Alyssa POV

I'm so scared , Austin call someone to talk to me . I refuse to talk to someone about this , no one understands . I hate myself so much for crying and not trying to convince him that I wasn't cutting . I wiped away my tears and I stood up . Austin took my hand and took me inside the house. He sat me down on the couch " Want some cake or some pizza ?" he offered

I shook my head " No thanks , I don't eat . " He scoffed in respond .

" What do you mean you don't eat ? "

" My mom keep Me and Dakota on a strict diet . Monday and Wednesday We eat Salads and diced fresh fruit . Tuesday , Thursday and Friday We eat this shake that makes us either puke or poop . Weekends , We don't eat at all . " I tied my hair back .

" What the fuck ? " He said angrily . there was a knock on the door . His mood went back to normal and He opened the door . It was ...Demi Lovato .

I gasped , I was one of her biggest fan . Demi smiled at me and sat right next to me . I bet my face was emotionless but inside I was fan girdling so hard . Like it freakin Demi Lovato

" Hi Alyssa " She said sweetly with a smile.

" H-hi " I stuttered myself and played with my bracalets.

" Let , just get straight to it .. Alyssa do you cut or self harm yourself in any way ?" She said with a very serious face .

I nodded and looked down .

" Alyssa , you should never cut . It doesn't solve anything sweetie ." she gave me a side hug .

" I-I h-have to p-punish myself cause everything is my fault ." i tried so hard not to burst out in tears.

" Aly you need to know that it not . You have nothing to do with things out of your control . If your parents are fighting . It has nothing to do with you . Your mom yelling at you for your mistakes ... It your mother she need to get over it . " She rubbed my back .

I laughed alittle . That impossible

" Now promise me , you'll stop Today Right Now "

" I promise " I sighed as I looked up at my idol .

" i got shame , I got scars that I would never show " She sang softly and leans her head on my shoulder . I closed my eyes and lay mines against hers .

"I'm a survivor in more ways then you know ." I sang back softly .

I felt her cheeks rise up to a smile . " Cause all the pain and the truth ,I wear like a battle wound So ashamed, so confused .I'm not broken or bruised "

" 'Cause now I'm a warrior , Now I've got thicker skin . I'm a warrior I'm stronger than I've ever been . And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in "

"'cause now I'm a warrior " We both sang ans We started laughing . we opened our eyes we see Austin recording us .

" Austin " We whined .