Title: I'll save you if you save me

Rating: any one

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Chapter 33

Sian's p.o.v

I walked across the cobbles well hobbled across the cobbles making my way to the rovers.

I tried to stop my self from crying but it was no use I had just practically broken up with Sophie something that I never thought I would do but I know in the long run it will be better for us both and I just couldn't see her do that to her self she had my heart she still has my heart but im not going to sit there and watch her turn herself into a druggie she needs to figure out what she wants me or the drugs because im not letting her have both.

I walked no Sian you cant walk you're a cripple so no walking just pure strange cripple hopping so anyway I hopped through the door using my crutch for support looked around to see if Carla was here and trust her to be sat at the far end next to the fruit machines why do they pick awkward places.

I stood there for a moment trying to re-compose myself ease my breathing a bit two broken ribs might seem like nothing to some people but with the amount of bruising it feels really sore as if someone has torn my insides out and placed them back which ever way they wanted.

Carla got up walking to the bar as I slowly moved hobbled in their direction

"you ok Sian" I managed to top crying vocally but the tears still kept falling as Carla moved closer to me wrapping me in a hug

"Aarrgggghhhh" I cried out my abdomen is really sensitive at the moment every breath I take hurts and the sobbing wasn't helping either

"Here ya Sian love why you don't sit down" I heard Rita say as Carla guided me back towards the booth helping me to sit down

"What happened to your face" Mary asked n I wanted to knock her block for even breathing at the moment,

"my dad beat me because im in love with a girl and I killed my brother" I replied rolling my eyes as Carla cupped my chin lifting my head to look at her

"OI I don't wanna hear you speak like that again ya hear me what happened to yaw brother wasn't yaw fault okay" I moved my head out of her grip as I fell into her gripping my arms tightly around her neck . . . . . . ..

"I broke up with Sophie" I mumbled into her neck as she gripped me tighter

"Wait did you just say that you and Sophie broke up . . . ha told you it wouldn't last long it's just not right" Mary just had to stick her nose in stupid cow

"Oi you out" Tina directed at Mary

"Why I haven't done anything"

"No not much . . . who are you to say that its just not right . . . so go on off you go the doors that way" Tina pointed to the door as she slung a tea towel over her shoulder. . . . . . .

Sophie's p.o.v

I sat on the sofa as I heard the door open wrapping my arms around my waist holding myself wishing that it was Sian but that wasn't going to happen now had I actually driven her to do that. . . she was actually going to take them because she wanted to know why it is that I kept taking them but she didn't under stand and wont understand the fact that they made me forget and gave me nearly almost the exact same feeling she gave me and she actually thought that me doing this was more important than her but I was doing it to be more closer to her when I didn't have her wasn't I. . . . Sophie you absolute mug.

I cleared the rest of the drugs away flushing the tablets, I didn't want them but I needed them but that's just what I think I need. . . I . . . me I don't need them its all in my head and the sooner I get over this the quicker I get Sian back right that's what she said once I have worked out what I want and I want her not this.

The drugs are not me there just something Ryan gave to me and I thought he was meant to be my mate but instead he gets me hooked what kind of mate does that but he's not the only one to blame I have a mouth and I can speak so I could of just said no.

After putting one of Sian's hoodies on I know right so cliché my girlfriend breaks up with me and im lying on the sofa feeling sorry for myself wearing her hoodie because it smells like her and I fell asleep.

I woke up to an empty house as it was getting dark outside and no one had come back yet, don't know what the time is, don't care to be honest. I got up from the sofa making my way up stairs as I was about to go into my room but changed my mind walking down the hall a bit further to Sian's room.

I pushed her door open not bothering to turn the light on as I lifted the quilt sliding in to the freezing cold bed, I snuggled into the quilt letting my head drop to the pillow letting my mind drift to thoughts of Sian but then I remembered the dog as I shot up out of the bed and running down the stairs to the back garden I don't think I have ever moved so quick in my life.

'Good start Soph you haven't even had him a day and you forgot about him' I mumbled I opened the conservatory door as I scanned the garden I spotted him curled up on one of the chairs, as I got closer to him his ears perked up but his eyes were still closed I picked him up as he sleepily opened them looking at me

"im sorry boy" I cuddled him into my body walking back into the house there was a box on the table with a piece of paper on it that wasn't there earlier was it I put him down as I picked the piece of paper . . .

Soph

I would of woken you up but you look to cute when you sleep.

Stuff in the box is what the lady gave for the puppy basic stuff.

Im sorry bout earlier but I know this will be better for us in the long run.

Just you got to figure out what you want okay im going to be staying with Carla for a while

I can't watch you do this so you have a choice to make Sophie just no that you still have my heart N I love you

XxSianxx

I smiled at her note as I placed it on the table as I opened up the box as he stood up against the table sniffing the box I put the box onto the floor so he could see as I pulled a bowl and dog food some treats and toys, I pulled out a squeaky hedgehog as he lightly took it from my hand.

Remind me not to let him anywhere near hedge hogs he ripped it to shreds in 5 minutes, after he finished playing I fed him and we went back up to Sian's room I climbed back into bed as he jumped up trying to pull the quilt off of me

"no boy no playing now" I said sternly as he sat and tilted his head to the left a little"hhhhhuuuuu I guess your gonna need a name eh" and his tail started to wag and started to settle on the bed

"How bout Tiger" and he stopped and just looked at me

"Ok I take that as a no"

"what about dizzy" he sat back up

"no. . . or yes" I asked he laid down putting his paw up to me then covering his snout

"ok what about Paws I like Paws" I picked his paw up his fur was so fluffy n soft it was like pillow I patted the bed beside me as he moved up curling into me...

"how about you sleep on it and we will decide in the morning n tomorrow you can help me get my girl back night boy" I snuggled into the quilt and the puppy as I slid into my dream the one where it was just me and Sian and no one could touch us . . . . . . . .

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