Hey peeps, I am so sorry for not updating. I have been very sick, I thought I was better then I got even sicker. So here I am now and I hope I can keep the updates going. I am feeling better again for now. If I just take my medicine and rest then I will be 100% again. Thanks for hanging in there with me. Again I am sorry. Here is another chapter for yall.

Chapter 36: Waking up and new family

Bella's P.O.V.

Well its been two days since I have had my babies and I am still burning but not as bad as if I was full human changing into a vampire. It still hurts like hell tho and can't wait till I can wake up and see my new babies. I hope they are OK.

I am laying here on my bed I think burning alive still. Its getting better so I hope I can wake soon so I can see my Jasper and my babies. Oh now that is better the fire has gone from my feet and legs but again my heart is going 100 miles an hour. I could here my family now and this beeping sound which is getting on my nerves. I hope when I wake my eyes are not red again. As I was laying there feeling the burning starting to ease I could here my Jasper telling me that it will not be long and I would be awake. Then I heard Alice say,

"5 more minutes, then she will be awake,".

I could not wait but then the fire started to get hotter and hotter in my heart. Then my heart started to get faster and faster till is started to flip and flop to its last beat. Then all at once my heart stopped beating and I felt nice a cool all over. I breathed in a nice long breath then I opened my eyes and saw my one true love Jasper. He looked at me and smiled at me, then he gave me a small kiss on the lips. I sat up a bit more in bed and looked around and saw my family then Ava came and ran up to me. She gave me a big hug and kiss and I did the same to her.

"Mommy, you awake. I am so happy now. How do you feel?" she asked me.

"I feel real good baby girl. I am so happy but one thing, my throat is on fire. I need to go hunt before I do something that I will regret for the rest of my life," I told her.

She looked at me then it hit her, she got off of me slowly and backed up into Alice. Alice picked her up and smiled at me. I then looked at Jasper and saw that he was smiling at me.

"OK honey, let take you to hunt then we can get back and you can see the babies," he told me.

"Oh, how are the babies? Did they all make it?" I asked.

"They are all doing just fine. They are still in their incubators for a least two weeks so their lungs can develop, dad told me.

I just took in another deep breath and smelled something really sweet. I looked to my left and saw the babies in their incubators. Then it hit me, I was smelling them and I had to get out now. So I jumped up out of bed, then I jumped out my window before I could do something again that I would regret. I waited for Jasper to follow me then he jumped out the window and ran up next to me.

"You OK sweetheart?" he asked me.

"Yeah honey, I just smelt the babies and it set my throat on fire and I had to get out of there fast," I told him.

"Well, if you lost control believe me you would not have touched the babies or Ava. You had us all there waiting for you to snap like that. Lets go hunting then we can get back to the family," he told me.

He grabbed my hand and we took off though the woods to find something to drink. We found a heard of deer and I had at least five then we found a mountain lion and I drank it dry. On our way back from hunting Jasper stopped me and pulled me into him and started to kiss me. I kissed him then he looked at me.

"Now that is what I am talking about. Your eyes were a dark red almost black now they are a beautiful gold color again," he told me.

^ ^ ^ SEX SECNE ^ ^ ^

Jasper pulled me into him again and started to kiss me but with more passion. He started to send out feelings of lust and I could not help myself then. I pulled us to the ground and I got on top of him. I started to undo his buttons on his shirt then I pulled it off without tearing it even tho I wanted to. But showing up home naked is not what I wanted to do. He then started to pull my shirt over my head to reveal my dark purple bra. I leaned down and started to kiss him some more. He then flip us over where he was on top of me now. He started to kiss me then the kisses went down my jaw and down my neck then I raised my back up some so he could undo my bra. He pulled it off and tossed it to the side then he kissed me down my chest and found my breast and started to kiss and suck on my nipples till they were sticking up.

Then he reached down and started to undo my pants very slowly and I wanted them off now. He was teasing me and he knew it. He pulled them off and I did the same to him. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a condom and put it beside us. Here we were in the woods almost naked and it was just beautiful. He started to kiss my tummy then and started to take my panty's off with his teeth. I raised up just enough so he could take them off. He then started to kiss my soft lips between my legs and it felt so good.

"Jasper, if you don't take me now I am going to explode," I told him.

He just laughed and as fast as he could he had his underwear off and the condom on. He then started to play with me again. This time rubbing against me and I just slapped him. He laughed at me then before I knew it he went into me fast and hard and I let out a loud moan. He then started going faster and faster and it felt so good. He would stop at times and lick me then he would go at it again. After about two hours of having mind blowing sex we both cam at the same time and just laid there on the ground smiling and talking about what I missed while I burned for two days and so on.

^ ^ ^ END OF SEX SENCE ^ ^ ^

We got back up and got dressed because Alice called telling to get done and come home. So we started for home again and when we got there everyone was asking us what took us so long and we told them we wanted to spend some time together and that I was very thirsty.

"OK Bella, are you ready to see your baby boys and your sister Steph?" mom asked me.

"Yes I am," I told her.

So me, mom, dad, and Jasper went to mine and Jasper's room to see the babies. When we got in there I smelt them again and they did smell good but not as food anymore. They smelt like Ava some kinda flower mixed with the best food you have ever tasted. I walked up to the boys and they looked so helpless and tiny. I put my hand into Declan's incubator and held his little hand and he gave it a squeeze and I smiled. I did the same to Xavier and Steph. Xavier did not squeeze my hand and I looked at dad.

"He is doing OK but he was sicker than both of them. He is coming around some we just have to watch him more closely than we do the other two," dad told me.

I just smiled and asked for a chair. I sat in between Xavier and Declan and watched them while they healed. Then Ava came in and sat in my lap. I looked at her and she has grown more in the two days I was burning. She was at least three inches longer and her facial features were of a young child and not the four year old she was. Her and Noah birthdays were coming up but we had to decide on how to celebrate them. I mean they are four going on five but they look to be six or seven years old. So that is one thing we will have to get together and decide what to do. As I was watching Ava playing with my hair I heard Alice gasp and I was seeing what she was seeing.

% % % Vision % % %

We were in the back yard and it was decorated with balloons and party streamers. There was two tables with gifts on them and you could tell they were for a girl and a boy. Then I saw Ava and Noah sitting in chairs with cake all over their faces. I walked up to them and saw a card that said happy 7th birthday Ava and Noah. Then I looked for Jasper and saw he was holding a baby and I saw mom holding a baby girl. Then I looked for the other baby and did not see him and I looked and looked but could not see him. I felt sad them knowing that something happened to one of my baby boys.

Then we came back and I fell to the floor crying.

% % % END OF VISION % % %

I felt someone pulling me into them while I cried then I looked and saw it was Alice.

"Alice who was it that was not there?" I asked her.

"Bella, I have no idea but we will not let that happen. We will try our best to keep which ever one alive," she told me.

I started to cry again and I felt someone else grab me and pull me to the bed. I looked and saw Jasper.

"Honey, what is wrong? What did you and Alice see?" he asked me.

I could not talk so Alice told everyone what we saw. Then I was being pulled into hugs by the family telling me it will be OK. After I calmed down thanks to Jasper we all just sat there talking about the babies and which of my boys will not make it. Even tho dad kept telling me that they both will make it I just had this sinking feeling that one will not make it though this. I sat there looking at my babies till my phone started to ring and I picked it up because it was Ennai.

"Hey girl, how are you doing?" she asked me.

"I am doing good thanks. So you going to come over so I can see you and Noah?" I asked her.

"Not today because I have to work. I just wanted to see if you were awake now. So I guess we will be over tomorrow some time," she told me.

We talked a little then I hung up. I did not want to leave my babies yet so everyone left me except Jasper and we sat and watched the babies fight for their lives.

Well peeps, I am going to leave it there for now. I kinda have writers block but it will be OK. Thanks for reading and being there for me. Love yall JenCullen28.