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A/N: Also a huge thanks to Raccoonsmate4life and Divergent338 for reading over this for me

For DensiNCIS who wanted a tag to 5x09

Kensi stands up from the table on quivering legs. Taking a deep breath, she prays they're doing the right thing.

He meant he wanted her, right?

Deeks takes no time in following her out of the restaurant and they head to his car. The journey home was smothered in a frenzied atmosphere. The only thought in her head was his words repeating over and over again.

"I don't want to be here with you right now. I want to be at my place, right now, with you."

The more the words swirled around Kensi's head, the more she began to overthink them.

Was it a joke? Did I understand incorrectly? Was he just looking for a partner night of beer and a movie?

All thoughts leave her head as his hand hesitantly landed on her thigh. Kensi's breath catches as his thumb starts to slowly rub back and front, so close to where she needs him most. Her legs may have even opened slightly and she could feel her panties become wetter.

They arrived at Deeks' house and moved slowly towards the door. He nervously fumbled with the keys and when it opens, Kensi walks in first.

Again those thoughts of disappointment flooded her head.

Can I make light of the situation if I got it all wrong? Will I ask for a drink and pretend he never said anything?

No, she thought. No. They've both been dancing around this for years and it's time to finally finally get what they both deserve.

His hands land on her shoulders and his lips whisper across her neck as he sucks against the skin and Kensi knows it's going to leave a mark but she just can't seem to care. His lips find hers and the only thought in her head is, this is so right.

The kiss deepens and Kensi wraps her arms around his neck and jumps into his arms. Deeks' strong arms lift her up and they stumble into his bedroom. He lays her down on the bed and their lips meet once more. He hovers over her and that's when it all hits her.

He senses the shift in mood and asks what's wrong.

"You know if we do this it changes everything ."

Kensi's tearful confession breaks his heart but she needs him to understand that this is life altering. This is the moment is when they'll cross that border from being partners to being everything.

"So what do you want to do?"

She doesn't want to have to choose, and she tells him so. Kesni wants to be greedy and selfish with him. After everything they've both been through, they both deserve some happiness.

"Then don't, don't chose we don't choose."

His response makes it all seem so simple and she wishes it was that easy to have him as both partner in work and love.

"You know that's not how it works. What do you thinks gonna happen?"

Kensi needs him to to get the severity of their actions. She can't be the only one scared of the consequences.

"I don't know. I don't care."

Again, his answer is so simple, and she yearns for the life where they can just do as he says. Kensi grabs hold of his shirt in her hand and prays he won't be ripped away from her. She tearfully asks what he's doing to her and his own confession simultaneously breaks her heart and makes the world fade away.

"Falling in love with you."

The frenzy stirs up once more and Deeks begins to work on her buttons. He rips them open, her shirt is flung across the room and the bra follows. Kensi suddenly feels shy in front of him, wanting so much to cover herself, but she wills herself to not hide from him.

"Beautiful Kens, you're just... Beautiful."

That word brings her from dripping to drenched. No one has ever called her beautiful. Kensi knows she's no ugly duckling, but she's mostly been told 'you look hot' or 'you look sexy'.

But Deeks, Deeks tells her she is beautiful. It's not just a temporary, it's Kensi.

Their lips meet once more and she grabs his head to bring him closer. Her hips push up against his and she yearns for friction to ease her aching cunt. Kensi pulls his shirt up over his head and revels in their bare chests rubbing against each other.

The sensation of his chest on her nipples give Kensi so little of what's to come. Her legs wrap around his waist and she rocks against him even harder.

Removing his lips from hers and her legs from his waist, Deeks stands up and removes his jeans. He looks down at the panting goddess beneath him and wills it all not to be a dream. But if it is a dream, he doesn't want to ever wake up.

Deeks then reaches for Kensi's jeans and slowly pulls them down her legs. When she's left in nothing but her panties, Deeks trails kisses from her neck, across her chest, stopping for just a moment to suck on her glorious tits, and whispers kisses across her hipbone.

He can smell her musky scent and hears her breath stop in anticipation.

He carefully removes her panties and reveals his prize. His tongue cautiously licks her outer lips and he kisses her inner thighs. His lover lets out moans and groans at his lack of action and a hand finds its way into his hair and pushes him closer to her pussy. Kensi's hands clutch onto the sheets as her partner inserts two fingers deep within her.

His tongue finds her clit and she feels likes she's soaring.

The gentle push and pull of his fingers continues until Kensi's thighs hit against his head and he understands that's the closet she'll come to begging.

He adds a third and fourth finger and twists his wrist to crook his fingers just as his teeth bite on her clit. Her juices gush over his face and he's drowning in Kensi Marie Blye. She so generous in her flow and her whimpers of pleasure are like music to his ears.

Deeks sits up and meets her eyes.

When Kensi notices the shine on his chin and the stupid grin on his face, her heart drops to her stomach and lurches back up and beats faster all at the same time.

It's in that moment that she thinks maybe they can do this, because without any doubt Kensi knows.

She knows that Marty Deeks is hopelessly in love with her and she's hopelessly in love with him.

A/N: Just wanted to say thanks to everyone who has reviewed! Appreciate you all :)