Repressed memories are those memories which are cause by high level of stress or trauma. The loss of a loved one or maybe the experience of war may trigger the brain to surpress the memory so the individual could continue on living .
Usagi was still burning up the girl were taking turns in taking care of her.
"I can't believe they actually did this!"said Rei with a high level of rage in her voice.
"Me neither! This not only effects Usagi-chan, but Ami -chan anf Minako-chan are depressed." said Makoto lowering her voice.
"I know...But we can't do anything about it now. We can only hope time will heal their pain."
"Yeah. But she is still burning up!"
"I can see that.You should go and rrst Mako-chan I will stay with her."
"Okay! If you need anything just yell."
It was a long night for everyone. Ami and Minako were up all night crying, till they didn't have any tears to cry anymore. Rei was taking care if Usagi. She was crying sometimes within her dream , but fortunately her fever was getting down.
Well Makoto couldn't sleep either. Her thoughts were around the Outers gesture who went to far this time. "I am trying hard to understand them. I understand they wanted to save Chibiusa, but this .. This is catastrophy. I never thought they will take some extreme measure. I just hope Usagi-chan will be alright."
Morning came and Usagi opened her eyes. The doctor was already in the middle of her examination.
It was chaos in her head; She doesn't know where she was. How did she get there? What to do? Where to go? She only heard a voice in my head ..Odango..."Who's voice was that?"
"Usagi!you are awake thank goodness."said Rei.
"What happened?" asked Usagi confused."My head hurts."
"Huh?"
"Where is Mamo-chan?"
"Mamoru-san?"Rei was confused how come her friend was asking for him of all people.
"Yes! He will be mad at me again. We have to prepare for the wedding ceremony."
"Usagi-chan are you feeling alright?" asked Minako raising an eyebrow.
"I will be...Just let me get up!"
"Yeah but. .You know the Starlight..."
"Who?" Usagi didn't know simply who she was talking about.
"Se..." Minako wanted her to know about Seiya, but Mamoru interrupted her.
"Usako!"
"Mamo-chan!" she was happy to see him and hugged him.
"But..." Rei stopped Minako and dragged her out.
"We are leaving you two lovebirds to talk."
"What's going on... doctor?"
"She doesn't remember the loss she suffered,the person she loves died and she is now..." said Minako baffled.
"It seems we have a case of surpressed memory. It means the events were to traumatizing and her brain is not capable of dealing with the situation."
"Will she remember?"
"The memory could be triggered by anything a smell, a noise but it may never come back. The surrounding has to pretend for her safety like nothing happened."
"Oh my gosh! Thanks doc!" Rei escorted him out.
"Guys we have a problem!" Rei and Minako started telling the girls.
"You mean..."Makoto's eyes widened.
"Yes!"
"That is terrible." said Ami.
"I agree. How can we pretend nothing happened?"
"You will do it!"said Mamoru seriously.
"It's no fair."said Makoto.
"She is happy."
"Happy? This is what you call happy?"Rei knew him "How could you accept to decieve her like that?" asked Minako.
"It was the only way!"
"You knew what they were planning?"
"I did! It doesn't matter. The future is on its right track again we will get married as planned have Chibiusa and live happily ever after." he said seriously.
"This is an illusion of happiness."
"Then go and tell her what happened ,cause her pain and suffering." he shouted at them. "Go!"What are you waiting for?You can't do it!"
"We wouldn't hurt her." said Rei.
"Me neither it's the only way." and with that he was gone.
"Guys are we really going along with this?" Makoto and Ami were furious.
"We have to."
"Noway I mean I... we saw our children disappear. For the firts time I saw a piece of myself." Minako was baffled. Ami nodded in agreement. She was suffering in silence.
"I'm so sorry maybe it wasn't meant to be."
"You can be serious. We are talking about our future. So the four of them decided and we should obey."
"Not for them.. For Usagi-chan's sake and for yours.
"I'm sorry I just can't." Minako grabbed her purse and left.
"Minako-chan!" Makoto shouted after her.
"Leave her she is hurt." Rei suggested to Makoto.
"I have to go too.See you!'
"Ami-chan?" Rei called her but she left numbly.
"This is crazy."
"I know!" agreed Rei.
Usagi woke up,she was still dizzy. She had a feeling she was missing something or someone just couldn't find out what it was. The room looked familiar, the bed, the sheets had a familiar scente that tickeled her nose. "Was I the only one sleeping in this bed."She found a T-shirt. "This can be mine, it's way to big around my chest."Usagi lifted herself up from bed .
"Usagi?"
"Rei -chan!"
"How do you feel?"
"Okay, what happened?I don't remember."
"You hit your head pretty hard we had another enemy that wanted to get you. We managed to defeat it. You are Safe."
"I'm glad soon I will get married."
"Yes!"
"Rei-chan? Shouldn't I be happy?"
"You're not?"
"I guess..I just feel that something is missing. When Mamo-chan came and kissed me..I felt... It doesn't matter."
"What?"
"I felt like I wanted to kiss someone else. How stupid. He is my only love!"
"Yeah." Rei smiled she knew it was wrong to lie to her.
The three Starlights and Princess Kakxu were heading home They arrived to Kinmoku.
"Quick take her to her room!'the Princess gave out the orders.
"Her light is so weak!"Healer and Maker were very much worried about their friend.
"Healer!Maker!I will try to save her." The Princess reassured and if anything happens we go back and ..
"Princess!'
"Her love keeps her alive until she hangs on to it there is hope."
"What if she wakes up and wants to go back?"asked Maker.
"Let's wait for her to wake up!"
Seiya was in the worst condition. She was badly injured. The attacks caused deep bruises on her body, but she was still hanging on. The hope of getting better was a small one. She was caught by the darkness of death , bit still a small light was visible at the end of the tunnel.She was crawling along alone in the world of shadows and Usagi was her light.
Usagi although was physically okay , her own mind cowered itself in darkness. Will they manage to get out?
