((DONT HATE ME IF THERE ARE TYPOS PLEASE IM LAZY AND ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I STARTED THIS CHAPTER. And spell chuck with quirks? No thank you. Go ahead and hate me for that though.))
It's been weeks since Karkat talked to me. Kankri texted Meulin and I to let us know they're fine last week. It's been a month and a half since their dad died now. Karkat hasn't been going to school and Kankri is doing the minimal with it so he can keep up at work but I think he's pushing it to soon. But the bills have to be paid. I wish they would let people help but Vantas' are always stubborn, I've learned that just fine. It sounds like Kankri's job alone will take care of them enough but since he isn't on full hours yet Karkat is going to have to start working to. I mean I'm sure they will be fine for a little while longer without either of them working but I think Kankri just wants to stay busy.
I know they'll be ok with living situation. I just feel so useless.
They have each other so why should I need to be there? I don't know. He's always been there for me in good and bad times and I want more than anything to be there for him to. I know I was supposed to back off but how can I?! I was there and she wasn't, ok? I hugged him and let him talk and I almost told him how I felt! And the way he looked at me in that one moment... UGH.
Meulin said she saw Kankri at school the other day and according to him, Karkat will be back at school on Monday but I still say they both need more time. If he misses to much school he wont graduate though. And I don't know what he will do when he starts working, he seems like the type to try and skip out on school with or without something bad happening.
I let out a sigh as I continue to wonder with my phone in hand, just dying to contact him. Maybe I should talk to Sollux or Gamzee about it. Not Terezi. Feferi? I'll see who all will talk about it.
ArsenicCatnip [AC] began pestering twinArmeddons [TA]
AC: :33 hi sollux
TA: hey nep
AC: :33 have you heard from Karkat lately?
TA: We've been talkiing every week or 2o
AC: r:33 eally?
TA: yeah. II thought you would have been talkiing wiith hiim every day
AC: :33 no. he hasnt been talking to me at all. I decided not to push right now.
AC: :33 is he ok?
TA: yeah that2 a good iidea. II think he2 going ok iit2 ju2t hard. He 2eem2 kind of zoned out when iim talkiing to hiim. Iim pretty 2ure he2 been beatiing the 2hiit out of hiim2elf. Ok forget that I am 2ure. How can he not? Thii2 ii2 KK we're talkiing about.
AC: :33 yeah thats true. If he would only let us help him...
TA: iit2 2tiill pretty damn early iinto thii2 2o ii dont blame hiim for beiing 2o dii2tant.
AC: :33 me neither
TA: you really liike hiim dont you? Mo2t of u2 havent heard much out of you eiither but youre the only one talkiing about iit really.
AC: :33 wait what?
TA: iit2 a touchy 2ubject and no one want2 to talk about iit whiich ii2nt 2urprii2iing really
AC: :33 I guess
TA: iim ju2t gue2iing iit ha2 2omethiing to do wiith that cru2h you have on hiim
AC: :33 what?! How would you know if I like him?!
TA: iit2 kiind of obiiou2
AC: :33 BLARG
AC: :33 whatever! It doesnt matter anyway, nothing will happen between us so let it go
TA: what? Why wouldnt anythiing happen?
AC: :33 well I thought he liked terezi and then he said he didnt and thats what kanaya said to so I guess he really doesnt but now im being ignored more than before and we were always there for each other up until now so it makes no sense unless he wants to cut away from me so I figure thats what hes doing and I dont want to get my hopes to high only to be let down
TA: woah
TA: ok uh. Ju2t giive hiim 2ome more tiime to come around. He probably wiill
AC: :33 mhm. I guess.
TA: iim gonna get goiing. Try not to worry to much about hii2 miixed up liittle feeliing2
AC: :33 ill see you at school
TA: 2ee ya
twinArmageddons [TA] ceased pestering arsenicCatnip [AC]
Ok well theres one conversation down. I don't feel any better about anything though.
ArsenicCatnip [AC] began pestering cuddlefishCuddler [CC]
AC: :33 hey fefurry
AC: :33 do you have time to talk?
5 minutes later
AC: :33 ok I see not. See you at school
arsenicCatnip [AC] ceased pestering cuddlefishCuller [CC]
Well maybe Kanaya.
ArsenicCatnip [AC] began pestering grimAuxiliatrix [GA]
AC: :33 hi kanaya, can you talk?
GA: What About?
AC: :33 well karkat if you dont mind
GA: Oh Alright.
AC: :33 have you heard from him recently?
GA: A Few Days Ago But Not Often At All
GA: Have You? Did Something Else Happen?
AC: :33 no and not to my knowledge
GA: I See... Has He Been Out Of The House?
AC: :33 I dont think so
GA: He Didn't Go Anywhere After Their Mother Died For Months And At That Point He Kept To Himself Very Much No Matter Where He Was. This Is Most Likely Worse Since He Is Blaming Himself No doubt And This Is Both Of Their Parents Rather Than Just Their Mother.
GA: As Well As The Fact He Is Older And Has A Darker Mind Than Before.
AC: :33 oh my god... you dont think he'll hurt himself do you?
GA: No. I Doubt It. He Never Believed That Would Fix Anything. I Don't See Why This Would Change That.
AC: :33 thats good at least... he's supposed to be back at school on monday so he wont get in trouble. Im afraid of people teasing him without knowing. Being bullied is the last thing he needs.
GA: I Agree But Was He Teased Much Before?
AC: :33 well no, I think everyone learned not to by the time I got here. But I dont know, things usually go wrong at times like this.
GA: True.
GA: Let Me Know If Anything Happens Please
AC: :33 I will
GA: I Wish I Could Talk More But I've Run Out Of Time Now. I Hope You're Doing Alright Yourself.
AC: :33 ok, bye
grimAuxiliatrix [GA] ceased pestering arsenicCatnip [AC]
I let out a sigh and look at who all is online still. It's been a while since I talked to Gamzee.. Actually it would be a good idea to talk to him, I've missed it! And he's close with Karkat so he might be able to help. He was always good at cheering me up.
ArsenicCatnip [AC] began trolling terminallyCapricious [TC]
AC: :33 hi gamzee
TC: HeY nEpSiS
AC: :33 its been a little while since we talked :3
AC: :33 sorry about that
TC: ItS aLl GoOd SiS
TC: MiSsEd Ya ThOuGh
AC: :33 h33h33. I missed you to
TC: YoU aLrIgHt?
TC: YoU aInT aS bUbBlY aS nOrMaL :o?
AC: :33 yeah i'm just worried about karkitty. He hasnt talked to me since his dad.
TC: Aw MaN. hE HaSnT tAlKeD tO mE iN a WhIlE eIThEr SiS
AC: :33 shoot
AC: :33 do you think... hes avoiding me? He talks to some of the others..
TC: No WaY sIs
TC: KaRbRo WoUlDnT dO tHaT tO yOu
AC: :33 I know it's just things got kind of complicated... we kissed
TC: Oh ShIt
TC: WaIt
TC: ShOuLdNt ThAt Be A gOoD tHiNg?
AC: :33 it would be if it didnt happen right after his dad died! And we were already kind of drifting. It was horrible timing.. I just dont know if it means anything.
TC: Aw MaN iM sOrRy SiS
AC: :33 I just dont know what to do
AC: :33 I know its a big thing that hes going through and I should give him space but its been a while already, I dont want to loose him
TC: NaH
TC: HeS nOt JuSt GoNnA uP aNd LeAvE yA hAnGiNg
AC: :33 I know hes not going to be mean or anything and ditch me. Its just been so long already. This is really weird of anyone to do I think.
TC: I gUeSs ThAtS tRuE
TC: WhAtS tHaT gRoUcHy MoThEr FuCkEr YoU uSeD tO tAlK tO tHiNk AbOuT iT?
AC: :33 equius? Oh my gosh its been a while since I talked to him! GAH I feel so bad! He doesnt know!
TC: ThAt KiNdA sUcKs SiS
TC: MaYbE hEs GoT sOmE wIcKeD aDvIcE fOr YoU
AC: :33 I think ill give it a shot! Thanks a lot gamzee. We should hang out again soon!
TC: Im AlL fOr It
AC: :33 bye for now!
ArsenicCatnip [AC] gave up trolling terminallyCapricious [TC]
Equius uhh...? I really miss him... Maybe I can get him to come visit! I'll have to find out. I'll talk to Kankri or Meulin after that. I mean directly to Karkat would be great but I don't want to be annoying..
((Ok another chapter I thought I wouldn't be lazy with. Really sorry for slow updates and if I messed up on things. I was probably half asleep when doing most of this (as I am right now while uploading) and I'm really nervous about that again. I have planned out everything that is going to happen from here until the end so all thats holding me back is getting into the nepkat mood. Dont worry it isnt ending soon, there are several things to have happen, things to patch up, relationships to get going, and different view points that will make it all take even longer. So yeah look forward to the next probably 8 chapters or something like that.))