked, only to get a loopy smile and his arms around my waist. A nurse came in and helped me get Deidara in back in the bed, although he constantly had to be holding my hand. After she left he was sort of in lala land spacing out.

I wanted to ask him what happened, when he looked at me and cried out.

"Danna!"

"What's wrong?" I asked concerned, however his hand went up and touched the place where his mother had slapped me.

"You're, you've got a bruise here un." I winced as he poked it. "You didn't have that before, what happened?"

"Oh it's nothing." I said with a blush. "Now tell me what happened, why were you screaming?"

Deidara blinked, then the tears started. "They, they hate me un."

"They don't hate you br."

"Yes they do un!" Deidara yelled, cutting me off. "They're sick of me, sick of me being sick, sick of how useless I am, and, and." He looked at me. "Someone sent them pictures un."

"Of what?" I asked curiously.

"Of us un! Doing, you know." said Deidara, I looked at him confused. "Of you planting your seed Danna."

"Oh… Ohhhhh." I said finally getting it, then was disgusted. "Who the fuck sent them that?"

"I don't know un! But they were going to send me to one of those places, you know where they teach you not to be gay! And I said no and that this was who I was un, and that." He stopped for a second, and looked at me. "I loved you more than I could ever love them."

I stared at him.

"I meant every word of it Danna! You're better than they ever could be! You love me you're always there for me." His arms wrapped around my waist. "And I can always depend on you Danna, you're always there to save my ass when it needs to be saved un, and I'm not shy to admit that."

I knew he would be if he wasn't high on drugs, probably wouldn't be this emotional either. At first I felt nervous, I mean the kid loves me more then his parents! Was I ready for this kind of relationship?

Did I love him that much?

The thoughts came back to when I'd seen Sasuke trying to kill him.

The fact I'd wanted to kill Sasuke for hurting him.

The absolute pain I'd felt when I thought I'd lost him.

"I love you too brat." I whispered putting my own arms around him. "I love you so damn much."

Deidara suddenly giggled. "But don't tell Danna ok?"

I stared at him.

"Promise un!"

"I promise?"

And with that he giggled, the flopped back on the bed, dragging me down with him. "Danna am I fat un?"

"No you're not brat."

"Yes I am un, look at my belly." and with that he made his belly stick out and he poked it. "It's so squishy un!"

"Yes brat bellies are, squishy." I said, smirking at his doped out actions.

"It jiggles!" he sad with a squeal, "Poke it Danna!"

I stared at him.

"Fine, more belly for me!" he said, and began poking it, leading me to wonder if his entire confession had been something caused by the drugs, or if he really loved me that way.

With that a nurse walked in with a vase of flowers.

"Pretty un!" said Deidara loudly and she smiled.

"Yes they are pretty aren't they?" asked the nurse, and Deidara giggled.

"Really pretty un, what do you think Danna?"

"Whatever you say brat." And the nurse smiled before leaving the room.

"Oh there's a card Danna read it un! The words are so blurry for me."

I smiled and took the card, only to find it more like a letter. As my eyes scanned with words I frowned.

"Danna what is it un?" Deidara asked sleepily.

Dear Deidara,

Since you're still alive I guess my plan to kill you failed, honestly a shame. Why have I tried to kill you, you may ask, well it is simply because I've gotten bored of you Deidara. You're so impure, and I've already had you once, so I'm making you suffer since I can't get my real prize. I've already attacked your fear of gaining weight, Sasuke been such a helpful little one. Your parents should have gotten the pictures by now, I can't wait to see how that plays out. Oh and tell your roommate he's quite sexy.

Maybe too sexy for his own good.

Orochimaru