I am writing this here because even though it covers ALL my fanfics this is my most popular one.
Thank you first of all to all of my regular and all of my non-regular reviewers, your feedback means so much to me which is why I'm thanking you first.
Now, the hard part. I did play around with the idea of removing ALL my fanfics from the site, it certainly would make me realize less how insignificant of a person I am, but I just thought leaving them up would be better so I could return to them ONE day.
Now, you all should know that I deal with depression on a near daily basis, I've written about it many times, but now, as far as this site is concerned I feel like a joke. I tried writing for myself, not caring that a lot of my chapters had no feedback whatsoever because I liked the stories, but it's getting harder and harder to enjoy writing and harder and harder to like myself.
This is why I am taking a hiatus from fanfiction. I don't know how long it will last, but until I stop feeling that if I just disappeared no one would give a damn. I don't write for reviews most of the time these days and I've also had people tell me that they don't leave feedback until finishing a story (fair enough).
Please tell me why though a story I recently finished with 51 people following it and 23 people who have favorited it got nearly 200 hits, 150 visitors on the final chapter and only one brave person decided to leave any feedback whatsoever.
I get you don't want to say how you feel about a story until it's over, but something like this makes me feel like crap, it makes me feel worthless and it gets me to thinking my life is worthless. So you know what, you win, I am worthless and my work is worthless. I thank everyone for their support but until further notice I'm done.
