Disclaimer- I don't own Inuyasha
Title- Love Isn't Luxury
Summary-Kagome, a middle-class girl never thought she would be at war with Inuyasha, a rich pretty boy which she met at school. However, neither of them thought they would fall in love either.
Genre- Romance/Humor
Chapter 36: What Now?
Inuyasha opened his weary eyes, slowly. He was going to wipe his eyes, when he felt he has his arms occupied with something. He looked down and saw Kagome sleeping in his arms.
He sighed as he noticed a tear falling down her pale cheek. She was giving a calming drug to help her, since she wouldn't stop screaming and yelling on how she blames herself about their daughter's state.
Thinking about daughter's, Inuyasha's eyes widen. He came to the room with Kagome in his arms and placed her on the bed. He was about to leave, but she pulled him down with her and asked not to go, yet. He stayed. And he guessed he fell asleep, also.
Bu that was last night.
Today is morning.
He quickly got out of bed and walk rapidly to the door, that led to the hallway.
'I need to see her,' he thought as he continues to walk to the room his daughter is in.
He stopped his fast pace and walked slowly as he came closer to the door. He narrowed is eyes when he noticed the door was half open, meaning someone was there with his daughter.
His heart pounded.
Is she dead?
Is she alive?
He came closer to the door and hesitated on going in the room.
His hears twitched when he heard voices.
"This poor thing," he heard someone say with a sorrow-filled voice.
That was the doctor.
"I feel sorry for it," someone else said shakily.
That was the nurse.
"It has suffered so much," the doctor whispered.
Inuyasha felt a pang in his heart. His daughter. . .she can't. . .
" Do we tell the parents?" the nurse asked.
The doctor sighed. "We have to tell them."
Hearing enough, Inuyasha opened the rest of the door, ignoring the gasps in the room. He glared at the two older people in front of him.
"What is wrong with my daughter?" he demanded, but his voice still held a hint of fright in it.
The nurse looked at him with a pity face. "You poor dear," she whispered.
Inuyasha took a deep breathe trying to control his emotions and the tears threatening to fall.
"What is wrong with my daughter?" this time he pleaded.
The doctor rubbed his temples. He looked at the tormented boy in front of him. He gave him a look of pity. "We did all he can do," he whispered.
Inuyasha closed his eyes and turned his hands into fists. His shoulders started to shake. He opened his eyes again, only to see blur since tears fogged his vision. He bit his lips hard.
"Is she. . ." he couldn't even say it.
The nurse walked up to him and placed a comfortable hand on his shoulder.
"Inuyasha, you and Kagome suffered a lot already," she said softly.
Inuyasha flinched away from her touch. He fisted his hands even harder and bit his lips. He felt his whole body shake. "What it's wrong with my daughter? Dammit! Answer me!" he yelled in desperation.
The doctors sighed once again. He moved closer to the hanyou. "Would you like to see for yourself?" he asked carefully.
Inuyasha swallowed a gulp of air and could only nod. He can't find his voice right now for some unexplainable reason.
The doctor nodded and placed a hand on the younger boy's shoulder. He led him to the incubator.
Inuyasha took small steps, afraid to see what might come.
Each step made his heart pound harder and faster.
Each step made the anticipation rise higher.
Each step made it harder to know the fact that you can't get what you want all the time.
Each time made. . .
Just made it easier to know that reality is never kind to you.
Inuyasha closed his eyes and continued to walk this way. He extended his hands to touch the incubator.
And when he touched it.
He took a deep breathe.
He braced himself.
Slowly he opened his eyes, staring at the white, blank wall infront of him.
He felt all his emotions spin within his body.
Then he slowly looked down at the incubator.
He couldn't believe what he was seeing.
He let out a heavy sob.
His tears ran down his cheeks like a river.
His daughter. . .
She's . . .
Kagome opened her eyes automatically, when she heard a loud sound behind her. She noted to herself that she is on a hospital bed and she was alone.
'Inuyasha,' the name ran through her mind. She immediately sat up and looked behind, where the loud sound occurred.
She gasped.
What she saw terrified her.
Inuyasha standing there. His features were so abysmal. His skin was so pale, like snow. His whole body trembled. His eyes so wide, you could see the mixed, heavy emotions in them. You could tell he was crying for the dried tears on his cheeks. However, there are some new ones in his eyes still holding. You could hears his breathing, so shallow and deep.
What happened?
"Inuyasha. . ." Kagome whispered in the cold room. Her eyes grew with concern. Her heart ached for seeing him like this. It ached even more that she was the cause of it.
Her eyes grew wide. Why hadn't she thought of it? She gasped and placed a hand over her mouth and the familiar moisture in her dry eyes returned.
"Inuyasha. . ." she cried softly.
Could she have forgotten? Maybe it was the drug the doctor gave her to help her calm down.
How could she be so heartless?
Could she forget about her daughter? It's the morning! She, the mother, does not even know the state her daughter is in!
"Inuyasha," cried out louder, as tears ran down her cheeks. She let out a sob.
Inuyasha just walked over to her slowly. Almost like a zombie.
He stood in front of her.
He just stared at her.
'He knows something,' she thought. What else would it be?
She was surprised that the hanyou sat next to her and pulled her into an embrace. Tears just wouldn't stop running. She hesitantly wrapped her arms around him, and he hold onto her tighter, burying his face in the crook of her neck.
She felt moisture on her shoulder. It tore her heart, now knowing that her mate is crying.
"How is she?" she whispered.
Nothing.
Kagome furrowed her brows. Why didn't he answer? What happened?
Her mind was starting to go crazy.
"Inuyasha," she begged. Trying to pull away to see his face, but he hold onto her.
She started to breath heavier. She gulped and tried again, but he didn't answer.
"Inuyasha," she begged, as she cried. "Please!"
She bit her lips. Why isn't he answering? She closed her eyes, praying for the heavens above.
She didn't know what to do.
But only one thing. . .
She cried.
She cried because she doesn't know if her daughter is alive or dead.
She cried because she blames herself for the pain that she caused for her, her mate, and her own daughter.
She tired to pull away to find out herself but Inuyasha just won't let her go.
"Please," she whispered so low that you need to strain your hearing.
But he didn't budge. He just cried.
"Inuyasha, I need to know," she begged, "Please! I need to know! Please!"
That's when he pulled away from her.
She couldn't move for some reason.
Just a moment ago, she wanted to see her daughter, but why can't she move now?
His expression.
His eyes.
It shows his torment.
Pain.
Anguish.
"She suffered so much," he said in a raspy voice.
Kagome almost jumped when he spoke. But her heart felt like it has been stabbed from what she just heard.
"W-w-what?" she barely heard her own voice.
Inuyasha looked at her straight in the eye, it burned. "I said," he whispered, " she suffered so much."
Kagome couldn't help but let out a sob. She shook her head. 'No. She can't be.'
She couldn't it anymore. Emotions devouring her soul. It was hurting her bit by bit.
She ran out of the room.
Tears spilling out.
You could hear her sobs, so loud. Filled with pain.
She needs to see her daughter.
She has to!
And that's where she was.
In the room where her daughter is in.
She wasted no time in walking up to the incubator.
But as she came close. . .
Her eyes widen. . .
She stepped back a few.
Her hand on her mouth.
Tears coming down harder then ever.
Her daughter. . .
She's. . .
'She's moving.'
And that's the chapter that everyone has been waiting for. And I apologize for the late update. My mom went back to work on Monday, and I thought I was now able to update as soon as she left. Boy, was I wrong. Did you know you actually get HOMEWORK in honor classes? In my other regular classes I can finish it in there, but in my honor classes I have to DO WORK! I never do work! Well. . .I do but. . .not that much. And I only have like five to six fuckin hours to sleep and go to school early. High school life sucks! But then it's fun cause you meet new people and there's always something new and/or different in every class.
Once again. I apologize for the very late update. And sorry if it's short, but bare with me. I'm actually trying. And I'm soooooooooo stressed out! And I have a fuckin test on Monday! Life sucks!
Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this chapter. And don't worry, I will finish this story. Even if it kills me.
Please review!
And any suggestion on getting Inuyasha and Kagome together again? Let me know!
Tootles!
Hana