Chapter 34:
Disclaimer: I don't own the Mighty Ducks.
Lily's POV:
I woke up the next morning, lying next to a soundly sleeping Adam Banks, realizing that I had made a huge mistake by sleeping with Adam. I did not want to jump right back into the mess of a relationship that we had had in the past. I knew it would go if we got back together. Now the only problem was how to explain it all to him. It was entirely my fault, as I had led him on. Sure he kissed me first but at the time I wanted him to do it, and of course I had kissed him back.
Now what the hell was I supposed to do? Naturally I would have to lie to him to. It was doubtful he would give up on someone who was still in love with him, maybe if I was in love with someone else. The whole situation was going to be horrible, and the only way it could possibly end was with him hating me. It didn't help that he looked so sweet asleep, his usually neat blonde hair was all tousled, I love it when his hair is a mess. His perfectly sculpted back muscles were also visible from under the blanket. I sighed and got out of bed, grabbed my clothes, and quickly redressed. Thinking the situation through, and figuring out what to say over a few days was I thought the best option. I grabbed my bag off the floor, and walked as quietly as possible toward the door.
"Are you leaving?" Adam said sitting up and rubbing his eyes. He had the ears of the bat, if they have an amazing sense of hearing.
"Yeah" I answered glancing at the floor.
"There's no rush, my parents won't be back till tomorrow." he offered smiling.
"My dad is going to wonder where I am, so I should be going. I don't want to get grounded."
"I wouldn't want that either. Hold on, I'll walk you out."
"You don't have to."
"I know I don't have to, but I want to." He stated and he pulled on a t-shirt and his boxers, as I fiddled with the tag on my bag, thinking that it would be better to tell him now, that we couldn't happen. But he seemed so happy, and I really did not want to ruin his happiness. Oh well it had to be.
"Are you ready?" Adam asked, running his fingers through his messy hair.
"Yep, but maybe we should talk first." I answered, and his smile faltered for a second.
"Okay." He said after hesitating for a second, and he sat down at the end of his unmade bed, and I sat down next to him. I kept my eyes of of him and stared down at my bag.
"Alright. I don't think I can do this." I blurted out, as soon as I glanced up at Adam. I instantly wished that I had been more decisive with the statement.
"What do you mean?" He said, but it was obvious by the disappointment on his face that he knew what I meant.
"I can't be with you now. For me, last night was a mistake. I just got caught up in what we used to have, our relationship and the feelings that I had for you are in the past." I explained, again not looking at him.
" It didn't seem like that last night." He offered and leaned foreword and kissed me. Why was he was such an amazing kisser? I didn't want to but I had to pull away.
"No. Adam I can't do this." I exclaimed standing up and backing away from him, and towards the door. It seemed that the closer I was to him the harder it was for me to end things.
"Why? Is it because I slept with Julie? I am so sorry for doing that, it was a huge mistake, and I know I can't apologize enough." He stated as he stood up.
"No, its not. At least not entirely about that. I have a boyfriend, Adam. And I am not going to break up with him. I mean I don't want to break up with him." I said.
"Oh, right of course." He replied, obviously not convinced.
"You don't believe me"
"No, I don't. I know you too well. I was wrong about you last year, thinking that you could ever cheat on someone you loved was a mistake. So now I know that if you really liked the idiot you are with you wouldn't have had sex with me. " He argued smirking, he had a very good argument but it gave me an opening.
" Well I'm sorry but you're wrong. I do love Ben, my boyfriend. I just made a mistake, and I'm sorry that you misinterpreted things, but I don't love you anymore." I lied, and almost instantly regretting the statement as I noted how sad Adam looked.
"So you two are having sex I assume?" he asked now looking angry.
"Yes." I quietly said again lying as I looked down at the floor. "If you never want to talk to me again I understand."
"That would probably be ideal. I wouldn't want to tempt you to cheat, or anything." He commented, angrily.
"Right. I am gonna go now." I said as I opened the door. But before I left I turned and looked at him, he now had his back to me and was straightening out the sheets on his bed.
"Adam" I said softly, and he turned around and glared at me. "I am really, truely sorry." I added despite the looks he was giving me, and with that I closed the door on Adam Banks.
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