HINATA

"Kageyama what the fuck," I said. I watch as the vomit pours from his mouth, geez how much did he drink? I would feel bad but I still can't believe this. "You weren't suppose to be drinking?"

"Whatever," he muttered. He starts to throw up some more stopping him from saying anything further. When he stops vomiting I take the keys from his jean pocket.

"I'm driving," I announce. "I can't believe you Kageyama." He looks hurt by what I said but I can't help it. He is usually so responsible and this….this is just reckless. We finally arrive to the car. I open the car door helping Kageyama inside the car. I climb into the driver seat adjusting it and the mirrors as Kageyama is taller than me. His mom has a nice car, I have always known this but being behind the wheel makes me appreciate it more. She drives an Infiniti while his dad has the Lexus. Makes me wonder what kind of car they will give him when he goes away to college. I take off towards Kageyama's house. "You said we can talk later so let's talk. Why are you so bothered by Lev? I mean it's over between us, you completely overreacted back there. I can't believe you got this drunk!"

"Stop yelling," said Kageyama. "I-I didn't mean to lose it back there." I roll my eyes.

"I'm not buying it," I state. "You don't pick fights with anyone. I'm sorry I never told you more about Lev but what's to say, he's an asshole." Kageyama is slumped over looking out the window. I sigh as I decide to leave it alone for now. I pull into his parents drive way parking the car perfectly. Kageyama gets out grabbing my bags from the backseat he is stumbling a little bit but enough to cause outrage from his parents. I'm sure they are sleep anyway.

We walk into a dark house. Kageyama pulls out his phone using it as a light to get to his room. I follow close behind holding on to his arm until we are in his room. He heaves my bag across the room with a loud thump.

"Kageyama, your parents," I whisper.

"Their room is at the other end of the house," he replies pulling his shirt off. I swallow hard looking at his naked chest. I shake my head trying to clear it of any sexual thoughts walking up to him.

"I'm sorry," I apologize again. "Please stop being mad." Kageyama sighs and I can smell the alcohol on his breath. Kageyama looks frustrated like he is trying to decide if he wants to talk or not.

"I just…I just got so furious," he explains running his hands through his hair. "The thought of that idiot being with you, touching you, the fact that had the balls to do it in front me. I couldn't stand it." I grab the sides of his face.

"Hey, I'm with you. You don't have to worry about him or any other guy," Kageyama places his hands over mine.

"This is harder than I ever imagined," he said looking down at his feet. "I can't stop thinking about you….I think I'm falling in love with you." My heart speeds up in my chest as I begin to feel like I can't breathe.

"W-wha.." I stammer not even finishing my sentence. I drop my hands as I try to register what he just said, Kageyama allows his hands to come down, opening and closing his fist as it he is trying to calm down. I don't know how to respond to that. Kageyama finally looks at me.

"I think I might be in love with you," he says closing the gap between us looking up at me. His eyes are beginning to water. "I-I-I'm scared." He covers his face with both hands is if he if is ashamed? Embarrassed?

"Don't be scared," I replied. "Why are you scared?"

"I'm scared to lose who I am," he replies sitting on his bed. "I'm seriously confused right now. How am I going to work, go to school, spend time with you?"

"Kageyama," I say sadly because I didn't know he was falling in love with me, to be honest I'm falling in love with him too. I try not to think about it so much because there is a lot going in my life right now. I'm fortunate to even be in this relationship.

"I don't want to talk about this," he sniffles standing up. He removes his clothes and I get up doing the same. I'm about to pull out my PJ's when I see Kageyama climb naked into bed turning away from me. Should I sleep naked beside him? I decide to sleep in a tee shirt. It feels wrong somehow sleeping in his bed completely naked. I went to Kageyama's volleyball draw pulling out a tee shirt. I pull the short over my head smiling a little smelling Kageyama's scent on the shirt despite it being clean. I climb into the bed and drape my arms over Kageyama's waist trying to comfort him.

"I'm falling love with you too," I admit. Kageyama shifts turning over to face me. I have never seen him like this. I wonder if it's the alcohol he had that is making him this emotional. Everyone responds differently to alcohol, not sure what drunk Kageyama is like since I've never seen him drunk. Kageyama leans in pressing his lips against mine. In this moment, I know I'm no longer falling in love with him, I am in love with him. I deepen the kiss wrapping my free arm around his neck. God I love him, I love him so much. I kiss harder Kageyama trying to convey my feeling to him, I think he is getting it as he kisses me back just as passionately. "A-ahhh," he just grinded against me.

"Hinata," he moans crawling on top of me forcing me on my back. I look up into his eyes and I can see he is there but it is slightly muddy due to his drinking. "I want us to do it," No way…..

"W-we can't," I exclaim. I lower my voice to continue. "You're drunk and your parents are home. We are lucky they didn't come in here." Kageyama leans in closely to me.

"I'm little buzz," he admits bringing his lips closer to mine. They are not touching but almost. If I wanted to I could stick my tongue out lick his lips. "I'm fully aware of what I'm doing." He thrusts against me causing me to bit my lip from the amount of pleasure I feel from that little small thrust. Is he trying to break me?

"I think we should wait," I say slowly. Hardest thing I have had to say in a while. Kageyama doesn't say anything as he lends down and starts to kiss my neck as he grabs my hard dick and starts to stroke. "A-aaghhh," This is what I get for only wearing a tee shirt. At the same time I love the feel of his hands, on my skin, on dick, stroking me better than I ever could. I arch my back into the feeling seeking more. "Ohhh….Kageyama….fuucc…." He moves his mouth to my nipple, flicking his tongue across it repeatedly. I grip his back squirming because the feeling is overwhelming. Kageyama tightens his grip as he continues to stroke me with his hands as he takes my nipple completely into his mouth. "Oh fuckkkk….." I moan as Kagayama releases my nipple. He begins to kiss down my stomach as his hand continues to bring me pleasure. I begin to thrust into his hand trying to meet him.

I'm loving the way he is making me feel, this feels like nothing I have felt before. At the same time, I wasn't in love with him like I am now. I begin to imagine what sex with him would be like. I'm pulled out of my thoughts as feel his lips on my cock. I try to sit up but lose my balance when Kageyama swallows me moaning as if I'm the best thing he has ever tasted in his life. I fall back on the pillow groaning and slightly withering. His mouth feels so wonderful I'm trying to hold to this reality and not float away. He is drunk and seems to be really good at this for never doing it before. I want to continue feeling this way, feeling this way with Kageyama. I keep my voice at bay as much as I can with soft moans and whimpers here or there. That is until Kageyama starts to bob his head up and down.

"K-Kageyama…nghhhh…stop…ahhh…," I say feeling my orgasm near. I'm usually not this fast but everything feels too good tonight. Kageyama hollows out his cheeks creating a tighter, wetter feel. I can't help myself as I begin to thrust into his mouth. "I-I'm going to….mmmm….c-cum..h-hhaaah…..pleassseeee….ahhh," I'm doing my best not to blow my load in his mouth. Kageyama does some type of movement with his tongue while he still has my dick in his mouth. "Shiitttt," It has me gripping his sheets as I moan a little louder than I have been so far. Kageyama stops and I feel him shift on the bed. I'm panting still feeling his mouth on my dick although it is long gone by now. I open my eyes slightly to see Kageyama rubbing his dick down with lotion. My eyes open wide as I think he is going to try and enter me. Instead he slides between my legs sitting up but he closes my legs holding it against the left side of his body. His penis is still on top of mine and it feels so warm, wet, beating like it has its own heart resting between my thighs.

Kageyama looks down at me beginning to pant and he has yet to even move. I stare back at him swallowing my nerves that are building up. He looks so intense and I wonder what is running through his mind. He rolls his hips slowly as if he has done this before. I gasp at good it feels. I moan lowly turning my face away embarrassed at the debouched sounds escaping my mouth. Kageyama continues to slowly rock his hips into my thighs. I guess he wanted to feel more begins he reaches his right hand down wrapping it around both of own crowns easily. Kageyama has big hands so this is a simple task for him. My cock is already sensitive and it doesn't take long for me to feel this. I feel like I'm going to pass out from feeling this much pleasure. I groan trying to stifle a moan.

"You….ahhh….feel soooo fucking….good…h-hahh," moaned Kageyama as he holds my legs and continues to roll his hips between my legs thrusting into his own hand. "Ughhh…..God you're so wet." I start to blush because I'm leaking something terrible at this point. I feel his fingertips run over the tip smearing my pre cum. I bit my lip to keep from moaning so loudly, god he is breaking me. Kageyama rolls his hips into me slowing down further, each movement at this time is more precise. "You like this?" I nod yes because there are no words for how I feel right now. I'm almost to the point I can't even think straight. "Imagine if I was….a-ahhh….inside you right now…nhhhhh," I moan because I certainly can imagine how he would make me feel. I squeeze my legs tighter taking his breath away. Kageyama hip rolls turn into full blown thrusts. Skin slapping against my thighs, his hand gripping our crown tighter than I thought possible, our precum wetting our two crowns, making everything more wet, more slick, and this time I can't hold back.

"A-a-ahhhh….shitttt," I moan as I start feel the pleasure rip through my body. My back arches towards Kageyama as if he is pulling my life from my body. "A-ahh….h-hahh…" I'm gripping Kageyama's sheets violently as my toes begin to curl. "Nghhhh" I begin to shudder a little towards the end of my orgasm.

"Ahhh…yes Hinata….fuck yes…" moans Kageyama. He starts to thrust harder between my legs causing slapping sounds between our skin to become louder. I lock eyes with Kageyama as he releases my now sticky cock to hold just his own. I see Kageyama mouth slightly part and my eyes roll into the back of my head knowing he is cumming. "Fuucckkk….h-hahh…." I can tell Kageyama had to fight for this orgasm and it hit him really hard. "Mmmm….Hinata….hahhh…" He is gasping for breath as his thrust begin to slow down as if he doesn't want this to end. Kageyama lets my legs down as he falls beside me, he is breathing hard as I am. I'm wrapping my head around the fact he went down on me and then this. Not that I didn't enjoy it but it was certainly a surprise among other things like his half love confession. I turn to ask him what made him do this but he is already asleep.