I don't know how to love him
What to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days
When I've seen myself
I seem like someone else
I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man
He's just a man
And I've had so many
Men before
In very many ways
He's just one more
Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?
Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this position?
I'm the one
Who's always been
So calm so cool
No lover's fool
Running every show
He scares me so
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?
Yet, If he said he loved me
I'd be lost; I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope
Just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head
I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so...
Applause came from the doorway.
"Very nice Santana." Will walked in as Santana, Mercedes and Rachel who was sat at the piano looked at him. "From Jesus Christ Superstar if I'm not mistaken. But the three of you should be in class."
"Miss Graham is off sick today, so Miss Sylvester was supposed to be covering." Mercedes explained.
"But she told us she had a headache and to all get out and find something else to do." Santana added.
"So we thought we would work on something we have been discussing."
"What's that?" Will asked.
"The Andrew Lloyd Webber Love Trio." Rachel replied. "I Don't Know How To Love Him from Jesus Christ Superstar, Love Changes Everything from Aspect of Love and Unexpected Song from Song and Dance."
"It's the ultimate musical mash up." Mercedes added.
"Puck's going to hate it but it will be good if we can pull it off." Santana stated.
"I wouldn't worry about the boys; they decided you needed a theme song yesterday."
"What did they pick?"
"Beautiful Monster by Ne-Yo."
"I'm going to kill them slowly."
Flashback.
Rachel made her way up the stairs to her boyfriend's bedroom. The door was open and she could hear familiar voices chatting inside.
"What about Beautiful Monster?" Sam was reading the back of a CD.
"That should be Santana's theme song." Finn commented.
"It does kind of fit." Sam agreed.
"Talking of Satan how far exactly do you think she and Brittany got?" Mike asked.
"Looking to watch a little girl on girl action there Chang?" Puck asked. "I already asked and didn't get very far."
Rachel had heard enough and stepped to the door and cleared her throat.
"Hey babe." Puck smiled as nothing had happened. "I thought you had ballet class tonight?"
"I do but you left your book in my car so I thought I would drop it off on the way."
"Is that a tutu?" Sam leaned around to look.
"What is it with guys and tutus?" Rachel asked Sam started to reply. "That was a rhetorical question. You should all learn to be nicer about your friends." She paused. "I'll see you all at school tomorrow."
"Damn." Puck puttered. "She's pissed." He handed Mike the controller as he got up.
"She sounded fine." Finn assured him.
"Trust me. I know her a lot better than you do remember." Puck took off after her and caught up with her at the door. "Rachel." He put a hand on her arm. "Look we're guys we talk about random stuff when we're together."
Rachel turned to look at him they were only a step apart.
"Santana has finally figured out that she's in love with Brittany and it's killing her that Brittany is with Artie. So give her a break."
"I hate to break it to you babe, but Santana's done half the guys in school."
"Have you heard of denial? Or maybe she just likes sex. She's working through a lot right now so take it easy on her and if you repeat any of this to anyone, I'll make sure you never have sex again." She kissed him.
"So you're not mad at me?"
"You're a guy it's natural that you're an idiot. Call me when your fellow idiots have gone home. I have to go or I'll be late for class." She kissed him. Puck watched her leave before he headed back upstairs.
"Everything ok?" Sam asked.
"She threatened to castrate me but other than that we're cool." He took his seat back on the floor.
"How did she even get in here?" Finn remembered that Puck's door could only be opened from the outside with a key.
"She has a key." Puck replied picking the game up where they left off.
"Hold on." Finn put it back on pause. "She has a key?"
"Mom gave it to her because she picks Sarah up from school sometimes or brings her home from rehearsal. She doesn't trust Sarah with a key yet. Are we playing or are we turning into girls and talking about our feelings with a cup of hot milk?"
End flashback.
"On second thoughts." Santana continued. "Mr Schue we're doing a musical theme this week."
"Andrew Lloyd Webber wrote a great variety of songs." Rachel helpfully supplied. "It would help us embrace our musical story telling ability."
"Ok." Mr Schue agreed. "Now I have to get back to class. I'll leave you three to finish your rehearsal."
TBC