All I Can Be
Pairing; Hunter(Hiccup)/Treyden(Toothless)
Rating; M for Mature
Author; Nightstar Fury
Disclaimer; I do not own any songs I might use or anything regarding HTTYD.
Drunken Desires
~Treyden's POV~
I don't think I'd ever been more shocked to discover that night Hunter asked Audrey out on a date so they could talk about getting back together. I was beside myself, of course, I wanted him to be happy, and Hunter had said there might be a chance of Audrey and him being a couple again if she proved she could be trusted and communicate with Hunter. I had to assume Hunter felt like she showed such things and that was the reason for asking her out. I couldn't quite put my finger on why it bothered me though, Hunter is my best friend, and I should support his decision fully, and I'm sure if he ever found out I didn't, it would be the end of our friendship. I wouldn't hurt him as his mother had in the past with not supporting his wants and decisions. I wouldn't do that to Hunter.
Still, something about Hunter being with Audrey again sparked something in me that I didn't like. Was it jealousy? No. Why would I be jealous of Hunter in a relationship with the woman he was going to marry? I wasn't. I suppose I was just afraid that Audrey would hurt him again and I didn't want to see Hunter suffer anymore, he deserved to be happy and if Audrey gave him that, who was I to stop it? I wasn't and wouldn't. When Hunter got off the phone that night, he took a shower and ended up going to bed since we had work in the morning. The evening of the date came, and Hunter left promptly at 6:55 pm to get Audrey on time for 7:15 pm so they would make the location for 7:30.
I don't know what happened on the date or what was talked about, but Hunter came home at 9 pm happy as ever so I asked him how it went and he announced that Audrey and he were dating again, that it felt great. I don't know where the pain came from, but I got a small twinge of pain in my chest when he said what he did. I brushed it off and told him I was happy for him. Hunter went on to explain how the talk went, that they agreed to take things slow and no sex for a while. Hunter said that at the end of the date while dropping her off at home, he decided to go for it and ask Audrey to be his girlfriend again and of course, she said yes. Hunter also made mention that they weren't jumping right back into the promise or engagement ring bits of where things left off back in August 2018 when the breakup occurred.
I didn't know what it was but seeing Hunter and Audrey together did make me wicked jealous. Yeah, I would admit that I was. No one knew this about me but I was gay, and the only two people who knew were my parents. Well, Mom when she was alive at least. I've never had a partner, lover, or feelings for anyone. That was until Hunter came to stay with me in November 2018. I don't know when it happened either, I but I hated seeing him upset and hurt. I took care of him while he healed, we had long talks about life, he said those broad statements about me being his best friend and would always have my back as I've had his. It was the nicest thing anyone has ever told me and it had so much meaning behind it.
I had feelings for Hunter, but I didn't know how he felt towards me, probably just friendship. Hunter was dating Audrey now; they had been together for a month. I assumed Hunter is straight since he's never shown me otherwise so how can I pursue such a thing. Hunter and I were friends, and that's all we'd ever be. I had to accept that and keep living my life, the only way I could stay close to Hunter was by remaining his best friend and being there when he needed me.
We were now at the end of February 2019; it was the 28th, the day before Hunter's birthday. Well, assumed one since the 29th wouldn't come around for another year in 2020. It's a Wednesday, Audrey is sick with food poisoning. Hunter is still living with me, and come to find out that Hunter was about to have a lonely birthday. I just heard him get off the phone with his Dad who informed him that they had to go out of town until the weekend for some family thing and knew Hunter wouldn't be able to get the time off that fast. Hunter understood, but I knew when my friend was upset. I wasn't going to let his birthday be miserable! I grabbed my keys and told him I'd be right back, I got in my car and headed for the liquor store.
~Hunter's POV~
I wish that I could say things with Audrey and me were okay since becoming a couple again, but I can't. It started out alright; we were both happy, content, on the same page about taking things slow and not rushing back to the place we were before the breakup with being promised to one another. However, I knew Audrey well. Audrey wanted to be engaged, pick up where we were going to be before I found out about the lies and secrets. I couldn't bring myself to start us back there, though I said she earned my trust back, I was still hesitant. I gave the girl my everything for three years and she hurt me in a way I didn't think she could ever do, but she did.
Audrey and I have been together a month now, and it just isn't the same. I was hoping to talk to Dad about things but as I just found out; my grandmother, Gigi Elderman(Gothi), fell and broke her leg, so my parents and sister were off to Peacefield until the weekend to make sure she was okay and got settled in with a home care nurse until her leg healed. I was told I would get an update when they arrived and got more details. So, it happened at a bad time because with all this going on with Audrey I was feeling kind of down. Also, tomorrow would technically mark me being nineteen years old, and now it appeared I'm spending my birthday alone because Audrey is sick with food poisoning, the doctor said it would take a day or two to clear up. Caitlyn and my family were out of town until Friday night but promised we'd do something on Saturday. The rest of my friends were busy with games, dates, or had other plans.
I heard Treyden say he would be right back, no clue where he was going at 7:45 on a Wednesday night but I guess it wasn't my business. I still had feelings for him, and maybe that's why things didn't feel right with Audrey anymore because I liked someone else. Oh well, what could I do? I didn't want to hurt Audrey by leaving again and saying I wasn't happy even though that was exactly the truth. Tonight it was just Treyden and I since his Dad was busy and said he'd be home late, of course, no Treyden wasn't here so what should I to do? Maybe I'd just get something to eat, take a hot shower, and go to bed. My birthday was shaping up to be shitty this year.
~Normal POV~
Hunter exited his temporary room and shut the door while moving to the kitchen to make a snack while pondering how long he'd be at Treyden's. Initially, Hunter said just a few months until the project between Caitlyn and Audrey was over but that ended in January when the holiday break was over, and students returned to school. Now it was the end of February and Hunter was still living there. Why? Hunter was comfortable around Treyden, but Hunter knew he'd have to go home at some point. Hunter grabbed the bread and started to make a sandwich when the door opened, and Treyden came in.
"Oh, good. You came out of the room, now we can have some fun," Treyden greeted.
"It's your house man, you could have dragged me out if you wanted to," Hunter chuckled a little and saw Treyden put the few bags down on the table. "What did you pick up?"
"Stuff to make sure you don't have a miserable birthday tonight with everyone being busy except me, so I hope you don't mind spending it with me. I grabbed chips, dip, and alcohol to enjoy while we listen to music, watch comedy, or Archi's Funniest," Trey admitted with a smile.
"You didn't have to do all this for me, Trey," Hunter replied while Treyden pulled out the bag of chips and dip, then a small bottle of Southern Comfort, two shot glasses, and a twelve pack of Archian Mead bottles.
"Nonsense! It's your birthday, and I'm not letting you spend it alone in your room so help me bring this shit to my room since it's bigger. You need this, you've been looking little down lately," Treyden remarked. Hunter rolled his eyes and grabbed the mead and his sandwich while Trey took the rest and they went to Treyden's room to set it all up. "It works out because I have the table to put it on, the TV, and a bigger garbage to throw away the trash," he added.
"If you insist," Hunter replied while Treyden worked on putting it out for easy access. Treyden poured them both a double shot and handed one to Hunter.
"Happy Birthday, Hunter," Treyden raised his glass a little to Hunter.
"Happy Birthday to me," Hunter smiled as they touched the glasses together then drank the shots back and laughed a little. "You're right, I needed this," he finally said putting his cup down.
(Three Hours Later)
11 pm, six shots and four beers in for each of them, they were hammered but having the best time of their lives. There was some music going; TV was off as they were just sitting on Treyden's bed talking about whatever random topic came to mind.
"Y-You know, Hunt. I been wonderin' why yew been so down lately?" Treyden asked. "Thought you be over da moon bein' with her again," he added.
Hunter sighed some while finishing his fourth beer and tossing the bottle into the garbage and surprisingly made it the shot. "It not tha same. Dun get me wrong, I luv 'er but I hesitate doin' things I know she wants," Hunter admitted.
"Like havin' sex and stuff? She wanna be engaged and plannin yer guys' weddin'?" Treyden inquired.
"Yeah, 'zactly dat. I told 'her from the beginnin' that we were takin tings slow and she said dat was cool with her but she shows different," Hunter closed his eyes. "I dunno. Sometimes, I tink we were betta friends than lovers again,"
"You ain't happy wiff 'er 'cuz ya know wat she did to yew. You forgive but not forget," Trey put a hand on Hunter's shoulder. "Da fear she hurt yew again keep you from bein' happy wiff her. It neva be same, Hunt,"
"What I do den? I feel like an ass if I leave after everyting," Hunter replied. "I chose 'er 'cuz I love her but as a friend, notin' more. I feel like...I can't 'ive her my love,"
"Why you say dat?" Treyden questioned. Hunter rolled his head over to face Treyden, eyes glossed over from the alcohol and Treyden's were the same.
"Pomise not to tell anyone?" Hunter asked and Trey nodded to him once. "Kay. It 'cuz I-I started likin' someone else while Audrey and me were boken up,"
"I know dis otha person?" Trey inquired. "And if like this otha, why with Audrey then?"
"Ya do know. I pick Audrey 'cuz otha person dun feel same for me or I dunno. " Hunter admitted to him.
"What yuu mean 'ya dunno' if dis otha persen feel same fer yew?" Treyden arched a brow while finishing his beer, then grabbing them both another shot to down together. "Yuu tell and dey bail or sometin?"
"Neva told. Afraid to lose the friendship we have. I'm say something dat only my Dad knows. I bi and person I like is straight, or I think at least, nothin to say othawise," Hunter looked away.
"Well, I tink yuu shuld leave Audrey if ya aren happy wif her. And yuu should tell other persin straight out you like them. You got more ball den me, Hunt. If we sharin' secrets that only family know, I'm gay, and like a guy who with someone else and don't say notin 'cuz he's happy," Trey admitted. "Least you got to do it all. Have someon to love, kiss, hold, make love. Most I dun is maserbate and I bettin it don't feel the same as the real ting," he chuckled while the two had their shot, making the total seven now.
"Work til yuu have sex, den it don't compare," Hunter told him.
"I believe ya. Still, least you got to experence wiff someon yew care about. Yuu do still?" Trey asked.
"Do wat? Masturbate? Sometimes, depend on mood at time. Had lot goin' on since August with bakeup, then healin, stayin 'ere. Been a few monts since last time," Hunter shrugged. "Don be so down, Trey. Jus go wit it like I hav. Aud and me neva panned havin' sex, just happen. Caught in moment, I only tole 'er yes cuz I tought she had protection fer herself, but she lied 'bout it," he added in.
"I know, I been jus waitin. Sucks be nineteen and have no experience in anythin' but a job. I neva even been kissed or kissed someone else," Trey closed his eyes slowly. Hunter looked over at his friend through the haze of his slipping vision, then he put his shot glass down and took Treyden's from him. Hunter moved closer to Treyden as the shifting on the bed made Treyden look at Hunter but before Trey could ask why Hunter was so close; Hunter pressed his lips to Treyden's softly. Trey's eyes widened at first, but then they closed as he fell into it. Hunter adjusted himself to have his legs on either side of Treyden's legs while deepening the kiss more by sliding his tongue into Trey's mouth and running it along Treyden's which earned a light groan before Hunter pulled back, and Trey almost whimpered when it stopped.
"It yuu, Trey," Hunter said gently.
"Wat me?" Treyden inquired confused and very much wanted Hunter's lips against his again.
Hunter smiled a little, "One I like,"
"Yew who I like," Treyden replied as he leaned up and kissed Hunter who returned it fully while lowering himself to lay on top of Treyden.
(Hunter &Treyden Lemon)
If the two of them were sober, this would not be happening. Such wasn't the case since there were four beers and seven shots of Southern Comfort involved with their confession of feelings to liking one another. To think all it took was Hunter kissing Treyden after finding out that the man had never been kissed before. Neither expected it would turn into this but now so caught in the moment; they didn't care about tomorrow morning or the fact they were supposed to work at 5 am. The alarms were set, but with all the alcohol consumption this evening, it wasn't looking to be a promising morning they'd go in.
It started with just kissing that turned into making out and then the clothes began to get taken off. Now, Hunter andTreyden both in their boxers, the rest of their clothes had been removed and thrown to the floor in any which direction. Hunter was laying over Trey, and the two of them were hard and knew it as their hips were rocking in rhythm causing their lengths to rub together through the fabric of their underwear while still locked in deep kisses. Treyden was moaning, he wanted more, to feel everything Hunter was willing to give him. Hunter was also enjoying it; there was something different in doing things like this with Treyden as opposed to Audrey. Hunter didn't care at the moment; it felt amazing. It felt...right.
Hunter pulled his lips from Treyden's while moving the kisses along his cheek and eventually to his neck which only elicited a louder moan. Hunter's hand slipped down the front of Trey's body and into his boxers to stroke his cock slowly. "A-Ah, Hunter," Trey panted a little. Hunter smiled and looked at Treyden now after kissing his lips once.
"Feel good?" Hunter asked as Treyden managed a single nod, wanting him to keep going. Hunter removed his hand then scooched himself down more to have better access to Trey's lower body. First, Hunter removed his boxers since they were bothering him and then Hunter hooked his fingers on Treyden's boxer waistline and pulled them down slowly while kissing down Trey's chest and midsection until he reached the head of Trey's cock and ran his tongue over it making Treyden shudder at the feeling. Hunter spit in his hand once then placed his hand gently around the hardened appendage of his friend and began to move it up and down, allowing the spit to spread around and making the stroking easier.
"Oh, w-wow," Treyden breathed while relaxing on the bed. Hunter continued his actions using only his hand at first; then he decided to push the envelope by bringing his hand to the base of Treyden's cock the back upward and around the head making Trey buck a little and tilt his head at the feeling. Finally, Hunter lowered his mouth and started swirling his tongue at the tip before beginning to suck on Trey's length making his gasp and moan louder, gripping the bed sheets tightly from the feeling it gave Trey. After five minutes, Hunter began to stroke and suck faster, and Trey found it harder to hold back releasing. "Hu-Hun..ter...I'm gonna...cum," he managed.
Hunter pulled back his mouth and continued stroking until Treyden pulled at the sheets and started moving his hips in time with Hunter's strokes and eventually bucked hard and came. It shot up a little and then dribbled down onto Hunter's hand which slowed it's movements then stopped and let go while Trey struggled to catch his breath but Hunter wiped his hand on the bed and shifted upward to kiss Trey again, and of course, he returned such. They were soft kisses with a little tongue included, Treyden lifted his legs some and wrapped them around Hunter's waist which took Hunter by surprise because now his length was at Treyden's rear. Was Trey asking Hunter to fuck him?
Treyden blushed a bit and turned his head to the side with embarrassment. Perhaps some of the alcohol was wearing off because it was hitting a point where they knew what was going on. Hunter backed up out of the leg grip as he looked at Trey carefully then spit in his hand a few times before placing it at Treyden's rear hole and getting him lubed up. "Hang on," Hunter told him as he got off the bed and moved out into the hall slowly, staggering to keep his balance while getting to his room and grabbing something from the nightstand drawer then returning. "This...work better," he said holding up the small bottle of lube. Hunter got some in his hand to put on Trey before starting with his finger.
Trey had done reading about the subject of having anal sex for if the situation ever arose that he would be doing it. Trey also knew that Hunter has had sex before and likely to know what he's doing. However, Treyden knew that a first time could be painful if not done slowly, so it made sense to him barely why Hunter got lube and was now using his finger. It was a new feeling for sure and would take some adjusting, but right now, Hunter was just teasing the rim to relax Trey. Hunter continued his actions with the hole before slowly sliding his finger in, and Treyden tensed up with a hiss.
"Ssh, it okay. Breathe," Hunter instructed softly as Trey took a few breaths and tried to relax. When the hole tightness let up, Hunter started pumping his finger in and out slowly while using the other hand to stroke Trey's length more and bring back some of the feelings he enjoyed previously. After this had happened, Trey's moans began once again, and Hunter added a second finger while moving faster but it didn't bother Trey at all.
"Gods!" Trey gasped out. A few moments of this before Hunter withdrew his fingers from Treyden then got on one of his condoms, sex was sex, and he'd always use one unless decided before hand it was safe to do it without. Once that was on, Hunter added a little more lube to Trey's rear and then onto the condom.
"Flip over on your...hands n' knees, babe," Hunter said as Treyden fixed his legs and rolled over, now propped up on his hands and knees, ass facing Hunter. "Try to relax," he encouraged gently as Treyden nodded while Hunter moved in closer to him, then pressed his head into Treyden's rear slow then continued to inch in or pull out and start again to relax the tight muscles of Treyden's ass. After two minutes or so, Hunter was in full and massaged Treyden's back to help him adjust to the feeling of being penetrated. Hunter started to thrust easily while stroke Treyden's cock to add more pleasure. It was long before Trey began moaning and Hunter picked up speed and force to test the waters of what Treyden liked.
"Ah, Hunt...Yes!" Treyden panted out as Hunter's hands moved to Trey's hips to allow him to go harder and faster. Hunter loved it, so did Treyden. Shit-faced or not, it felt incredible and so right even though it was wrong in every sense of the word. For starters, they were drunk. Secondly, Hunter was still with Audrey and having sex with Treyden, and it was likely that neither of them would remember they agreed to this come tomorrow morning. At the same time, they didn't care. Treyden and Hunter went at it for an hour, just the fucking alone. Hunter even got bold when they were close to cumming, and let Treyden do him with the spare condom that Hunter had in his wallet on the floor in his pants. Hunter thought they might as well be fair in work and let Treyden experience being in control.
It was nearing 1:15 am before the two switched back to Hunter thrusting into Trey while he was on his back and legs draped over Hunter's arms. Both of them were sweating, the bedsheets were a mess, and out of place, Trey was stroking himself, and Hunter was about at his breaking point with being unable to hold back any longer. "Fuck. Trey, I ca-can't," Hunter panted as he dropped Treyden's legs down and pulled out, then took off the condom. In that moment with Hunter on his knees and still between Treyden's legs, Hunter took over stroking Treyden while Trey placed his hand around Hunter's throbbing length and the two were jacking each other off to finish at the same time.
"Mm, yes! Hunter, I'm...cumming!" Treyden arched his back while his cock twitched and he started to cum. Hunter rocked his hips into Treyden's soft grip around his length to bring himself to orgasm as well, releasing hard and it getting on Trey's hand and some on his stomach too which is where Trey's landed and on Hunter's hand too. Hunter and Treyden let go of one another and shared another kiss before Hunter laid down on the bed, both panting hard and trying to catch their breath. As they came down from the pleasure high, Hunter grabbed his shirt from the floor and cleaned off with, then Treyden did the same as the shirt got tossed to the hamper.
(End Treyden & Hunter Lemon)
It had been nothing short of exhilarating. Hunter snaked his arms around Treyden's waist and drew him closer against his body. Hunter kissed his cheek with a smile while their naked bodied meshed together so perfectly and sleep took over minutes later. Tonight was just supposed to be a birthday party between two friends and it turned into both of them giving into their drunken desires to be with one another and share the most intimate of actions.