Will Love Ever Find Us?
Austin's POV
I looked her in the eyes and I knew I made a mistake telling her that promise. I was just leading her on to a bigger and harder break up, I loved Ally with a fiery passion and I just blew it. I can just see her face when I tell her I'm moving... it will be broken. Suddenly I felt her lips brush against mine and it distracted me from my main thoughts. I cupped my hands around her face deepening the kiss as if my life depended on it. She wrapped her arms around my neck as I lifted her up on the counter. I realized that I need to breathe and I broke the kiss looking into her dark brown eyes god am I going to miss those beautiful things. "Austin are you ok you're kind of...crying." She said with a small smile. "Oh I am?" I said as a tear definitely feel from my eyes. I wiped it away quickly and forced a smile on my lips. "You ok?" she asked once again.
"Ally I'm fine." I said as sweetly as I could. I looked into her deep dark brown eyes and I couldn't help but feel like falling to my knees and bust out crying. But I had to hold it in I had to keep in my emotions I had to be strong for Ally if I was going to be leaving her.
"I love you." She said and my heart shattered. I looked at her, her eyes so full of hope and love...and I was going to be the one to break her spirit.
I sighed, "Ally there's something we need to talk about."
"Ok what's up?" she asked as she wrapped her arms around my neck.
"Ally it's just I'm-" Suddenly I was cut off by the sound of a phone ringing... She looked at me and gave me an apologetic smile. "Hey dad..." she said as she walked into the living room. I groaned as I ran my fingers through my hair. I needed to leave I just can't stay here anymore I can't take it... I grabbed my phone and walked to the front door. I opened it slowly making sure to not make any noise. I slipped out the door and closed it taking a deep breath of air and walking down the stairs. I felt bad for leaving Ally like that but if I didn't get out of there soon I was going to die. I felt a couple drops of rain hit my hand and I ran down the sidewalk. I walked up to my door as I kept jiggling the doorknob. The door swung open and there was my mom standing there with some of her makeup smeared on her cheek from tears. I suddenly walked in and hugged her tightly as I let the tears finally fall from my eyes. "Honey I'm so sorry I didn't mean to upset you..."
"It's fine mom I understand now." I said as I smoothed her hair back. She looked up at me and gave me a small kiss on the cheek. "I love you sweetie." she said and I smiled. "I love you too mom."
I followed her into the kitchen as she put a plate in front of me as I sat down at the kitchen table. "So...I went over to Ally's house." I said and my mom's eyes went wide. "Austin! I told you that you weren't allowed there!" she said as she laid two slices of homemade pizza on my plate. "Mom just chill out...it's just the problem is I couldn't tell her that I was moving it was so hard..." I said as I was on the brink of tears. I wanted to just runaway with Ally and never look back just move forward...but I couldn't leave my mom if I wanted to. "Well honey you need to tell her. It's better now than later."
"But mom I can't she'll be heartbroken..."
"Life is about dealing with the hardships of a relationship too honey you need to just tell her the truth whether you like it or not." She said as I took a bite of my pizza. "I know mom..." I sighed.
After I cleaned up and did the dishes with my mom I ran up the stairs and into my room. I looked around it absorbing the fact that I only had 2 days left to sleep in this room...the room where I learned how to play music...or the place where I first realized I loved Ally the place where I kissed Ally myself. I took in a deep breath of air and jumped onto my bed as I looked up at the ceiling. So this is how my life is going to turn out... I felt like crying but I couldn't. Maybe this was happening for a reason...a good reason.
Ally's POV
It's been 2 hours since I realized Austin left the house without me knowing it. I knew he felt uncomfortable and out of place but I didn't expect him to leave right after I walk into another room. I sat on my bed looking up at the ceiling. I started to wonder why Austin was acting so strange around me or why he was kissing me more than usual. I sighed as I turned on my side. I closed my eyes hopefully to get at least some sleep and get my mind off Austin until tomorrow morning. I wrapped the covers over my shoulder to warm myself up as I closed my eyes..
I woke up the next morning as my eyes fluttered to adjust to the bright light of the sun. I yawned and got out of bed as I groggily walked to the bathroom and started my shower. I walked back inside my room grabbing a sweatshirt and a pair of jeans I wasn't really in the mood to go all out today anyways. I walked back into the bathroom and stepped inside the shower letting the heat of the water wash away some of my stress and yes I was still upset about how Austin left me yesterday... I stepped out and dried off ringing my hair until all the water was out of it. I started to pull of my skinny jeans and my blue sweatshirt along with some black converses. I quickly curled my hair and added some little hooped earrings for the finishing touch. I grabbed my bag and ran down the stairs looking one last time in the mirror before running out of the house and locking the door. I breathed in the fresh air and walked down the steps to the sidewalk.
As I saw the school coming into view I saw Austin walking through the entrance. I ran through the parking lot and up the stairs opening the front entrance. I saw Austin turn a corner and I ran towards him putting a hand on his shoulder. He turned back around and looked at me. "Hey Ally I was just about to come talk to you." He said as he opened his locker and threw in a couple textbooks.
"Ok what about?"
"It's about us..." he said closing his locker. I looked at him in disbelief is he...was he...?
"Ok what about us?" I said as my voice choked a bit. "Ally you know I love you right?" he said putting a hand on my shoulder. This was definitely not going to turn out good in anyway.
"Of course I know that." I said looking him deeply in the eyes but I could find no hint of emotion shown on his features.
"We just need to...break up..." he said choking on his words. My heart shattered. He was breaking up with me? Here? Now? All of a sudden when I thought things were going so well... "I'm sorry Ally..." he said as the bell rang for the beginning of school. He gave me an apologetic smile before walking away down the hallway leaving me completely speechless. I wanted to cry I truly wanted to cry right then and there. I blinked my eyes to get away the water forming in my eyes.
I took a deep breath to calm my nerves and walked down the hallway to my locker. I opened it and threw my textbooks in there slamming my locker shut. "Hey Ally!" I looked over to see Dez there with a happy expression...at least he was happy. "Hey Dez..." I said as I slammed my locker shut. He gave me a weird look, "Everything alright Ally?"
"Does it look like everything's alright?!" I snapped and he stepped back. I grabbed his wrist and led him into the farthest corner of the building away from the crowds of people. "Ok so what's got your nickers in a twist today." he said smiling. I gave him a sad look and he stopped laughing for a minute. "Austin broke up with me..."
"You're joking." Dez said in disbelief.
"No I'm not joking he just said he wanted to talk and he broke up with me...I don't even know what I did wrong." I let some tears slip and fall down my cheek. I brutally wiped them away I didn't want to be seen like this. "Oh Ally I'm sure Austin has a reason he always has a reason..." he said sweetly. I smiled softly as we both walked out of the corner and back into the crowd of people rushing to get to their classes.
The rest of the day went pretty smooth I guess. I kept my distance from Austin and he obviously kept his distance away from me. I still loved him of course but I wasn't exactly in the mood to actually talk to him again. I was now walking down the sidewalk when I saw a U-haul van in Austin's driveway. I looked at it suspiciously...why would they have a U-haul truck? Someone's probably moving in with them. "I got the boxes mom I'm just putting them in the truck!" I looked over to see Austin carrying a box to the U-haul truck. He looked up and looked me straight in the eyes before he dropped the box. He looked at me with an awestruck expression written all of his face.
"A-Ally?" He stuttered.
"Hi..." I said awkwardly as he picked the box up and lifted it up into the U-haul.
"So what's all this?" I asked and he bit his lip. "Look Ally there's something I need to talk to you about."
I nodded as he sighed, "I'm moving..." he said and my mouth dropped open... "You're moving!?" I yelled as I was on the verge of tears. Why would he break up with me and never tell me why!? "Ally calm down I'm so sorry I wanted to tell you but I couldn't!"
"So you dumped me and thought that moving away would solve it all afterwards!?" I yelled as I paced back and forth on the sidewalk.
"Chill out Ally please?"
"Don't you dare tell me to chill out! I thought you loved me Austin and I thought I loved you too but instead you go and decide to move and on top of that you broke up with me so you could get away with a lie thinking I would never find out!" I screamed at him as he winced a little. I let the tears slip from my eyes as he stared at me in pure shock. "Ally you don't understand of course I love you I always have!" he said as I could tell he was breaking down. "No you don't! You lied to me Austin you promised you would never leave me!"
"Ally I couldn't exactly say no to you!"
"And why not Austin so you wouldn't hurt my petty little feelings you obviously don't care about!?" I yelled. Suddenly he grabbed my hand and kissed me right on the lips. I could feel my knee's go weak at the minute as his strong arms wrapped around my small waist. I tried to push him away but he stood his ground deepening the kiss as he pulled me even closer to his body. I could feel the sparks in the kiss and the usual electricity I got from his touch. It made my mind go blank every time...but not this time. My mind was full of regret and I hated it. I pushed him away as he gave me another confused look. "You broke my heart Austin..." I said breathlessly. "Ally I'm sorry pleas-"
"I don't want your apologies... I never want to see you again and I mean it." I said walking away. I quickly ran down the sidewalk not even looking back because if I did I knew I would run right back to where I came from. I ran up the steps and unlocked the door. I quickly stepped inside and slammed the door shut.
Austin's POV
I stood there in shock as Ally left me. I felt the hot tears running down my cheek as I knew I have lost Ally... I'll never see her again I'll never be able to hold her in my arms or see the smile on her face ever again... I fell to my knee's as I brought my knees up to my chest and cried. I have never cried this much in my entire life over a girl...but Ally wasn't any girl. I screamed letting out my frustration as I began to sob. I couldn't help it...I felt like my heart was going to burst any second now.
"Hey hone- Austin what's wrong?" I heard my mom say she ran over to me and sat down. She brought my head to her shoulder as I leaned on it. I felt so weak at the moment..so helpless.
"Honey what's wrong?" My mom asked again.
"Ally saw...the boxes mom she saw them and I broke up with her this morning at school! I'm such an idiot I should have told her the truth she would've understood!" I mumbled into my mom's shoulder. She softly patted my back smoothing my hair. "I loved her mom and now she'll never love me back." I said as I began to sob even more. She lifted me up of the ground as she got on her feet. "Austin we have to leave today..." she said sadly. Oh yeah right I forgot I had to leave today because her boss wanted her to get to work by Wednesday.
My mom gathered the last couple boxes and sat them in the van as she slammed it shut. "Ready to go?" she asked. I nodded as I looked one last time at the house and then one last time at Ally's. I could feel my heart breaking little by little... I closed my eyes as a little tear fell out. I opened them again and walked to the car as I got in. My mom started the car and backed out of the driveway...she looked at me and I could tell my eyes were puffy and red. "Oh honey love will always find you don't cry." she said as we drove out of the neighborhood. I nodded as I looked at the road not even looking back...I know that I loved Ally with a passion and she loved me but we were being torn apart and it was too late now... but the thing I didn't know was if love would ever find us again.
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