Ah! I'm so excited and happy to be writing this story :) I love Jake and Nessie! Hmmm and Taylor Lautner...he's yummy :] Who here loves Taylor too!?
Chapter 36
Jacob's POV
I was at Nessie's side as her heart rate was so very faint that now she could die any minute and there wasn't a damn thing I could do. I continued to breathe into her and pound on her chest, to keep her breathing...but nothing was helping her. She was dying. "Carslile we're loosing her!" I yelled. My hands were covered in her blood. "Carslile!"
Her eyes were completely shut and her body wasn't moving.
The beeping grew fainter and fainter. "Jacob move" Carslile said. He ripped Nessie's shirt open and grabbed his defibrillator. He grabbed the two panals and rubbed them together and put them on Nessie's chest. She flopped up on the bed then back down. There was nothing, except the sound of the loud beep and the screen was covered only with one strait line... that indicated she was gone....
"AGAIN!" I yelled. Carslile once again rubbed them together and pressed them down on her chest. Once again there was nothing. Bella buried herself in Edward's chest and tears fell from my eyes. "WE HAVE TO TRY AGAIN!" I yelled. "There's nothing else we can do...she's gone" Carslile said.
"NO! SHE'S NOT GONE! SHE'S NOT!" I yelled. "I'm sorry...I'm sorry" Carslile said. "NO! WE HAVE TO TRY AGAIN!" I yelled. I was so angry. We needed to try again! I charged at Carslile but Bella pulled me back and restrained me as tears fell from my eyes. "NO! No-No! She's...She's not gone!" I cried. Bella held my head close to her ice cold chest. "NO! NO! NO!"
"I know..I know!" She cooed. "NOOO!" I yelled. I fell down to my knees and rested my head down on Nessie's bed side.
"WHY!?" I cried out. "WHY OH, WHY GOD!? WHY!?" I yelled. "Why did she have to leave me.." I sobbed. My heart was finally destroyed. Seconds felt like hours.
Three words whirled in my head. She was gone. She was gone. She was gone. There was nothing I could do now.
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NSPOV
Was I dead? Had the end come? Would I never get to be with Jacob again? Would I never get to see my baby grow?.... That I don't know. It was a dark place. Black clouds covered the sky and thunder roared. "Renesmee" Someone or...something whispered. "Renesmee..." it repeated. "Who's there?" I said. No answer. "Hello?" My voice echoed.
"Renesmee....." Out of the darkness came out....Jake? "Jacob!?" I yelled. A smile spread across his face.
"Where are we?" I asked him. "Anywhere you want us to be" He replied and walked closer to me. "What?" "Shhh" He shushed me. "Don't worry...we'll be fine" He whispered.
He reached out his hand to touch my cheek. "I love you" His voice echoed, and then poof there was a black puff of smoke and he was gone...
"Jake!" I yelled..once again my voice echoed. "Jake!"
"He's gone...well at least in this life" A man came from the darkness..but once he stepped in..it wasn't dark anymore. The sun came out and it was like we were standing on clouds.
He was wearing a white dress robe and suddenly so was I. "Who are you? and what do you mean in this life?" The man chuckled.
"You don't remember me?....not that I expect you to...the last time I saw you, you were a baby" He said. "We've met before?" I asked.
He nodded his head. "Yes...you see I- I am Nahuel" He said. Nahuel?.....Nahuel....Nahuel! I remembered hearing stories of him. He was a hybrid...like me.
"I think...I remember you" I said. "As I remember you...my you've grown" He said.
"Where are we?" I asked. "In a place..between heaven and hell" "What? I don't understand"
"This is the place..where you go before you reach either heaven or hell" "So am I dead?" I asked.
"Sort of... there's something keeping you alive. You see no one has ever been here in the in between for this long.. some thing's resisting" He said.
"Resisting?" "Yes...like your soul is not ready. You're not ready to leave the world just yet" "Well then how do I get out of here?" I asked.
"Fight it....Fight for your life. Be strong. You can get your life with Jacob...with your son." He said. "Just fight it?" I replied. "Yes...but first-"
"What?" I asked. "Though be careful...because the things of the past you haven't vanquished will haunt you in the future" "What are you talking about?"
"Take care of the child with as much love and compassion as you possibly can" He said. "What? wait I still don't understand!" The picture was becoming distorted and it was like falling down an endless tunnel. The more I fell the darker it got and then....
There was light again.
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Jacob's Pov
How can I live without her? How can take care of our son without her?
Why did she have to leave me. Why did she have to go?
This was the end. This was the last of her and me. This wa- I didn't finish my sentence. There was a loud gasp and Nessie was sitting up on her bed and her heart rate was speeding back up. "Nessie!" I yelled. Carslile stormed in and looked over at Nessie. "She's awake!" I yelled. "Her heart rate its speeding up!" Carslile said. I smile spread across my face. She was awake. She was alive.
AwwI almost cried while writing this! Jacob's pain is so intense! Ooo and what do you think this.......
"Be careful...because the things of the past you haven't vanquished will haunt you in the future"...Means? HMMM?