The first thing I became aware of was the of a dull throbbing sensation through the sticky cotton of sleep. I could barely comprehend anything, only occasional things stuck out to me. If this is what off lining feels like I hate it! I thought distantly.

Though I was confused slightly, I could have sworn I saw Ironhide and Ratchet. The thought made me sad and my spark to ache. I remembered faintly laying on a table, hurting and in scared. A face hovered over mine..I think it was Ratchet. He was snarling something...

That's when I realized it wasn't a memory or a dream. Ratchet was yelling and at someone else, telling them to get out. Equally vicious voices resounded. I couldn't determine what they were saying, what ever medicine Ratchet had going through my tubes, plus my relief, was clouding my mind. I tried to speak, but found my vocal processor wouldn't online, with a snapping and fizzing noise I managed to utter a quiet groan.

The effect was immediate, everyone and thing was silent causing a dull ringing to permeate my audios. Suddenly I felt a soft pressure in both of my servos, enveloping them in warmth. I tried to see, but my optics were still fuzzy and wouldn't allow proper sight. I faintly heard someone whisper in my audio receptor. It was a familiar voice, sultry and soft, another one followed. This one equally sultry with dark promises of pleasure. They they both held the same message for me as I fazed back into recharge.

"I love you."

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By the time I finally came to it felt as if I had been in recharge for weeks. Groaning I tried to sit up, as soon as I did a searing pain zinged up my waist and lit my limbs on fire. I let out a strangled stuttering noise, vocalize non compliant.

Before my tender door wings could even hit the berth as I toppled backwards two sets of arms enveloped me, holding me close. Gentle servos slid over my form bringing relief from the pain and replacing it with something else. After a moment I managed to online my optics, they were still fuzzy, but I could at least see more than I could the last time I tried.

Looking into two sets of dark indigo optics I felt my already weak spark stutter. Their gazes held concern and love, but most importantly anger at my pain. I took in a shuddering breath and tried to smile reassuringly, getting myself a scowl from my brooding and lovable sunflower. Both shifted their grip and I found my helm being delicately laid in Sunstreaker's lap, while Sideswipe stayed by my side holding my servo as if it would break at any moment.

"Femme." I looked up into Sunstreaker's optics to see them blazing with a furious look.

"Don't you ever do that to us again! Do you understand?" I barely managed a nod as I realized I had scared them. I swallowed and tried to speak, my vocal processor fizzled and cracked letting out electricity. I frowned in confusion not understanding why it wouldn't work. Feeling a thumb swipe over the back of my servo gently I looked over at Sideswipe through my hazy optics.

"Ratchet says you probably won't be able to use your vocal processor for awhile...you got hurt bad Sab'. You scared us...we thought-"

"It doesn't matter what we think. You're fine now." Sunstreaker said cutting off his brother. I scowled trying to figure out how to communicate with them since I doubted that my com link was working. Sensing my dilemma, Sideswipe jumped up and ran to Ratchets desk stealing a blank data pad and a stylus.

"This what you need?" He asked softly. Nodding I felt Sunstreaker shift me gently, pulling me into his lap slowly so as not to harm me further. And probably so he doesn't scratch his paint. I mused softly. Taking the data pad in my shaky servos I sloppily scrawled out what I need to say.

I'm sorry I scared you, I didn't mean to. I just lost control...I love you both and never meant to harm you. Forgive me?

Both frowned and suddenly I found myself squished between the two of them, holding me close in a tight hug. Tilting me helm up Sunstreaker softly pressed his lips to mine, moving his lips slowly and sweetly. That familiar heated feeling swept through me, electricity sizzling my circuits. Pulling away he looked me in the optics and murmured softly.

"We're not angry at you. We're just upset that we could have lost you. We should have protected you." My gaze softened as I looked him in the optic, but before I could try to say anything back, via data pad, my face was turned to Sideswipe.

Leaning his helm down, he caught my lips in a fiery kiss, moving his lips almost angrily. I was surprised actually, it was Sunstreaker who was normally the angry one, but who am I to complain! Pulling back he leaned his for-helm against mine, shuttering his optics.

Venting deeply I relaxed against them both, content to just sit there forever. I stared upon his calm face, optics shuttered, full firm lips. Primus...he's like an angel...both of them are. I felt my spark flare slightly at that, the heat sweeping through me and warming me to the core.

"Trust me sweet spark we could never be angry with you. We love you as well." He muttered with his optics still closed. I smiled softly nuzzling my for-helm against his, sighing contentedly. We stayed like that for a moment before we heard a cough. Pulling away Sideswipe looked calmly at Jazz. Surprised I gave him a once over, I had expected Ratchet to come barging in on the situation, not Jazz.

"May ah speak ta t'e lit'e lady alone?" He asked glancing at the twins. I fetl Sunstreaker's arms tighten briefly around me. Placing his soft lips near my audio receptor he growled softly.

"If you need us just com us. Ratchet fixed your com link so you could communicate with everyone till your vocal processor is fixed." Nodding quietly to them, I watched Sideswipe swiftly slide off the berth. Sunstreaker gently set me down on the berth and made sure I was comfortable before stalking past Jazz with his twin.

Jazz watched me silently, or at least that's what it looked like with that visor of his covering his optics. I shifted slightly and winced in pain. The twins had easily made me forget the pain, and now that they weren't here soothing it away it was at the for front of my processor.

"How are you?" The way he asked it without his accent let me know how serious he was. He only put away his accent per say when he was completely serious. Although I knew this I couldn't stop the sudden anger that bubbled up within me. It was like a fiery volcano that lay dormant and was about to explode.

:Now you care? Where were you when I needed you?: He remained silent causing my anger to build up further.

:Answer me Dammit!: The only reaction I got from him was a twitch of his lip. After what seemed like an eternity, sizzling with tension, did he speak.

"I'm sorry. I should have been there, and I wasn't. When you were upset and hurting I ridiculed you and made you cry when it wasn't my place to judge anyways. I honestly don't deserve the title of 'big brother' that you so rashly put on me."

Gaze softening I beckoned him over. Walking closer obediently, but not getting to close. I patted the berth indicating I wanted him to sit beside me, and sit beside me he did although he was reluctant.

:It was my fault to Jazz. I should have been more mature and understanding about your opinion as well. I wasn't and for that I am sorry. It takes to two fight, not one.: I spoke softly through the com link, hoping to sound wise on the end. Chuckling he reached out and gently batted my antennas making me giggle.

"Ya sound l'ke da prime's fe'meli'g, no' ol' hides!" Just hearing his accent come back made me giggle. All was well now that we had gotten that much needed apology over.

"So Ya an' da twins huh?" I groaned softly. All will be well if I don't murder him for being annoying first!

AN:

Hey everyone! I know two in one night, woot woot! lol anyways I got to get some sleep, I'm ready to drop. Man adults act like we have it so easy, school is hard to ya know! *sigh* enough of my ramblings. I hope you liked it!