"Talking"
Thinking
Inner Beast
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0000000000000000-Break in the story
I don't own Naruto or any of its characters but I do own my original ones.
This story may be confusion if you don't know all of the characters in the anime Naruto.
Summary:
Iruka, an alpha wolf finds Kakashi, a human turned into a wolf. During times of battle Iruka and Kakashi must fight to survive along with other troubles. In the middle of this, they fall in love with each other. but will Kakashi wish to be turned back to a human or will Iruka leave his pack to become human?
Warning yaoi and Mpreg!
Hurt/Comfort!
IruKaka!
Lemon!!
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Anko scanned the pack, not really seeing any of them. Iruka was badly injured from his fight with Minato and completely out of it. She felt so bad for him. She was certain that he was going to have a fit when he woke up. That was when Anko felt rage again.
Minato had ruined it for them.
Anko was sure that Kakashi was going to go through hell after this. She was so worried about him. She knew in the back of her mind was that Kakashi had gone through more that he had led on when he first got here. She knew, knew that he had gone through so much. Too much. He must have gone through this before and now he was going through it again.
It was to her relief that Tsunade had come back after dropping off Kushina back at the dens. She couldn't help but feel numb in mind and body; Anko couldn't help but just stand there and watched as Tsunade took over.
Kakashi was just lying there, not moving. He would whimper and whine but he didn't move. Anko warily thought that he didn't move because he couldn't. She thought for a moment and realized that the pain he must be experiencing was more excruciating than they'd thought.
Anko could only hope that Kakashi would recover from this but at the moment Anko couldn't see that happening.
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Iruka couldn't help but groan went he finally started to come back to the living. His body hurt like a bitch but it wasn't that bad. His body was just sore and his muscles stung from being over used. He didn't know where he was at first but soon sense came to him. He knew that he was in his den but he didn't know why. Last he remembered, he was fighting Minato.
Iruka snapped his eyes open at the image of Minato. Doing a mental checklist he confirmed that Minato had not successfully mated him. That didn't make sense. Iruka was so confused. Why hadn't Minato mated him? He was sure Minato wouldn't pass up a chance to take him forcefully. So what happened?
"Iruka?" Asuma came into his view.
He scrunched his eyes at the wolf's presents.
"Asuma?" he questioned. "What are you doing here?"
Said wolf looked down in shame and Iruka couldn't feel more disoriented than before. He had no idea what was going on or why Asuma was here to begin with.
"Asuma." Iruka commanded in his Alpha voice.
The older wolf's ears pinned back knowing the tone of voice being used. He didn't want to be the one to tell Iruka but he was the only one here at the moment and knew that the job fell to him.
"Iruka, something happened." Asuma started out.
"What happened to Minato?" Iruka interrupted him.
Asuma couldn't help but sigh. "That's what I wanted to talk to you about."
"What…" Iruka's voice trailed off. He looked around his den and for the life of him he couldn't have felt such fear like he had felt right now.
"Iruka…"
"Where is Kakashi?" Iruka asked in a strong tone. "I know that I left him here. Where is he? Is he better?"
Asuma couldn't look at Iruka in the eyes. "No, he got better, but…"
Iruka didn't like the fact that Asuma wouldn't look at him. A bad feeling was swirling in his gut and knew in his heart that something had gone wrong.
"But?"
"He knew that you were in trouble." Asuma continued.
Iruka's heart clenched.
"He went after you."
Iruka shook his head trying to deny the fact to where this was leading.
"He found you and Minato." Asuma could see the heart break in his Alpha's eyes. "Kakashi attacked but Minato fought back."
"What happened?"
Asuma could form the answer.
"Please tell me." Iruka persisted.
"Minato wanted him, he took him." Asuma felt a weight fall from his chest like a burden was lifted.
Horror filled Iruka's being. Minato took Kakashi. Tear formed behind his eyes at the lost of his one and only love.
"Iruka." Asuma nudged Iruka. "There is good news though."
"How?!" Iruka screamed like a mad man. "How is there good news?!"
Asuma wasn't surprised of Iruka's anger. "Minato hadn't taken Kakashi all the way. Kakashi is only half mated."
A glimmer of hope rose within Iruka but he knew not to get his hopes up. Kakashi could still reject him and that's what Iruka feared the most. Even though Kakashi had already agreed in a way to be his mate but after this…
Iruka dropped his head. Kakashi could be terrified of him if he made a move now. But if Iruka didn't mate Kakashi now, other wolves could try to force themselves on him and even Minato could come back and claim Kakashi for himself.
"I have to find him." Iruka said as he weakly got up.
Asuma moved to stop the brown wolf but Iruka shrugged him off. He wanted to get to Kakashi and Asuma was not going to stop him.
"Where is he?" Iruka asked as he walked out of the den. Eyes blinked rapidly trying to adjust to the sudden light. It wasn't early out but it wasn't exactly late out either. There was a sunset out and he could see birds flying overhead, heading south to their destination.
"Iruka, I don't think that's wise." Asuma tried to stop the wolf again but Iruka ignored him.
"Where?" Iruka asked again.
"With his friends, Anko is with him too. He isn't doing so well. He's been having night terrors and he hasn't been sleeping at all. He's too scared to close his eyes." Asuma explained.
"Asuma?" Iruka stopped moving. "How long have I been out?"
Asuma paused hesitating if he should tell the wolf or not.
"Asuma!" Iruka gave a sharp order.
"Three days."
Iruka was stunned at how much time has passed since then and he felt terrible inside. For three days he had let Kakashi handle this all alone. Iruka couldn't imagine at what the younger wolf had been going through.
"Iruka?" Asuma was concerned for his Alpha when no sound came from him.
"I'm going to find Kakashi." Iruka stated and left.
Asuma watched solemnly as Iruka left in such a state. He just hoped that Iruka would be able to comfort the traumatized wolf.
That Kakashi would let Iruka in and hoped that it would end happily rather than the path it was heading.
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Iruka silently went down the path that smelt like Kakashi the strongest. Iruka didn't know what he was going to do but he knew that he had to see the silver wolf again. If only to see him to make sure Kakashi was all right.
Coming closer Iruka made sure that Kakashi couldn't hear or smell him. Mindful of the branches and bushes Iruka sneaked closer to a small area that Kakashi and his friends were in. His breath hitched at the sight of Kakashi.
Kakashi was around his friends in a circle, him being in the middle. It was a very protective defense from what Iruka could see. The friends around him were talking quietly and were considerate of Kakashi.
Iruka's heart broke when he saw the silver wolf. Kakashi was lying down with his head on his paws. The sad expression on his face was something Iruka couldn't stand to see. He could tell the wolf was broken. Kakashi's body was tense and alert, ready to attack if something came along to hurt him again.
He closed his eyes and let his head fall. He couldn't stand seeing Kakashi like that. Then a gust of wind came over them heading in Iruka's direction. Iruka's snapped opened as he sniffed the air around him. His eyes dilated and grew black.
He hadn't noticed it before. A scent so diminutive to Kakashi's own naturally one, Iruka had missed it. A small trace of Minato was still on Kakashi. Iruka let out a growl as his instincts raged within him. The urge to claim Kakashi was strong and Iruka feared that he would become like Minato or even worse.
That was something he didn't want for Kakashi. He couldn't do that to him. Iruka shook his head but it wasn't enough. The instinct to claim Kakashi and take that scent off of him and replace it with his own was too much.
Iruka had to leave. He couldn't stand it if he stayed.
With one last growl Iruka turned tail and ran off. He had to put distance between himself and Kakashi. It was the only way.
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Kakashi in all sense was angst from the events days ago. He couldn't get them out of his head or forget the pain that had followed it. He wanted Iruka but he was afraid to go near him now. Kakashi knew that this fear wasn't because of his fear of mating. No, this was something different.
He feared that Iruka didn't want him anymore. Anko had told him that Minato's scent still remained even after a dozen baths later. Kakashi had fought hard to remove the scent from his being but it wasn't enough. After he had given up Anko, with the saddest eyes he had seen on her, told him that there was a chance that Iruka wouldn't want him anymore.
Kakashi's heart tightened at her honesty. He didn't want to hear it and denied her words. She explained that because of this new scent on him Iruka instincts would tell him that Kakashi belonged to another. And no matter how much Iruka wanted him, his instincts would always tell him he didn't.
Kakashi knew without a doubt that Iruka always listened to his instincts.
His friends around him were talking softly to one another as he rested in the small circle they made around him. He knew that they were protective now that they knew what he had been through. They haven't left him alone since he had gotten back.
It was nice to know that he had friends around that cared about him but this was something he wanted to do alone, or even better, with Iruka.
A snap of twig caught his attention. Kakashi snapped his head in time to see the batch of brown fur disappearing in the depths of the forest.
Iruka… Kakashi thought with a broken heart. He let his head fall.
Anko had been right. Iruka couldn't stand his scent. That thought alone was enough to crash the last bit of hope in him.
As he thought of the situation, he didn't know what to do now. He had an empty house to go to as a human but he didn't want to be human again. He wanted to stay here where he was loved. He wanted to be by Iruka.
But Iruka didn't want him.
He didn't know what to do. Taking a deep breath Kakashi decide to take it a day at a time. Hopefully he will get passed this but Kakashi knew that if something didn't change soon he was going to die with a broken heart.
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Anko was treading along. She was on her way to meet with Minato. She was still mad at him but she wanted to be there when he woke up. Iruka and Kakashi had done a number on him and he had yet to awaken but Anko was glad for that.
She was walking towards the medical dens when Iruka ran passed her. Her eyes widened in shock when she saw Iruka.
"Iruka…" Anko didn't think. She went after him.
She followed him for any a moment before realizing where he was going. Iruka was heading to their meeting place. It was secretive and not a whole lot knew about and Anko feared of why Iruka was going to a place like that.
When she got there she could hear panting and growling. Cautiously she went inside and went over to Iruka. She could see him and moved slowly in case of an attack.
"Iruka?" she called out. A growl met her call. "Iruka, what's wrong?"
"The…urge…" Iruka struggled out.
Anko gasped at the words. "But…why? You've never had the urge before! Why now?"
"Kakashi…" Iruka's words were strained. "His smell."
Then it dawned on her that another male scent was all over Kakashi. Iruka's instincts would want to get rid of that smell in any means necessary.
"I'll get Kakashi." she announced.
"No!" Iruka roared. "If you bring him here I might do what Minato did."
Anko narrowed her eyes determined. "I don't believe that."
Iruka looked from the ground to Anko in surprised.
"I know you won't hurt Kakashi. He might be afraid from what has happened but he won't get hurt. He wants this as much as you."
"But…" Iruka paused. "Minato…what he…did…"
"Is unimaginable." Anko finished for him. "I know, but he wants comfort from you Iruka and you need to give him that."
"I-I can't." he forced himself to say.
"You will." Anko stated leaving no room for argument. Before Iruka could say anything else she left and Iruka was alone.
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Anko ran faster than she had ever done in her life. With swiftness that only a true runner could have, she ran to find Kakashi.
It was simple enough. He could hide his scent and she knew he was with his friends. Anko busted into the clearing Kakashi and his friends were in scaring them half to death. She received growls and attacks from her performance but she quickly dodged them all and went straight for Kakashi.
"Anko?" Kakashi asked startled by the sudden appearance.
"Kakashi, I need you to come with me now." Anko said panting from her run.
"Why?"
"Iruka needs you." she told him.
Kakashi looked down. "No, Iruka doesn't want me anymore."
Anko's eyes widened in shock. "Who told you that?"
Kakashi looked at her. "You did. And moments before, I saw Iruka running away from here, running away from me."
Anko sighed ashamed of herself for telling Kakashi that but he had to know that there was a chance that, that was going to happen. It was now that Anko knew it was the complete opposite of what she told Kakashi and she was going to fix it.
"Look, I know what I said but I was wrong!" she pushed her point across.
"Oh yeah!" Kakashi yelled now suddenly angry. "Then way did he run away."
"Iruka ran away because Minato's scent is on you." she started.
Kakashi looked away. "I knew it."
"Let me finish." Anko glared. "He left because the same urge that had a hold of Minato took over Iruka and he didn't want to hurt you."
Kakashi looked up at Anko, hope in his eyes. "Really?"
Anko nodded. "Yes, he still cares for you, you know. This is your chance for you two to be together."
The little hope in Kakashi's eyes faded. "What if he doesn't want me?"
Anko smiled like this was the best day of her life. "Don't worry he won't push you away."
"What if I can't handle it?" Kakashi feared. "I don't want Iruka to be like Minato."
Anko sighed in understanding. She went right up to him and nuzzled his nose. "Just relax and submit to him."
"How?" Kakashi whispered.
"You'll know when the time comes. Don't worry, you have instincts now."
It wasn't a hard decision. Kakashi nodded his head and he left with Anko.
"Do you think he's going to be okay?" Izumo asked out loud.
"Of course!" Genma said with convenience. "Go get 'em Kakashi!
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Kakashi didn't know how long they ran but soon they were at a place he had never been before. At the opening Kakashi could hear growling and whimpering inside. On instinct Kakashi took a step back. Anko made sure to stop him before he got too afraid.
"It's okay." she soothed. "It's just Iruka fighting the urge. He doesn't want to hurt you. That's why he's out here so far away."
Kakashi gulped fighting his fear down and nodded. Anko was right. This was Iruka they were talking about. Iruka would never hurt him. Kakashi knew this.
"Go," she nudged him forward. "Remember; try to stay low and calming. Any sudden moves could end up disastrous."
That didn't help Kakashi's fear for Iruka but he was going to go through this. These past three days were nightmares after nightmares. Kakashi wanted nothing more than have Iruka by his side. He was going to do this, this was his chance. He was not going to let it go.
He wanted Minato off of him. He wanted Iruka, and only Iruka.
Iruka… Kakashi felt warmth enter his body just thinking about Iruka by his side. Right there comforting him at night and being by his side during the day.
That was a wonderful image he had in his mind.
"Okay." Kakashi finally was ready. He walked passed Anko and walked proudly into the den where he knew Iruka was.
Anko couldn't be more proud of Kakashi as he went passed her. She knew that everything was going to be okay now.
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Kakashi walked timidly into the den. He heard growling and whimpering.
"Iruka?" he called out.
"Go away!" a sharp response came forth.
Kakashi flinched at the answer but he knew it was because Iruka didn't want to hurt him and not because Iruka was disgusted with him.
"No." Kakashi stated as he came closer. Soon Kakashi was able to see Iruka clearly.
He looked bad.
Iruka was facing away from him. He was hunched over in what looked like pain. He was panting hard and was out of breath. Iruka's eyes were clenched shut and his body was tense like he was waiting for an attack on his person. Kakashi didn't know what to make of it but he was ready to face it head on.
"You…need to…leave." Iruka's strained voice was heard.
Kakashi shook his head. "I won't leave you. I'm here, for you."
"No!"
Kakashi took a step forward. "Please, Iruka…"
Iruka opened his eyes and turned towards him. Kakashi took a step back from the condition of Iruka's eyes. They were blown away from desire. The pupils were wide and Kakashi couldn't see a flick of golden in Iruka's eyes. The rest of Iruka's eyes that were supposed to be white had turned bloodshot red.
"Kakashi…" Iruka's voice pleaded. "You have to go."
Kakashi shook his head again. "I want this."
"I don't want to be Minato." Iruka got up to walk further away from Kakashi.
Kakashi wouldn't have it. He took a brisk walk towards Iruka intending to stop him. A growl echoed in the cave stopping Kakashi in his tracks.
"Sorry…Kakashi."
That was the only warning Kakashi got before he was pounced on. Fear jumped into his heart having felt the similar ways from what Minato had done. Kakashi was half tempted to fight back but he knew that this was Iruka and Iruka wouldn't hurt him.
Instincts swelled in him and told him to calm down that his Alpha and intended mate was not going to hurt him. Kakashi took a deep breath and calmed down. This seemed to affect Iruka in a way Kakashi didn't think possible.
Iruka whimpered at his distressed mate and nuzzled him on top of his head. Once he felt that his intended mate was calming down under him Iruka stopped his growls and started to purr. The purrs were soothing to Kakashi as he was very familiar with them.
All of Kakashi's fears drained away at hearing them.
Iruka sniffed around once he was sure that his new mate was calm enough to his liking. The main thing Iruka noticed was that this wasn't his den. The clearing had his scent in it, but it also held others. Other scents that he didn't want lingering around his future mate.
With one last soothing growl Iruka picked Kakashi up; the silver wolf yelped in surprise. It wasn't too hard to do, really; Kakashi was half his size, barely an adult. He carried Kakashi in a light jog to his den. All the way there, sniffing and listening for anything that might be harmful to his soon-to-be mate.
Kakashi didn't know where Iruka was taking him but he kept quiet. Iruka shocked him when they arrived in front of their den. The young Alpha didn't waste any time as he placed Kakashi on the ground bedding inside. It was the same bedding Iruka would make sure Kakashi slept on while staying with him.
When Kakashi was comfortably settled onto the bedding Iruka followed by lying down on top of him. Iruka made sure to keep himself in check. He wanted so much to mate the wolf under him, but something in him told him not to hurry.
Iruka laid his head down next to Kakashi and started to purr again relaxing the younger wolf. He licked and nipped at Kakashi's ears. The sliver wolf under him whimpered and whined in pleasure from the attention of his ears.
Eyes watched Kakashi's expression making sure he wasn't making the wolf uncomfortable. Kakashi's eyes were closed--Iruka hoped--in pure bliss. As Iruka moved he knew he had to be extremely careful with Kakashi.
Kakashi had never felt like this before. He was in pure heaven and he didn't want this to stop. He felt Iruka move on top of him but he didn't think anything of it.
Iruka carefully moved Kakashi's tail that was in the way of his prize. When Kakashi felt that, that was when he started to panic. Iruka felt Kakashi struggle against him but he didn't feel anger against the young wolf. Iruka knew that Kakashi was scared but he was here to calm him down.
Purrs filled the den as Iruka calmed Kakashi down.
"It's okay. I'm here, shhh." Iruka spoke for the first time since his apology.
When he heard Iruka's voice, Kakashi melted against the other wolf's body. Feeling Kakashi relax against him Iruka continued with what he was doing. Iruka nipped Kakashi's neck and gave licks here and there as he travel down Kakashi's body. Kakashi froze when he felt Iruka very close to his rear end. He whimper feeling helpless to what Iruka was doing to him but Iruka quickly calmed his fears.
Iruka, though, in his hazy state knew he had to perpare Kakashi before he began the actual penetration. He moved Kakashi's tail aside with his nose and licked at Kakashi's entrance, lubricating the opening. Kakashi squirmed, not used to the sensation. It was weird, but good; he couldn't help but whine when Iruka stopped.
He moved himself up Kakashi's body and lined up much like Minato had done, but this time it was different. Kakashi knew that as he leaned back into Iruka's embrace. Iruka was the one doing this to his body. This wasn't Minato, it was Iruka.
And Iruka wouldn't have it any other way.
"Ready?" Iruka whispered into Kakashi's ear sending a shiver down Kakashi's back.
He was ready, he wanted this. This was really happening. After this moment he was going to be Iruka's and Iruka was going to be his. After all the shit that had happened to him, he was finally getting what he wanted. He wanted Iruka and he was so happy that he was getting him.
Iruka licked the inside of Kakashi's ear when the silver wolf didn't answer right away.
Kakashi bit back a moan and nodded his head.
"I'm-I'm ready." Kakashi gasped out.
Iruka smiled happily that Kakashi was finally going to be his mate. He began pushing in quickly, but carefully. Kakashi fliched and hissed from the intrusion and suddenly got scared. He was still getting over Minato and feeling this was making him flashback to the fateful day. Kakashi gave a high pitch whine and weakly struggled again Iruka. The young Alpha heard his mate's distress and stopped his movement. Iruka felt the need to comfort the younger wolf under him with everything he had.
"It's okay Kakashi. You're fine, nothing is going to hurt you. I will never hurt you." Iruka purred out soothingly.
Kakashi started to settle as Iruka continued to purr and gave little nips. When he felt that Kakashi was more comfortable Iruka moved to fully enter Kakashi. He went as deep as he could go before stopping again, letting the smaller wolf have time to adjust.
"Are you okay Kakashi?" Iruka somewhat panted out. Now that he was in Kakashi, it was difficult to just stay there not moving.
Kakashi opened his eyes--not recalling when he had closed them--and squrimed around to get use to the feel of it. Iruka bit his tongue to stop from thrusting mindlessly into Kakashi right then and there. Kakashi stopped his movement before Iruka could do something he might regret.
"It-It feels werid but..."Kakashi pushed back with his hips, letting Iruka know exactly what Kakashi wanted.
It was awkward at first, of course, but after a few moments he got into a good rhythm. Iruka panted as Kakashi moans grew higher with each thrust. He could tell that even though there was a little pain in the beginning it was turning into mind blowing pleasure now. Kakashi gave the highest sound of something of a yelp mixed with a yip when he hit a certain spot.
Suspecting it was his sweet spot, he thrust at it again and got the same result. Gotcha. Iruka thought as the adrenaline waved through his veins making him pump faster.
The truth was, he was trying to hold off his own release, but it was getting difficult.
Just as Kakashi was entering pure bliss, he felt his entrance expand to a painful degree.
"W-What the-? What's that?" He tried to turn around so he could see what was happening. The new turn of events was scare Kakashi. He didn't know what was going on. It was very painful to be stretched so much as tears came from his eyes. He bit back a sob as Iruka continued with his thrusting ignoring Kakashi's questions. Kakashi couldn't help but moan at every thrust. The pain was clashing with the pleasure.
Kakashi wasn't sure what was what anymore.
Kakashi finally managed to get more than two syllables out, "I-Iruka...oh...I'm gonna...oh, god!"
Iruka gave one last powerful thrust and Kakashi released. The already constricting channel tightened even further, forcing Iruka's own climax. They both howled in pleasure at the feeling of Iruka filling him. While still riding the aftermath Iruka gave Kakashi on final lick before bitting Kakashi between his shoulder blades. Kakashi was too ingross with pleasure to even feel the little knick. That bite was Iruka's mark meaning Kakashi was truely his and his alone.
Iruka smiled still in Kakashi, the knot proventing them from seperating. A tired sigh escaped Iruka's lips as exhaustion took over. His forelegs couldn't hold him up anymore and he collapsed on top of Kakashi.
"I-Iruka...?" Kakashi weakly called out.
Iruka lifted his head and pried his eyes open. He was tired as all hell but Kakashi was more important than sleep right now.
"Yes, Kakashi?" Iruka breathed close to Kakashi's ear making him shiver again. The brown wolf smiled loving the reactions he could make his mate do.
"I felt during, well..." Kakashi paused too embarrassed. "I still feel it. It hurts."
Iruka knew what Kakashi was talking about.
"I know Kakashi." he soothed. "I know it hurts but relax, it will pass."
"What-What is it?" Kakashi cringed as he moved slightly.
Iruka sighed against Kakashi's head. "I knotted."
Kakashi froze at the word. "What?"
"It just means we're stuck for awhile, Kakashi. I'll explain later. Now sleep. You must be tired." Iruka's voice was drifting away as he too was getting tired and wanted sleep.
Kakashi didn't want to sleep. Yeah, he was tired but it was a little uncomfortable like this. Iruka was still in him and he was stretched very painfully and he couldn't move. He should be pissed and mad at Iruka but said wolf started to purr again and lend closer to Kakashi sensing his mate wasn't going to go to sleep.
Kakashi moved again to get more comfortable but winced at the pain shoting up his spine. Knowing he wasn't going anywhere, Kakashi sighed and gave into his fate.
He closed his eyes and tried to sleep. He had honsitly thought he wasn't going to be able to, but combined with Iruka's purrs and now his heart beat nussled over him. It was hard not to sleep. When Kakashi's breathing evened out and his body laxed against him, Iruka smiled. He was happy, too happy for words. Kakashi was his and though there was much to learn and to teach, he knew that they were going to make it.
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Here it is, to my faithful readers. All happy and good right? I have to say its about time for this and i couldn't wait to write it! I hope you all love!
And a special thanks to my beta reader for if it wasn't for Kit Fox96 I wouldn't have written a lemon and would have left it to your imagination. That would've sucked!
So Thankyou!