Disclaimer. The songs that will be used in this chapter are Restart-Chunk No Captain Chunk, Lost-Within Temptation, Memories-Within Temptation, Awake and Alive-Skillet, Monster-Skillet, Whisper-Evanescence, Only a Memory-Icon for Hire. I in no way shape or form own any of these songs or their lyrics and all the credit goes to their respective artists! Also, I am creating a false tv show as well as a false interviewer, so yeah. lol. Enjoy!
Four years later ~ EPOV
It has been six whole years since the birth of the twins, adding on our four other children. I know, crazy right? First it had been Keira Marie Cullen and Masen Louis Cullen. Two years after we had our daughter Stella Rose Cullen and then just a year after that we were surprised to have our triplets, Darien Anthony Cullen, Gavin Ryder Cullen, and Renesmee Carlie Cullen. We had named our last daughter in honor of Bella's biological mother and Esme. The family has been better than ever before. As of last week, Rosalie and Emmet had gotten married, and had just come back from their honeymoon. Also, Alice and Jasper had gotten married shortly after the twins turned a year old and as of last year, Alice and Jasper had had a baby girl names Leilah.
Today was October 13th, the twins sixth birthday. Bella and I had decided on getting up early to decorate and work on everything for Keira and Masen's birthday party before Stella, Darien, Renesmee, and Gavin woke up. As of now, the alarm for our bedroom went off and I had been the first to wake up. I sat up and looked at Bella as I watched my beautiful wife sleep. I looked out the window to see the sun's light just barely coming over the horizon. By the time I looked back down at Bella, her eyes were open and she was smiling at me, all of her atlantic white teeth showing. I smiled back before leaning back down and cuddled her, placing my head on her chest, my ear placed over where her heart would be and I listened to the gorgeous rhythm of her life supplier. Bella's hand was petting my head, as if I were the child and she were my mother. I smiled and sat up, holding myself up on my elbow, leaning over her and rolling on top of her to kiss her beautiful lips. They were still since the first day we met as smooth, soft, and warm as... well I couldn't place it.
Our lips moved together with romantic passion it was at that moment that we realized it was time for us both to really get up. I chuckled and rolled off of her and off of the bed, offering her my hand. She nodded and took hold of my hand, her baby bump showing to me. I smiled. This recent pregnancy had surprised us more than anything. Bella was three months pregnant and she was so excited, especially since she had like no morning sickness. I was too, but man was seven children going to be a handful. "Thank you Prince Edward." She said, curtseying to me. I smiled and laughed, taking her hand in mine as we made our way towards the living room where are the twin's birthday party items were.
As we looked at all the decorations we all yawned, now instantly tired by looking at the work we had to do. There were streamers, balloons, cake icing, cake mix, cake decorations, and much, much, much more on request by Alice. Bella and I looked at each other with a smile. "Well... let's get to it before the kids wake up." Bella said, beginning to slowly lower herself onto the floor to sort through the decorations on the floor, but I moved down to the floor first, helping her down as we sorted everything by putting the streamers in one pile, the balloons in another, and so on. It wasn't long before we began decorating, intricately twisting the streamer and taping them to the ceiling almost like the shape of a spider's web. I blew up some balloons and set them up randomly while Bella began working on the cake. The twins had both begged us, wanting strawberry cake with white chocolate raspberry icing seeing as when we had cupcakes like that once they had begged us to have that be what their cake was and we were willing to make them that kind of cake.
Once Bella had got the cake into the oven, around eight o'clock, the baby monitor in the triplet's room let us know that one of the triplets was awake and I decided to go and bring whoever it was awake downstairs. I walked into the room to see that it was Renesmee who was awake and I walked over to her crib, picking her up into my arms, whispering, "Good morning precious. How is daddy's little girl doing today? Hmm?" I asked after I closed the door and walked out towards the living room to lay down on the couch with her on my chest. This was a normal routine for her and I. Renesmee would want to lay on my chest until she was fully awake. "Is daddy's girl having a good morning?"
"D-Daddy?" She asked, my eyes widened and Bella gasped. The reason that this was so much excitement was because all of the children had managed to learn Bella's name "mommy" first, but Renesmee was the first one to recognize my name first. I almost wanted to cry.
"Yes. I'm daddy." I said, pointing to myself. "And You're Renesmee." I said, pointing towards her, placing a paternal kiss on her forehead. It wasn't much longer until after that that all of the children had woke up, walking down the hallway, cuddling with all of us. After Bella had told Masen and Keira Happy birthday and hugged them, Bella took Renesmee out of my hands so they could hug me. "Happy birthday my little munchkins." They giggled as I started tickling them both.
That was pretty much how the day went for us and it wasn't much longer until family members came in, helping us prepare for the party while Masen and Keira's preschool friends showed up as well. Bella and I couldn't help but to look at each other and smile to see how happy everyone was, especially our twins. It was the best thing we could have ever asked for. At the end of the party after everyone had left the twins sat with their siblings and us and showed up what they had got from everyone. Masen had mostly gotten hot wheels cars and hot wheels race tracks while Keira got some cool tank tops, some bratz dolls and a pack of temporary tattoos from Emmet for them to share amongst each other. By the end of the night after everything had been cleaned up and the other children besides Renesmee and Gavin and been bathed we were all so sleepy, but we still had to finish bathing Renesmee and Gavin. I had only stepped out of the bathroom for a moment while grabbing Renesmee her favorite bunny towel and Gavin his spiderman towel. When I was walking back I began hearing something that I hadn't heard in a long, long time. It was Bella's singing quietly to herself. It was the chorus of the song "Memories" that her band had created.
"All of my memories. Keep you near. In silent moments. Imagine you'd be here. All of my memories. Keep you near. The silent whispers, silent tears. Made me promise I'd try. To find my way back in this life. I hope there is away. To give me a sign you're okay. Reminds me again. It's worth it all. So I can go home." I stood there in the hallway, still mesmerized by her voice, even after all these years. Back then, almost seven or eight years ago, I was such an immature kid. Bouncing out of my shoes at the chance to meet a celebrity, though I was very glad to have met this one and I wouldn't change that for the world. How we bonded was special to me, me helping her to understand that it wasn't her fault that her mother passed away. I smiled at all the memories of us and I knew I never wanted any of this to end.
"Bella. You should sing again." I said as I came back into the room. Bella looked at me and nodded.
"I should, but I doubt we'll still have any fans after how long we have been gone out of the music circuit." I shrugged and pulled her into my arms. This was in front of the children, but I couldn't help myself.
"Bella, baby, my love. It's worth a try." I said, leaning in to kiss her, slightly tightening my arms around her.
"EW!" The children said. This was the very first word that they had ever learned because of Masen teaching it to them over and over again. Bella and I laughed as we continued bathing the children and getting them dressed, finally putting them in bed. By the time her and I had made our way into bed we were really exhausted, but as exhausted as I was, I couldn't manage to fall asleep.
"Bella? Are you still awake?" I felt her turn in the bed to face me.
"Yes, I'm still awake." She laughed. "I just can't seem to fall asleep." I laughed nodding along with her. At this moment I became very serious.
"Bella. What I said before, I meant it. You should, no, you need to sing again. It's who you are. You can't just give up." I said, gingerly holding her face in my hands.
"You're right Edward." A couple tears made their way down her face and instinctively I leaned forward to kiss the tears away, leading me to kissing her lips. Her lips were warm liquid cinnamon sugar and they were so enticing. I had to have more. I kissed her furiously as snaked my arms to the underpart of her rear while her arms snaked up to wrap themselves around my neck, entangling her fingers in my hair. I moaned when she pulled on my hair slightly, it didn't hurt, but it sort of added to the sensations. Where my hands were I took my advantage of grabbing at the hem of her sleep dress and pulled it off, almost ripping it in the process. Bella moaned as I removed it and moved my hands back to her rear, to notice that she wasn't wearing undergarments at all. I smiled and pulled her closer to me, our chests touching. At that moment Bella used her hands to remove my boxers and I kicked them off of the bed. Once the annoying articles of clothing had been removed I was groping at her body, her chest, her rear, her thighs, her waist, and her hips while she stroked my body with her teasingly soft and delicate fingers, tracing a path towards my most sensitive area.
That's how the night went for the most part. Groping, moaning, whimpering, grunting, and once we had made it to the actual act... Oh it was amazing. The feeling of our bodies moving together as we were one was extremely heart-warming and exciting. Within that night we had climaxed roughly three times together before we gathered the comforter around us to finally sleep.
I woke up before Bella the next morning, noticing that last night, we had forgotten to untangle ourselves, I blushed as I noticed we were still one. Very carefully, and painfully I managed to remove all of myself from her body, immediately having to relieve myself in the bathroom while in the shower. I had made sure to wash myself extremely well before stepping out and dressing in my normal wear, my slipknot t-shirt and my black jeans. As I walked out I noticed that Bella was still asleep and I quietly walked out of the room and noticed that it was noon. Wow! We slept a long time, and the children were still asleep. I made my way towards the phone and called everyone asking all of them to meet here for a meeting.
Once they were all here and we were all seated outside in the front yard we started to discuss everything. "Ok, so, I know this is random, but we got to get Bella and everyone back on stage. Just last night Bella was humming to herself songs from then and I know that she, and all of you must miss it."
"Yeah. We do, so what are you suggesting?" Jacob asked.
"Well, I'm suggesting about asking the record label to consider a "Coming Back" concert, to get you all started up again. I mean you all still have anything you need for this right?" They all nodded. "I mean, All of being this band, aside from Emmet and Jasper, we need this again." Just then I heard the back door screen slam open and out came running the older children and they all jumped into the chair with me, knocking me and the chair over. I was laughing and so were the children.
"Ok, we should do this, our manager at the record label shouldn't have a problem with it." I nodded and noticed the kids were looking at me oddly as I set the chair back up, bringing out their little chairs.
"What are you all talking about daddy?" Keira asked. I smiled.
"Well, daddy was talking about starting back up our music group. Believe it or not, all of us, except for uncle Jasper and uncle Emmet, including mommy used to be in a band together." I said and the children's eyes got big and wide.
"You know Edward, the press will want an interview on our return, we should talk about this to Bella and then call them." Just then Bella came out with music sheets.
"I've heard the entire conversation. I agree with should do this and I found the music sheets of songs that I had written before the accident. And the children should be a part of the interview as well." As of then, we all decided it was a done deal. After deciding on everything we called the record label and our manager was so excited that the interview was to be just before the show and both the interview and the show would be in Los Angeles. As soon as this deal had been made Bella had insisted on going to the Seattle mall, saying it was for something important. Here she met up with a woman who looked maybe around the age of forty as well as a young girl who looked maybe sixteen, who absolutely flipped out when she saw Bella, claiming to be her number one fan. Bella had invited her and her mother backstage for our returning concert which both of them gladly accepted, along with the young girl thanking her over and over for starting the band back up.
The entire week we practiced while the children were being babysat by their Uncle Jasper and Uncle Emmet. We were all so excited that as we packed for the trip we couldn't contain ourselves. And for this trip we had a jet supplied to us by the record label so we could have our privacy until then. As soon as we got there Jasper and Emmet had taken the little ones to the interview room after they had dressed into their new clothes for the show. Most of the older children chose black t-shirts and white pants. Not sure why, but I could see that they were all going to be like us with the fashion sense. Me I wore the same clothes as the rest of the guys, Tight, Black Leather pants, Black leather boots, Our skeleton wristbands, and some black eyeliner along with matching silver dragon rings. Of course I had my snake bites in, those were things that my children had always seen and always knew. All of us guys looked at each other and laughed.
"Just like old times." Paul said as Alice, who was already ready, was doing the makeup and contouring of our chests and muscles. Of course we didn't need it, but she felt she wanted all the fans to notice our muscles under the light of the stage. Alice was wearing the same outfit she had worn when we all had first met when they had their very first concert on stage, wearing a dress that is short and goes to the upper thighs but angled and slightly longer on one side. It is black lace with a white lining underneath making the design of the lace stand out. It had a v neckline that dropped to below the breasts and stopped at the upper abdomen with cap sleeves. The shoes were five inch open toe heels in black with a band that buckles around the ankle and is about an inch wide to match the band that covers the toes. her make-up consisted of warm light gray eye shadow, plum pink lipstick, and peachy pink blush. I just knew Jasper was going to double over in awe when he saw the past coming at him once again. I knew I would when Bella was finished.
Just then Rosalie came out in the exact same outfit as the first concert, wearing a dress that was ruby red and went to mid-thigh. It was very form fitting and sleeveless with a mock turtleneck neckline. Around the neck, shoulders and dropping to the bustline is a pewter colored embroidered collar and her shoes were five inch suede stilettos what were the same color as the dress. They had a band that crossed over the top of the foot and then wrapped around to the heel. I stood here waiting for Bella to come out.
Before the show we had to have Bella's old dress altered to fit around her very small, not yet noticeable baby bump. She walked out and I about fainted seeing the angel I had fallen in love with. She was wearing the outfit from her very first concert as well. She was wearing a dress that went down to her knees and the skirt was cut so that it flowed with a pattern of embracing skeletons making the shape of hearts out of their bodies and some had a red background but the majority of the skirt was black and white. The bodice had a sweetheart neckline and spaghetti straps. Along the top of the bodice were skulls and flowers in an interchangeable pattern. The shoes were ankle boots with a platform and a 4 inch heel. They were black suede with black and silver buckles and the bracelets had a punk feel and were leather with chains and spikes. The necklace was a black rose cameo and the earrings were black swan "plug" wings. Her make-up was her everyday, not so much anymore, and favorite look of black eyeliner, black eye shadow, dark blood red lipstick, and dark red nail polish. My eyes looked over her body and I couldn't help but pull her into my arms, placing a kiss on her forehead as I grabbed her pitch black microphone from the side dresser.
"It's finally time." I said with a smile and we all walked into the interview room and when our children saw us, even out littlest ones, their eyes almost looked as if their eyes were going to bug out of their skulls. Bella and I chuckled as we sat down with the children in our laps. The interviewer was the main anchor of a show called Step Into the Music. Bella and I had seen this show often and the woman had interviewed many rock, metal, punk, and classic rock bands.
"Ok, so before we start the interview I wanted to introduce myself. I'm Stacy Withers. Um, for this interview there is a screen out there for the fans to see before you go out there for the show. So the interview starts in three... two... one..." Just then the camera was pointed to Stacy. "Hello my fellow music lovers! I'm Stacy Withers. I'm here with the returning band "Star Dusk!" We could hear the fans outside and we all smiled. "So this band here had almost fallen off of the grid for quite a few years. Is there a way to explain to the fans why you all had left the music industry for this long?" Bella answered.
"Well Stacy, after everything that had happened such as Edward and I starting a family, and our seventh child on the way. It has been hard and has had most of our attention. Also the accident I had before having the children had put me into a coma also making it hard to practice music, if to do anything." Stacy nodded.
"Actually, we have that accident on here, mind if it is shown to the people?" Bella shook her head as we also could see the video here. The children were yet again shocked as they watched Bella's car flipping and looking almost half-way crushed as one of the sidewalk viewers ran over to help. "Man, that looked rough, and you say you went into a coma?" Bella nodded.
"Yes, she had been in the coma for a couple weeks." I could hear the girls wolf-whistling when they saw me and I laughed quietly to myself.
"You know, if I may, after the accident did it scare you that children? Or make you think that you may never be able to have children afterwards?" Bella nodded.
"Yes, after the accident I had gone into depression, wondering what all had to have been damaged and everything and if I would ever be able to have children. But I guess that fear wasn't needed because, if anything it probably made me more fertile seeing as I have six children and a seventh on the way." Bella was laughing as well as Stacy.
"Well yes." Stacy pointed the microphone to our children. "May I ask you guy to look in the camera and say hi and say your name?" She asked also asking us and we nodded. Masen was the first one to answer. Masen was an adorable little boy, his hair was just like his mother's and his eyes were the astounding emerald green. He honestly looked like a mini-me. Gavin, Darien, and Stella had also inherited Bella's hair and my eye color while Renesmee, Keira, and hopefully our next child could have my hair hair and Bella's eye color.
"Hi, I'm Masen!" He said, waving excitedly to the camera.
"Hi, I'm Keira!" For the other ones we had to say their names as they waved. "Stella, Darien, Renesmee, and Gavin!"
"So, you planning on wanting to know what the next baby's gender is going to be?" We shook our hear.
"We tend to find it more exciting to be surprised." Stacy nodded and looked at all of us.
"Well may I say as a personal fan of Star Dusk, may I say welcome back!" As the interview ended and we heard the shouts and cheers of the crowd outside, we brought the children backstage to watch the show in the big flat screen in the back with Seth and Leah while Emmet, and Jasper began to make their way towards the very front of the stage. But before leaving Emmet and Jasper said, "Good luck and enjoy yourselves!" I was excited for the children to hear Bella because they had never heard her this way or heard her really singing. Before anything Sam walked out, receiving wolf whistles from all the girls including Emily and Rebecca, who is now Paul's girlfriend, (I don't remember if her name was Rebecca, but I am very sure it was Rebecca) who was in the very front with Emmet and Jasper.
"HOW IS EVERYONE DOING TONIGHT!" Shouts and screams rang throughout the open ceiling concert. "THAT'S GREAT! WELL WITHOUT FURTHER ADO! HERE IS... STAR DUSK!" The screams rang even louder as we came out and we all made our way towards the stage. Bella took her place by the microphone, extending her hand and jerking the microphone towards her, the microphone stand on a tilt, almost like a metal star would do and she brought her sexy mouth to the microphone, speaking to the fans for the first time in years.
"HELLO MY DARLINGS!" She yelled happily, mischievous, and sexily. Everyone couldn't hold in their shrieks of joy. "WELL, TO START OFF OUR RETURN TO YOU ALL... WE ARE GOING TO SING A SONG ENTITLED "RESTART" THIS SONG HOLD MUCH VALUE AS WE HAVE FINALLY MADE OUR RETURN TO THIS STAGE!" Bella finished, using that same sexy voice before looking at me. "MY BROTHER JACOB WILL BE SINGING THIS START-UP SONG TONIGHT!" I looked at Bella and smiled as she smiled at me, moving back to the electric guitar as I moved to the second electric acoustic guitar that we wanted to use for this song. It was Bella who started the song by playing the electric guitar, blowing us all away, the crowd was screaming with joy.
And here we go again!
All over again we'll catch the last plane
No we never said that we would stop now
We'll do it again breaking handcuffs and chains
You'll meet us at parties we're not even at
We couldn't come back at a better time
The wait is over
Get up and fight for another round
Now or never
And now it feels like we just can't stop anymore
Even if we tried
We're not changing the world
We're making it right
Whatever you want in this only life
Can we just be proud tonight
'Cause again we cross the starting line
There's so many things that we've never seen
So many places where we've never been
And everyone thinks that without leading light
You already failed before you even tried
We couldn't come back at a better time
The wait is over
Get up and fight for another round
'Til we die!
'Til we fuckin' die!
And now it feels like we just can't stop anymore
Even if we tried
We're not changing the world
We're making it right
Whatever you want in this only life
Can we just be proud tonight
Let me hope now
Let me start again
Take it away
Forget my name
Over again
This is how it goes
Every story's made before it's told
Let me hope now
Let me start again
Take it away
Forget my name
Over again
This is how it goes
Every story's made
Before it's told!
Before it's told!
And now it feels like we just can't stop anymore
Even if we tried
We're not changing the world
We're making it right
Whatever you want in this only life
Can we just be proud tonight
'Cause again we cross the starting line
By the end of the song everyone was cheering as Bella look the microphone again, her hair now sexily crazy, just like the good old days. I smiled as Bella talked again, using that same sexy voice. "WAS THAT AMAZING OR WHAT?!" She cheered, cheering on Jacob as he made his way towards his guitar. "Ok, so the next song we have for you is called "Lost" ENJOY!" Bella said, taking her position to begin her singing.
My hope is on fire
My dreams are for sale
I dance on a wire
I don't want to fail her
I walk against the stream
Far from what I believe in
I run towards towards the end
Trying not to give in
She's lost in the darkness
Fading away
I'm still around here
Screaming her name
She's haunting my dreamworld
Trying to survive
My heart is frozen
I'm losing my mind
Help me, I'm buried alive
Buried alive
I'm burning the bridges
And there's no return
I'm trying to reach her
I feel that she yearns
I walk against the stream
Far from what I believe in
I run towards towards the end
Trying not to give in
She's lost in the darkness
Fading away
I'm still around here
Screaming her name
She's haunting my dreamworld
Trying to survive
My heart is frozen
I'm losing my mind
Help me, I'm buried alive
Buried alive
I tried to revive what's already drowned
They think I'm a fool
Can't realise,
Hope plays a wicked game with the mind
'Cause I thought that love would bind
I cannot revive what's already drowned
She won't come around
She's lost in the darkness
Fading away
I'm still around here
Screaming her name
She's haunting my dreamworld
Trying to survive
My heart is frozen
I'm losing my mind
Help me, I'm buried alive
Buried alive
"Up next is Awake and Alive!" Bella said, a smile on her face as this was a song her and I would be doing together.
I'm at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I'm slippin' from your arms
It's getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last
I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive
I'm at war with the world cause I
Ain't never gonna sell my soul
I've already made up my mind
No matter what I can't be bought or sold
When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again
I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
In the dark
I can feel you in my sleep
In your arms I feel you breathe into me
Forever hold this heart that I will give to you
Forever I will live for you
I'm awake I'm alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it's my time
I'll do what I want 'cause this is my life
here (right here), right now (right now)
I'll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I'm awake and I'm alive
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Waking up waking up
Bella looked at me and smiled as the cheering continued as she brought her mouth to the microphone. "Up next is a brand new song, and it's called Whisper."
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
If i will it all away
Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away
If i will it all away
Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end
Servatis a periculum
Servatis a maleficum
Servatis a periculum
Servatis a maleficum
Servatis a periculum
Servatis a maleficum
Up next we knew we didn't have to say what the name of the next song because it was one of the older songs that they should remember. I smiled and made my way to the main microphone.
The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark
It's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me
It wants my soul,
It wants my heart
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it's just a dream
Or maybe it's inside of me
Stop this monster!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I'm gonna lose control
Here's something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It was just now that we had realized we were on to our next and very last song when we all stopped for a moment to drink our bottles of water while there was a break. Just after our throats were now well lubricated Bella made her way towards the microphone. "Welcome back! Well the last song for tonight is a song entitled "Only A Memory" It was written for those who have had a hard time in their life! I hope you enjoy!"
I can't help but close my eyes for life
And dream a different ending
That when I wake, I won't be so exhausted
And I will stop with my pretending
That I'm fine, I'm fine if I can fool myself tonight
And my lie will drown out all of yours
I will not bend until I break, how much can one bruised body take?
Just not enough to silence me, you're only a memory
I'll scream these words 'til they come true, then I will think no more of you
Look back on what I'm going through, this isn't my identity
You will bleed for what your hands have done
You can't outrun your ending
And I'll get well long before you let yourself
I may forgive you, but you never will
I will not bend until I break, how much can one bruised body take?
Just not enough to silence me, you're only a memory
I'll scream these words 'til they come true, then I will think no more of you
Look back on what I'm going through, this isn't my identity
And I told you, I told you, you had no right
How damaged you must be
Watch you panic, it's tragic, you'll carry this for life
You have my sympathy
I will not bend until I break, how much can one bruised body take?
Just not enough to silence me, you're only a memory
I'll scream these words 'til they come true, then I will think no more of you
Look back on what I'm going through, this isn't my identity
You're only a memory
This isn't my identity
You're only a memory
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity (I will not bend)
You're only a memory (I will not break)
This isn't my identity
As this was the last song of the evening everyone was screaming and shouting in excitement. "Thank you all for your everlasting support, even though we haven't been around much in the last couple years. It is you we thank. It is because of you that we have come this far, thank you very very much!" Just them our children came running our and hugging us tightly.
"YES! THANK YOU!" Screamed our older children.
"Thank you Los Angeles! Good Night! We hope to see you again very soon." We waved and blew kisses to the fans as they clapped and cheers as we made our way backstage, meeting up with everyone we knew here. Afterwards we were heading home where we had boarded our jet back home. It was a while in the jet but the children fell asleep and as soon as we got up, we tucked our children into bed, giving each of them a kiss on the forehead before we made our way into our bedroom, changing into our pajamas and crawling into our soft, cozy bed. Bella and I cozied up to each other, hugging each other close, looking into each other's eyes before giving each other a heart-warming and passionate kiss. A kiss of warm, smooth velvet and warm honey. Once we had finished kissing I began planting kissed from her forehead to her lips and pulling away, looking her in the eyes.
"Thank you Bella." I said quietly. She giggled.
"For what baby?"
"For giving me everything I could have ever wanted in life. For giving me you, our six and almost seven children, a large family including your brothers and my brothers and more and thank you for making me someone that matters. I don't know how I could ever repay you for giving me this most perfect and happy life." Bella smiled, her eyes gleaming. She placed both of her hands on both sides of my face, gently holding my face as she spoke.
"How about by being together forever, even in the afterlife and what ever comes after?" I smiled and kissed her once more. "Thank you, my perfect angel. I love you." She said and I wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her to me, our foreheads touching.
"And I love you, my beautiful, sexy, glorious Angel of Rock." And slowly we fell asleep, looking forward to whatever tomorrow shall bring us.
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL OF MY FANS OF THIS STORY WHO READ IT UNTIL THE VERY END! So, this is, sadly, the end of this story. I hope you all enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. It was a privilege to write this for all of my readers! I can't wait to hear what you have to say about this story. I am taking requests for Twilight stories as well as anime stories that follow in the anime (Fruits Basket, Clannad, Inuyasha, NANA, Sailor Moon, Junjo Romantica, Ouran High School Host Club, Say I Love You, and many more anime shows.) I love you all! And please, feel free to read my other stories that are available on my profile!
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