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Author's Note- I'm kind of excited for the plot to arrive. I have so many ideas for this... Gah. Perhaps too many ideas.

Enjoy.

Febuary 5th, 2012

Dear Riku,

You know that feeling I told you about? The way it feels like someone's watching me? It's just... gone now.

I woke up this morning, and I didn't realize until quite a bit later, but it was the first morning in a while I hadn't woken up feeling like I'd gotten no sleep the night before, feeling worse than I'd felt the night before.. I'd slept well for the first time in a long time. No nightmares either. It was a pleasant change, for once.

Kairi seems better as well. I didn't realize before, but she, and me, I guess, we both had dark circles under our eyes. We were both starting to look almost sick, run down and always tired.

It's almost weirder now, I guess. I think that I had almost gotten used to feeling that sort of presence near by, all the time. Almost gotten used to feeling like someone was watching me, all the time. The thought is actually more than a little creepy, that I had gotten so used to just being watched like that. That I had gotten used to seeing something out of the corner of my eye, something that would disappear the moment I turned to look for it.

And now it's just... gone. Everything, the feeling of someone watching me, the sense I should be waiting for something that never comes, even the feeling that something bad was coming. It's all gone now.

It's a little disconcerting.

I feel almost off balance now, like I'm waiting to see or hear something that isn't there and never will be, even though I'm waiting. A little like you are right now.

It's been a long time...but I think that I still expect to see you, all the time. I expect to see you on your island, or have you be sitting at the table at Kairi's house, while we make cookies like we used to. I think that Kairi feels the same way, sometimes she'll turn to ask you something, but you won't be there, and she'll look... stricken. I think that I'm still waiting for you to just turn up one day, smile just like you used to, and ask me if I missed you.

I do miss you.

Love,

Sora

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