Decisions

A/N:- Thank you for all the reviews. So the next chapter will be the last one. There is smut in this one (Yep, about time). Enjoy.

Shizuo sighed, setting his sandwich to one side. "I'm sorry Kasuka." He lowered his head. Anything else he could have done, but staying away from the flea, wasn't one of them. He knew after this, he wouldn't be able to leave. "Its okay, nii-san. I already knew your answer."

"What do you mean?" Kasuka stared at him a small spark in those usually expressionless eyes. "You're in love with Orihara-san. Aren't you?" Ah, so he did know. "Yeah." He looked up at the hand on his shoulder. "It wasn't hard to see. You've changed, that look in your eyes is gone." Shizuo blinked. "I couldn't do anything. Orihara-san fixed everything."

"Kasuka-" His younger brother, shook his head. "Orihara-san won. He was the one that called me, he knew I was planning to take you away. He said I wouldn't be able to do anything." Shizuo rested his hand on top of Kasuka's. "I don't like it, nii-san. But you need him. The way you look at him, I've never seen you like that. And you're not crying. Usually around this time, you're in a bad way."

He knew that, Izaya had done a lot for him. "It's okay, nii-san. I won't always be here, you'd be left on your own. Its better this way, as long as you're happy." Damn it, just after he promised himself, he wouldn't cry. "Thanks Kasuka." He wrapped his arms around his younger brother, pulling him close. "I like this you better." Shizuo smiled. "I wouldn't have been able to get this stage, if it hadn't been for you. Its you who kept me from going too far."

He let go of him, finishing the rest of his sandwich. "Do you need me to do anything else?" Kasuka shook his head. "I can handle it, you can go back, nii-san." Shizuo sighed looking down at himself. He needed a bath, the clothes he was wearing were a mess and would have to be thrown. "You're a lot calmer this time." He nodded, pushing himself up, from the floor.

"Something is different. I came on early and stopped last night. Everything is different now." Kasuka stood next to him, their rubbish in his hands. "I think its stress, but you could go and see the doctor." Shizuo shook his head. "I don't think that's possible. The thought of dressing as a woman again, makes me feel sick." He had made his decision, Shizuka wouldn't be coming back.

He smiled as he waited for the bath to fill up. He was glad Kasuka had accepted his answer. It was true what he had said, his brother was the reason, he had got to this point. He dreaded what would have happened, if he had stayed in the house, living with his parents. Would he even be alive? It didn't matter now.

Turning off the taps, he lowered himself into the hot water, laying back and relaxing. He felt different, Izaya loved him, Kasuka accepted him. Sure he would still have problems with everyone else, but it didn't matter. The two people he loved the most were there for him and that was enough. He had spoken to Kasuka, leaving the flea to deal with. He blushed at what he was thinking of doing.

He met Kasuka in the living room, once he was out of the bath. "Ready to go? Nii-san." Shizuo blinked, seeing his brother walk towards him, car keys in hand. "You're driving me?" His brother stared at him blankly. "You don't know any of the streets." Shizuo smiled. Even though his brother, didn't like Izaya, he was still willing to send him back.

This time he was looking out of the window, trying to memorise how to get to his brother's apartment. "Nii-san. Have you two, done...that?" Shizuo blushed, looking away. "Not all the way, not yet." Silence filled the car. "Make sure to use protection." His mouth dropped open in shock, covering his face with one of his hands. How could his younger brother be so straight forward? They lapsed back into silence, Shizuo looking out of the window, as they got closer, to the apartment.

He took a deep breath, as the car stopped outside. "Good luck, nii-san." He watched Kasuka rummage in the glove box, pulling out a box. "Your prescription, it should fix things." He took the box, slipping it into his pocket. "Thank you, Kasuka. If you need help with moving let me know." Shizuo undid his seat belt, climbing out of the car.

"Nii-san, tell Orihara-san if he hurts you, he'll have me to deal with." Shizuo smiled, closing the door. "Thanks Kasuka." He watched as his brother drove away, giving him a small wave. He was lucky to have a brother like Kasuka. He waited until the car was out of site, before heading into the building.

He decided on the stairs, rather than the lift, taking them two at a time. By the time he reached the top, he was slightly drained and acting normal, instead of like an excited child. He didn't want to make the flea's ego any bigger. He walked straight up to the door and rang the bell. Ah, maybe he wasn't in.

The door opened, revealing black hair and crimson eyes. There were no bandages around his head though. "Welcome back, Shizu-chan." Mr god complex left the door open, letting him walk past. "That was quick." Shizuo shrugged. "It was quicker with the two of us." He waited until the door was closed, taking a deep breath, it didn't matter if he was following the flea's plan. "Izaya."

His heart pounded as he willingly pressed his lips against Izaya's. He pulled back, seeing the flea smiling at him. "Are you sure?" He knew what he was being asked, nodding his head with determination. He didn't flinch as Izaya's fingers threaded through his own, he smiled, closing the gap, as he was led up the stairs.

"Your bandages are gone." His fingers played with the stands of the flea's hair, as he was pushed gently onto the bed. "Shinra said it was okay to remove them. Last chance to back out." He shook his head, he had made it this far. "Good, it was too late anyway." For both of them. Shizuo pulled his shoes off, throwing them into the corner of the room, laying back on the bed.

His fingers fumbled on the buttons of his shirt, until the two sides fell apart, revealing his chest and new scar. He looked up, seeing the flea, pull his own top off, throwing it to the floor. He gulped as he saw the look in Izaya's eyes. Quick fingers worked at the button to his jeans, before they were slid over his legs, along with his boxers. Leaving himself open, to Izaya's gaze.

He trembled as slim fingers, brushed over the horizontal scar. "You're perfect, Shizu-chan." He couldn't look away from that gaze. "Shut up, flea." He moved up the bed, leaning against the pillows, the flea following after him. He closed his eyes, feeling Izaya's wet tongue against his chest, taking his time on the scar. "Ah!" He cried out, sharp teeth, grazing his right nipple, while the other was tweaked between slim fingers.

His fingers clenched uselessly onto the covers, letting Izaya assault his body. Hot lips moved over his chest, sucking and biting, leaving more marks, that wouldn't fade for a while. "Nn." He jolted as the flea wrapped his hand around his awakening cock, stroking him in steady rhythm, "Ahn, fuck." until he was sent over the edge, his release hitting him hard.

Shizuo blushed, laying back against the pillows, coming down from his high. "You still haven't touched yourself? Shizu-chan." He opened his eyes, glaring heatedly into crimson eyes. "Sh-shut up." He grimaced, seeing Izaya lick his fingers. "That's disgusting." He backed away at the grin he received.

He gasped as their lips connected, the flea's tongue diving in, swirling it around his own, mixing their saliva. He broke away for air, ignoring the bitter taste that filled his mouth. He watched anxiously as Izaya pulled out a small bottle, flicking off the cap.

Shizuo jolted as slicked fingers ran over his balls, past him entrance. "No, not there!" He sat up, holding onto the flea's arm. "Please." Mr god complex blinked. "Okay, not until you're ready." He nodded, slowly letting go of Izaya's arm, laying back on the bed. He shivered as the finger circled his other entrance, slowly pushing in.

He looked away, not wanting to meet Izaya's gaze, crimson eyes taking in all of his reactions. It felt uncomfortable, he groaned as he felt himself stretch slightly, another one sliding into him. "Shizu-chan?" He shook his head, shivering as the flea brushed against something inside him. "Nn...Izaya." Shizuo looked up, seeing the heated look in the flea's eyes.

He moved his legs, giving Izaya more room, to move. "You're doing well." He nodded, feeling fingers move around inside him, stretching him wider. He didn't rush him, he gave in, leaving everything up to Izaya. His attention turned to the flea's free hand, working on the his pants, letting them drop to the floor.

Shizuo felt empty as Izaya removed his fingers, getting rid of his boxers. He couldn't help but stare, unable to tear his gaze from the flea's body. "Ready? Shizu-chan." Not really, but it was enough. He blinked, seeing Izaya fist himself, covering his erection with lube. He clenched his fists, panicking as Izaya lined himself up, pressing against his entrance.

"Shizu-chan. Look at me." He did as he was told, the flea hovering over his body, he shivered, feeling a hand, resting against the side of his head. Izaya's lips on his, he gratefully joined in, kissing back, accepting the diversion as the flea moved forward, thrusting into him. His scream was taken from him, tongues entwining around each others.

He gasped for air, the flea backing away. Shizuo met his gaze, knowing what he wanted. "Move." He winced as Izaya pulled out slowly, pushing back into him. "Relax, Shizu-chan." Fuck it hurt, his insides burning. Every movement was different. "Ah! There." Mr god complex grinned, punishing the same spot each time, turning him into a whimpering mess.

His arms wrapped around Izaya's neck, holding on, his legs rested on his lover's shoulders. "Nn...fuck." His grip tightened, but there was no strength, his muscles turned to jelly. "Ah! Izaya." He could feel his stomach cramp, a weird feeling coiling in his abdomen. He jolted, feeling the flea's hand wrap around his sensitive, erection, pre-cum leaking from the tip.

His body shuddered, he was close, so close. "Iz-ah!" It was too much, pleasure racked his body, driving him over the edge, Izaya's thumb flicking over the tip, giving him the final push. "Nn." His orgasm hit him hard, covering the flea's hand and his stomach. He collapsed back against the pillows completely exhausted, his breathing harsh and vision blurry.

His eyes shot open, as the flea sped up, thrusting deeper into him, before he tensed. Shizuo jerked as he felt something fill him, covering the inner walls of his ass. He let out a tired groan, as Izaya pulled out of him. His arms untangled from the other's neck, dropping limply onto the bed. His legs were lowered, his eyes drooping, barely awake.

Shizuo glared tiredly at Izaya, feeling something leak from his ass. "I'll be back in a minute." His eyes closed, all energy gone. He flinched at the cold feeling on his skin, cracking his eyes open. The flea was back, with what looked like a wet cloth. His eyes closed again.

He groaned as the bed dipped underneath him, his eyes half opening, seeing Izaya laying next to him, still naked, playing with his hair. "You're mine now, Shizu-chan." He glared up at him, well he tried. "...Did everything go as you plan-" A yawn cut him off. Damn he was tired. "It worked out the same. I went easy on you." He blinked, trying to stay awake. Easy? He called that easy?

"...Kasuka?" He turned his head, giving Izaya more access, lips against his neck. "Kasuka-kun was the only one you trusted, you two are close." Shizuo sighed. "Damn flea." He didn't resist, when Izaya's arms wrapped around him, pulling him close, placing lazy kisses along his collar bone. "Get ready Shizu-chan, I'm not holding back any more." He shivered at the warning. "Can I go to sleep now?" He heard Izaya laugh as his eyes closed, finally succumbing to sleep.

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