Authors note ... This is mostly Kennys entry now as he now has the diary and Kyle is gone so anything that is mentioned here is Kennys point of view on the happanings
Feb .1945 ...Kenny ...I have found this makeshift diary amongs 637425 few belongings it been shoved between the floorboards or the flooring of the tent and it was obviouse he planned to come back for it later but sadly I know he won't be back ever
I never really knew that he'd been keeping a diary guess he didn't seem the type really just goes to show you but I did notice paper go missing when he and his cousion was around the office eather he took it or Jacob but I turned a blind eye as Kyle his name was a really nice guy I liked him a lot and I still think about him a lot and I miss him and sadly I will never see him again as I later found out that Kyle and all the others thought that they were being moved to another camp that's what we were told to tell them and sadly they bought that story but the sad truth was that they were being taken on a death match and as we have no gas chambers here we couldn't gas them so they were all being taken into the woods to be shot so sadly Kyle is probelly dead now it's a horrible thought of that beautiful young boy meeting such a horrible end such a wast of a young life
Im back in Auchwitz working now but I just can't get Kyle out my head he was so innicont it's hard to come to terms with his death no matter how hard I try
I first seen Kyle before he was arrested and he and his family were in hiding before they were arrested I'd see him at the window and I think that he thinks I didn't see him but I did and I knew he was Jewish despite Kyles beauty he had a Jewish nose that's how I knew but I never told anyone that their were Jews hiding in that house as I hoped that one day I could get to meet Kyle but never like this I wanted to be his friend
I was posted onto that Job after I left the Hitlers youth to join the army I hated that movemt and I can't stand Hitler the guys totally insane he has severe mental problems but no one would dare say that
It was my dad that forced me to join into it he's a Nazie and if I didn't join he'd make life hell for me and worse still I was made to appear in an advert in the hitler youth magazine becouse with my platinum blond hair pale skin and bright blue eyes they called me the perfect Aryan and that Hitler would love me as I was what he wanted so I appeard in their magazine to recruite more boys to join but I fucking hated it but then they sent me to where Kyle was now I was brainwashed into thinking that all Jews looked the same small fat people with huge noses beady dark eyes that looked at you sneakily and dark hair and always had their hands out looking for our money as they loved money and were very very greedy always wanting more well that's what they looked like and were described as in our books I know that is very antisemetic but it's what we were taught about them and they were to be avoided like the Plauge as they'd be our ruin but not that they could be tall slender with the face of an angel with enchanting eyes and pale skin and red hair
At the time I didn't know his name and I seen him hang out with another boy good looking too with pale skin and very dark hair and bright navy blue eyes and his sister Shelly she hit on me right away trying to get me to date her and I just couldn't be botherd with her really I didn't care for her much yet I tried to be nice but she wasent my type really
Yeah I do date girls too but in this day and age it's a crime to be bisexual that's what I am I like guys and girls so I have to keep it a secret otherwise I'd be killed so I date girls too and before I'd met Shelly I just had broken up with a girl who turned out to be nothing but a dirty whore a Tammy Warner turned out shed slept with all the German army I think and her crouch was alive with God knows what and 4 of the soilders came down with an STD thanks to her so working near Stans house I thought it take my mind off things till I seen Kyle at the window and I had no idea who this beautiful boy was and fuck it I didn't care if he was a Jew or not to me he was a beautiful angel so I always hung around that house hoping to see him yet the dark haired boy got a bit pissed at me I could tell so I had to be carfull
Then I heard that I was being moved out that area and transfared to work at Auchwitz which ment I'd never see that beautiful boy again and I did think at the time well maybe it is for the best as having these feelings for him could lead to trouble so I put him out my mind and moved on and try and forget about him then he goes and turns up in Auchwitz which was a shock and when I seen him coming of that train with his family I felt my heart race but I felt so bad for him coming to this hell on earth as its called and also that's when I first seen him up close and noticed that he had beautiful bright green eyes like emeralds and he was even more beautiful closer up
He came with his family and he was spared for work along with his dad and cousion and an aunt who was taken to the women's camp the rest were all sent to the gas chambers that broke my heart seeing him so upset like that I'll never forget his sobs and I could do nothing about it sadly and I'll never forget seeing that beautiful boy having his identity stripped away from him he had lovely clothes that were taken his beloved gold star of David necklace taken tol that upset him the most as it had sentimentle value too him even his name Kyle was taken and he was reduced to a nuber and I was their when they cut off all his beautiful red curls down to the scalp even shaved his body hair and eyebrows so he no longer looked human so he was standing their newly shaved and shaking in fear and sobbing a bit but tried to hide his sobs and he went from being a normal heathy looking boy to a boy that looked like an old man and was a walking corpse it was heartbreaking yet he remaind so strong even in his darkest times when his father vanished I know that his father was taken to the gas chambers I don't think Kyle knew that and he was strong when he lost his cousion right up to the end he remaind strong he so wanted to walk out of here free but sadly he never got the chance their trying to liquidate the camps as theirs stories of the Russians coming and Kyles camp was one of them so we told them they were going to another camp not that they were going to be taken into the forest and shot and their bodies left in an unmarked mass grave immso so sorry Kyle where ever he is now I just hope he's in a better place now and reunited in heaven with his family and no longer suffering and that poor boy did suffer that I know mostly Cartman made him suffer and I know Cartman raped him and he flogged him too he put Kyle through hell I really wish I could have said something stood up to Cartman to protect Kyle but Cartman is my superior and he'd have shot me he even scared me that fat bastard
I can actully imagin poor Kyle and the others walking for miles and miles and being taken deep into the forest miles from anywhere and being made dig a huge deep hole then being made to strip naked and stand over the hole facing it and then being shot in the back of the head bullet to their brains no doubt and their lifeless bodies falling into the hole and the soilders covering the hole up hiding all evicdance and then disposing of the uniforms so all that will be left is a mass unmarked grave never to be found it was all the prisnors who were sick eather coughing or had lice or scabies that we're taken away and Kyle still had scabies only a very small handfull of prisnors stayed their back in Auchwitz just now maybe 20 or less don't know what will happan to them now but Kyle and the rest were sent on the death march and though I only knew poor Kyle for a short time I will never forget him so I shall return this diary to that dark haired boy called Stan as Kyle thinks a lot about him and by rights he should have this and I'm adding my bit to it to let Stan know I looked out for Kyle and I cared for him and when the war is over I shall return this to him so just now I have put this in my case with my privet papers for safe keeping that's what Kyle would have wanted really I feel
Well that's that chappy done next one up soon and theirs a suprise in the next one too omg iv kiled off poor Kyle sorry Kyle I'll make it up to you soon
Kyle ... you better killing me off like that I thought you liked me
Me ...I do I love you Kyle
Kyle...,you killed me * walks away sulking *
Me ...I give up