It was several hours later when I woke up. I was in the empty living room on the couch. The lights were off.

"Hey," a voice said from in the darkness.

"Ugh," I said.

"It's me," Morgan said.

"Yeah I know

"Oh."

"What happened?"

"After we finished with the party you fell asleep. Lily and jack put you on the couch. Everyone's asleep."

"Then why do I feel so awful?"

"You're probably drunk. You had one and a half bottles last night. But a few other people were drinking too."

"Oh."

"Can I get you anything?"

"A sprite?"

"Juice is better."

"Ok fine I'll have that," I snapped.

"I'm just trying to help you here Shawn."

"Sorry."

"I get it."

"Hey," I said trying to sit but found I couldn't.

"Yeah?"

"I think I'll go to Germany for a few days visit Angela."

"Not drunk you're not. Shawn if you're going to drink then eat while you drink. So that you don't get drunk.

"Morgan. Why the hell are you so annoyed with me?"

She sighed; "do you know how hard it is carrying around this big a secret?"

"Yeah in fact i do."

She went into the kitchen.

I pulled out my phone and texted lily letting her know I was going to Germany for a few days. Then went into the bathroom where I promptly got sick.