Chapter 34

(Christian's Pov)

I wake up with my wife huddled to my side. I stroke her hair and pepper her face with soft kisses. She is such a beautiful woman. I am a very lucky man. Yesterday was Christmas so she gave me a present, which was her body last night.

This morning I am taking Phoebe to my office. She has been having some major anxiety about me going back to work that she expressed yesterday. Today all the locks are being changed and security is becoming stronger.

On our way there I can see in her face that her anxiety is taking over. "Phoebe baby, I am right here." I try to reassure her. She bites her lip, a habit she picked up from my wife.

When we are walking up to the building she stops. "Dad I don't want to go in there." I sigh and turn her towards me. "Phoebe what happened two days ago won't happen again. I want you to come see the locks they are installing and listen to the security head debrief me on the new plan." She just hugs me and starts to walk in.

When we get up to my floor Jerry, the head of security in the building, shows Phoebe the passcode and handprint you need to get into my office. He has been so good about explaining why the things he is showing her are good security measures. I need to give him a raise.

Finally we get into my office and even I start to feel a little anxious. Phoebe clings to my side and I see her start to tear up. "Jerry could you give us a minute?" She starts sobbing the minute he walks out.

The thing about Phoebe is she is super sensitive, even more so than Ana. "Phoebe here sit down honey." The sobs shake her violently. I go to my fridge in my office and pull out a bottle of water. I open it and coerce her into taking a couple of sips.

Finally once she is calm I sit down in front of her, taking her face in my hands. "Tell me what is happening?" I ask and she just shakes her head no.

"Phoebe baby remember how we talked about not letting our feelings get caught up inside of us because it makes things worse, don't bundle your feelings up… talk to me" I plead to her.

"I-I just remembered when I almost lost you forever… I couldn't go on without you." She cries and throws herself at me burying her face in my chest.

"Baby you will never lose me" I kiss her head and rub her back. "Now talk to me some more, what is giving you the most anxiety?" I want her to explain using her words. If I know Phoebe and I do, talking and sorting things out that are going on in her head help her. She always tries to keep everything inside.

"I don't want you to go back to work and leave again because if someone comes back to hurt you and they-" she can't even finish she is so upset.

"Bubs you saw the security, nobody is coming in here and Taylor will be with me now. You know how good Taylor is at keeping me safe." I remind her and she nods.

"It just all felt too real yesterday… I came so close to losing you Dad" she shakes her head. "I don't know what I would do without you here." I pick her up and put her on my lap so she is like a little girl cuddled to my chest.

"Daddy" I hear her say and I look down at her. "I love you so much." And that is all I need to hear to make my heart swell ten times its normal size. To think that there was a time where I didn't want kids.

"I love you most, sweet Bubs." I say and kiss her head. I let her clean herself up in the bathroom and she comes back out.

Jerry finishes the tour and explaining the new security plan which sounds brilliant. We shake his hand and head out.

I decide to take the kids and Ana to lunch, Ted and Ana are meeting us there. We go to a little bistro. We get seated and finally they arrive. We order and then talk.

"Ted how is Delaney?" Phoebe asks and I shoot my head over to Ted. He and I talked last night near the end of the night and he was telling me they have been having some problems. Ted just shakes his head to let his sister know not right now but Phoebe being Phoebe keeps pushing it.

"What happened is she okay? Oh no did you guys break up?" Phoebe doesn't do this to be annoying I know she is genuinely curious and is worried about Ted.

"Phoebe let your brother be… how is the new security?" My wife butts in before anything can get too heated. I put my hand on Phoebe's as she pouts.

I tell Ana and Ted about what we did, leaving out the little breakdown Phoebe had. Phoebe then asks if she can go to Nathan's tonight and I agree only because Sawyer is back on duty. Also Ana and I have some unfinished business.

We talk all about what is happening in the kids lives and then some more while we eat. I learned that Ted is planning on joining a fraternity. Which to be honest gives me major anxiety. But I trust his CPO's will be there to keep him out of harm's way.

We head home and the kids run off. Phoebe kisses us goodbye as she is having Sawyer take her to Nathan's and Ted says goodbye as he is going to an old friend's house.

"So Mrs. Grey… it is just you and me" I start and she walks over jumping into my arms kissing me. Oh am I in for a good night.

(Phoebe's Pov)

I am on my way to Nathan's right now. To say I am excited is an understatement. I haven't seen him in a week and a half. I kind of failed to mention that his parents and sister are still in Vancouver, Nathan had to come back because of practice.

I negotiate with Sawyer that he will stay in the car watching the house. I have had Sawyer wrapped around my finger since I was 3 years old. I love the man dearly, but all I have to do is make puppy eyes and I am in.

I knock on the door and wait for him to answer. He opens the door and looks edible in a grey t-shirt that shows off his strong build and black nike joggers. I run into his arms hugging him.

"Hi baby" he says as he shuts the door keeping the cold out. I am locked on his chest hugging him. "I missed you" I say but it is muffled because my face is pressed into his shirt.

"I missed you too Bee." He says and rubs my back. I lean up and kiss him hard, his hands make their way to my cheeks. We stay like this for awhile until he pulls back.

"I wanna talk first baby." He says and brushes my hair out of my face. He is absolutely perfect. I stare at him and let out a yawn. I forgot how tired I was.

"You tired?" He asks and I nod nuzzling into his chest. "Let's go lay down then." He says and guides me to his bedroom.

I lay on the cozy bed as he comes and sits next to me. He runs his hand through my hair. "Phoebe can you tell me what happened the other day." He asks and I look confused as to how he knows.

"Teddy and I were texting and he mentioned something about it." He strokes my face. I crawl into his lap so I am sitting between his legs on the bed.

I start explaining the story in detail. Nathan wipes a few stray tears that fall and listens nodding his head as I talk.

"Are you okay?" He asks when I finish and I nod. "I just want to forget about it… how was your Christmas?" I ask looking up at him.

"I am here for you always Bee, don't ever hesitate to talk to me, umm my Christmas was okay." He says and we talk a little bit more about the stuff we got.

"How is your back feeling after that nasty burn you got?" he asks and I shrug. "Why don't you check" I sit up in front of him as he raises my shirt up.

"Just a little bit of peeling." He says and plants kisses along my bra line. I let out a hum of appreciation. "Next week is 4 months of us dating." He says and kisses my shoulder. I moan and lean my head to the side so he can have easier access.

"Best 4 months ever" I smile and rub his leg. I am still facing away from him. As he continues kissing me I feel the need to be closer to him. I turn and start kissing his lips. I climb on top as he lays back.

We make out and I start to pull of his shirt. He raises his arms and helps me get it off. I kiss his lips then move down trailing kisses from his neck down to his shoulder. I want more, can I do this? Yes I can we have been dating for 4 months and I want him badly.

I start kissing lower, I go over his chest and start kissing down his stomach. I feel his erection pressing into me. I like this, I feel completely in control of the situation. I get down to his waistband of his joggers and start to pull on them. His erection fully up and about now.

"Phoebe baby no…" He stops me from pulling down his pants. I look at him confused. "Why do you not want me?" I say sadly and look up.

"Phoebe I think we can both see how badly I want you but you aren't ready and you don't need to push things. All I want is you." I nod and then say. "I was just planning on going to maybe try third base tonight." I say sweetly looking down as my face turns crimson.

"Are you ready for that Phoebe? I don't want to push you at all." I nod and he lays back but then shoots back up "If you feel like you need to stop please do baby. We are going to take this slow." I nod and kiss him one more time.

I go back down to his waistband and put kisses all along the line of it. I start to pull on his pants and he lifts his hips up helping me. I pull off his pants then slowly pull down his boxers. Oh my, this is happening. I am okay though, I don't feel like I have to throw up.

Ava taught me how to do this against my will with a banana once. Now I am thankful she did. I look at his dick. It is huge. I have no clue how we will ever have sex.

I start stroking him with my hand and look up seeing his eyes locked on me. This makes me blush hard. He looks so hot like this. I rub my hand up and down until finally I take him in my mouth. I bob up and down like Ava showed me. He moans and groans.

After I get comfortable I use my hand and mouth, I go faster. I feel him put his hand on the back of my head pressing lightly. My panties are now soaked. "Fuck Phoebe you are amazing." He strains out as I keep up my sucking.

I go all the way down and hold it then continue this move. "Fuck Bee I am close." I have to swallow wise words of Ava. I start pumping with my hand and mouth faster until finally he grunts and fills my mouth. I swallow all of it. I look up and see him riding out his orgasm and I don't think I have seen anything hotter than that.

"Oh my god baby, thank you." is all he says as he sits up. "Phoebe are you okay?" I nod smiling at him. I am more than okay.

"Can I please you baby or do you want to be done?" He asks and I automatically answer "I want you to please me" he smile and pulls his boxers back up. He flips us so I am on the bottom. He kisses my neck and then goes down to my chest.

My shirt and bra are now off as he pleases my boobs. I have never felt anything this amazing. He starts kissing down my stomach as my nipples are left hard as ever. He looks up for permission to take off my pants. I nod and lift my hips up.

He smiles when he sees my wet panties. I wore pink ones so you can totally see the wet stain. "Do you want me to stop here baby?" I shake my head no.

He slips off my panties and then comes back up. He starts kissing my lips and then his finger finds its way inside of me. I moan and throw my head back. This feels so good. He adds another then takes his thumb and starts rubbing.

"Oh my Nathan" I groan out. I have never felt this good before. This feels amazing. He starts pumping his fingers in and out and rubbing. I want to scream but don't.

"That feel good baby?" I nod trying to keep quiet. He smiles down at me and kisses me "you can moan baby, nobody is here to hear you except me." He smirks at the last part.

"Ahhh Nathan don't stop" I grab onto his bicep and squirm all around. "You look so good like this Phoebe."

"Let go Phoebe, I feel you pulsing." I do as he says and stop clenching my body. The orgasm hits me and I throw my head back and my back arches. Where has he been my whole life and why did I wait this long?

Nathan lets me finish riding out my orgasm and then lays down next to me. He gets us both under the covers and pulls me close so his arm is around me. He kisses my head and I yawn.

"I am so proud of you." He says rubbing my naked back. I smile and look up at him, his face is a little red probably from our activities.

"Since we don't go back to school for another week I want to take you to lunch one day." He says and I nod. "That would be fun."

"Do you want to take a little nap I will wake you in an hour or so?" He asks and I shake my head trying to fight sleep.

He knows me well enough to know that if he sits here and rubs my back long enough I will doze off. I am asleep 15 minutes later.